CHAPTER EIGHT

*Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.*

My mind was fuzzy. What was wrong with me?

I tried to get to my feet, but ended up back on my butt as the world spun. It was difficult trying to gain any sort of purchase on anything.

The blanket around me was becoming stifling. I frantically shed the thick material, but it was not enough. My heart was racing and heat kept spreading through my body. I began to work on my blouse – hands trembling as they tried to work the holes to pop open each button.

So hot…

Why was it so hot…?

Wasn't I just too cold a moment ago?

I touched my own forehead. It was kind of warm, but I wasn't sure. Was my hand hot, too? It had to be if I was feeling hot all over.

I looked over to Komaeda and immediately found myself climbing on to the bed. With one knee on each side of his narrow waist, I hovered over him. When I touched his face, he didn't feel so hot anymore, but was that because I was just as hot?

Any other time, I would've lingered more on the thought and even become startled by it, but right now, it seemed so insignificant, so brought my attention back to more important matters.

I ran my hand over his chest. I could practically feel his heart fluttering just beneath.

He was so pale…

So beautiful…

And he was all mine.

My Komaeda-kun.

My Nagito.

His eyes fluttered open, revealing hazy green eyes. "Rin-chan… Why are you on top of me? I hate seeing you face…" His hands made their way on to my hips as he held me in place.

"Komaeda-kun…" I sighed, rocking my hips as my body took control over my mind. "I need you. Please. Take me, Komaeda-kun. I'm so hot. I need you to take me. I'm going to go crazy if you don't fuck me."

He groaned, squeezing his eyes shut as I felt his bulge brow beneath me. "Get off me."

His words continued to contradict his actions as he ground his hips upward to reciprocate my movements.

"K-Komaeda-kun!" I moaned.

It felt so good.

I knew he could make me feel good.

He gritted his teeth and seemed to be unsure of what he should do.

Giggling, I made quick work of his boxers and stared hungrily at the fine specimen twitching in front of me. "Ahh… Komaeda-kun, it's so beautiful…" Drool ran down my chin as I scooted downward.

It looked so yummy…

I grinned coyly at him before giving the leaking slit a tiny kitten lick.

He gasped, arching his back. "R-Rin-chan!" He couldn't figure out what to say, so he just grabbed my hair and brought my lips back on his cock.

I happily sucked him like a lollipop and stroked the rest where it wouldn't fit. He tasted so good. Why hadn't I done this sooner? How silly of me… He had offered. I should've taken it.

No matter, I had it now and I wasn't planning on giving it away anytime soon.

"I want to hurt you," he growled, guiding my head with his hand.

Up and down.

Up and down.

Letting his cock pop out of my mouth, I took a moment to reply, "Hurt me, Komaeda-kun. I want you to hurt me."

His eyes darkened, until it was nearly black and suddenly, I was on my back with him looming over me. His snowy-white hair was messier than usual, slightly matte from the sweat of his fever.

I reached up to tuck a lock behind his ear. "Komaeda-kun…"

He tossed his head back and let out the most sinister laugh I had ever heard, the wheezing was more pronounced than usual. It was even worse than the one from the first trial. "Rin-chan… You're so full of despair… It's delicious. I'm going to consume you."

With that said, he practically tore my skirt off as he hastily made to move on to somewhere more important. My plain panties were gone in a flash and he probed my entrance with his engorged member. It was so silky smooth and nearly purple in colour.

"A-Ah!" I needed him to be inside me and he was taking so long. "Now, Komaeda-kun! Take me! Make me yours!"

He licked his lips and with one powerful thrust, he was completely sheathed inside me. It didn't hurt like I imagined it would. I thought my first time was going to be more painful, but I loved how it felt. I was already so wet that he slid in so easily… Was it because of how much I wanted him?

I was so depraved…

All thoughts and uncertainties faded away when he began to move. He kept to his promise. There was pain, but there was also pleasure. His hands had my hips in a bruising grip as he manipulated my body however he pleased – pulling and pushing. He took what he wanted and I was more than happy to give him everything.

"Ha…! Yes! Use me, Komaeda-kun! Use me!" I begged with one hand gripping tightly to the pillow below me and the other on my breast. I was so sensitive everywhere. Every touch was a tiny explosion of pleasure, bringing me closer and closer to completion.

