To the guest that made me jump back in gear and update this story here is your chapter!

And bare with me this was written years ago

Abby POV

Once home Liv went straight to the bathroom and turned on the shower. She needed Fitz, something was off. I sent another text to Harrison saying that we made it home and I would see him when he got off. Glancing one more time at the closed door I went in my room and hoped time went by quicker.

Hours later once we were able to clock out we both ran to the car and sped over to the apartment that held our hearts. Walking fast up to the door Fitz knocked once before it was flung open by Abby.

"Hey guys."

"Hey, where is she?"

She steps aside and lets them in and giving Harrison a kiss hello, "shes in her room and she has been pacing in there since we got home."

"Pacing is never good but if she going in circles something is really wrong."

Making my way up the stairs and down the hall I stop in front of her door to take a few deep breathes. I knock but don't get an answer I just enter. She doesn't even notice that I was there yet. I take the time and look her over. There were no new marks that I could see so physically being hurt was out of my mind but she was still pacing which means something was on her mind. Putting my bag down and taking off my boots.

"Livvie?"

She finally stops and turns to look at me.

"Hi."

That is all she says before I am over to her in three strides crashing my lips down on hers. The kiss is filled with want, need and intensity. I kiss her hard and try to kiss whatever pain she has away. We break grasping for air.

"Thank you."

"For what?"

"Everything. Nothing. Loving me. Dealing with me."

"You don't have to thank me for doing the easiest job in the world."

She grabs my hand and we walk the short distance to the bed and sit down. I turn to her and she brings her hands up to my face, cupping it softly.

"But I do. You've been patient, loving, caring, and everything I can dream of."

"Livvvie…"

"Let me finish. We were inseparable back in college, but I feared losing my best friend to something I wasn't sure I knew how to deal with. I ran to Jake and made myself believe that I loved him, but I never did. And then I heard about you and Mellie, then I lost a part of myself, I completely shut off. Years passed luckily not too many and of all places I ran into you at a club. Just seeing these blue eyes that can turn grey made me feel complete and whole again. I could breathe because even for that moment you were back in my life again. What I am trying to say is that I love you. I am in love with you, have been for years. I love you. I need you. I want you."

He goes to say something, but I kiss him long and deep.

"I know we need to talk but not now, not tonight."

"But we will talk?"

"Yes. But if you're tired…"

"Liv I'm not tired. Worried yes but not tired. I had an easy day at work, so I'm not beat."

"Good."

"So, if we aren't talking tonight I guess we should get to bed it is late well early."

"I don't want to go to bed yet."

"What are you talking about?"

"Shh no more talking. More showing."

Standing up and moving in front of him between his legs she starts to unbutton his shirt throwing it behind her. Slowly I run my hands up his sides and intwine my fingers behind his head, while he places his hands on my hips.

"Livvie I love you too. I want and need you also, but we don't have to do anything tonight. We can just chill till everything is clear."

"Fitz nothing has been clearer to me than in this moment with you. I know I scared you earlier. I scared myself, but you are my lifeline. I need to feel all of you. Can you do that for me, us?"

Instead of answering he stands up and places a feather like kiss to my lips before deepening it. We battle for dominance before I relinquish control. Slowly his lips trail down my neck, nibbling. His lips find the spot behind my ear and I let out a deep moan causing him to chuckle a little. He was not leaving a single spot untouched. Suddenly he pulled back and I open my eyes to look in his to see stormy grey looking back at me while sits back on the beds edge.

"Take off your clothes."

I am shocked bcause there was so much confidence in his voice that I didn't see the last few times we were in this kind of situation. And it made it even hotter.

"I won't say it again. Take. Off. Your. Clothes Livvie."

I don't know where this side of him has been hiding but I liked it. Whipping my shirt off he tells me to go slower sending chills down my spine. I only had on some shorts and a t shirt, nothing else so I went as slow as I possibly could, controlling the urge to rip off the rest of his clothes and pounce on top of him. I stood there fully bare to him. Giving my body a once over he licked his lips.

"No panties."

I just shake my head

"Really interesting," walking over to him I start taking off his clothes throwing them all over the room.

"Tell me how you like it."

"What?"

"Tell me what you like so I can…"

"Your what I like", I say with a small smile on my face.

Taking that as a que, Fitz picks me up and turns us around to lay me on the bed. Brushing lightly against my lips "Im about to take you on the ride of your life," while kissing he moves his hand into my hair and slightly pulls so he has more access to my neck.

Placing kisses all the way down my neck he skips my breast and kisses inside of my legs blowing air on my core and looks up.

"Are you ready?"

"Fitz please. I literally begging you."

"Which makes me very happy. Do you know how sexy that is, knowing that you want me that much."

TBC...