This is an update.
M rated scene ahead, courtesy of RLynnS. She was so kind as to let me use one of the scenes in her story "Life, Love and the Future" since I can't write the scene for some reason.
When I started to write in English it was a way for me to learn and better my English and widen my vocabulary, idioms, and stuff. I also read some other stories to learn more about what the English-spoken writers wrote and I have learned more vocabulary. I haven't got to the stage of a good writer yet, but I'm getting better at writing. This is not my first story to write here but it was my first story to get many reviews and also the first story that made me happy to get the reviews.
I guess, what I'm trying to say is, I'm glad I stumble upon Jay aka Jordan stories and then their challenge, many years ago. Sorry that your challenge lasted this long bud. haha. I will finish every story I write, no matter how long it takes no matter if there are readers or not, I will finish my stories.
With that.
This is an update. My beta is Grammarly, there are typos, misspelled, and other kinds of mistakes. Read at your own risk.
Enjoy.
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There's a boy, lost his way, looking for someone to play. There's a girl in the window tears rolling down her face. We're only lost children, trying to find a friend. Trying to find our way back home...
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"That day I was going to tell you, I was already pregnant. Two weeks. But then we had sex and I just can't take it."
"What? that my body is too disgusting to you that you can't take it?!"
"You're behavior is what makes me can't take it. Tori, you grew up as a boy, it doesn't change who you are when you grew breasts one day. You only confusing yourself by going as a girl. That doesn't even make sense by the way."
It doesn't make sense.
does it?
Is it foolish of her, wanting to know, wanting to feel?
"You grew up as a boy, it doesn't change who you are when you grew breasts one day."
Right.
Except it completely changed her. How did you tell a fifteen-year-old boy, who barely knows himself that he was something else without messing him up psychologically?
She looked up at the sky, it's a bit cloudy today and she opted to walked home anyway, a half-hour worth of walk to be precise. She needed it, to clear her cloudy head and the feeling runs amuck within her. Heather's words always leave an impression on her, all that therapy seems useless. She tried hard to calm herself and not letting it undo the progress she has. It's not her fault if Heather doesn't love her for who she is, it's not her fault. She doesn't need to change herself for her, she's fine as she is.
Is she?
"Gaaaah." The singer groaned out, looking ahead her home is not far, just a few yards away and she'll be home. She'll be home to Lilly and Jade. Jade... the raven-haired beauty who always there for her, the one person she expects to be the worse person with their history in the past, has been her biggest support. Jade loves her for who she is, for whatever Tori wanted to become. Blue-eyed beauty that gives her hope, gives her light in the darkest hour of her life. Right. She is not alone. With that, she straightened her posture and walk the way home with a smile plastered on her face.
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Inside the Vega household, everyone seemed to be a little bit tense while still manage to entertain the eight months old baby and making a small conversation ignoring the elephant in the room with the name of Chelsea Hogan. Jade gave her a stink eye when she crossed the threshold while Trina gave one dramatic sigh and the exaggerated eye-rolled. The rest of the peers just ignore her including Andre who just gave her a small nod of recognition but that just it, well maybe not everyone, Cat is the only one bothered to greet her because she's Cat.
"Some people get the hint when they're not wanted." Jade hissed out as she cutting out some banana for Lilly's afternoon snack with Trina companying her, she hates to admit it but the older Vega is more tolerable now since she went to college, there's just something likable about her now, less loud and needy. Maybe because she finally found a decent boyfriend that likes her for who she is or Trina just needed to meet the right person to brings out the best in her.
"Chelsea might have chosen the wrong thing to react to things sometimes, but she has the best intention, while not a wise choice but she ... Chelsea is Tori's best friend."
"Andre talk to me what Chelsea said about me and Tori's relationship." She paused looking at the older brunette. "Trust me, her intention sounded pretty selfish and it wazzed me out, and if there is no baby present in the room... the things I will do to her..." Jade said it with a dragged out tone while she consciously cut the banana with a hard force that makes Trina jump from the noise the knife make hitting the cutting board. She's pissed.
Trina can't say anything except shrugging her shoulder while Jade puts the banana onto a plate and bringing it into the living room with the older Vega in tow. "Okay, who wants some snack?" Said Jade cheerfully sitting beside the baby on the couch. "If in five minutes your papa isn't home, we're cutting the cake whether he's here or not." She said it in a final tone with a slight annoyance.
