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Chapter 8
Even though she had a break of a few days, away from the treatments, Callie had categorically refused to come with Arizona to Seattle. She really wanted her to enjoy Sofia, relax with her friends. She felt guilty about keeping her most of the time, locked up with her who just had most of the time, the courage to move from bed to couch.
As far as she was concerned, she was always opposed to facing Seattle, it was out of the question for her. She was not ready to take on the gaze and judgment of their friends, let alone her ex-wife's parents. Although sorry for this feeling, Arizona, respected her decision, and even understood it. Back from Seattle, opening the door to the suite, the blonde calls
- Callie! The lights were all off, she takes a few cautious steps in the dark, Carlos?
Arizona agreed to leave Callie on one condition that she didn't stay alone. Carlos was always ready and willing to come and share those moments with his daughter. The man sitting on the couch, visibly concerned mind, had not heard his ex- daughter in law come in. He turned wet eyes towards the blonde.
- Carlos, what's going on? Where is Callie? Is she all right?
- In her bedroom, she spent most of the day resting, eating almost nothing and … But you were supposed to be back tomorrow in the morning?
She knew all of this; it was her daily life for weeks. Aware of the immense distress that overwhelmed the loving father, helpless, in the face of the weakness of his daughter, Arizona tries to divert the conversation to Sofia by smiling
- Your granddaughter had plans for her night. She already obviously prefers a sleepover with her friend than a movie night with her mommy. She offers a disgruntled pout to the man. She's growing up so fast.
- Yes, our children are always growing up too fast for us, but I guess we should be delighted about this. It means, at least, thank God, she's fine.
The man is silent for a moment, locking himself in his thoughts. Then raising eyes gleaming with tears, he whispers as if he did not want to make the words real.
Calliope is in terrible pain Arizona.
The blonde walks towards her father-in-law, taking a deep breath, she smiles at him with empathy. She was aware of Callie's health, and she would never admit that she was so worried that she jumped on Sofia's sleepover to take the first flight home as soon as possible
- She's very tired, these treatments are exhausting, Carlos, they are going to run her ragged. Explain Arizona gently. But we knew it. It's a very heavy protocol. Hopefully it will work and eliminate all metastases. Carlos, we have to keep hope, it is essential for her.
Carlos nodded his head and looked at Arizona with great admiration for the strength and compassion she showed, but also for the support she was able to give to her daughter with such generosity, self-denial and he guessed it, with such love too.
- Arizona, I don't know how to tell you… Uh… Her mother would like to see her… but I don't even dare tell her, do you think that…
- I don't know… The last time I talked to her about, she didn't want to. But I think it might be nice, if her mom phoned her. That way, she'll be the one to decide. I, I will support Calliope in her decision, nothing and no one must upset her right now. She never speaks about it, but I know, it is a big deal for her. Her mother hurt her terribly, it's up to her to take the first step.
Carlos was listening to this woman whom he had despised at first, protecting Callie against all odds, always thinking about the best for her.
When he learned of his daughter's homosexuality, it seemed inconceivable to him, it was so much easier to blame a stranger. But this little woman, not even 30 years old, had faced the mature and impressive man, whom she did not even know, to defend the person she loved. He had been seized by both the courage and the words spoken. He had appreciated that day, the value of the woman, and this feeling is even stronger today, he sincerely loved his ex-daughter-in-law.
- You are so protective. She couldn't dream of a better "other mother of her daughter, an ex-wife who still cares a lot about her." He shows off a mischievous look and a meaningfully smile on his chiseled face
Arizona gasped stammers.
- Oh she…. uh… Your daughter spoke to you laughing Arizona embarrassed
- She also cares a lot about you, for an ex-wife I find
The blonde blushed a little, she didn't feel very comfortable talking about it. She didn't want to talk to anyone about it, she didn't want to hear the judgments and opinions about how long she had been waiting for Callie or whether she was doing the right or the wrong thing. But she knew how she felt. They had gone through so much, together and separately. They knew each other's wounds, and they knew their own, and they knew how fragile it was and how rare it was that something good came out of so much pain. Arizona knew it, they were falling in love again. Callie's illness made them currently live in a bubble, she didn't want anyone to come and remind her of the state she was in every time the bubble burst. She knew, alas all that so perfectly, and it occupied her mind far too much for weeks anyway. She therefore decided that there was no room for these conflicting emotions in the battle they were fighting.
