St Louis - Missouri
Two weeks had passed since Sasha came back home from the hospital. And what she didn't expect was all the challenge her newborn daughter would give her every single day, unknown with all this kind of new duties. Between the three kids, housework and the light work she was trying to do everyday, Sasha was exhausted. In between night terrors she had to handle as well as she could, plus the feeding times, sleeping had become a luxury she wasn't able to afford. And staying up for a long time in every conditions was part of her training but it appeared that taking care of newborn was more tiring rather than surviving in a hostile place.
Doctors had told her to keep it slow, because giving birth wasn't something that quick to recover. But Sasha wasn't really keen to follow the rules, and did got back to normal life very quick, pushing on her limits everyday , trying to keep up for the kids, knowing Tom would come home soon, it was just a question of time. And the least she wanted was him to think she couldn't handle life at home.
"Need some help Mam?"
Sasha looked up and saw a young naval officer standing at the doorstep of her office. "Thank you, but i got it." she softly answered. She was carrying a large stack of files under one arm, and was holding Peyton's stroller seat with this other one. And she knew she was late, it was half past four and she needed to go and pick up the kids to drive them to their sleepover party. Since the last call at the hospital, she didn't get news from Tom, unaware of when he would come back, hoping it would be very soon. They were all missing him so much. She rushed outside from her office to the car, trying to complete all of the missions as fast as she was able to.
"Hi guys, sorry for being late, had a lot to do today." she said once both of the kids's belts were buckled up.
"It's ok. When you're late i can go and buy candies with my friends and if you're very late, then we play football." Sam said, nonchalant. He was always turning every situations to his advantages so he was never disappointed, or rarely. And it was amusing Sasha so much.
"Yes, no worries." Ashley added, also happy of Sasha being late because she got more time to talk with a special friend. She was kind of uncertain of telling Sasha about him, her dad would definitely know about it and freak out. But she also knew Sasha could help by mentally preparing Tom, she was always using the best words - simple and wise.
Sasha glanced both of them a confused look through the front mirror, sensing they were hiding - especially Ash - something, no one was that happy to wait outside school at the end of the day. "What's the matters ?" she asked, intrigued.
"Oh, Ashley has now a boyfriend!"
"Can't you just shut your mouth ?" his sister immediately snapped back. At least he didn't say it in front go their dad but still, she wasn't sure about it yet.
Sasha raised her perfectly shaped eyebrows, unprepared for this kind of news, but also amused how Sam almost shouted it. The boy would definitely no be the profile for naval intelligence. "It's not a bad thing Ashley." she smiled. "We can talk about it later, when you come back from your sleepover. Okay ?" she tried to sounds as kind as possible, the least she wanted was the teenager to be embarrassed about something normal. And Ashley immediately felt relieved, happy that Sasha could understand it was bit awkward to speak about boys in front of her brother. She silently thanked her and the three of them happily continued their little chat.
"Have a nice time guys, and Sam, don't eat too much candies before dinner." she waved bye, looking them enter their friend's house. She checked her phone one more time, hoping she would have a call or at least a message from Tom but there was nothing and it melted her heart. She was missing him so much it was almost unbearable, too painful. She missed being on the ship, but more than everything being hugged tight.
"Daddy will come home soon, don't worry." she said looking at little Peyton, still sleeping.
At the same time, Tom had just arrived in front of the big mansion, exhausted but happy. He hadn't been home for months and he suddenly felt a big overwhelming feeling growing inside of him. He was back home to his beloved ones, that had no prices and he couldn't wait to see his kids and his girl.
"Sash, i'm home!" Tom said while opening their house's door. But only the silence answered. He didn't see the range rover parked so immediately figured out Sasha was probably still running outside and he didn't like it that much, she should be resting. He shrugged his shoulders and dropped off the duffel bag he was carrying, took off his jacket and headed straight to their bathroom to get a warm shower, another luxury he didn't really have everyday back on the ship.
Feeling the hot water dripping all over his body, having the sensation of being clean almost made him sleep up but he wanted to stay awake till Sasha would come home. If she was coming home. He didn't send her a text, because he wasn't sure about being there on time, but she didn't text her either to tell him when she would leave the office to come back home. Lost in his thoughts, he got out and was drying his wet body, not noticing the bedroom door getting open.
"Penny for your thoughts ?" a soft voice asked behind him. Looking up in the mirror he finally saw the person who was occupying all go her thoughts, indeed. He offered her his best smile and almost ran off to her, that fast she just had time to get ready to be lifted up by two strong arms.