"I'm home." Come to reply as heads turned to the front door opening with a sheepish smile supporting her face and a grocery bag on one hand, and a bouquet on the other.
"And where the hamster have you been?" Everyone looks at Jade with confusion on their faces, she was meaning to say 'where the hell have you been' but obviously, change it at the last minute because she remembered there's an innocent ear and she won't pollute her with such a word.
"Hamster?" Cat chimed in a confused yet innocent tone.
"You know what I mean." The raven-haired beauty tried to explain as she rolled her eyes.
"What did you mean?" Added Cat still confused.
Jade sighed in defeat that only Cat can give her that effect. "Nothing Cat, here, feed Lilly the banana."
She smiled at the request well it's not a request more like an order that she happily obliges with a cheerful. "Kay." Then she takes the plate from Jade and begun feeding Lilly the banana while the former goth gets up to greet her boyfriend who is currently supporting a guilty look. Yeah, you better feel sorry, ditching them for three forking hours! Jade thought.
"These are for you, babe." The person in question smiles sheepishly while holding out the flowers in her right hand for Jade to take.
The girl crossed her arms, not taking the flowers yet. "Where have you been?"
"Errand..." She answered with her left hand still holding a grocery bag.
"For three hours?" The singer shakes the hand holding out the flowers, begging Jade to take it, after a bit Jade sighed and take the flower from the offering hand. "Thank you." She said it anyway after she took it and smile nonetheless at the gesture.
Tori take Jade's hand and leading her to the kitchen, setting the grocery bag on the kitchen island before turning to face her girlfriend and just looking at her. "What?" The blue-eyed beauty asked raising her eyebrow.
"Nothing..." Tori said as she takes the flowers on Jade's hand and putting it on the island companying the grocery bag and takes her girlfriend's other hand. "I just ..." She looked at Jade with misty eyes.
"Tori."
"I love you, so much." She said it in a hurried tone before hugging her and buried her face on Jade's neck, inhaling her scent.
"I love you too, babe. What's wrong?" She runs her hand up and down her boyfriend's back in shooting moved. "Tori." But the singer remains silent, Jade let her be for now and just focusing on giving her a comforting hug while whispering sweet nothing to her, she forgot to ask about where was her boyfriend went for three hours.
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Jade woke with a groan. It was Sunday morning and her naked boyfriend was pressed tightly against her back. Hard erection making itself known between the cheeks of her ass, they'd fallen asleep naked together. Jade founded relaxing for them to sleep in the nude and just cuddle, and after the day they spent yesterday both of them needed to feel close, so they just innocently not so innocent collapsed into bed naked and drifted off into contented sleep. Jade had been in the middle of a fantastic dream when she had woken. She glanced at the bedside clock, it was four forty-five in the morning. They had plenty of time to fulfill her dream fantasies. She could feel the wetness between her thighs and her cunt throbbed to be filled with the erection pressed against her backside. The raven-haired girl reached behind herself to wrap her hand around the firm flesh. Tori groaned behind her as she ground her ass against her and stroked the hard cock nudging between her cheeks.
"Something you need, babe?" A groggy Tori came awake, she shifted the hair away from her girlfriend's pale neck and sucked at the firm skin there. Laving at it with her tongue as she sucked. Jade groaned and her hips rolled back against the brunette. She tilted her head to allow Tori more access as she continued to languidly suck, kiss and lick at the sensitive skin of her neck and shoulders, "You, inside," was all she gasped out as she rolled onto her stomach and pulled her boyfriend on top of her, Tori paused for a second before reaching out for a condom on the bedside drawer and quickly put it on before moving to her previous position. Both of them groaned when Tori settled atop the pale beauty, her breasts tightly pressed to the long smooth back of her girlfriend, her cock slotting easily between warm, wet thighs. Jade whimpered as the cockhead rubbed against her clit when Tori thrust a few times, "Like this?" The brunette asked of the position.
