Now that we are all caught from the previous chapters that needed restructuring. I do hope you all enjoy the new update. I do not own Sons of Anarchy or its characters, Kurt Sutter and FX does.
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Tara pulls into her driveway after a long day at the hospital. She is enjoying her fellowship; Dr. Marks is a good teacher; she is learning a lot. She noticed does like to talk about his grandchildren, like today he was talking about what the youngest did at her birthday party this past weekend, which was a princess party. She asked if she could "make him pretty like her barbies" he agreed, next thing he knew he had pink and purple eye shadow on all over the place, accompanied with a pink feather boa and a tiara. Tara found herself laughing out loud, just as the administer walked by and gave her a look that Tara was not sure what it meant. Dr. Marks said not to worry about it, she is always like that. Then Tara had an unexpected visit from Donna asking if she could fit her in for a pregnancy test for later in the week so, she could make sure Opie came with her.
Tara walks into her house, greeted by Zeus. "hey buddy miss me?" setting her keys down on the table by the entryway. "Jess, I home" she calls while walking into the kitchen. The first thing she notices is the pink roses sitting on the table then looks at Jess who has a grim expression on her face. Tara is shaking her head "tell me those are for you, Jess.. Please," Jess shakes her head no "there is a note," Jess stands to hand it to her. Tara just starts backing away "NO, NO, I MOVED TO GET AWAY FROM HIM! This can't be happening please tell he did not follow me here." Jess looks at her "I'm so sorry Tara but will figure this out. I promise I will not let anything happen to you."
"You can't promise that! I can't ask you to do that" Tara said with tears streaming down her face.
"You're not asking, I am offering, you are my best friend Tara. Now I want you to hear me out before you scream or get mad at me please, but I think you should tell Jax or the club about him. Not everything but some of it, so they can keep an eye out as well." Jess explained all the while seeing Tara shaking her head the whole time.
"NO, I won't do that, I don't want them to get in trouble for something they might do to him, this is my problem, I'll handle it," Tara said as she pours herself a shot. "Just throw them out, I don't want to read the note or anything." Jess is about to protest "Please Jess just do it. I'm going to take a bath." Jess nods but she does not like this at all. She really thinks Tara should tell the guys.
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"Aye, Jackie boy," Jax looks up from where he is sitting at the bar after closing up the shop for the day "what's up man?"
"Where your lovey lass at?" smirking at what Chibs said, not feeling threatened at all by him, he is the closest thing he to a father figure he has besides Piney, since his dad passed almost five years ago.
"She is working at the hospital," Jax answered "I'll be heading over there shortly, to spend some time with her before we head this tomorrow."
"Aye, she's a good one, her friend too." Chibs lights a smoke "I been thinking bout something, I know you noticed Clay's acting funny and shite. What are we going to do bout that?"
"I don't know man, keep an eye on I guess, make sure he's not getting us into some fucked up shit," Jax said as he lights up his own smoke. "I'm glad you noticed something as well. You know man, Tig even came to me and Op earlier saying the same thing."
"No, shit guess we all need to keep our eyes open. You know anything more about this thing with Clay going to Belfast?" Jax just shakes his head wondering the same thing but has no idea about that either. "Aye, I'll reach out to Fiona, see if she got any idea." Chibs claps Jax on the back as he stands "sounds good brotha." Jax lifts his head as the clubhouse door opens.
"Chief Unser what can we do for you today?" Unser nods at Chibs as he walks out. "Hey, Jax can I get a minute of your time?" Jax nods and walks over to the table by the chapel "what's going on." Jax offers him the joint he just lit. Unser just shakes his head no. "I just wanted to come over here and give you a heads up about Darby and his men. I have been seeing more of his men in Charming and it is making me nervous. I just want to make sure you guys keep an eye on them to make sure they ain't selling that shit they are cooking."
"Mother fucker! Chief, you know we'll keep our eyes open, I'll bring it to the table. Maybe even pay Darby a little visit." Unser nods "also noticed we have two new residents of our fine town." Jax looks at him "yeah, Tara and Jess. I'm kinda hanging out with Tara. They are both doctors from Chicago." Jax puts out the joint while standing "I heard something about that, I'll have to introduce myself some time." As Unser and Jax make their way to the door Unser turns and says "Thanks Jax, good to see you kid." Jax shakes his hand "you to Chief, and the club will handle Darby." Unser gets in his car and drives off. Jax notices his mother standing by the office door
"Hey ma, I'm headed over to Tara's in a minute. You need anything?" Jax asked after kissing her on the cheek "I'm good baby, what did Unser want?"