"God, i've missed you so much babe" he whispered, his face buried in her hair, inhaling the sweet smell of her, mixed with the cherry blossom shower gel she used. "Life feels so boring when you're away. Anyways," he said, putting her down. "Why aren't you resting ? You look tired…" His eyes were analysing her in every details, from the dark circles under her eyes, to every inches of her body. Her stomach was still a little bloated but she was beautiful to him, she hadn't change that much.
"Tom…." she sighed. "I'm fine, don't worry… everything is fine, especially now you're home just like you promised me on the airfield." she smiled, softly kissing him.
He returned the sweet and loving kiss, stroking her cheek and grabbing the back of her head with his other hand. God, it felt so good to have him back to her, they were used to it and lived without each other for over fifteen years but Tom came to the conclusion that he couldn't live without her, he was worrying too much and couldn't even focus on work when he was at the office or on the ship. And Mike did notice the same, friendly mocking him for being unable to keep - at least during 10 minutes- his girl away from his mind.
They broke the kiss only when the air went missing. Breathless, they were both looking at each other, enjoying being together for real. And as soft as it started, they kissed again but fiercely this time, a hungry kiss full of wild passion, their tongues dancing together. They both needed each other, they had spent too much time apart when they were younger and this fresh start was everything they needed.
"Where is Peyton ?" he mumbled in between kisses, his eyes closed, enjoying their skin contact as much as he could. It had been a torture not to touch her, not to feel her, she was his everything and he was feeling miserable when she was away.
"She's sleeping…" His hands were running over her naked body, all over her back, shoulders, stomach, and finally her breasts. Tom cupped of them and slowly started to massage her nipple with his thumb, causing Sasha to moan - they were so sensitive now - through their kiss. "Take me to bed Tom….."
"Whatever you desire sweetheart" he smiled, lifting her up like a bride to go to their bed. Once she was lying down, she opened her arms to welcome him, a lovely smile on her face. He didn't need to be asked twice, and once he got rid of his shoes, Tom joined her, fully appreciating the moment.
"I think you're overdressed…" she murmured, pointing at his uniform, desperately wanting to feel his skin against hers. At this right moment, she needed to see him, touch him, feel him buried deep inside of her, she needed her man to make love to her. "Cmon, pants off sailor."
She didn't even wait a second, Tom was already getting rid of his beige uniform, suddenly feeling too tight in his pants. His desire and love for Sasha had never stopped, even when he was married to Darien, even when he didn't know if she was still alive during the red flu pandemic, even when he saw her with Fletcher. Sasha was, and would always be the greatest love of his life, he knew it from day one, even though she was a trouble student - and a pain in his ass. He suddenly came back to reality when he felt her hand teasing his growing bulge through his pant. "Sasha"
She looked at him with this cute and innocent smile, still teasing him, knowing he wouldn't last long in this condition. He was so hard for her, just as she was so wet for him, she was feeling how much her body had been waiting for this moment to happens, and she was glad that this everyday dream has now became reality. "Sasha please…stop, or i won't last long…." She was stroking him and he knew she was enjoying this little devilish game. She looked tired when he saw her first in the bathroom but now it was all different. She got up on her knees, and took down the last piece of clothes he was wearing, freeing his almost painful erection. She grabbed it and kissed the top of his cock, immediately making him moan.
"Tell me what you need sailor" she smiled, sweetly stroking him, wanting him to beg for his orgasm. "how do you want it to be….?" she continued with a sensual voice.
"Please Sasha!" he almost cried out, feeling that he wasn't going to last long, especially after months days alone, and with her teasing him till the end. She looked pretty happy by the answer and then drew him into her mouth, suckling him with excruciating thoroughness Tom thought he was about to die of pleasure. He wasn't able to stop moaning, his hands at the back of her head, his eyes closed. She always knew how to drive him crazy and tonight was not exception.
"Sasha oh my g…..babe please don't stop" he groaned, trying not to move his hips. Sasha felt his shaking and knew he was close, very very close from his release, loving to know she was the reason why he'd lost control. It took only more few seconds for him to finally come, screaming her name in the room, spilling himself in her mouth. Sasha watched Tom's body shook with release and smiled, getting up and kissing him straight. He returned the kiss, tasting himself, and pinning her back to the mattress.
"I love you" he whispered to her ear. "Now please let me show you how much i do sweetheart…." Tom couldn't wait to be inside of her wet and warm centre, he needed her more than anything and was desperately waiting to be one again with her. It was like a drug, they were so complete together, nothing could break them apart one more time, he was sure about it. He then grabbed her butt and slowly spreads her legs open to position himself between them. Tom suddenly felt the urge to kiss her down, wanting to taste herself, drive her crazy. And as soon as his lips kissed her sensitive spot, she let out a moan, arching her back, slowly stroking his grey and pepper hair. When he felt her almost coming over the edge, he stopped right away, kissing her deeply so she could taste herself. "Get ready for fireworks babe…" he whispered as he thrusted into her in one swift move.
