Day 8.
I love you.
Olivia smiled as scenes from the night before played out behind her closed eyes. She had her arm wrapped around Amanda who was sound asleep next to her.
"Oh my god. I can't believe I just said that. You're gonna freak out, aren't you? I just ruined everything. Fuck!" "Amanda, sorry to break it to you, but you're the one freaking out." "What? Yeah, but, fuck. I… I didn't mean to just blurt it out like that. I'm sorry. Sorry. Forget I said anything. Do you want me to leave? I can leave." Amanda didn't move though. They were still intertwined on the couch, the strap on still inside of Olivia. "Amanda," Olivia said with a stern voice. "Relax. Breathe. I don't want you to go."
Olivia was still laughing at Amanda's tiny panic attack when they finally made it to bed. "Stop, it's not funny." "Yeah, but it was, though. Your face was priceless." "Jerk." Amanda muffled as she laid her head on Olivia's shoulder. "I am sorry though, I wasn't thinking. I got caught up in the moment." "Do you wanna take it back?" Amanda fell silent for a while. "No." "Good, because I love you, too." Olivia was sure she could feel Amanda's heartbeat between them as she pulled them closer.
"You do?" Amanda turned to look at her. Olivia's immediate answer was to roll them over and kiss the blonde beneath her. "Yes."
Carefully, Olivia removed her arm and got up. As much as she wanted to stay in bed with Amanda for the rest of the day, she felt behind on everything work related and decided to let Amanda sleep while she got an early start.
It was almost 10 am when Amanda opened the bedroom door, hair a mess and wearing nothing but one of Olivia's oversized t-shirts. "Hey sleepyhead." Olivia looked up from her computer and smiled. "I haven't slept this long since I was a teenager. I'm so confused." She said as she rubbed her eyes and padded over to the kitchen to make some coffee.
"I wanted to let you sleep. We had a big night last night." Olivia winked and looked at the couch behind her. "Hmm." Amanda sighed and smiled as she leaned over the kitchen counter and pecked Olivia on the lips. "Oh my god, Frannie! I'm sorry, baby." The dog had suddenly appeared between Amanda's legs, wagging her tail lazily. "I already walked her, she's good." Amanda smiled again, she didn't know why she was feeling so emotional all of a sudden, but she wasn't used to feeling so cared for and loved and content.
As Amanda hopped in the shower, Olivia finished up reading and answering all of her emails, called Carisi to get an update on a trial that was planned for next week, and then she started the process of making brunch.
"Wanna watch some news while we eat? I feel like I have no idea what's happening outside this apartment." One of the first headlines that popped up when Olivia turned on CNN, was a statement from the CDC. "CDC now says quarantines after international travels can be limited to 10 days."
The two women looked at each other. "That's two days from now." Amanda said, unsuccessful at hiding the sadness in her voice. "Yeah." Olivia simply responded, her voice laced with disappointment. They ate in silence as they continued to watch the news. When they were finished, Olivia carried their plates to the kitchen and placed them in the dishwasher. She leaned back at the counter and looked over at Amanda who was still watching the TV.
She was surprised at how much she had become addicted to the blonde's presence. She was so used to living alone, and in her former relationships, she had always let out a sigh of relief when she was finally by herself. Now she realized she didn't want Amanda to leave. Not because she was thinking of living together, but because she was terrified of bursting their little bubble.
Amanda turned around then and met Olivia's eyes. "Come back here."
Amanda welcomed her with open arms, gesturing for Olivia to lay on top of her. "Now what?" Amanda whispered as she placed a soft kiss on the top of Olivia's head. The brunette took a deep breath and decided to power through what she wanted to say. "I miss the precinct and it'll be good to see people again, but I don't want this to end. I mean, not that you can't go back to your apartment, but us. I don't want us to end."
Amanda smirked. "So, we're an "us" now, huh?" "Do you want to?" Olivia said as she nervously played with a lose thread on Amanda's sweater. "Olivia Benson, are you asking me to be your girlfriend?" "Yes. You make it sound so cheesy, but yes." Amanda let out a little laugh as she motioned for Olivia to raise her head and look at her. "Yeah, Liv. I want to be your cheesy girlfriend."
Olivia grinned and lowered her head to kiss the woman beneath her. It was sweet and innocent at first, but as soon as Amanda opened her mouth and welcomed Olivia's tongue, they were completely lost in the moment. Olivia pushed her hips down and grinded against Amanda's pelvis. "Shit…" Amanda breathed out against Olivia's lips. "Bedroom."
When they stumbled into the bedroom their clothes were already left along the way. "I need to taste you." Olivia said as she pushed Amanda down on the bed and placed herself between her legs. "Fuck…" Amanda moaned. Olivia hadn't even touched her yet and she could already feel her orgasm building. "Oh, I intend to." Olivia smirked as she placed wet kisses dangerously close to Amanda's center.
Olivia let her tongue drag slowly through drenched folds over and over again until Amanda was literally begging. "Please, Liv. Ple-fuck-please. Fuck me." Olivia slowly entered her with two fingers, stunned at how wet and tight Amanda was. "You feel so fucking good." She whispered before her tongue went back to work. Her fingers were moving faster and faster, completely in synch with how Amanda's hips rocked against her.
Just when she could feel Amanda's inner walls starting to clench around her fingers, she slowed down both her hand and her tongue. "Wh- no!" Amanda puffed. But Olivia didn't give in. She continued her slow movements, until she picked up speed again, working Amanda straight to the edge.
