Hadrian woke the next morning, smiling and relaxed. He looked over at Sev, watching the mans' face as he slept. Sev looked so peaceful when he slept, and Hadrian was the only one to be able to witness it. He was so much different since Voldie died, so much more relaxed and less strict, of course Granger and Ronald didn't notice, all they cared about was him missing. Hadrian cuddled back into Sevs' chest, humming a new song he currently had stuck in his head. "I love you so much Sev," he whispered. Sev stirred and blinked the sleep from his eyes. "What time is it, love?" Sev asked.
"About 7:45, wanted to go down and get breakfast?"
"Yes, our activities have made me hungry," Sev teased.
Hadrian and Sev got dressed, and Hadrian grabbed his laptop on the way out of the room. He was hoping to work on the song he was constantly singing under his breath. Hadrian could feel it would be another hit and was going to release it in a week's time at one of his muggle concerts. Hadrian has all the lyrics and was just working on the instrumental part of the song. He also knew a lot of people would relate to it, having it being about him once being suicidal and his feelings as he was attempting it. Sev had told him once that him writing songs about his past would help him come to terms about things and he was right, Hadrian always felt lighter after he wrote a song. Fans in the lobby that had gotten around security, screamed when they saw him and started rushing over. He took time to take pictures with them and speak to each of them before walking out of the hotel with Sev beside him. They walked together laughing and talking about little things, to the little cafe on the corner, they had found three days ago. Sam soon joined them as they were eating, talking about the new song, and taking Hadrian to the nearest studio to record it. Hadrian agreed talking about that afternoon being the perfect time. He had a Press conference that morning to speak about the album he was releasing in two weeks and was free the rest of the day. Hadrian was hoping to make it a bonus track on the album and was excited for the release. He had a concert the next day and was releasing a music video that night. He was free for about five hours between the two events and it was the perfect amount of time to record a couple of songs at a studio. Sev kissed his head while standing before leaving, he had to move his belongings to Spinners End until Hadrians' tour was over, then they would both go to America and finally live together. Hadrian left with Sam after paying to get ready for his conference.
7 hours later*
Hadrian was having fun even though this song brought back memories, it helped him deal with the pain he never fully let go of. He never really concentrated on one type of music, Hadrian released music over the years with several different genres and even put his hand into rap for his upcoming album.
I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began
And I will find the enemy within
'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear Agony
Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end
And I will find the enemy within
'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left
Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore
Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony
I feel nothing anymore
Hadrian was happy he didn't feel like this anymore, it tore him apart having to deal with those feelings on his own until Sev came. Sev was his saving grace and was sitting on the other side of the glass with Sam who was working with the song with the board in front of him. "That was great Hadrian! Come on over and have a look," Sam smiled at him, "I think you outdid yourself on this one. It's going to be another hit."
"You say that with every song, Sam," Hadrian shot back smiling.
"And I was correct every time Hadrian," Sam said laughing.
"Sev, Love, what do you think?"
"I think like Sam here," Sev said, kissing him on the lips, fist bumping Sam behind Hadrians' back. It was strange at first, seeing Sev treat someone like this, but he and Sam had grown to be like brothers to each other, being close to the same age. Sev would definitely have not done that with anyone else, and It would be weird if he did it with Hadrian. They both laughed while Hadrian rolled his eyes. "Let's go get ready for the release, don't want the main man to be late do we?" Sam asked, walking out, leaving the two in the room alone. Hadrian pouted, wanting to record another song but the press conference ran two hours later than planned, leaving him to only have enough time at the studio to record one song, considering he had to sing it fifty different times until he got it right. Hadrian didn't complain though, he loved the song. "It's okay, Love, we can come back tomorrow morning before you have to go to sound check, we will have to wake up early but that's okay," Sev said soothingly.
"You would do that for me?"
"For you, Love, anything," Sev kissed him before they both walked out of the studio and into the rental car, Sam was driving. "What took you to lovebirds so long?" Sam teased them. Hadrian ignored him and said "We are coming back in the morning at 6," Sam groaned but didn't complain to his friend.
"Let's go to the release." Sev said and they left for the hotel where they were holding the release with some fans. He had his scar covered, and glamour down. The reason being he was gonna say he had kept his hair dyed blonde and wore contacts for the last five years. Hadrian didn't want to hide from his fans anymore. The video for perfect life was about the press and had the whole band in it. A big contrast to the song being about Hermione but he wanted the video to represent another way the song could be interpreted. Fans screamed at him when he walked inside the room, He smiled at them and took his time to take pictures and answered questions when they asked about his looks, everyone said it looked more him and made him more handsome. He looked forward to tomorrow and the concert.
Song is Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin Next post is Thursday