"Yes, God. I need a long, slow fuck," Jade arched her back and canted her hips back, opening herself up for her boyfriend's initial thrust. Tori grabbed her pillow and shifted back so her girlfriend could raise her hips and she slid the pillow underneath her, she reached between them then, once her girlfriend settled back down comfortably on the pillow, Tori grasped the hard flesh of her penis, she teased against the throbbing entrance to her cunt, coating herself in her girlfriend's arousal. She rubbed herself against the swollen clit just below and Jade moaned as her hips moved, trying to get the hard length of her girlfriend inside. Finally after long minutes of teasing Tori adjusted herself and pushed just the tip of her cock.
The raven-haired girl beneath her moaned and buried her face in the sheets as her brunette lover sank so very slowly inside her pussy. Finally, the brunette was all the way inside and she coaxed her girlfriend to lay flat again atop the pillow, helping her close her legs tightly together while Tori straddled her plump ass and remained nestled deep inside her cunt. She laid her head against the warm skin of her Jade's back as she paused to just feel. Her groan vibrated against pale skin as she drank in the sensations of being inside her lover, of the tight, wet heat wrapped around her cock, the soft beating of her girlfriend's pulse through the inner walls of her body.
Jade whimpered at the sensations, as Tori rested the weight of herself on her back and slid her hands over the top of Jades pale ones fisted in the sheets. Their fingers laced together as Tori brushed soft kisses over smooth shoulders and sucked at the junction of neck and shoulder. Jade moaned, her back arching as her wife started a soft grind of her hips, just gently shifting inside her. She groaned when Tori slid out just a little and very nearly sobbed when she pushed back in. The position was overwhelming in many ways, especially when it was a long slow build-up. They lay for long minutes, bodies slowly moving against each other. Tori buried deep inside her and filling her as she continued to lovingly kiss and suck at the flesh of her neck, shoulders, and upper back.
"Hmmm, fuck me, slowly," Jade gasped out when her partner shifted her hips and pressed against her g-spot. Tori pushed herself up, all of her weight now supported on her hands and her hips, her hands that were still laced tightly with her lover's, effectively pinning the brunette to the bed, "Anything, for you babe," she husked out.
She pulled back until her cock was only nestled just inside her Jade's heat. She slid slowly back in, watching the muscles in the pale back move and shift as Jade moaned into the sheet. Tori repeated the slow glide in and out, admiring the naked flesh on display. She glanced between them where she disappeared into the wet heat of her girl's cunt. She groaned at the image of her cock disappearing past Jade's ass and into her pussy. Thrusting slowly in and out, the glistening flesh of her hardened penis displaying her lover's arousal beautifully.
Tori had been thrusting for several long minutes, just moving in and out, so very slowly. Jade was all but sobbing into the sheets. The friction building inside her from the slow fucking was setting her entire body on fire. She was covered in a fine sheen of sweat and she knew she was going to come soon. Her back arched and she clenched her fists tighter, holding Tori closer. Every stroke the brunette made was moving against her g-spot and Jade knew it was going to be a big one. She could already feel the familiar pressure building low in her abdomen, Tori's strokes faltered.
"God, you're about to come, aren't you? I can feel it, I can feel you tightening down around me," brown hair tickled the skin between Jade's shoulder blades as her lover rested her forehead there, her hips continuing to pump languidly into the tight heat, "Fuck, you're so full, you're going to come all over me aren't you?" Tori groaned and she struggled to stay in the slow steady rhythm she had set.
The raven-haired, bit into the sheet, not for any need to silence herself, but because the pleasure reaching its peak inside her was to an almost painful level. She whimpered into the cotton as her body arched and she was coming, ejaculate gushing from her as she tightened painfully down around her lover's cock. Tori moaned, her hips stilling as she lowered her body to rest against the shivering back of her girlfriend. "Hmm, noo keep going," Jade gasped, even as her body quivered with the aftershocks. Tori groaned but complied.
She pressed tight against her girl's back and her hips moved back into their slow rhythm, pulling almost all the way out and sliding slowly back in, out then back in, Jade moaned, "Just…" her body arched as she paused to let a sigh leave her lips, "Just a little faster," a deep husky groan slipped out as Tori instantly quickened her pace, "Oh, ohhh... fuck," the raven-haired arched and the breath left as her lover pumped faster into her, her thrusts still just as deep and full as before, "Tha...that''s... sooo good," she lost her breath as Tori thrust deep inside her and ground against her ass.
