When Edd woke up he was wrenched from erotic dream into erotic reality. He gasped at Kevin's hips grinding weakly against him. He'd been pulled back, no longer completely on his side, now he was held at an angle and Kevin's morning wood had managed to be positioned just so. Even through their sleep clothes the burning warmth of his member sliding against him made Edd bite his lip to keep from moaning out. He tried to extricate himself but rather than getting further away Kevin's arms pulled him back and he heard a low rumble from the sleeping man. The motion of being yanked back against him gave a bit of power to the next jerky thrust and Edd whimpered.
Kevin had started to stir. He was so close and he grunted into the sweet warmth that he was pressing into. He heard a soft moan and opened his eyes to see Double D's long mottled neck flushing pink as he was humped. The obvious way his body was reacting and the sexy little noises he was trying to keep quiet threw Kevin over the edge. He firmly thrusted one last time and held him tight across his chest, knowing this was wrong but unable to contain himself he moaned low and long into his ear. "Fuck, Double D."
That had done it for him. Edd couldn't hold back and gasped as he let go, making a mess of his sleep pants.
Kevin wasn't really sure how he should proceed but that was the sexiest thing he'd ever seen. Edd coming undone, untouched, just from being dry humped. He wasn't sure how he'd handle being fucked well and truly but licked his lips at the image. His dick twitched in overstimulation and he willed himself not to move.
Edd's head swam as he sat up. As far as he could tell Kevin was still asleep but he was also freaking out, unable to focus enough to tell his breath wasn't even. He knew he hadn't misheard. Was Kevin having dirty dreams about him?
He gulped and chose to climb over the footboard of the bed to escape to the bathroom. Kevin pouted. He was hoping to have him try to roll over him. Maybe he'd have pretended to wake up with him on top of him and see where it led.
It still seemed too soon but he decided after something like this it would either get awkward or Edd would get too nervous to look at him. He figured he'd have to ask him out soon or lose his window of opportunity. The worry of this being too soon was present and he didn't want to push it but the choice was out of his hands now.
Edd for the most part had been trying to keep it together in the bathroom. He contemplated what exactly it meant that Kevin had said his name, ahem, mid-coitus.
His touchiness did come across as overly flirty at times and the others guys on the team didn't get the same treatment. And Nazz, actually everyone really, we're of the opinion Kevin had feelings for him and it wouldn't be a stretch to say Kevin seemed interested in a more than friendly physical relationship if this was anything to go off of.
It was flattering to know that despite everything Kevin knew about him could still find Edd attractive. But that had to be as far as it went, right? I mean he found him trying to kill himself- that wasn't exactly relationship potential.
But even just over the course of the week he'd made a lot of progress. Though that probably had more to do with the fact that he didn't have to be alone constantly. Having someone around was like soothing balm on his attention starved heart. He worried that as soon as Kevin went home he'd relapse. But the guys on the team had made progress towards friendship. Nazz and Marta were making efforts to be close to him as well. And now that he was coming more out of his shell even a few of the other students had started talking to him, he might even be able to start sending letters to Ed. He was no longer the social pariah he'd become when he was Eddy's lackey or when he'd caved in on himself and shut everyone out. Now he was welcomed warmly by his peers in a way he'd never imagined in his wildest dreams.
He looked at the healing mark on his neck. He felt both deeply regretful and yet incredibly thankful for his blunder. His eyes went up to look at his face. His pale pallor had become closer to the more lively olive complexion he'd had before he locked himself away. The purpling under his eyes had faded and, while it would take awhile to put on the weight he'd dropped, he was making good progress.
All of that had all been thanks to his failed attempt. If he'd died that day he wouldn't have any of this, but had he not attempted he would still be as he was. Alone and miserable. It was truly thanks to Kevin finding him though. A stroke of luck in his otherwise bleak life.
He remembered Kevins words- Be nicer to yourself.
Okay, what if Kevin was more than passingly interested in him? Would they date? Kevin seemed unfazed when people assumed they were together. Edd had been the one to deny it first every time. He'd only ever shrug and back up whatever Edd said. Maybe… maybe it wasn't too far fetched to think that he'd liked the assumption and didn't mind because he wanted to date him.