"He just letting me know some of Darby's men are hanging around inside of Charming and it's making him nervous." Shaking her head Gemma says "damn, white supremacist pricks." Raising his brow at his mother "what? You were thinking the same thing. Anyway, give Tara my love, also can you remind her the Taste of Charming events is coming up the weekend after you guys are back from Nevada. She wanted to help with it, so all your ass better be there. You know how important it is for this town, as well as we need to keep face with Charming while donating to the local schools." Smirking at his mother "got it ma, I'll remind Tara as well." Kissing her and walks to his bike.
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While sitting in the bath Tara is mad at herself for yelling at Jess she was just trying to help, she knows she needs to apologize to her but right now she wants to wallow in her pain and thoughts. For now, she is going to try to figure out what the hell, she did to make Josh so obsessed with her. Logically being a doctor, she knows it has nothing to do with her. There has to be a psychological issue going on with him, that causes him to behave like this, but even still she cannot help but think it has something to do with her.
First, there was Frank her father. He would beat her mother over and over for years. Then there is that one time he turned he drunk filled rage onto her. There is no telling what would have happened if her mother did not leave when she did. She can remember that night clear as day, even when she is trying not to. Her dad came home drunk and started yelling for her mother as soon as he walked through the door.
"GRACE, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU." Tara could hear her father yelling the minute walked through the door. She started shaking admittedly. Her mother grabbed both her hands to calm her.
"Tara, baby I need you to stay here ok. I love you," Grace left the room shortly after. Tara could hear yelling. She is scared it seems she always is when her dad is home. She draws her legs up against her chest then puts her head on her knees then placing her hand over her ears to drowned out the sound of the screaming while rocking back and forth.
"Why the hell did it take you so long to come out here. Is that child of your more important than me." Frank is in Grace's face as he screams at her. She is trying to calm him down because she how he can get when he drinks. "No Frank she is not, you are BOTH important," she replied as calm as she can to keep calm before it gets out of hand. "DON'T LIE TO ME YOU BITCH, YOU ALWAYS CHOOSE HER OVER ME." Then the first hit comes, he backhands her across the face as soon as falls to the floor he starts to kicks her in the stomach "ouch…Franks please stop.." crying out in pain as he lands another kick to her already bruised and battered body. "everything is your fault! I lost my job because you're not paying enough attention to me. We should just get rid of that little brat, she probably not even mine." Kneeling down he wraps his hands around her throat "you cheated on me didn't you… tell me who it was…I kill him." gasping for air she can feel herself starting to pass put. Somewhere in the distance, she can hear Tara screaming at Frank.
"Daddy leave mommy alone," Tara screams at her dad to stop hurting her mom.
Her dad looks at her and says "what did you say to me, you little shit. You don't tell me what to do," Releasing her mother. He walks over to Tara smacking her across the face. Grace is trying to catch her breath to get to her daughter. "Frank leave her alone please," she yells whispers at him. Glaring at her, he shoves Tara to the ground with a hard thud and walks to the front door slamming it shut as he walks out. "Tara, sweetheart? are you ok, let me look. Oh, baby… I am so sorry." Her mother is crying so hard as she examines her face. Hugging her tight trying to comfort her.
She quickly wipes the tears from the eyes that had formed from the painful memory. Taking a deep breath. She needs to figure out what she is going to do about Josh. The first thing she needs to do is check with the police station to make sure her restraining order is in place even though she moved. Then decide if and when she is going to tell Jax about any of this.
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Jax arrives at Tara, he tried to call her beforehand, but she did not pick up. He notices her SUV in the driveway, as well as the light on in the house. Knocking on the front door, Jess answers. "Hey, Jax how are you?" releasing him from the hug. "I'm good darlin, tried calling but Tara didn't answer."
"Oh, it's ok. Tara is in the bath," Jess responds after closing the front door.
"I see, I'll head back," Jax says as he begins to walk by the kitchen "nice flowers, who they from?" Jax asks walking toward the kitchen. Jess quickly says "oh.. ahh.. they are for me. They came from a patient." Luckily, she had the note in her back pocket "making friends already, I see," Jax chuckles at her as he gets a beer out of the fridge and walks towards Tara's room after petting Zeus.