If what he was doing was filling me with despair, then I never wanted it to stop. I wanted all of it. I wanted all of Komaeda-kun's despair!

He pulled me into a hard kiss that left me breathless and gasping for more. He swallowed each cry and nibbled on my bottom lip.

So good…

He made me feel so good…

"Ah, Komaeda-kun!" I cried, meeting his every thrust, trying to push him deeper and deeper inside me.

More…

More…

Was I ever going to have enough of him?

It seemed like an impossible pursuit.

He groaned, nibbling my ear. "Haha... Rin-chan… The Big Bad Wolf is going to put a baby into his Lil' Red…"

"Yes!" I gasped. I wanted Komaeda-kun's baby!

Hah… How adorable a tiny Komaeda-kun would look… I wanted many mini Komaeda-kuns!

He cackled. "Gonna fill you up with despair… So much despair…"

He quickened his pace as his movements grew more erratic. His heavy pants, warm on my face.

My eyes fluttered when the world suddenly exploded around me. It was unlike anything I had ever felt before. T he pleasure was mind-blowing and left me feeling weightless – floating on a cloud.

When he collapsed on top of me, I was still writhing beneath him and that was when the door opened.

We both turned to look at him at the same time.

"Ah! Hajime!" Komaeda greeted him, still panting with his cock buried deep within me, twitching as the last of his seeds spurted out.

"Huh?" His ahoge was standing straight up as he tried to comprehend what he was seeing. "W-W-WHAT?!"

"Join us, Hinata-kun." I extended my hand towards him, excited for the wonderful surprise. "Despair… It feels so good. Let us show you…"

"I – I don't understand… You two…" Hinata looked as if he was about to have an aneurysm. Unable to handle the scene, he quickly turned on his heels and slammed the door shut behind him.

"He didn't want to play." I pouted. I really wanted Hinata to join. He was so nice and supportive. He stayed with me the entire time, while Komaeda was sick. I thought this would be a good chance to repay him. I really wanted to make him feel good, too…

Komaeda chuckled. "Ah… Hajime…"

With the short distraction gone, I returned my attention to the beautifully despairing angel above me.

"Komaeda-kun," I whispered, pulling him down to nuzzle his neck.

Even now, I wanted more of him and I could still feel he was half hard inside me. My walls clenched, lightly rousing him a little more.

"Ngh…" he groaned, closing his eyes. "Rin-chan… Hah…" He was on the verge of another burst of laughter, but managed to keep it in, but his shoulders shook with the effort.

I clamped my legs tighter around him, pressing his body closer against mine.

"I really hate you, Rin-chan," he sighed, leaving a trail of wet kisses down the valley of my breasts before popping a hard nipple into his mouth. "To have someone like you in bed with me… So disgusting…"

His words did leave little tinges of hurt, but a part of me knew he didn't mean them. His actions were speaking much louder than his words, so I gladly ignored them to fuel him on. "I'm sorry, Komaeda-kun. Rin-chan has been bad. Please, punish Rin-chan…"

He shuddered, his eyes a mixture of despair and delirium. His lips were spread into a wide grin of madness. "Punish, Rin-chan… Punish, Rin-chan…"

This time, he couldn't keep the laughter in. It was booming – echoing. It bounced from wall to wall and sent shivers down my spine.

He jerked his hip to slide out just enough to only keep the tip inside. "Rin-chan is so ugly… Rin-chan deserves to be punished…"

I gasped, eyes rolling back when he slammed back in. I was still sensitive from the last orgasm and with him hitting all the right spots, I was left screaming.

Release hit me fast and hard and it never stopped after that. It shook my entire body causing me to babble incoherently to him.

Drool trailed down the side of my face as his face swam in and out of focus.

He kept thrusting in and out of me; my name a heavy pant on his lips.

"T-Too much…" I sobbed. I wanted more, yet my body was reaching its limit. I was going to break! "K-Komaeda-kun… I-I'm… Nnngh~!"

My back arched as I could no longer control anything I was doing. I was a prisoner to my own body, trapped in layers and layers of pain and pleasure.

"Rin-chan… Rin-chan…"

I shook my head. No…

I couldn't…

No more…

But I wanted…

I kept wanting…

I was falling deeper and deeper into madness.

His madness.

His despair.

"Komaeda-kun!"

My world blackened and I was gone.