I was still a little angry with Lisa when I left that night, but when she walked me to my door, and asked what I was doing the next day, I wasn't angry enough to blow her off. Kai wasn't speaking to me, and I hadn't heard from Irene, so I told her I was free, and we made plans for dinner at my place.

I slept in until noon, my bed too comfortable for me to pry myself out of it. Then I distracted myself with an extra long shower, followed by homework, then a book. When I checked the clock, it was still only 3 P.M.

I grabbed my computer, and searched, "Philadelphia Theatre."

I found a theatre alliance website that gave info on a bunch of theatres in the city, as well as job postings and auditions. I clicked through, seeing what shows were currently running where, reading job descriptions, and bookmarking a few pages.

My cell rang, but it sounded far off. I tried following the sound, but the ringing ended before I was able to narrow it down further than the living room. Luckily, whoever was calling was persistent, and called again a few moments later. It was definitely somewhere near the couch. I pulled back cushions, but found nothing. I checked under papers and books, still nothing. Finally, I dropped to the ground and peered under the couch. There it was, lighting up the dusty darkness beneath my furniture. And right beside it, glaring at me, was Hamlet.

That brief interlude of sweetness I'd seen from her at the shelter had yet to make another appearance. And I had no doubt that she'd somehow dragged my phone underneath there to spite me.

"Listen, cat, I don't know why you hate me so much, but you must have missed the memo. I rescued you." Flat on my stomach, I squeezed myself beneath the couch, reaching for my phone. "You're supposed to be thankful"

When my hand got closer, she let out her now familiar low growl.

"Yeah, yeah, shut up."

I had to push half my body into the crevice between the furniture and the floor to reach my phone and getting out was even more uncomfortable than getting in.

2 missed calls from MOM.

I groaned. I should have just left it under the couch. At that moment, it rang again, for the third time. I answered, "Hi Mom."

"Why didn't you answer the first two times? Is everything okay?"

"I'm fine, Mom. I just couldn't find my phone."

"Oh, well, you should really have a spot that you put it every time you come home, that way you always know where it is."

"I'll keep that in mind, Mom."

"So, your disorganization is old news. What else is happening in your life?" I swear, my mother was the only person in the world who didn't think I was a neurotic control freak because she was infinitely worse. She asked the inevitable question, "Have you met anyone?"

I rolled my eyes, which I never could have gotten away with face to face.

"I'm pretty busy with school, Mom. I actually just got cast as a lead in a play."

"Oh, that's nice," she said mildly. She thought going into theatre was a waste of my intelligence.

"It's actually kind of a big deal."

"Of course it is honey. You just know how your father and I worry. We'd feel so much better if you had someone to take care of you financially."

There was a knock at the door, and I went to answer it as I spoke. "First of all, financial security is not a good enough reason to get married, Mother, even if it makes you feel better. Secondly, I don't need a guy to take care of me. I can take care of myself." Lisa was on the other side of the door, almost an hour early, and she got to hear the tail end of my speech. She raised an eyebrow, smiling, and if I could have reached through my phone to throttle my mother, I would have. "Anyway, I need to go, Mom. I have company."

"Is it male company?"

I groaned and said, "Goodbye."

Hanging up felt so good. I was tempted to call her back and do it a second time.

Lisa smiled, "Your mum sounds a lot like mine."

I glared at her. "You're early." I'd just pulled my hair into a wet ponytail this morning. I'd been planning on straightening it before she came, but now I just looked frumpy. And after crawling under the couch, I was dusty, too.

"Is that okay?"

It would probably be pretty rude to tell her to go home and come back in an hour.

"No, it's fine. You can watch TV or something. I just need a second." I waved her into the living room, and slipped into my bedroom, wondering how much improvement I could do in five minutes.

I pulled the band out of my hair, and looked at the wavy, damp mess I had to work with. There was no time to dry it and straighten it. And if I dried it without straightening it, I'd have a fluff ball for hair. I used my hands to mess it up a little more, scrunching it up in my hands, hoping the curly look would do. I worked a little bit of mousse into it, but that was all I had time for. I put on a quick coat of mascara and some chapstick, hoping she was okay with the au natural look.

When I came out of my room, she was stretched out on my couch, watching TV, and Hamlet was curled into a tight ball on her chest. I stood there in shock, certain I was dreaming.

She turned, and saw me watching. "Hey, your hair is curly." I nodded. I almost always wore it straight. She said, "I like it."

I was still stuck on the fact that my cat was perched happily on her chest… purring. She had magic powers. That was the only answer.

"Come here," she said, sitting up, and shifting Hamlet into her lap. I sat down gingerly, a few feet away.

I pointed at Hamlet, and said, "How did you do that?"