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As Jax enters her bedroom he sees a flicking coming from the bathroom, he assumes Tara has some candles lit. Striding to the door and leaning against the door frame to admire her. She hasn't noticed him; her eyes are closed while leaning her head against the side of the jacuzzi tub. Her skin is glowing in the candlelight making her look even more beautiful than she already is. He shifts his eyes slightly noticing a glass and bottle of wine next to her, and soft music playing in the background. He has no fucking idea what it is, but she seems to be enjoying it.
Walking up to her and sitting quietly on the ledge "Hey beautiful." He laughs a little when she jumps at the sound of his voice.
"Holy shit, Jax you scared the crap out of me," Tara place her hand to her chest catching her breath. "I'm sorry sweetheart," Jax says as he leans down capturing her lip in a lust-filled but demanding kiss. Hearing her moaning into his mouth spears him on further, he threads his fingers through her luscious locks, tugging on it none too gently getting her to tilt her head back slightly so he trails his lips down her jaw to whisper in her ear "do even know he sexy you look in that tub all soaking wet," lifting his head to gaze in her eyes giving her another quick kiss. Tara whimpers as he pulls away, cutting his eyes to her and smirking.
Tara's is voice is husky and labored when she asks, "care to join me," she winks at him as she grabs her wine glass. "oh.. I certainly do babe." He swiftly rids himself of his clothing.
Tara leans forward so Jax can slide in behind her. Settling back against his chest "How was your day Jax?" nuzzling her neck as he answers "good, same old shit. Worked in the garage, had church, drank a few beers, met with Unser the chief of police of our great town, and now I'm here with you."
"Sounds busy, what did Unser want? If you can tell me?" She looks up at him. As she runs her finger along his jaw. Jax grabs her figure with his teeth sucking on it before releasing it with a pop. "He just wanted to inform us, that the local white power is hanging around main street, it makes him nervous because they have a habit of dealing drugs. So, we kinda make sure they don't sell within the borders of Charming. He wants extra help keeping an eye out." Tara nods in understanding
"So, this Unser guys is what, a friend of the club? Does he not have deputies for that?" feeling the rumbling in his chest. Glaring at him "don't laugh, I'm just trying to figure this all out."
"I know sweetheart, I'm sorry, but to answer your question yes, he is a friend to the club. My mother lived here as a child. She left when she was sixteen to get away from her parents. They were deeply religious. She and Unser knew each other as kids. When she moved back, she brought a group of bikers with her my dad included. So, ever since then he has tried to keep the peace between some of the people of Charming that don't like us," taking a drink of his beer and setting in on the ledge then grabs her glass, setting it aside, wrapping his arms around her, then laying his head against her back and kissing her between her shoulder blade just below her tattoo. "How was your day baby?"
Moaning as Jax covers her breast with his hands. "Mmm, it was good. Dr. Marks is nice, funny, and is a great teacher. The administer Margaret, I just know what to think about her. Sometimes I feel like she is giving me weird looks. I did not get that vibe when she interviewed me." Gasping as Jax messages and pulls on her nipples. "God Jax, mmm."
"maybe, she jealous," chuckling when she grinds her ass more into his lap. "does that feel good Tara?"
"Yes, mmm, so good," Tare breaths out "Take me to bed Jackson."
"Yes Ma'am," nudging her to get up. When he gets out, he grabs a towel to wrap around her. "go to bed babe, I'll let the water out and met you there." Watching her walk away, she drops the towel just outside the bathroom door and walks the rest of the way naked as the day she was born. He groans as he feels himself become hard just by staring at her sexy backend.
He turns the lights out then places her wine on the nightstand. He stares at her as she lays out before him. Her head is propped up against the headboard, he smirks at her as runs she runs hands over her breast, and pinching her nipple causing them the harden as she moans at the pleasure she's giving herself "see something you like Jackosn?"
"Most definitely babe, fuck! seeing you touch yourself turns me on so much, can't you tell" stroking himself as if to show her how much he is enjoying the show she is putting on. "what are you waiting for then, show me just how much I turn you on," Tara bite her bottom lip in anticipation.
"Not a damn baby," Jax gets on the bed and has her move over to the middle, as his body covers her's. Jax is sure to keep most of his weight on his left arm as he runs his right hand from her stomach to her left breast, leaning down to capture it in his mouth sucking it deeply into his wet mouth. He pulls back he lightly to bite her nipple, then releases it with a pop. "mmm, that feels so… good baby." Tara moans as she arches her back off the mattress at the loss of contact.
