Vampires, a human and 7 letters

by Netflix Lover342

Bella is about to kill herself. She writes letters to each member of the Cullen family, telling them about her pain they have caused her and her love for each of them. When the Cullens read them, they know that they have made a mistake in leaving her. Will they go back home? Back to their mate, daughter and little sister? Will they save Bella? Will Bella forgive them? Will she ask

11. Chapter eleven Jasper POV

After everyone has calmed down from Emmett almost killing Edward, we all go back inside where Rose is rubbing Emmett's back, trying to calm him. I can smell Bella's scent and it's intoxicating. Like a drug of some sort. I look at my letter and see that she's wrote my name in her big handwriting. It's my turn to read her letter but I don't think I can read after hearing Esme, Carlisle and Emmett's letters but I know I need to see what my sister has written me.

(Letter) (thoughts)

Dear Jasper (big brother)

Please please don't blame yourself for what happened at my birthday party, I understand that you couldn't control yourself.

Oh, Bella.

I really miss you. You better be taking care of my best friend otherwise I'll whip your vampire ass myself if your not. In your dreams, obviously. Can I ask you something? Did Edward force you all to leave? Was I not important to you? Was I just a distraction for you and your family? Oh don't answer them, I know the answers already. I've tried so hard to hate you all but I can't find it in me to hate you. No matter how much you have hurt me, I love you. But you don't love me so don't pretend you do, you've never loved me. I've been calling out for you: my brothers, my sisters and my newly found that parents every night, hoping that this be by my side when I woke up but you never are, I know it's silly but it helps me from hurting myself of a night.. most of the time.

I'm so sorry that we left you and we will by your bedside when you wake up soon, I promise, little sister.

You were so scared to come near me, to touch me when we first met, scared your hurt me, kill me and I wish you did kill me at my party. You wouldn't have have to leave Forks then if I were dead. Why didn't you kill me?!

I can't blame you for wanting to kill me, I really don't.

I could never kill you, Bella

I've been watching Aladdin and if I just had one wish, I'd use it to see you guys again, if only for an hour or five minutes, I wouldn't hesitate to say the words that would make it come true.

I promise we are going to make that dream come true.

You're amazing, Jasper. I'm so happy to call you my big brother. Keep an eye on the family after I'm dead.

I will not "keep an eye on the family" after your dead because you're not going to die, even if we all have to wrestle you, Isabella, Cullen-Swan.

I love you, big brother.

I love you too little sister.

Isabella Swan.

I finish reading the letter and lookatAlice, who is close to tears. "She really wants to die, doesn't she?" She asks, trying not to cry. I hug her. "Yeah, Alice, she does." Esme says quietly burying her face into Carlisle's chest.

Damn it, Bella, you're hurting us too.