Hello everyone! I know it's been a long time since I've posted but I just went through 3 exams and still have 2 more. School is taking up all my time but after this week, I'll have a whole month off which means writing more fanfiction!

This chapter is quite spicy so I hope it makes up for all the extra time!

Dimitri had rushed me out of the club and taken us straight to his apartment after our heated moment in the playroom. He held my hand after we got out of the car, and he quickly pulled me into the elevator. With his condo being almost on the top floor, we had enough time to ourselves in here.

I grabbed the collar of Dimitri's shirt and pulled him down for another kiss, pressing him against the wall of the elevator. I still had the ropes on underneath my clothes and could feel them tugging against my skin as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"You are," he said between kisses, "the most beautiful woman," he smothered lips against my jawline, "I've ever laid eyes on."

Dimitri roamed his hands around my waist and reached down to cup my ass, giving it a tight squeeze. His erection hadn't died down since he'd spanked me in the playroom and I could feel it poking against my lower abdomen. I slid my tongue into his mouth and stroked him through his pants, eliciting a harsh grunt from his lips.

"Roza," he growled, hissing through his teeth. I knew I was driving him crazy with my advances, but I wasn't about to stop.

"At least wait until we get inside," he said. He went against his own words as his fingers snuck under my shirt and found the ropes, pulling on them tightly.

"You're a hypocrite," I murmured against his cheek, dipping my fingers into the waistband of his pants. Just then, the elevator doors opened and Dimitri instantly pushed me away. I was confused for a second, but when I saw someone else walking into the elevator, I stopped what I was doing and leaned back against the rail behind me. It was an elderly woman with grocery bags in her hands, and she gave us both a warm smile as she walked in. Dimitri returned her smile by forcing one of his own.

"It's gettin' colder these days, isn't it?" she said, trying to make conversation. Dimitri tightened his hand around mine and shifted uncomfortably.

"Yes, ma'am." His boner was starting to die down.

"I'm not used to the cold here. Back in the day, I used to live in California. Palm trees and all."

Dimitri cleared his throat. "I see."

"Must have been really hot," I said, purposely trying to get on Dimitri's nerves. I reached my hand towards his crotch when the woman briefly looked away and he shoved my hand back between us, giving me a look that said, I'm getting you back for that later.

"Oh, yes. Although I must admit, the cold makes you want to bundle up with that special someone," she went on. "My husband—he's such an old fart. I think he's tired of me these days."

Dimitri started tapping his foot on the ground beside me. His arousal was completely gone now.

The old woman turned around and looked up at Dimitri. "Young man, are you alright? You're looking a little flushed."

"Uh, yes ma'am, I'm fine," he said respectfully. The elevator doors opened again and the woman gathered her things.

"Well, I hope you two have a good night," she said, slowly stepping into the hallway.

"Oh, we will. Thank you." I gave her a sweet smile, and as soon we were alone again, I let out the giggles that had built up inside, smacking a hand over Dimitri's chest.

"You think it's funny to tease me like that?"

"No," I laughed, "I think it's hilarious. You should've seen the look on your face."

"You should see the look on your face by the time I'm done with you."

We came to a stop and Dimitri pulled me into the hallway, taking his keys out of his pocket. He unlocked the door and I walked in with him, only to be shoved up against the door a second later. He hooked his hands under my thighs and wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Oh, fuck. Right there," I breathed, feeling his lips rubbing against my neck. He darted his tongue out and circled the area before sucking gently.

"Your skin tastes so good on my tongue," he whispered, laying a trail of kisses from my jaw to my collar bone. He took the opening of my jacket off my shoulder and let me down for a second to take my jacket completely off. He removed his own too and lazily tossed it on the kitchen counter. His dog stood awkwardly behind him with his tongue out, waiting patiently to be fed.

"Wait for me in my bedroom," he ordered. "I'll be with you in a second."

I nodded obediently, giving Mochi an affectionate head scratch on my way to Dimitri's room. I could hear him getting the dog food out as well as Mochi's excited footsteps.

