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THE PAST THAT HAUNT'S US
CHAPTER 6
JON POV
Clary and I decided to go and mark some of the important places on the Starkweather territory that are vital for our plan. Our plan is very simple DIVIDE AND CONQUER. We will take out his men one by one, lower his force against us. This means we need to know their schedules and when and where they are alone. We will also plant some cameras near their house to keep an eye on them. We decided on going around midnight because the possibility of anyone seeing us will be less and we needed to store as much energy as possible because we will be needing a lot of it today.
Just thinking about that pack gives me goosebumps, not because they scare me but because it is Sebastian's pack. He is my mate, the most sacred of bonds in our world. I can't even think about losing Sebastian. I don't know if he is our enemy or friend but what I do know is that I cannot live without him. He just makes me whole like nothing bad can happen to me unless and until he is with me. Those 5 minutes we had in the janitor's closet were the best 5 minutes of my life. The way he moaned and gripped my hair like I was everything he wanted was just pure bliss. I felt my cock twitch a little and I realized that I was already hard in my pants. I groaned as I started going to the bathroom for a very very very cold shower. I swear that boy is going to be the death of me. From the 10 hours, I had known him I have had at least 4 Bonners by just thinking about him.
Around 11 PM clary and I were ready to go. Clary had her hair in a dutch braid and was wearing some yoga pants and a tank top. I remember our mother doing those braids. I could sense that Clary had done that braid because she wanted some sort of familiarity today. Although Clary had that emotionless exterior I know she was a big marshmallow inside, a side She shows only to a few.
I was wearing some running shorts and a T-shirt. We both had a backpack on our backs, that had all the cameras in it and some other stuff. We both went to the clearing near Luke's house to transform. We started to strip our clothes and it was not weird or awkward for me to see clary naked or her me because we have been transforming together for approximately our whole life whether it was our first transformation when our father helped us through it or the countless full moons we spent alone on the streets of New York. I know we have struggled a lot, losing our parents and our whole pack at 7 and then spending all those nights alone on the streets of New York honestly the only way we survived was because of luke and tío. Luke is not related to us, we are nothing but his friend's children but he still helped us get off the streets, gave us a home to live in even though it could have cost him his life. And tío, he is literally no one to us but he taught us how to use our powers correctly, live in the world on our own. He was the one who prepared us so that we could take on our alpha spark. They helped us when no one did and even if I spend the rest of my life trying to repay their debt I wouldn't be able to.
I was bought out of my mind when I heard the snapping of clary's bones. I then started to transform myself. The twisting and snapping of the bones might be a fearful thought to someone but to me, it was always related to being free. I remember the pain clary felt the first time she transformed ( though she now doesn't feel anything) but I never felt it. Transforming always led me to feel free and happy, like all I wanted to do for the rest of my life was to run with my wolf. While clary's wolf is reddish-brown mine was white but both of our wolf forms acquired white and red stripes respectively when we added the highlights to our hair. When we were fully transformed we took off into the forest.
SIMON'S POV
Clary, clary, clary. I was suspicious when Jace came the other day and told us about his newfound mate, when I heard his description my first thought was of clary but the way he described her, with highlights and a badass attitude I had immediately crossed of the possibility of it being my clary. But when I saw her today it was like being thrust back into my old life, a life that I had left behind long ago, one that I tried so hard to forget, one that bought back the horrors and nightmares of the demons I had pushed back.
The only ray of light I had in that hell hole was clary and Jon. My alcoholic father used to hit my mother and me. I know they both knew it but they both never said anything but they helped me in every way possible. I had known them from the time when they moved into the apartment down the hall of mine. Little did I knew that they were going to change my whole life. To my 8-year-old nerdy self, those two were like angels sent down from heaven with their sharp features and the aurora of power and confidence oozing from them. My first thought about them was that they were going to be added to my long list of bullies I had in school but then came the first day of school and instead of being the bully I thought they were clary punched Eric one of my bullies straight in the nose when he pushed me down in the water fountain near the playground. Later that day when we were going back clary had sat down beside me on the bus as if we were lifelong friends. That was the day when I got a new friend. Although Jon took a lot longer to open up to me,( a week to be exact ) he had to finally bow down to his sister's rants. I still remember the first words he had said to me " So I guess we are friends now because my sister can't stop bugging me about it so... " and he had left that sentence just hanging in there. From that moment on and to the years to come, we were as thick as thieves. People in our school used to call us the three musketeers because we used to everything together, wheater it was putting the chemistry lab on fire, or spiking the punch on prom we did everything together. Puberty had hit me like a train in the summer leading to our sophomore year. But that wasn't the only thing that hit me like a train, it was the fact that I liked clary. But the only thing that stopped me from asking her was her player attitude. She went through people as we went through packets of chips. She had someone new every other day. My mom told me that one-day clary will break my heart but I didn't believe her, I thought that I could change her, and I did but what I didn't realize was that I changed myself. The constant fights with Jon and clary, changing our style. it was like we were distancing each other and we didn't know how to live without the other 2 in our life. Clary ditched her paint-splattered Jean's and hoodies and started wearing makeup and slutty clothes, I ditched my glasses and wore the bad boy attitude, using girls, becoming a player. Jon moving around like a zombie trying his best to fix things up. We all started to contain our emotions, always having a blank face. It all became too much, too much for all of us. But that wall we created between us broke when I found clary at the Brooklyn bridge crying and about to jump. I saved her at the last moment. For fuck sake if I had been a minute late I would have lost my best friend. It was a week after the incident or as her falling out as clary called it that I confessed my feelings to her and we started dating. Although our relationship only lasted for a few weeks, it didn't take us long to realize that whatever feelings we had for each other were strictly platonic. We once again became the three musketeers and spent the rest of the high school days in ease.
But then college came and Clary and Jon both decided on studying law and me computer sciences. My mother had recently left my father so we weren't in a stable condition. My first college preference was nyu since it was close to home but everyone knew that my true dream college was Idris. so when I got accepted into Idris with a full ride and I "didn't get my nyu letter" I decided on going to Idris. Clary and Jon had already left New York for a travel year. We lost touch after that with them traveling and me being in Idris.
But then I met Izzy. She was a goddess with her long raven hair and large dark brown doe eyes. I immediately fell for her and then she introduced me to a world which I honestly thought existed in books and games. She told me about me being her mate and it wasn't long after that I decided to turn. Although Izzy was a little hesitant at first I was 100% sure. There was no one else in the world for me it was Izzy then and it will always be Izzy.
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