After a few minutes they all let go of the hug and sit down at the table, each with a glass of water. Hermione still holding Harry's hand, she was rubbing circles on the back off his hand with her thumb. Nobody says something, they are all thinking of what just happened.
"Maybe we all should go to bed and talk about this later today" Remus says after about four minutes.
"yeah" Sirius and Hermione answered, Harry didn't hear it 'cause he's to far away in his mind. He was thinking: "What am I going to do? How am I going to tell them this? I don't want them to know this. They probably think I'm weak, they're right, I'm just a weak freak who can't even hold back tears."
He suddenly heard someone say his name, Hermione. He snapped out of his thoughts, "Hu, what, sorry" he says a bit scared.
"You coming upstairs? We'll talk about this later" she says soft.
"oh, yeah sure" he answers quiet.
He stands up and goes to the door.
They all go upstairs into their room and lay down on their bed.
Molly wakes up, it's 8 am. She goes downstairs and begins to make breakfast. After about 10 minutes she hears the door open.
"morning Molly" she hears two male voices say sleepy.
"Good morning Sirius and Remus" she answers with a smile on her face.
"we need to discuss something with you" Remus says in a serious voice. Molly's smile fades immediately.
"It's about Harry, isn't it?" she asks concerned. Remus nods.
"We had a little problem this night." Remus says.
"How bad was it on a scale of one to ten?" she asks.
"Let us say a nine" Sirius says sad.
"Oh dear, what happened?" she asks sounding very worried.
"Well uhm-" Remus starts but he gets cut of by Sirius saying: "Harry had a panic attack".
"Oh the poor boy, is he okay? Did you manage to calm him down?" she says still very worried.
"Yes" Hermione says while coming into the kitchen.
"Thank god he's okay" Molly says relieved, but you could see some tears glistening in her eyes.
"But we saw something else" Hermione says sad while tears begin to form in her eyes.
"Hermione we aren't the ones to tell this" Remus says.
"I talked about it with Harry when we got upstairs, he said only Mr and Mrs Weasley could know. But further no one else" she says with tears in her eyes.
"What did you saw?" Molly asks worried.
"I helped him take of his hoodie'cause he couldn't breath, when is hoodie was off, we saw a chest full of scars, bruises and cuts." Remus says sad.
"The poor boy" Molly says while a tear runs down her cheek.
After a few minutes Molly speaks again: "Will someone wake everyone up? Breakfast is ready".
"I will" Hermione says.
She goes upstairs while Remus and Sirius set the table.
When she comes back downstairs, she sits down at the table leaving an empty chair for Harry between her and Sirius. Everyone was in the dining room now, except one person.
"Where's Harry?" Molly asks.
"He fell back asleep" Ron says while eating.
"Why didn't you wake him?" Molly says a bit angry.
"I had to go to the bathroom" he says.
"I'll go get him" Hermione says.
When she's about a meter from the door she hears someone scream: "Noooo. Take me, leave them alone. It's me you want". She quickly opens the door to reveal a very pale boy stirring and sweating in his sleep. She runs to him and begins shaking him soft. "Harry, wake up. Harry" she says.
Harry wakes up in much sweat and sits up immediately. He began panicking. Hermione hears his breath becoming faster. "Ssst it's okay, it's just me" she says soft, trying to comfort Harry. His breath goes back to normal but he's still shaking. "it's okay, it's okay" she says while taking Harry into a hug. Harry stops shaking, he feels save for once, he hugs back. When they let go Hermione gives him his glasses.
"Thanks" Harry says almost whispering while putting them on. After giving Harry another hug Hermione asks kind: "Should we go downstairs for breakfast Harry?" Harry nods. He takes her pulls and they go downstairs. He only let go off her pulls when they entered the dining room.
"Good morning Harry" Molly and Remus say.
"Moring" Harry says so quiet only Hermione can hear it. But Molly sees his mouth move and smiles kind at him while going towards him to give him a hug. When Harry sees her coming towards him, he begins to panic again. He looks with his hand for Hermione's but can't find it which makes him to panic even more. Hermione notices this and grabs Harry's shaking hand tight while shaking her head to Molly who immediately turns to the kitchen door.
When she feels that Harry has stopped shaking, she leads him to the two empty seats next to Sirius.
"You okay Harry?" Sirius asks worried when they sit down. Harry only nods while taking a piece of toast.
After the first half the toast, Harry feels sick. "Excuse me" he says quiet when he stands up.
"You alright mate?-" Fred says
"You look a bit pale." George adds to the sentence. Harry shakes his head which turns out to be a bad idea. He runs to the bathroom and throws up.
"I'll go check on him" Remus says and he stands up to follow Harry.
When he opens the bathroom door he sees Harry sitting on his knees with his head above the toilet. He kneels down next to him and begins rubbing his back.
After 10 minutes they are done.
"I'm sorry" Harry says quiet.
"Harry, you didn't do anything wrong. You can't control you stomach" Remus answers kind. Harry looks him in the eyes and gives him a big hug.
After a minute they go to the living room, where everyone was sitting after breakfast. Sirius stands up when they come trough the door and gives Harry a hug. Harry, Hermione, Remus and Sirius are all surprised and relieved that Harry didn't get another panic attack. When Sirius let go of him, Harry sits down next to Hermione who gives him a side hug the moment he sits down. A conversation starts between the four of them.
"Harry, when was the last time you ate a proper meal?" Remus asks concerned.
"uhm about a month ago I think" Harry says quiet. Molly and Hermione gasp.
"Harry, that's way to long ago" Remus says.
"Don't believe him Sirius, he just want attention!" says Ron who was listening.
"RON" Fred shouts while George slaps Ron on the back of is head.
"I didn't really get food at the Dursley's" Harry says immense quiet.
"Oh Harry" Hermione says while giving him a big hug.