I took my top off and walked into Dimitri's bathroom to look at the ropes again. The star shape above my breasts looked so well-done and the feeling of the ropes on me gave me an oddly comforting feeling. I didn't want to take them off. I did, however, want to take my bra off. It was difficult with all the ropes in the way, but I managed to slide it underneath everything to take it off.

As I stared at myself in the mirror, I heard Dimitri walk into his room and close the door. I placed my hands over my breasts, feeling a little insecure. What if he didn't like what he saw? A lot of guys had complimented me on my boobs before, but I couldn't help but feel self-conscious.

"Come here, love," Dimitri said, sitting down on his bed. I left his washroom to join him where he was, still keeping my hands on my breasts. I stood between his knees and he placed his hands on my wrists, but he didn't move them. "Are you uncomfortable? Because if you are, we can stop right here."

"No, it's not that. I'm just worried you won't like what you see," I told him honestly.

"Roza, as I said before, you are absolutely beautiful. Nothing will change that. Open up to me."

I took a deep breath and peeled my hands away, exposing my naked breasts to him. Dimitri was speechless for a moment as he eyed my hardened nipples. Then, he wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me in.

"They're beautiful," he said, kissing my right nipple. He took the sensitive nub into his mouth and sucked, and I threw my head back, digging my fingers into his silky hair. I quivered in his arms as he moved his talented tongue around before he switched to my left nipple for equal treatment. The way he closed his eyes and parted his lips against my breasts made him look even more beautiful than he already was.

Dimitri pulled away for a second to take his shirt off, revealing his perfectly sculpted abdominal muscles and broad chest. He was so beautiful.

When his fingers started fumbling around with the ropes on my back, stopped him and cupped his face in my hands. "Don't. I want to leave them on for a bit."

"Okay," he said, nodding his head. He adjusted himself on the bed and I straddled his thighs, feeling his erection bloom once again against my pelvis.

I found the zipper of his pants and started to pull it down. "Your pants are looking tight, comrade."

While I undid the buttons of his pants, he peeled the fabric of my leggings down, revealing the top of my black lace panties underneath. Before I knew it, Dimitri grabbed me and laid us down before rolling us over. He hovered above me and dragged my hips to the edge of the bed, yanking my leggings down in the process. Once they were off, he licked his lips and stared hungrily at my panties. I blushed when I realized what he wanted to do.

"May I?" he asked, looking at me with a careful eye as he pulled my panties down. I nodded my head and let him pull the material off until I was completely naked in front of him.

"Spread your legs for me," he commanded. Although I still felt self-conscious, I obeyed him and parted my legs. He leaned forward and lightly kissed my clit, whispering, "Good girl."

I fucking loved hearing those words come out of his mouth. Any time he praised me, I melted inside. Emotionally, I felt warm. Sometimes, it made me want to get on my knees and submit to whatever he wanted. His pleasure was mine.

Dimitri kissed my wet slit, making me raise my hips in anticipation. He complied to my neediness and darted his tongue out, licking greedily along my folds. He found my clit and started teasing me with his tongue again, causing me to squirm around involuntarily. I was already starting to feel a tightening in my lower abdomen. I was going to come on his mouth if he didn't stop.

"Dimitri, I'm going to...oh god, I'm..." I couldn't even finish, because the next moment, I was coming hard on his tongue. I shrieked, throwing my head back against the mattress as he used his mouth to ride out my orgasm.

"Thank you," I murmured, breathing heavily as I came down from my high. Dimitri crawled back up and kissed me again, letting me taste myself on his lips. I was eager to return the favour for him and pushed my hands against his chest to roll him over.

"May I?" I asked, repeating his earlier words with a wicked smirk on my face.

"I'm all yours," Dimitri told me. It was all the encouragement I needed.

I slid his pants off, taking a moment to admire the toned muscles in his legs. My hand ghosted over the bulge in his boxers, feeling him up with curiosity and awe. I gently took his boxers down, freeing his member and nearly gasping at the sight. Fuck, he was huge. Dimitri was big everywhere. He really was a package deal.

"Don't worry," he said, chuckling at the sight of my shocked face. "You'll stretch too."

Could my mouth fit around him? Only one way to find out, I thought.