Jax slowly makes his way down her body kissing between the valley of her breast, he continues to place light kisses where his mouth touched. Jax runs his tongue from her belly button back up to her right nipple, nipping and tugging on the hardened pricky nub then soothing it by swirling his tongue around it. "please Jax, I need you." Tara moans huskily. Jax looks up at her then leans up to kiss her deeply and passionately. "In a minute babe, I want to taste you first," he whispers against her lips, he gives her a quick kiss then makes his way back down her body, using his knees he pushes her legs apart.
Settling himself between her thighs, he places her legs over his arms, then grabs hip to keep them pinned to the mattress. Groaning at the smell of her arousal, leaning in, he nips her inner thigh, then sucking the small bit of flesh in his mouth enough to leave his mark on her. smiling to himself. He liked marking her as his. He wants to make sure she will remember him even when he is not there.
"Mmm… oh god, Jax please." He can hear her moaning, but his sole focus is on the pleasure he is about to give her "you smell so fucking, good baby." Using his thumb to circle her clit, as he runs his tongue from the bottom of her delicious pussy back to her clit. Making sure to suck her clit deep into his mouth while using his tongue to continue the stimulation. He slowly moves his index finger into her hot slick waiting pussy, pumping in and out while his thumb continues its assault on her clit.
Glancing up at Tara, she motions with her index finger for him to come closer, never wavering on the pleasure he is giving her pussy, he captures her lips in a searing kiss. He is sure she can taste herself on his lips "oh.. fuck Jax, yes right baby. Don't stop, mmm," increasing the pace of his fingers "your pussy feels so good, so tight and wet around my fingers," catching her left breast in his mouth and releasing it.
"Oh, yes, yes more Jax," smirking he leans down and flicks his tongue across her clit, then draws it deeply into his mouth moaning at the taste of her. Glancing at the look of pure pleasure on her face, her mouth parted ever so slightly as she cries out. "that's it, baby, cum for me, I want to see your beautiful face as you cum on my fingers. "AHHHH, MY GOD, FUCK." Quickly capturing her lips, swallowing her cries of passion. Feeling her quivering as he removes his fingers. "was that good sweetheart?" instead of answering she forcefully flips him over to straddles him. Tara leans down to whispers against his lip "mmm, so fucking good baby." Moving her hips against his rock-hard erection, using her juices to coat his cock. Lifting, she grabs his dick lining it up with her waiting pussy, she slowly sinks down on to his glorious cock, both of them groan in pleasure.
"Ahhh, fuck Tara, baby it feels oh fuck me." He moans out as she rides him slowly. Grabbing her hip in a bruising grip, his pretty sure it will leave marks, but right now, he doesn't care. He helps to guide her up and down roughly, as he trusts up harder into her waiting pussy, hitting her g-spot "FUCK ME, JAXXXX, AHHHH." Tara cries out, as she runs her nails down his chest leaving angry red marks as she throws her head back. "fuck babe, I love when you squeeze my cock like that." Jax rasps out, trying to hold out, so she'll cum one more time. "ooohhh, Jax I'm gunna cum Baby. Keep going please don't stop…. You feel fucking amazing, you're so big. I can feel you so deep." Jax sits up to captures her lips "cum for me beautiful." Nodding her head "cum with Jax." Wrapping his arms around her as he thrust a few more times before releasing himself in her " Ahhh fuck me, babe." Jax's breaths into her neck "Yeah that's it, Jackson, you're so amazing." Tara bites hard on to his shoulder as she orgasms, hissing at the pain from her bite but also the pleasure he feels.
Bring her with him as he lays back against the headboard both catching their breath. Tara is the first to move. Tilting her head slightly as to rest her chin against his chest. "that was, WOW!" Chuckling as he looks down into her sparkling eyes that are still glazed over from the sex hey just had "so so much better than that, sweetheart," kissing her forehead
"Come on we should go to bed; you have work and I have church then I have to get ready to head out to Nevada to tomorrow night." Tara nods "your right, will I see you before you leave?" Jax turns to flick the bedside light off "Yeah, unless something comes up." Tara lays her head on his chest "night my baby" wrapping his arms around her thinking about what she had just said surprisingly his like the fact she called him hers "night baby." They both drift off to sleep.
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