She hears in the distance the voice of her father-in-law who takes her out of her mind.
- She worries about you… you know… you know in case it didn't work… The blonde raises a hand to stop the man
- I don't want to hear this, Carlos, it's not gonna happen.
- Arizona, she made decisions, and made me promise to always be there, I want you to know... Tears in the eyes, the blonde can't listen to this, she prevents the man from pursuing.
- Carlos, she always does that! She gets anxious, she anticipates problems, she gets mad and creates the problem. She's always worried too much for me, like I'm Sofia's age. She can't stop a smile with a sigh. It may be sweet and cute, but damn it, it's not easy every day. She did not know why she was feeling annoyed, she had been away for not even 48 hours and Callie was losing hope, considering the worst outcome, began again to let her anxieties control her actions. It's not good for her, it's not good for anyone! We mustn't let her do that, it's not the easiest thing but we have to stop her from doing that. She's the only one she needs to worry about. We won't be too many to stop her, believe me. She had spoken quickly without taking a breath.
- Yeah, my Calliope is all fired up. When she decides to jump off the bridge, she is hard to stop sayscalmly the father, aware of Arizona's real anguish
- It's a huge understatement, she was laughing now. Do you realize, she made me buy a hospital, while I was barely recovering from my leg. The only thing I wanted was to buy a house to get away from that apartment where we had lived the horror and focus on me, on us, on my work. But I ended up following her. Shaking her head thoughtfully. I would have followed her anywhere. Damn, I quit when I was just back from my job, without even knowing if another hospital would agree to hire a disabled surgeon! But I have… I have us … The blonde swallows hard to swallow the knot down her throat, her head in her hands staring at the ground she groans. I disappointed her so much. She was so shocked, so upset when she understood what I did. I think she never really got over it. I can't help but think that, this shock might have caused all of this.
Carlos observed his daughter-in-law with frowned brows. He had never had such an intimate conversation with her, and the confidence shown him by the woman who was known to be very discreet about her privacy, touched him deeply.
- Is that why you're here? Because you feel guilty?
- No, no, of course not! Exclaims Arizona afraid to have given the impression that her commitment was not sincere I'm here because I lo..., Uh … I…I can't imagine leaving her alone while she is in pain. Actually, I can't imagine my life and Sofia's life without her. I mean, I know she doesn't want to live with me anymore, we're divorced and... But you see, I need her to live, even if it's far away from me, even with someone else, so I can imagine that she's happy… I can't bear that she's unhappy, I've never been able to, yet I'm certainly the person who's hurt her most in the history of her life.
- Arizona, I don't have your medical skills, but I think I can safely say that if all cuckold developed a tumor, it would be a real national public health matter, not a global one!
Arizona giggles, she saw from whom Callie got this sense of derision she loves so much
I can see why my daughter says such nice things about you. Calliope is right, you are outstanding, but with an unfortunate tendency to guilt however. You're talking to a man who has many years of experience behind him. No one spends a lifetime being perfect. You made mistakes, but you've always stayed in the boat, maybe that's what it is to be a good man in the storm, don't you think?
When I was young, I made the same kind of mistake, and luckily Calliope's mother forgave me, because otherwise that girl you love so unconditionally, and who is certainly the person who has hurt you the most in the history of your life, would never have been born.
She was always dragging this nasty thing of adultery behind her. Blaming herself sometimes in a totally irrational way, for all of Callie's ailments, forgetting most of the time that she had not been alone in making mistakes. The words of this man, Callie's own father, had lifted the weight on her shoulders for over four years. Everything sounded so simple and clear when we listened to him.
- I wish I'd never been the one who let her down. I've always loved her so much… Shit, she had just said the words out loud and to her father in law on top of that.
Hey! Arizona is saved by the bell or rather by the woman walking slowly towards them with her head bowed. Wearing an oversized tracksuit and a pallid complexion, Callie looked particularly downcast.
- Arizona? You're back? Why did you get back earlier?
- Oh what a nice reception! Do I take it I'm not welcome? Joking Arizona
- No, no, don't be stupid
- Oh, and now I'm stupid on top. The blonde fakes a scowling face by crossing her arms under her chest while staring at the Latina
With her ex-wife's childish act, smile on his tired features, Callie approaches to kiss her cheek.