"Do what?"

"Get her to let you hold her."

"It's a her?" she asked.

"Yes, and she hates everyone. Especially me."

"Your own cat hates you?"

"We're working out our issues."

She laughed. "Maybe she's miffed that you gave her a boy's name."

I reached out a hand to pet her, and as always, received a growl for my troubles. Lisa thought Hamlet's hatred of me was hilarious. And she kept holding her, which meant I was relegated to the opposite cushion because my cat had stolen my… whatever she was.

Ugh. That was something I didn't want to think about. I mean, obviously, it was a secret relationship, so it wasn't like we necessarily needed labels, but I was curious. What would happen when the year was up? Would we even last that long?

I got up to start dinner to distract myself.

I made spaghetti because it was the only thing I trusted myself not to screw up when I was nervous. And well… I was always nervous around Lisa. She apparently had the opposite effect on Hamlet, who was fast asleep in her lap.

I saw my window of opportunity for what I'd been craving since she arrived.

I left the food cooking on the stove, and made my way to the couch. I didn't sit for fear of waking up the moody one, but I placed a hand on her shoulder, and leaned down for a kiss. Since her hands were trapped beneath Hamlet, I got to control the kiss. My hands found her hair, which was as addicting and soft as always, and the kiss deepened. I kissed her hard, because I could, and she made no effort to stop me. It was the kiss I'd wanted the night before that she'd refused to give me.

I didn't want to pull back, but I did have dinner on. Her eyes were dark when we separated. "I think you might be a little evil," she said.

I laughed. "Yes, I planned this all. Hamlet was in on it, as well."

"Kiss me again."

She didn't have to ask me twice.

Every time we kissed, my confidence grew stronger. The longer I knew her, the bolder I became. I liked it… almost as much as I liked her.

Someone knocked on the door, three loud raps, followed by three more only seconds later. Our breath was still short from the kiss, and I wasn't sure if the too-quick-thump of my heart was due to Lisa or the shock.

"Are you expecting someone?" she whispered.

I shook my head.

Three more knocks, and then Irene yelled through the door, "I know you're here, Jennie! Open up!"

"Shit."

I made no effort to be gentle as I picked Hamlet up from Lisa's lap, and plopped her on the couch. I almost didn't even notice the growl; it had become so commonplace.

I grabbed Lisa, and pulled her to her feet. I had no idea where to put her, but decided the bathroom was probably better than the bedroom, seeing as it actually had a door.

I pushed her inside with a quick, "I'm sorry. I'll get rid of her, I promise."

If only we had gone to her place.

I rubbed at my lips, hoping they weren't as swollen as they felt. I ran a hand over my hair, and when I was certain there was nothing glaringly out of place, I opened the door.

Irene breezed past me, "It's about damn time. What were you doing?"

I faked a yawn.

"Oh, you know, just lazing around."

She rolled her eyes, and looked at me like I was the frustrating one.

"It's a good thing I came over then. I'm not about to let you stay home on a Saturday night moping about the thing with Kai."

She snatched my wrist, and pulled me into my bedroom. So, the bathroom had been the right choice.

"I'm not moping!" I said. "And how do you know about the thing with Kai?"

"Because everyone knows, honey. Which, btw, I'm pissed that you didn't tell me all that drama was happening."

Great.

"There's really not that much drama. We'll patch things up soon, I'm sure," I said.

"Oh honey, you didn't hear? Kai almost turned down the role in Phaedra. He didn't, thank God. V talked him out of it. But I wouldn't call that 'not much drama.'"

I sank on to my bed, my insides twisting like a wrung out rag. Kai was that upset? He would give up that great of a part just so that he didn't have to be around me?

Irene's voice came to me from my closet, and I had déjà-vu of the night that this whole thing started. She started pulling out tops and skirts, and I asked, "What are you doing?"

"We're going out. You need to remember that a world exists outside your apartment."

"No, Irene, I'd really rather not." I thought about Lisa in my bathroom, and wondered if she could hear us.

"Tough shit. I'm not giving you a choice. I haven't been dancing forever, and I need a wing-woman."

I groaned and flopped back on my bed. She dropped a skirt on my face.

"Get dressed."

Then I remembered the perfect excuse, "I can't. I've got dinner cooking."

"Great. I'm starving. What are we having?"

Sometimes I thought my life would be easier if I were friendless.

I returned to the kitchen, and she followed. I'd left the sauce on a little too long and it had burnt around the edges. So much for not screwing up spaghetti.

"Geez woman, were you planning to eat away your troubles? You made enough for three people!" I just shrugged. I had nothing to explain why I was cooking for two people (one with a very large appetite).