Even if it was just a small chance he wanted to take it. He wanted to get better. For his own sake sure, but also to see where that could lead. He couldn't be with someone while he was like this though. He needed help. Real professional help. He was sure later he'd want to back out but right now… he wanted it. Before he could change his mind he picked up his phone.
Edd felt lighter than he had in a long time. When he returned to the room he'd nearly forgotten the incident. He'd also, of course, changed underwear.
"Hey." Kevin said, gauging how Edd would react, he seemed distracted but it didn't seem to be from the dark fog that sometimes swallowed him up.
Edd blushed bright red as he remembered why he'd ran from the room. He was still embarrassed but he'd also taken a big step and wanted to share that with the person who inspired his change.
"Hey." He smiled shyly and fidgeted. Kevin was relieved he didn't seem upset.
Kevin remembered the nervous look he had when he'd wanted a hug and took a chance. He patted the bed next to him in invitation and Edd gulped but went for it, climbing over him and laying close. Kevin was surprised Edd seemed so… relaxed about what happened. Maybe he'd noticed he'd been awake and realized what that meant.
"So. I did something."
"Yeah?" Kevin asked.
"Yeah." Edd was messing with a loose thread on Kevin's shirt. "I uh… I have a therapy appointment… next week."
Kevin stared wide eyed. "Really?"
"Yeah. I… thank you. I just wanted to say that. I don't think I would have ever even considered it if it wasn't for you."
Kevin pulled Edd in by the back of his neck and kissed him. He couldn't hold back anymore and he didn't care if it was the right time or place. He was just so happy and relieved and every moment not kissing him felt like a waste of time.
The slight morning stubble scratched against Edd's skin and it made everything feel so much more vivid.
Edd breathed a soft moan and closed his eyes. When Kevin pulled back Edd whimpered and chased his lips. Kevin cupped his jaw and kissed him again, tilting their faces to deepen the soft kiss. After a few minutes Edd put his hand on Kevin's chest and applied a little bit of pressure, enough to ask for a moment but not pulling away. Kevin broke the kiss but his hands stayed cupping Edd's face gently.
"I'm assuming that's approval?" He said softly, pleased and smiling.
"I'm so proud of you."
Edd chuckled. "So you go around kissing your teammates whenever they score a goal?"
"You caught me." Kevin snorted, then softer added, "I like you." He laid another little peck onto Edd's lips. "Go out with me?"
"Hmm. Let me think." Edd teased, kissing back a little firmer. Kevin made a delighted noise. "Of course." He whispered.
"I'm surprised that you aren't more freaked out by earlier."
Edd went beet red. "You were awake?"
"Only at the end."
"W-when you moaned my name?"
"Mmhm. I will admit that dream was about you though." He ran his thumb over Edd's plump bottom lip and smirked, wondering what kind of shy reaction he'd get from the pretty boy he was holding.
Edd's eyes fell to Kevin's lips and he swiped his tongue over the digit. "Wanna see about reenacting said dream?"
Finally Kevin was the one red faced and speechless.
"Was that too forward?" Edd asked, embarrassed about what he'd said after a beat.
"No that was hot."
"O-oh?"
He grabbed Double D's ass, excited to have been practically handed an invitation to touch. "Think you can handle it?"
"Only one way to find out." He tittered happily as Kevin rolled him into his back to continue making out. Kevin had to admit he was surprised at how quickly Edd was ready to go, especially since he'd definitely came before he'd fled to the bathroom barely 10 minutes ago, but he liked the confidence that Edd was showing and vowed to reward it in full. First though he had a mission.
"I'm gonna cover this up." Kevin said, grazing his finger across the fading but still obvious rope mark. "When you look at it you'll only be able to see how much I love you."
Edd shuddered and nodded as the redhead dropped his head into the crook of Edd's neck and started to kiss, gently at first but soon he was biting marks into the tender flesh as Edd quivered under him in pleasure. He was afraid to bring up Kevin's casual use of the word love because it was intoxicating. Maybe a bit intimidating but he couldn't even remember his parents telling him they loved him outside of notes. Love was a powerful word for him and he couldn't lie that it made him quiver with arousal.