- I'm glad you're here, I missed you. But Sofia? You were supposed to spend a night with her?
- Yeah, but I couldn't handle a sleepover. Apparently, she doesn't miss me very much. Grimace Arizona
- Aye!... Are you okay?
- Our baby, is no longer a baby! I am a bit nostalgic for the moments when she clings to my leg, so I wouldn't go. Arizona moaned, shaking her shoulders while rummaging through her bag. I shouldn't feel that, eh? Oh my God, I am an overly possessive a mother! ….
Callie sneers at the blonde's endless ramblings about her mother's abilities.
- You are the worst mother of all time, Arizona. Anyone can see that. Isn't it, daddy? The amused man nods his head, dumbfounded by the drastic change of mood, of the two women as soon as their eyes crossed.
- I hate both of you. Laughed Arizona. And the tone was set, the joy that came from the blonde rubbed off on the Latin.
- I have many surprises for you, all her artistic production is now reserved for you. Look at this wonderful pin tray made with paper glued! You're gonna love it! All your favorite colors, pink with butterflies and rainbows! Oh, I'm so jealous I didn't get the same one!
- Hey, don't make fun of our daughter's artistic talent. You're just a jealous and worried mommy who's gonna have to find another company to watch the Disney movies
Callie had always taken a keen pleasure in teasing the blonde about her kindergarten-level cinematic tastes.
- Um... I have something else for you, but I don't know if you deserve it? The blonde, in turn, plays with her ex-wife, she passes in front of her eyes the bag of one of Callie's favorite shops in Seattle, not letting her catch her. A smile illuminating their faces they have fun like carefree children.
- Okay, okay, I'll take it back, I'll watch some cartoons with you…from time to time
- Deal! I take that as a commitment. Shaking hands to seal the deal, they stay a little longer than necessary hand in hand their eyes connect, the importance of the meaning of the word having escaped neither of them
- Sooo, you got a little skinny and your wardrobe is a little big so uh… Because I had time before flight time, I went shopping when I saw it and it made me think of you… and…. Well… I couldn't resist… Of course, if you don't like it, it's okay. I can change it… Or if the size is not good, I can…
- Will you give me my present? Callie impatient yells, laughing at the excited Arizona hike, she loved seeing Arizona entangled in her explanations, she was so cute.
Arizona hands the bag to Callie shyly. Carlos watched the interaction of the two women, nothing seemed to exist around them. His daughter's face had literally lit up since the return of Arizona. He could see the twinkle that made her beautiful black eyes shine. This glow that he had always seen when she spoke of her ex-wife. The blonde dismayed two minutes before, also radiated of happiness around the Latin. He smiled back, thinking that even though they still didn't know about it, which he doubted, they were much more to each other than "Sofia's other mother, ex-wife who cared about each other a lot." He had always been intimately convinced of it, they were made for each other, nothing could change that.
- It's beautiful, it's beautiful Arizona. I'll try it right now
Before going to her room, Callie takes Arizona in a tight hug to thank her. Her lips brushing the blonde's neck she deposits a light kiss there, leaving her a little disoriented by the sensation of her ex-wife's lips in her neck and by their closeness in front of Carlos.
Fifteen minutes later, the Latina, struts around in a sleeveless pencil dress molding her body to perfection, the plunging neckline lets appear the birth of her breasts in a super sexy way, the supple fabric hugs the curves of her hips and stops just above the knee, highlighting her long legs. She quickly applied light makeup, and left her hair free. She was transformed, she felt beautiful, and the looks in front of her confirmed it.
- Mi hija, you look beautiful. The good man in the storm works miracles. Carlos whisper making a knowing wink to the unique attention of his daughter.
- Come on, Arizona ! go get you ready; tonight we're going out. The latina announces with a peremptory tone
- Woah, Calliope Torres is back! Arizona delighted to see the brunette regain her vigor. Callie, are you sure you're gonna be okay?
- Tonight, I'm gonna to wear my new dress! I invite my father and… giving a tender look at the blonde« my ex-wife who cares a lot for me and me for her ». Your mother's soup is delicious, but today we're going to party and tomorrow will be another day.
They both move away to their room, leaving Carlos in the living room delighted by the turn that the evening was taking.