Tori groaned and was licking and sucking at the sweaty flesh of her girlfriend's back again, marking it, adding to the tableau of already existing marks. She rolled her hips repeatedly, staying deep inside and letting Jade feel her hard cock, firm, and unyielding as she drove just that little bit deeper. The angle of their position let the underside of her penis rub against the raven-haired's g-spot and she had her face buried in the soft cotton, "Oh, fuck, babe!" Jade cried out and Tori groaned at the husky sound of her pleasure, the pale back below arching and pressing tighter against her.
"Fuck, come! oh fuck," a sound escaped the raven-haired that sounded like it could've been a pain in any other situation as Tori switched back to thrusting in and out of her lover's tight cunt. She sped up her thrusts moving faster towards her own, orgasm, "I'm coming. Tori! Fuck!" Jade screamed her release as cum exploded from her, soaking the sheets again.
Tori groaned deep in her chest and was coming, exploding inside the tight heat that welcomed her and clutched at her coated condom cock, milking it of all it had to offer. Her hips pumped slowly as she twitched and emptied inside the condom. The raven-haired whimpered at the feeling of the hard, hot, and throbbing cock inside her. With tears in her eyes and a sob in her throat, she was coming again, clamping down around the hard cock inside and spurting her own cum against the now soaking sheets beneath her as her body writhed beneath the weight of her brunette lover.
They lay together panting for long minutes. Tori still lying atop her girl's back and still buried deep inside. Finally, they rolled apart, their sweat-slicked skin hesitant to release from one another. Jade moaned as the softened cock slipped from her, she rolled onto her side, propped a leg up, and let a hand play idly through her swollen, wet folds, moaning low in her throat when she could feel her own cum slowly started to eek out of her.
Tori glanced over at the sound and groaned as her cock twitched, "Fuck, you're a walking sex crime sometimes, you know that?" Jade arched an eyebrow, not sure if she should be insulted or not, "We still have a half-hour before Lilly supposedly wake up," blue eyes trailed over her lover's muscular body and settled on the cock that had risen back to half hardness already, "Shower, my love?"
Tori groaned at her insatiable girlfriend, "Yes please," somehow her cock was already hard and throbbing again, twitching as she moved across the short distance and pulled her lover close, drawing her into a deep kiss that had them both panting. The brunette pulled a pale leg over her hip and her hard cock teased along the soaking entrance to her lover. Jade groaned and pushed at her chest, "Shower," with every ounce of willpower she possessed, the raven-haired rolled away and off the bed, her hips swayed as she moved into the ensuite. Tori was up and scrambling after her as the shower started up.
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Tori was playing with Lilly on the floor in the living room, Trina was upstairs talking with her boyfriend on the phone since she doesn't have to go back to her dorm again. Oh right, Trina decided to move back home claiming that her niece would need her when the reason was actually that she's just felt a little left out with everything happening and she often knows things secondhand.
"Dada." Lilly coed motioning for Tori, her words are coming in fast and Tori felt a little proud that Lilly's favorite word is 'Dada', beats the first word that Lilly uttered which was 'UP' when she was with Jade and had been wanting to be picked up from her crib.
"It was not an excuse to robbed me of my daughter Heather, you kept her from me."
"She's with you now, is she not?"
"She-"
"And you here serving me this paper as a what? a slap on the face for telling you?"
"For lying to me."
"What?"
"I know Lilly is not mine, Heather."
"She's yours!"
"You are so far up on your denial that it became your truth."
"I'm not..."
"Lying? is that what you're going to say, huh?" She challenged her. "Is the name Shane 'mister popular' McCarley ring a bell?"
A brush of a hand on her hair bringing her back from her wandering mind as she looked up to Jade giving her a small smile. She leaned in into the touch. It's nice, calming, Jade always manages to draws that feeling. The serene of the situation, feeling the love pouring with everything the raven-haired girl does.
"I love you so much," Tori uttered out.
Jade looked a little taken aback by the declaration, it's not that Tori hasn't said it, she does quite often. It's just the way the singer said it just now, there's something to it, like, reassurance. Why would Tori think that she needed that?
"I know babe, I love you too." She cupped Tori's jaw gently as she kissed her.
"I need to tell you something."
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