Carlisle's POV

I wonder why she didn't answer. I hope that she is all right. I think when I get home and work on somethings I will go and check on her. I just want to make sure she is ok. I think she may have had a rough day at school and went to sleep.

When I got home, I went and took and shower, then I went to my office and finished my paperwork that I needed for tomorrow. I was finished about 11:30 so I figured that everyone on campus should be asleep. I got up from the desk and ran as fast as I could towards Bella's dorm.

When I got there, I noticed that all the lights where off. I walked over to the window that was in her room and gently opened it. I went in and saw Bella curled up on her bed. I smelled a light hint of salt and noticed that there were streaks running down her face. She must have been crying. I wonder why or who made her cry. I'm sure it wasn't me because the last time I talked to her she was happy.

I walked over to Bella. She looked so beautiful laying there. She must be cold, hence the reason for her curled up like that. I turned and grabbed the blanket at the foot of her bed and put it on her. When I did, she started to mumble. How adorable. I leaned down to kiss her on the forehead when I she started to speak more clearly.

"I'm sorry, Carlisle." She whispered. "I didn't mean to."

Hmm, what could she be sorry for? I'll have to ask her about the next time I see her. I think when I get back to the house, I'll call Alice. Maybe she has seen something. I ran back to the house and grabbed my phone of the desk in my office and dialed Alice's number.

"What's wrong, Carlisle?" Alice asked when she answered the phone.

"Nothing at the moment. I was just wondering if you have seen anything regarding Bella?" I asked.

"Not really. I've been trying not to look for her when I know you two are together but it absolutely blank all the other times. Do you want me to look more for her future?"

"If you don't mind. I would really appreciate that."

"May I ask why though? You normally don't ask me to do things like that."

I explained to her what happened at Bella's and the reason why I was concerned. I felt she has the right to know if I was asking her to do this for me. And besides she's Bella's friend. If something had happened Alice would see.

"Ok, I'll keep an eye out for her."

"Thank you, Alice."

"Any time."

We said our goodbyes and I went out to hunt before day light.

Bella's POV

I woke up the next morning with a blanket on top of me. I wonder how that got there? I sat up and man was I sore. I think I'm going to skip my one class today and just stay in bed. My stomach was turning summersaults. I got up and walked over to my cabinet and grabbed some crackers. Maybe if I ate something it would feel better. I went over to my desk and looked at my phone and saw the missed call from Carlisle and voicemail. I decided to listen to it.

"Hey, Bella, I'm not trying to bother you. I just wanted to hear your voice. Call me when you can. And remember I love you."

How can he love someone like me? Who allows this to happen over and over again? I am so pathetic to let this happen to me not once but twice. I didn't want to be that girl. Maybe I should just tell Carlisle. What if I told him and he didn't want me anymore? My thoughts where broken by someone knocking on my door. Oh, God! What if it's Jacob again? I'm not going to answer this time. I'm not going to give him a chance to do that to me again.

"Bella? Are you ok?" Alice asked through the door. I walked over with such relief and opened the door.

"Are you ok?" She asked again as she walked in.

"Sort of." I replied. I don't think I should tell her. This is something I should talk to Carlisle about if I decide to tell anyone.

"Well, you have Carlisle worried and now me worried. There are chunks of your future I just can't see."

"Yea, I'm fine. Just tired. I know I missed some calls from Carlisle. I'll call him later. He's probably at work by now."

"Do you have class today?"

"Yes, this afternoon. Why?"

"I was thinking we could go shopping but if you have class then maybe tomorrow?"

"I'll have to see and get back to you on that. I really have to get ready for class. Can I call you later?"

"Sure, but make sure you do or else I'll hunt you down." And I believe she would too, just not in the since that some would take that knowing she's a vampire.

Alice left and I went back to bed. I wasn't sure still if I should tell Carlisle or not. I was more scared that he wouldn't want to be with me, but I told him about what happened before, and he still wanted to be with me. But this time was different. I was his girlfriend now. Maybe he thought that I asked for it. My phone then started to ring. Charlie. Oh, my God, Charlie! I forgot to call him in the last few days.

"Hey, Dad! How are you?" I asked when I answered.

"I'm ok, Bells. You ok? I haven't heard from you since you left."

"Yea, I'm ok. Only tired."

"Were you out late last night?"

"No, just a tough first day."

"Are you sure you just didn't go out and whatever you kids do now a days?"

"No, Dad."

"You know it would be ok, right? To get yourself out there and possibly meet the one person who believes the sun shines out of your butt, right?"

"Dad, are you really giving me advice?"

"Well, I know you are with Jake, but you're in college now."

"I'm not with Jake anymore!" I snapped.

"Alright, alright. But that means you should get out there more."

"Not the first few weeks of school. I want to get settled and into a routine before I do any of that if I decide to."

"Always the responsible one. But you know you need friends to talk to. You need someone you can tell anything to and not worry about what they feel."

"I already have that I think. Thanks, Dad, but I've got to go. Love you."

"That's what I'm here for. Love you, too Kiddo."

We hung up and I think I made up my mind. Well, Charlie made my mind up for me. I must see Carlisle and tell him the truth. No matter what the outcome is I must tell him the truth.