- This dress fits you like a glove, Dr Torres. It's perfectly your size
- Yeah! Looks like you're really looking Dr Robbins! Callie teases
- My eyes always knew how to appreciate what is beautiful. Answers Arizona with a rascally look.
At the restaurant, away from illness and treatments, the conversation of the three was relaxed, they talked a lot about Sofia. Arizona telling her daughter's latest pranks, and the two Torres reveling in stories about their favorite person.
The meal was coming to an end, you can hear music at the back of the restaurant. They turn around and Callie lights up discovering a small dancefloor, on which couples are dancing.
- Wow, I don't know how long I haven't danced
Arizona looked at her with a smile, god she loved this dynamic Callie, full of life, enthusiastic about everything, when she was like this, she dragged you into her enthusiasm, and by her side, life seemed simply beautiful and easy.
The Latin girl had always loved dancing, in Arizona's eyes, no one moved her body to the rhythm of music like her. She was so sensual that every time she had seen her dancing, Arizona had to pinch herself to think about breathing, or holding back to jump on her, and even a few times she had not held back. She thought she was absolutely miraculous. She sneers at that memory.
- Even in your underwear in your kitchen? She asks slyly, knowing that Callie would grasp the allusion.
- Really Calliope, do you keep doing this? How many times have I explained to you that this is not decent? Ask Carlos in the tone of the reprimand
- Dad … The Latin girl looked like a teenager who was going to get punished for going past curfew time. She had not failed to throw a black look at her ex-wife who answered her with a sorry grin. Actually, Arizona was having a lot of fun with the situation.
- Would you excuse us for a second, Arizona, I'd like to dance with my daughter before she decides to take off this beautiful dress.
The two women look stunned by Carlos' insinuation, if the earth could have opened under their feet, they would not have hesitated to throw themselves into the breach
- Oh come on, I have been young…
- Oh dad, please stop it. I don't wanna hear that, Callie had her hands glued to her ears like a child
Arizona laughed with Carlos at the daughter's discomfort. She had never been so close to her father-in-law, and the support of the man like that of her parents was invaluable to her. After the crash, she had categorically refused any help, she realizes how selfish it was to deprive Callie of this support too.
Sitting at the table, she watched the father and daughter dance a salsa, they had it in their blood, they were beautiful, she was mesmerized by the show. Their marriage comes back to her in memory, the father remorseful had come back to dance with his daughter. There are moments you should not miss in a life time; they just do not happen again. He had wanted to, so he had fought his wife, shot down all the obstacles, all his prejudices, his fears, and had lived the moment he had been waiting for since the birth of his child. Arizona was in awe; this man was an example. She should fight back, find everything she lost.
Before the leg they often went dancing, they went out to dance, but they also danced in their apartment, spending evenings laughing and loving each other. How many times had she gone home and caught Callie dancing in their underwear in their kitchen, which had mostly ended up in their bedroom, by the way? Then, nothing more. It all came to an abrupt end. For obvious reasons, she had stopped dancing, and also laughing and having fun, but Callie had stopped too. Richard's wedding was the last time she saw her dance. Torn apart by the dichotomy of her feelings, she had watched her have fun. Happy to see her happy but so sad that she cannot be happy with her anymore.
She understood that night how much her wife needed to escape, she had realized what she had meant by suffocating and wanting to meet again. She was still in pain, she was still missing her as much, but that night she understood and had forgiven her for having abandoned them. As painful as it was, this thought had helped her, to let her go to others who knew how to love her better than she did, since as strong as she could, it was not yet enough.
Father and daughter, out of breath, joined the table, a smile up to the ears; they were happy.
- All right? asks Callie seeing Arizona in her thoughts.
- Yeah, I always liked watching you dance. The blonde hastens to put a smile on her face, but in front of her, is Calliope, it takes more to convince her. The brunette wrinkles her eyes.
- I've always liked dancing with you
Arizona grimaces. With her prosthesis, she had done many things. In everyday life nothing didn't seem impossible now, but dancing, she had never considered being able to do it again. The music had shifted to a slower song.
- Come dance with me Callie reaches out to the blonde
- No! Callie, no I… I don't do this anymore… I can't
- You can do it. Do you remember? You mustn't give up anything. You've skated, you can dance.
The blonde feels the tears coming up in her eyes. Oh my God that day had been a hell. It seemed that the elements had met that day to reveal to the whole world, and in particular to Callie, the horrible and shabby person she was. They were really trying to breathe new life into their relationship, and they certainly didn't need a new drama.