She repeated the torture one more time, making Amanda moan in both pleasure and pain from the intense throbbing between her legs. "Liv… Please. I need to come."
"I know, babe." Olivia murmured against the enlarged clit between her lips. Without warning she started to fuck Amanda mercilessly, her fingers pumping fast and her tongue making firm circles around Amanda's most sensitive spot. When Amanda finally came she was practically sobbing, her body writhing and sweating against the white sheets.
Olivia watched as the evidence of her actions dripped down on her hand and on the inside of Amanda's thigh. She didn't think she could be anymore turned on than she already was, but the intimate sight sent a bolt of new arousal through her body. "Fuck, you're so… perfect." Olivia breathed out as she placed a soothing kiss on Amanda's right hip.
Amanda was starting to get her breathing under control, and as soon as Olivia removed her hand and mouth, she sat up and grabbed Olivia by the shoulders. "That… was insane." She kissed the brunette and immediately tasted herself on her lips. She hummed against Olivia's mouth before she moved herself up from the bed. "Turn around. On your hands and knees." Amanda demanded as she turned to the top drawer of the bedside table where she had placed their new toy the night before.
Olivia's eyes widened as she realized what Amanda's plan was. She was used to being the one giving orders, and she found that in the bedroom, she was more than fine with Amanda being the boss.
Amanda placed herself behind Olivia and used her hands to spread Olivia's legs even more. "Fuck, Liv… You're so wet." Olivia's response was a simple moan as she braced herself, elbows already resting on the bed because her arms were shaking too much to hold her up.
Amanda moved the dildo between Olivia's folds and let it slide back and forth, coating it and making sure the brunette was more than ready for the intrusion.
"'Manda…" "What?" "Shit…" Olivia hissed as the dildo rubbed against her clit. "I need…" "What do you need, babe?" "Fuck… Inside." Olivia moved her ass shamelessly towards Amanda, making it perfectly clear that she needed to be fucked hard.
Amanda placed the cock at Olivia's entrance and teased her with the tip. She smirked as tiny whimpers left Olivia's lips. Her hands came to rest on Olivia's hips and without a word, she pushed Olivia against her as she thrusted hard, making the strap on fill the woman beneath her completely.
"Holy fucking shit!" Olivia screamed as her head fell down. Amanda gave her no time to recover before she started to move harshly, her hips slapping against Olivia's ass cheeks with each thrust. Olivia didn't recognize the sounds leaving her body as her own. Her entire body was on fire and it felt like her nerves were laid out, exposed and raw.
Amanda smiled in between her fastened breathing and moans. It wasn't lost on her that it was in the middle of the day, and she was fucking her boss from behind. Girlfriend and boss. She corrected herself as she moved her right hand and placed two fingers over Olivia's clit. That was when Olivia lost the last shred of control. "'Manda, you gotta… Fuckgod! I'm gonna…" And just as Amanda pulled out Olivia was hit with the most intense sensation she had ever felt.
"Fuuuck!" Her knees failed at holding her up and she fell forward. Her entire body was trembling and something warm and wet pooled between her and the bed.
"Liv… I think you just…" Olivia squirmed a little, still dizzy and confused after her mind-blowing climax. "Hm? What?" Amanda let her fingers drag over Olivia's thighs, butt and back, and then she let out a giggle. "I think you just ejaculated." "What? Is that what that is?" "Yeah." Amanda kissed a naked shoulder. "Shit." Olivia turned her head a little. "It felt like I needed to pee, but I just couldn't stop." "That's what they say." "Who's they?" "I don't know. The female ejaculation folks."
After changing the sheets and having her second shower that day, Olivia walked with still shaking legs to the couch to find her phone.
"Fin and Kat wants to know if we want to do a zoom dinner with them tonight." Olivia said as Amanda came carrying her laptop and some casefiles, joining her on the couch. "Sure. But… do we tell them about us?" Olivia furrowed her eyebrows at the question. "No… Not yet. I want to wait a little, and I want to tell them in person."
"You know, Kat already thinks that we slept together." Amanda smirked. "She what?" Olivia's eyes widened. "She asked me a few weeks ago. Told me it was the way we looked at each other. Apparently we're 'lingering'" Olivia let out a little laugh.
"So, tell us something exciting from the real world." Amanda said before taking a sip of her beer. She had already suffered through an hour with Olivia's hand constantly finding its way to Amanda's thigh, while trying to make casual conversation with their coworkers. "Not much to tell, really. Same old, same old. We saw the news, you guys got your quarantine cut by a few days, huh?"
Amanda and Olivia shared a quick look before Olivia answered. "Yeah, yeah, that was… great. We can't wait to get back to the precinct." Fin gave her a suspicious look. "Gee, control your enthusiasm, captain." "What?" "Is somebody getting a bit too comfortable in their little bubble?" Kat chimed in with her eyebrows raised.
Amanda cleared her throat. "Ok, children. This has been fun. See you in two days!" She waved shortly before shutting down the laptop. "Well, that was subtle." Olivia said with a stern voice, but failed at hiding the smile that formed on her lips. "Well, maybe if someone hadn't spent the last hour touching me…" Amanda said as she moved the laptop away and straddled the brunette and kissed her.
"Take me to bed, captain." She whispered before she let her tongue move from Olivia's earlobe and down her neck.