I put a little bit of spaghetti on our plates, trying to leave some for Lisa, even though I had no idea when she'd get to eat it.

I ate quickly, letting Irene dominate the conversation, which was about how long it had been since she'd had really good sex. I nodded along, laughing in the right places, shoveling food into my mouth the entire time. I cleared my plate before she'd even made a dent on hers. I placed my plate in the sink, and then headed for the hallway.

"Where are you going?" Irene asked.

I called "Bathroom!" over my shoulder, and kept walking.

When I reached the door, I glanced over my shoulder, glad to find Irene preoccupied with her spaghetti, and I slipped inside the room.

"Is she gone?" Lisa asked.

"Ssshhh!" She was leaning against the sink, and I reached around her to turn on the faucet to cover our whispers. "No. I'm sorry. She's actually eating our spaghetti."

Her lips puckered, and I leaned forward, smothering my laugh against her chest.

"Is she leaving soon?"

I peered up at her, but stayed close against her.

"No. She thinks I'm depressed about Kai, and she's determined to force me to go out."

She pulled me to her, and pressed her face into the space where my neck curved into my shoulder. She let out a growl that was oddly reminiscent of Hamlet.

I wrapped my arms around her, just as disappointed. "I know. This sucks."

As if I'd given her the idea, her lips covered my pulse point, sucking softly. I laughed, and pushed her back.

"Lisa, she's right outside."

As if on cue, Irene knocked at the door.

"Enough stalling, chica! I've picked out your outfit!" The doorknob started turning, and I rushed to intercept her.

I kept my foot in the way so that only a crack of space formed.

I said, "I'm not stalling, just getting ready. Hand me the clothes, and I'll get changed."

She looked suspicious at my feigned excitement. I was never excited when she dragged me out like this. I kept smiling, like maybe the stress had gotten to me, and I'd just finally cracked.

She passed me the clothes, and before she had a chance to reply, I pushed the door closed, and locked it as quietly as I could.

When I turned around, Lisa was slumped onto the toilet. I switched on the radio, turning it up as loud as I could stand, and turned off the faucet.

"I'm sorry, Lisa."

Sitting, her head was level with my chest, and she rested her hands on my hips, pulling me forward.

"It's okay, love. This was bound to happen sooner or later."

"I wish you could come with me."

"Me too, love. But it's okay. We'll have dinner another time. You should get changed. The sooner you get out of here. The less likely we are to get caught."

I nodded. My hands shook slightly as I pulled the clothes to my chest.

She said, "I'll close my eyes." And I dropped a quick, thankful kiss on her cheek

Smiling, she closed her eyes, and then leaned her elbows on her knees and her face into her hands. As quickly as I could, I whipped off my shirt, and shrugged off my shorts. I pulled a black tank top over my head, and then picked up the skirt.

My stomach dropped.

It was that God-awful, horrendously short miniskirt. I must have made a noise because Lisa raised her head. She kept her eyes closed as she asked, "Everything okay?"

I said, "Yes."

Even though I was thinking hell no.

I slipped on the skirt, and it was just as short as I remembered. I sighed. There was no way I could wear this.

I touched a hand to Lisa's shoulder, meaning to tell her that I was going to go outside to find something else, but her eyes opened and fixed on my legs, which suddenly felt weak, like pools of fabric instead of muscle and flesh and bone.

One of her hands curled around to tickle at the back of my knee, and I had to steady myself with a hand on her shoulder to keep from collapsing.

"You're trying to kill me, aren't you?" She choked. "Isn't this the skirt you told me you'd never wear?"

"And I won't be wearing it tonight. I'm going back to my room to find something else."

I turned, and her other hand touched my thigh. "Wait."

Her hands trailed up to the indecently short hem, and around to the back of my thighs, inches below the curve of my butt.

"You. Are. Unbelievably. Sexy." Her voice was so low it rumbled, and I could feel the vibrations soaking into my skin. She leaned down and punctuated each word with a chaste kiss up the side of my thigh. I could have been clay in her hands, the way she was controlling me. If she had tried, I might have given up my virginity to her there in the bathroom without much of a fight.

But Irene's fist pounded on the door, snapping me out of my lust.

"Damn, Jennie. Would you hurry it up already?"

With her words, came back my fear. Sure, Lisa thought I was sexy now. But virgins were pretty much the least sexy things ever. Would she change her mind when she found out?

"I have to go. I'm sorry. There's probably spaghetti still left over if you want some after we leave. I'll… I'll call you, okay?"

She nodded, her eyes still dark, unwavering.

I tumbled out into the hallway, a mess of hormones and emotions. I was so distracted that I didn't even remember I'd intended to change until I was already buckled into Irene's car and we were on our way to the club.