She really believed that night that Callie was going to leave her. Then, she gave herself up as one throws oneself into the water, to try to save what remained to be saved, to keep her once again, a little more, and she succeeded. Her wife so adorable, took out the skates she had kept without her knowledge and held her hands and heart on the sidewalk in front of their house to help her skate again. To prove to her that anything was possible. They had laughed, they had loved each other and they had repelled for a while the inevitable. It was their last almost happy memory.
She reads in the chocolate eyes that they share the same memory, she takes Callie's outstretched hand, naturally, they intertwine their fingers, and it was as if everything was starting all over again.
After apologizing to Carlos who had decided that his mission was over and to go back to his hotel, Callie guides her to the dance floor, and she can't stop smiling. The brunette hugs her and whispers in her ear.
- I got you. Do you trust me?
- More than anyone else. Callie leans her head towards the blonde with an interrogative look.
- Still?
- Always. Answers Arizona in a sigh
Callie guided her, for the first dance, she was careful, leaving Arizona, who clung firmly to her, take her mark. Then feeling the blonde relax, she tries more risky movements, Arizona laughed not coming back to get there, to regain the feeling of lightness. Suddenly encouraged by the laughter of her ex-wife and her own enthusiasm, Callie makes a reckless decision
- Be careful, I'm going to turn you around
- No, Call…
The blonde unbalanced, can't hold her left foot that slides on the floor, she's about to crash to the ground in the middle of the restaurant dance floor, when Callie recovers her in extremis in her arms.
- Are you okay? Babble the brunette with a pale face
Arizona laughed like hell.
- You would see your face; you are more scared than I am!
They both burst out laughing, enjoying even if it was only for a few hours, this carefree moment. It had been so rare in their lives in the last few years, as together as separately.
It was late, or rather early in the morning, when they returned to the hotel. They had danced all night, regaining the joy, the lightness. They had fun but they would lie if each of them did not admit in her heart of hearts that the desire was there, skin deep at every touch, at every waist grab, at every hand slip in the lower back, or scent of perfume that tickled their nostrils.
Closing the door of the suite Arizona smiles.
- Thank you Callie I had a great time. I didn't think I'd dance again.
- I, too! Better night in years, since before the crash actually.
The blonde's smile is fading. How could Callie say that? She must have had greats nights with her Perfect Pretty Penny. How did she turn her back on a love so quickly?
As she walked away, she is surprised by two firm hands turning her over, Callie hugs her. Invaded again by the brunette's perfume, the warmth of the embrace and the closeness of her lips that she missed so much, Arizona closes her eyes and feels her ex-wife's mouth brush hers, thus asking permission for more. She moans slightly as she approaches in turn, abandoning herself in a long, languid kiss. She slightly opens the mouth despairing of more intimacy, but suddenly, she moves away from Callie, shaking her head.
- We can't Calliope. I'm sorry, I…I can't…I'm so sorry.
- Yeah … sorry, I don't know what came over me. Good night Arizona. The confused brunette leaves the room as fast as she can.
The next morning, while Arizona was preparing breakfast in the kitchenette of their suite, Callie appeared. Arizona discreetly raises her eyes towards the Latin. The careless jogging, with a slouchy gait, the grumpy pout, tells her that she has not slept much.
She herself had a very bad night, of course she was confused and overwhelmed by everything she had felt all night dancing with her ex-wife, and kissing her… it was… Wow… she could still feel Callie's lips, their softness, her perfume… She closes her eyes in memory of the sweet sensation of the great attraction.
But, she had pushed Callie away, again she pushed her away. She easily imagined the overwhelming memories that could be traced back in the memory of her ex-wife. She wouldn't want to hurt her. But she responded to the kiss, then she panicked and pushed her away and spent the night regretting pushing her back or kissing her; at this point she was no longer sure what she regretted. But what she was sure of, was that she was worried about the evolution of their relationship, while Callie still had so much to endure for her treatments. She was angry at herself for being so weak and for once again jeopardizing a relationship that was finally on a high level.
- Hey! She holds a coffee to the latina
- Hi,
Callie had never been a morning person, she didn't say a word until she had a cup of coffee. In order to escape the discomfort between them, the blonde moves away to the couch with her own coffee, and tries to focus on the newspaper.