Kevin continued to lavish Edd's neck, only pausing to pull off their shirts. He lightly ran his finger tips up and down his sides, occasionally reaching down and groping him as he worked on covering his pale throat in love bites. Edd didn't know how sensitive his neck was until it was being licked and sucked at.
"You like that baby?" Kevin whispered at his sweet moans.
Edd's eyes glazed over and he bucked his hips. "O-oh."
Kevin noticed how much the endearment had affected him. He chuckled. "Eager, pet?"
He whimpered as Kevin bit down on the skin under his ear. 'Pet' was even more titillating. The implication of ownership left Edd weak and whimpering. Kevin started palming Edd's erection through his sleep clothes and peppering sweet talk between his kisses.
"Off." Edd whispered in reference to the rest of their clothes. Without removing his mouth the jock pulled down Edd's pants. He took his dick in hand and started to rub his thumb across the head.
He looked down at the twitching cock in his hand and groaned. "Every part of you is so sexy."
Edd let out a surprised moan and went to cover his mouth but before he could Kevin growled.
"Fuck babe. That's so hot. Keep moaning for me."
Edd gasped at the command. The hand he was going to put over his mouth instead went to the back of Kevin's head and he moaned again when Kevin bit down hard on over one of the darker spots.
"Kevin. Please." He whimpered. Kevin just picked up speed on pumping him.
"It's okay babe. Cum for me." He whispered into his ear.
"I wanna touch you too. Please." Edd whined.
Kevin groaned. He wasn't sure he would be able to get it back up so quickly but that request did it. He gave a final lick at Edd's neck and pulled back to take off his own pants. He tossed them on the ground before going back to grind himself onto Edd.
"You drive me crazy." Kevin gasped. "I can't get enough of you."
Edd reached down and grabbed both of them and stroked them together. Kevin groaned and watched Edd's face contort in pleasure. His eyes drifted lower, he'd done as he promised and while the rope burn was still obvious, there was a halo of kiss marks around it and Kevin was stricken with a possessive thrill.
"You're mine." Kevin said in Edd's ear.
"Yes." Edd whimpered "Yours." Kevin thrusted hard against him and bit down on his shoulder. That seemed to be the final straw, Edd keened as he spilled between them.
"Fuck D, baby, so good for me. All mine." He babbled in an orgasmic haze as he teetered over the edge not long after.
After they caught their breath Kevin gave his boyfriend another long slow kiss before he picked him up.
"I think it might be time for a shower."
Kevin had to admit he was remarkably excited to shower with Edd. The cubicle was small but he was determined to touch every inch of his new boyfriend, absolutely enthralled he could call him that. He'd kissed Edd up against the wall and lathered up his body, messaging the soap into his skin with great care. When he'd gotten to his legs he'd dropped to his knees.
Seeing Edd like this left him breathless and he took a moment to just take in the view of Edd, flush and looking down at him, neck covered in love bites and eyes half lidded.
"What?" Edd asked, embarrassed at the way he'd just stared up at him with reverence.
"I love you." Kevin said without hesitation.
Edd blushed down to his shoulders. "Don't you think that's a bit soon?"
"No." He continued to rub down Edd's legs, only looking away to make sure he was thorough with cleaning him. "Even if it wasn't romantic, It is- but If it wasn't, we've known each other for almost our entire lives. I think it makes sense. At least to me."
"I don't know if I can say it back yet." Edd said with a bit of trepidation.
"That's okay." He kissed Edd's hip. "Is it okay if I keep saying it to you?"
Edd melted. The fact he cared enough to ask and make sure he was comfortable sent a pleasant chill up his spine. He cupped Kevin's face. "Yes."
Kevin kissed his palm. "I love you."
"Kiss me?" Edd asked, his ocean blue eyes glazed over with adoration.
Kevin stood and kissed him again. Edd let himself relax into the soft and loving embrace. Until Kevin pulled back and squeezed some shampoo into his hand.
"I wanna wash your hair."
Edd was dazed from the sweet kiss and nodded.