Dimitri slid to the edge of the bed and sat up, kicking his boxers off. I kneeled between his legs and wrapped my small hands around him. At the base of his lengthy shaft, my thumb and index finger couldn't even touch.

"I haven't done this in a while," I admitted shyly.

"Hey, it's okay. Do you need some guidance?"

I blushed. I was getting nervous, but it wasn't because I didn't want to please him. I was worried that I wouldn't do a good job. My inner sub craved his approval.

I nodded and said, "Yes, Sir."

Dimitri's cock pulsed in my hand right when I said those words. He swallowed and leaned his hands back, watching me with a lustful look in his eyes. "Hold one hand around me at the base and use your other hand to move up and down."

I did exactly that and used my right hand to do most of the work. I squeezed him firmly as I slowly pumped, up and down, occasionally twisting my hand when I reached the tip. Dimitri moaned every time I twisted my hand, so I continued. I lowered my head down and gave his tip a soft kiss, looking up at him timidly at the same time. While I couldn't read his mind, his eyes displayed endless affection for me as I continued to kiss the length of his cock. He gathered all my hair into his hand to get a clear view of my face as I licked him from base to tip.

"Open your pretty little mouth for me. Just like that. Good girl," he said as I parted my lips. His hand gently controlled my head movements, moving me further down on his shaft as I took him into my mouth. His length didn't allow for me to take him all the way in, so I used my hands for the rest. He stopped when I couldn't go any further and pulled my head back, only to push me back down. I let him control my head for a while, only stopping when I gagged on him. He pulled my head back again to let me relax and take a breath.

"Sorry," I said, feeling my face flush. "You're just really big, and—"

"Roza, it's okay," he said, stroking my cheek to shake the nerves off. "Just relax. You're doing a great job. When you take me into your mouth, I want you to breathe in to help you with your gag reflex. Try to relax your throat."

I nodded again and listened to his soft voice guide me through it. I had done this before, but it had been a different experience back then. I was completely eager and optimistic this time. What I appreciated most was how patient and caring Dimitri was.

I wrapped my lips around him again and moved my head back and forth, following the instructions he had given me. Eventually, he stopped controlling my movements and massaged my scalp instead.

"Your mouth feels so good around me, Roza. I'm very pleased with you," he said affectionately, leaning down to kiss my head. His sincere words made my heart flutter, making me feel warm and loved all over. I continued and picked up the pace, moving my hand in sync with my mouth. Dimitri was having a hard time keeping his moans in as I sucked him with greed. I could feel the ropes around my chest tugging against me and revelled in how submissive they made me feel.

"Stop," Dimitri panted after a few minutes, running a hand through his hair. "I want to come inside you tonight. Are you okay with that?"

I smiled. Even after what we'd just done, he was still so considerate. Maybe he was worried and didn't want to push me because I'd been in a fragile state during the past few weeks.

"Yes. Please. Make me yours, Dimitri."

I didn't need to say anything else. The next thing I knew, I was lying on his bed with my legs spread and ready for him. He lined himself up with my opening, rubbing his tip around my wetness.

"Are you ready for me?" he asked, kissing a sensitive spot behind my ear.

"Yes," I whined, jerking my hips up in anticipation. Dimitri sealed his lips over mine again before finally plunging forward. I hissed at first as I wasn't used to taking someone of his size. I hadn't had sex in a while too, so it hurt a bit, but I tried to stay relaxed. It almost felt like being a virgin again.

"Roza, are you okay? Does it hurt?" Dimitri asked. He had a worried look on his face.

"Just a little, but I promise I'm okay," I reassured him. Dimitri rested his arms by my head to hold his weight up and lowered his head back down towards my neck. He kissed and sucked my pulse point, thrusting further in to fill me. Once our hips touched, he stilled to let me adjust. I could feel him leaving a hickey on my neck which I'd have to somehow cover up tomorrow, but I didn't care at that moment. Not only did it feel good, but it also felt like he was marking me as his own.

"I'm okay to keep going," I whispered to him. Dimitri started moving and kept the pace slow at first, but when I started moaning words of encouragement, he picked up the pace and increased the force behind his thrusts. He said my Russian name over and over again into my ear, almost chanting it with his thrusts. He started to lose control of his speech and started saying something in his native tongue, and although I couldn't understand him, I loved hearing it nonetheless.