Sitting on a stool Callie slowly enjoys her coffee, gently waking up and watching from time to time Arizona struggling with her thoughts.
She had an irrepressible urge to kiss her, they had danced a good part of the night, their bodies tightly tightened, and it was so easy between them that she could not resist. Her ex-wife's lips had attracted her, like a magnet and she had lost control. She had loved to find the taste of her lip gloss, the sweetness of her pink lips against hers, but Arizona had put an end to their kiss, and she was grateful to her for it. What did she have in mind? She could promise her nothing, nothing that she was sure of being able to keep, and in promise question she had already messed up pretty badly.
-We're not going to talk about it? She says sitting in the chair in front of the blonde
- Excuse me?
- I said, are we going to pretend that nothing happened or are we going to talk about it? The blonde finally looks up from her diary.
- I don't know what to say, Callie? I … have nothing to say
- Okay… the Latin nods assent with a smile and focuses on a game on her phone while swallowing a sip of coffee. After a few minutes, Arizona looks up at her, frowning a little, she observes her. Callie wasn't used to leaving things unresolved like this. When something bothered her, she tended to let things come out of her mouth without going through her brain before. She wouldn't let go, pushing you to your last limits.
The blonde nervously clears her throat, thus alerting Callie, who abandons her phone
- Yes?
- Uh... nothing.
- Ah…
- Don't do this, Calliope.
- Don't you do what?
- This thing … Don't sit there and say nothing … Like you have nothing to say, or … Like you're waiting for me to say something. Otherwise, I think I did something wrong … and I feel like I hurt you and …
- So, if I speak for you it's not okay and if I don't speak it's not okay either …
- No… but… okay … uh I'm sorry I pushed you away. No, not to have pushed you away… well also … but above all to have kissed you ... Finally, you did, but I answered and I got a little lost… and it's … Uh, because of the party. You see… dance, memories, maybe a little nostalgia … But no, we can't… I mean, it's always so complicated between us and for months we're fine right? I mean, not you, you, you're not okay, but it's just the side effects of chemo that's normal … But us, it's simple and nice, and that's really good, right? … Besides, right now, you need simple things that don't concern you… because you need to heal, and that's all you need to focus on, your illness, … or rather your healing…
- Wow for someone who had nothing to say … What if I said, I'd rather focus on you than on my illness? Would that be wrong?
- Callie, I will not be able to relive a 5th time… It was too hard; I will not be able to get over it again. You are so changeful.
Just a few months ago, Penny was your greatest love and now you claim to have never had a good time with her? I mean, it seemed that our story didn't mean much to listen to you when you were with her.
- I understand Arizona, I really understand how you feel. But I can't believe that you, you can really think that. Not after everything we've been through. I just want to tell you two things.
First, to combat grief, some people display their best smile, show the face of the sunny days and have sex medication, even if they are torn inside. That's the way they run things; I don't judge, I try to understand. The blonde lowers her head. Others, need to persuade themselves by persuading others that they are in love, to show that they will make it succeed and that they are happy. I'm not proud of that, but everyone has their own way of dealing with pain. I wish you didn't judge either.
Secondly, I'm apologize for kissing you even though I loved doing it . I shouldn't have, because more than anything, I don't want you to relive a fifth time, and if I couldn't get out of this, it would be.
So, if you don't mind, let's forget this moment of misguidance, but know, it was neither a tumor syndrome nor a syndrome of death soon
Callie turns around to get out the room, leaving Arizona's eyes in the wave, bewildered by her ex-wife's words. She found her wiser, more mature, calmer and understanding.
- That's stupid! Screams the blonde to the brunette
- What?
- You regret kissing me because you think you might die, and really, you think I'll be less hurting if we're not together? This is so stupid! It's as stupid as thinking you only love my left leg!
- Are you offering me sex! Exclaims Callie bubbling with laughter
- No! Arizona screams out of control. Uh… sorry, No. She's taking it calmly. Callie I'm not kidding, and okay, I agree, let us forget this lovely moment of confusion. But I mean, of course... you're not going to die, but if, obviously, just to annoy me, you did; Then I won't be any less unhappy, sexual relations or not, divorce or not. When we really love, we don't undo it, Callie.
We agree on this point. Throws the brunette as she walks away to her room.
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