Kevin took care of Edd with devoted enthusiasm and by the time he was done Edd had been shaking. Being loved by Kevin felt almost like a religious experience and he was the deity.
By the end of the pampering Edd was out of it. The amount of attention he was getting was nearly too much, he'd barely, if ever, been told he was loved, and he'd definitely never felt it. So Kevin showering him with the kind of physical affection that was an unmistakable gesture of love sent shockwaves through his system and was sending his mind drifting in and out of his body.
"Are you okay?"
Edd hummed and slumped into Kevin. After coming back to his senses he was nuzzling Kevin's neck and his scar was being kissed.
"You're back." Kevin said, his face held a trace of worry but he also had a curious smile. "Good?"
"Perfect even." Edd sighed. He wanted to return that feeling of being completely taken care of. After another moment to get his body back to being his and he steadied himself.
"Your turn."
He found it wonderfully relaxing to wash another person. Showers were always his favorite part of the day, the ritual of cleanliness and the tranquil feeling of warm water was something he'd always treasured and returning the favor of taking care of someone was indescribable.
He'd taken care to clean him thoroughly as he could. He'd spent extra time and patience getting under his blunt nails and messaging the knots in his neck away.
When he'd finished Kevin sighed out another declaration of love and Edd had to admit he was much closer to saying it back then he thought he'd been.
"Would it be too soon after, well, earlier to ask you to… enter me?" Edd had said with as much tact as he could. He couldn't bring himself to be embarrassed after such an intimate encounter though.
"Fuck that's a hot image." Kevin growled. "But I think I want to save that for another day."
Edd tilted his head "Oh?"
"Gotta give you something to look forward to, but also do you have any lube or condoms?" He raised an eyebrow in question.
Edd's cheeks glowed red. "We… can go get some."
"Maybe later, right now though I'd be more than happy to enter you in other ways." He slid his fingers down to message his puckered entrance and licked at one of his pink nipples. They had all day to explore each other and Kevin planned to take full advantage of it.
"T-that works." Edd stuttered.
Being fingered by someone else was completely different then doing it himself. He was more than a bit overwhelmed when Kevin had found his prostate and proceeded to abuse it. Pressing against it with every thrust of his fingers. He bit down on his pebbled nipple and his hole clenched down on the probing fingers. After an orgasm that left Edd gasping and clinging to Kevin he was no longer able to hold himself up and slid to the floor.
Kevin's harness was in front of him and before he could think about cleanliness or become self conscious, still deep in his afterglow, he'd licked up the shaft and sucked him in as deep as he could.
"Holy-ffffuck. Babe." Kevin had nearly whimpered. He wasn't expecting it and bucked into his mouth. Edd, despite his lack of experience, had taken it to the back of his throat much better than he'd expected and swallowed around it in surprise.
Kevin was about to cum embarrassingly fast down Edd's throat if he didn't stop. He tried to pull back but when he'd bucked Edd grabbed his hips to still him and wouldn't let go.
"Stop- f-fuck! Gonna cum." He tried to warn.
Edd moaned around his cock and pulled back only just in time for him to mostly fill his mouth with his spunk instead of his throat. Edd let go and another string of semen shot across his face.
The blissed out expression Edd wore alongside the myriad of love bites and the white stripe of cum that splattered across his cheek, he was the very image of debauchery and Kevin twitched in pleasure, another sudden string hit Edd's full lips.
Edd contemplated the flavor of his mouthful and after finding it acceptable enough he swallowed and licked the excess from his lips.
"Not as bad as I was led to believe." He said in a throaty voice.
"God, you're beautiful," Kevin moaned, "and all mine." He ran his thumb through the cum on his cheek and brought it down to Edd's mouth. He sucked the finger into his mouth wantonly.
"Mmmm." He moaned around the finger before Kevin removed it to stroke Edd's face. "All yours." He said with a shiver.
Kevin rinsed off Edd's face with a bit of regret. He loved seeing himself painted across Edd like a brand.
"Look at me babe." He said holding Edd's jaw.
Edd opened his eyes and they were cloudy, still in some sort of floaty head space.
"Need help standing?" He asked.
Edd reached his arms up and Kevin helped him to his feet.