"Always." she said in a soft voice, moaning when she felt him totally inside of her.
Feeling her sweet and silken walls all around him almost made him come again, that was too good. He looked down at her and got lost in her bright blue eyes, she was so beautiful and he was so lucky to have her. He kissed her passionately, opening his lips so their tongues could dance together in a rhythmic way. Cupping one of her breast, he made her moan against his lips, wanting to take her straight to heaven. She reached in between her legs, finding her clit and slowly stroking it, doing it few seconds before letting Tom give her even more pleasure. The loud moans and the sounds of their bodies against one another filled the room, even the house. Sasha felt her second climax was about to arrive, rippling down her spine like an electrical charge, causing her to scream out loud with pleasure. Tom followed her quick, feeling his own release runs through his body, his cries of release mingling with hers.
"Welcome back Tom." she whispered, breathless, cuddling her to sleep, knowing they would fall very soon after love. She always did. And he was right, Sasha was exhausted and the second her body cooled down, she fell asleep in her man's arms, a little smile on her lips, her head resting on Tom's chest. "I love you too."
He kissed her forehead and cuddled her into a deserved sleep. And once he got sure she was all comfy, he extricated from under the covers and made his way outside, toward his daughter room. Tom immediately felt amazed, she had done such an amazing job, the nursery looked wonderful. And right in the middle, the bassinet with his last daughter in it. He slowly approached, looking at her, she was such a tiny baby, but a beautiful one.
"Hello little one, i'm your dad, nice to meet you." he whispered, unable to unlock his gaze away from her, looking at the baby like the most precious thing. She looked exactly like Sasha. Tom felt so emotional, finally realising he was a dad of three now. He stroked her little cheek, very softly so he wouldn't wake her up. "You're as beautiful as your mom… and i'm so glad you've made it." he muttered.
"Don't worry, she took some traits of yours…" said a sleepy and soft voice behind his back. Turning around he saw Sasha standing at the doorstep, looking at both of them with a look full of deep love. Sasha waited so long for this moment and it melted her heart to see how in love Tom was with his daughter, it was erasing everything that made her suffer during pregnancy.
"I'm so proud of you Sash…" he said, capturing her lips, slowly kissing her, one of his hand lost in her hair. She rolled her arms around his neck, unable to break the kiss. Tom lifted her up like if she weighted nothing, gave a last look at Peyton and brought Sasha back to bed, pinning her on the mattress so she could stay beneath him.
"Should i tie you to this bed so you finally sleep ?" he glanced at her, sort of amused but also serious. She smirked, and kissed him quick, pretending to think about the idea.
"I would love that."
He rolled his eyes, laughing. "You're incorrigible." he said, holding and kissing her goodnight, following her into a peaceful sleep.
The next morning, Sasha woke up first and stretched, feeling all her body being sore and stiffed. She felt like her breasts were about to burst up because of the milk, knowing she had to feed her baby now. She silently slipped out of the bed, closing the door so Tom could still sleep and went to Peyton's room. Like if she was connected, the baby was yawning in her cradle, feeling so hungry and squealing. Sasha took her and kissed her forehead before sitting in the armchair next to the window, opening the front of her night robe and positioning the baby so she could grab one of her breast.
She immediately felt a pressure leaving her as soon as the baby started drinking, closing her eyes and leaning her head on the back of the armchair, simply enjoying this exclusive moment. Sasha looked down and saw her little blue eyes, falling a bit more in love, they were the same as Tom's, same intensity, same colour, same gaze. It took her almost one hour and once the baby was all clean, fed and sleepy, she made her way back to the room to find Tom in the exact same position he was when she'd left him. A smile appeared at the corner of her lips and she slowly slipped under the covers, coming closer to him, which made him groan in his sleep, his arms holding her again, like a unconscious mechanic.
She turned her head and stared at Tom, who looked so peaceful. Sasha smiled to this view, he looked so innocent, she couldn't wake him up just because her desire for him was burning her from the inside. And after few minutes, Sasha finally decide to change her mind, but however pleased herself to some kisses - only - all over his face, neck and jawline, unable to resist much longer.
"Good morning" he whispered, slowly opening his eyes. His voice was raspy, she'd woke him up. Tom softly stroked her cheek, liking to see her cute face first in the morning. "slept well ?" She didn't answer by words but with a kiss, smiling and getting on top of him with a light smirk on her lips. She definitely had in mind the perfect way to wake up, and he looked at her the same way. "Always when you're home." she said, kissing and dragging him into a very loving morning cuddle.