I open the letter from Swan girl, fearing what she's wrote me.
(Letter) (thoughts)
Dear big brother bear
How do I even start this? Oh I know:
HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME?!?!
Yes how could I leave you?
I thought you'd always protect me. That's what big brothers are supposed to do. I'm so angry with you, Emmett Cullen. Why didn't you say goodbye to me? When you left me, I was crushed. I keep thinking: did you hate me? Did I piss you off in someway? Was I just a stupid, idiotic little girl who was dating your brother so you had to put up with me? Are you relieved that you were leaving me in Forks? Was I just a little pet for you to stare at when you got bored? All these questions keep going through my head and I don't know what to think about them. Emmett, I really need you, but I know that's never going to happen, it's like you've never existed so why in hell am I writing you and your family stupid letters that you won't read because I don't know you guys now? Why am I even doing alive? I can't live without you.
We can't live without you either and you were in no way a pet for us to stare when we were bored!
Brother Bear, I really miss you and I dream of you everyday. I miss your bear crushing hugs as you spin me around and try not to hurt me, I miss you and Rosalie making out right in front of me. I miss your loud laugh. I miss everything about you. Please, please come home, big brother bear, I can't live without you or the others. I've started drinking and cutting because it's too painful to walk around and be reminded of the people I love were with me for almost a year. I really really need to die so I can heal from this depression and really my life. I've really had the pleasure of knowing how amazing you are to your wife, parents and siblings, Emmett.
When I get my hands on you, Isabella, I'm going to grab you in a massive hug. You better stop cutting yourself, lil sis!
Read this carefully: You are an amazing vampire and you deserve everything that you get. You deserve Rosalie, Esme, Carlisle, Alice, Jasper and Edward, but you don't deserve me because I've brought you all nothing but hurt, suffering, almost exposer and I'm not good enough for any of you.
You're good enough for us, Bella. You haven't brought us hurt, suffering and you certainly haven't brought us almost exposure.
You're a kind, strong, caring, loud and loving vampire, Emmett. Never forget that.
Thank you, little sister. See you soon.
I love you, Big brother bear.
I love you too, Bella
Swan Girl.
I'm glaring at my brother. "You've definitely destroyed that girl, Edward!" I yell, causing Rose to hug me so I won't kill him. Edward scoffs. "I don't give a shit!" He yells back at me. That's it! Even Rose can't keep me back now: I break her embrace and lunge at my brother, breaking a chair. "She loved you!" I yell at him, looking in his black eyes. Edward does a 'meh' expression. "So?" I growl and grab him by the collar of his shirt and drag him into the garden, flinging him up against a tree. "You don't deserve that girl, you've never deserved her. It's your fault that we had to leave our sister and daughter there, it's your fault that she drinking and self harming, it's your fault that she's about to DIE!" I yell at him as Carlisle comes behind me and restrains me from killing Edward. I struggle against him but it's no use, Carlisle is a lot stronger than me. "Dad, let me go, he needs to pay!" I shout, looking at Edward who is being restrained by Rose and Jasper. Alice and Esme must be by the steps, looking at us. "He will pay, Emmett but killing him won't solve anything." I beg to differ. I'm about to respond but Carlisle pulls the Bella card on me. "Your sister won't forgive you if you kill Edward, no matter how angry she is at us, she'll never forgive you." I slowly start to calm down. "If she dies, then I swear to god, Edward Anthony Masen Cullen, I'll kill you and Dad won't be able to hold me back. You're extremely lucky Dad is holding me back right now otherwise you'd be a pile of ash." I snarl before Carlisle lets me go. I walk back into the house with my Rose right beside me. Nothing will hold me back from killing him if my little sister dies.