My hips joined his, and he hit a spot deep inside me which triggered a wave of pleasure throughout my body—almost like an electric current. He held my throat again and started pounding into me in earnest, making me lose complete control of myself.

"Roza, I..." Dimitri smothered his lips against mine, struggling to get his words out.

"What is it, Dimitri? Tell me," I insisted. He slowed his thrusts and looked straight into my eyes, and I could've sworn this was the most vulnerable I'd ever seen him.

"I want you to be mine," he gasped out, "and...I love you."

He loved me. He actually loved me.

And I loved him too.

My face must have gone blank because he completely stilled and looked nervous as he tried to get my attention. "Rose. Please say something."

I placed my hands on his cheeks and pecked him on the lips. "I love you too, Dimitri. I'm all yours."

Now that our deepest feelings were finally out, Dimitri smiled happily before he leaned down for another kiss. He plunged his tongue into my mouth, claiming his new territory while resuming his hard thrusts. I could feel myself climbing higher again, just waiting to come undone.

"Oh my...god, Dimitri please, I'm so close..."

This only made Dimitri go faster which I didn't think was possible, but I could no longer hold back. I screamed his name as I completely shattered around him, feeling my walls clamp down on his member. Dimitri followed me a few moments later, stilling inside me as he came.

When our orgasms finally started to die down, Dimitri pulled out. His arms were shaking from holding his weight up for so long, so I pushed him down and let him lie on top of me. His muscular body felt heavy on me, but I didn't mind.

I stroked his hair and said, "That was incredible."

Dimitri chuckled and kissed my chest. "I loved it too. I always want you to be happy, Roza."

Despite being exhausted and sleepy now, I managed to smile again. "I meant what I said earlier, you know. If you want me to be your sub or your girlfriend—"

"Both," Dimitri cut in. "Always both. I don't do either or. I want you to be mine, as a sub, as a girlfriend, as a lover...as an equal."

"Then you have me. I'm yours, Dimitri."

"And I'm yours too." Dimitri grabbed my hand, giving it a tight squeeze and a loving kiss. "I love you, Roza."

"I love you too, Dimitri."

I almost felt like crying over how intense my feelings were, but the most that came out was a few stray tears. I had never felt so strongly for someone before, but I did now—and I wasn't afraid to admit it. I had been timid for a while, but knowing Dimitri felt the same way made me feel better.

"I know you're tired," he said, propping himself up, "but I need to take those ropes off. I can't let you sleep in them."

"Mm, okay," I murmured, covering my mouth as I yawned. Dimitri helped me sit up and started to untie the knots at the back, unravelling the ropes around my chest. It took him a few minutes to get it all off, but when he was done, he simply dropped the ropes on the ground.

"I'm going to go get you some water, okay?"

"Mhm," I mumbled, nearly falling asleep even though I was sitting. Dimitri walked into his kitchen and I heard him pouring water into a cup. When he came back, Mochi walked in with him and jumped up on the bed. He sniffed me for a second before licking my cheek. I giggled and hugged the large dog.

"Do you need anything else?" Dimitri asked, handing me the glass of water. I shook my head and took a few refreshing sips.

"Thanks, comrade..." I yawned again. "You're so sweet."

Dimitri took the glass and placed it on the bedside table, petting my head. "Alright, get in here. You need to sleep."

I crawled under the covers, bringing the comforter up to my chin. When Dimitri got into his side of the bed, he held his arms out and I happily cuddled with him, making myself comfy. His arms were so warm and protective that it made me forget about my worries.

Mochi stepped over our tangled limbs and slept on Dimitri's side this time, curling up by his legs. He was so damn cute despite how intimidating he looked given his large size and protective demeanour. He had a proper dog bed in the apartment, but he only used it during the day. At night, he cuddled with us. With these two by my side, I couldn't have felt safer anywhere else.

Once again I am so sorry for taking so long. I hope you are all doing well. My exams are destroying me.

Q: Are any of you in school? What is/was it like?

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