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Chapter 9: Vulnerable Moments

Normal POV:

Room 0533: Courtney and LeShawna

"Oh my gosh! Bridge, he got so big since last I saw him!" Courtney gawk at the recent photo of Geoff Jr. The last Courtney visit the Clarks was two summers ago. Because of adult life and busy schedules, they have not met in-person for a long time; but they do find time to video chat each other. In Courtney room suite who she shares with LeShawna, Bridge decided to tag along while Geoff brings up their bags. Surprisingly Lindsay wanted to join the group. Courtney always found Lindsay to be a ditz and just plain dislike her ever since the second reality show of Total Drama. While unpacking her luggage, Bridge decided to show Courtney a recent picture of her son. Geoff Jr. is Courtney god son; or as she likes to call him her "little boyfriend."

It was just so cute that whenever she would visit; he would seek her attention more than his own mother. When Bridgette gave birth to little Geoff, Courtney swears that he would grow up to be a lady charmer. Courtney still stays by of what she said.

"Now something that cute is gonna break a few hearts. Be prepare for all those girls crying at your doorstep." LeShawna smirk also taking a glance at Bridge wallpaper. It was a picture of Geoff Jr. and Bridgette giving her son a kiss on the cheek.

"He is totally adorable! How old is he?" Lindsay ask with a hint of sadness; missing her precious daughter terribly.

"He just turned five," Bridge answered.

"OMG! My daughter Paris is four!"

This was a shocking revelation for the three women. Courtney was the first to speak, "you have a child?"

"Yeah! She is the light of my eyes! Lookie lookie, this was taken before I left for the trip." Taking a glance at Lindsay phone; her daughter was a copy and paste image of her mother. Blue eyes, light brown hair; "It was difficult you know. Always told that making a baby isn't hard. It's putting in the effort to help raise the child. If it wasn't for Beth helping me and giving me that extra support, I needed… I don't know where I would be." Tears started to form in Lindsay eyes, and for the first time, Courtney gave Lindsay a hug to show her sympathy.

Bridge joined in, "if it wasn't for Geoff and his parents, I don't know how my life would have changed either."

"Yeah" Lindsay gave a sniffle, "My parents wanted me to get an abortion. Told my boyfriend the exciting news and he just stab me in the back. Started a rumor that I was a slut and probably fucked everyone on the show including half his friends… I mean my whole reputation was ruined! How can you give your entire being to someone? And they just treat you like your nothing, but another trophy won?"

"Girl you are preaching to the choir. I remember my ex; a tall Dominican brotha that gave me the shivers. I wanted him bad. But I knew I wasn't ready for sex. But he kept forcing the issue, or pressured me into thinking that if I loved him I would do it. I mean I liked the guy; wouldn't call it love tho. Had to cut his ass loose, nobody pushes LeShawna around baby." LeShawna rolled her eyes at the memory. The event took place before her audition with Total Drama. A week later she sent in her audition tape and was casted for the show. When her town found out she was going to be on TV; it was a matter of time before he knew. As expected, he came crawling back to her wanting a second chance. It felt good kicking him to the curb again.

"Well unlike you ladies, Courtney and I lost our virginity to our fellow cast members." Bridgette knew it was too late to take back what she said. The moment she looked at Courtney; Bridge notice the hurt in her eyes and felt sorry for her. That pity soon washed away knowing one thing Courtney hated more, was people pitying her.

Hearing a knock at the door, LeShawna got up to answer. Opening the door to see Gwen, gave her a sister embrace while inviting her in. "Speaking of cast members virginity; we have two people who practically shared the same dick. No offense but I'm speaking pure facts."

"Good to see you too LeShawna. Hi girls and Lindsay?" Gwen also shock to see Lindsay in the room with them.

"Hi Gwen, btw I love the natural hair."

"Uh, thanks. So what this about virginity?" Gwen asked.

"We was just discussing our attempted first times to our potential sex partners." Courtney stated putting the last article of clothing in a drawer.

"Oh, well this is awkward since my first was with Duncan."

"Mines too. He was just community dick…" Courtney regretted what she said.

Lindsay didn't buy it, "well that's not true. If I remember, he was sweet on you Courtney."

"Yeah… So sweet that he ended up cheating on me!"

"You were overbearing, don't take offense Gwen but you were convenience to Duncan. He couldn't handle the stress and pressure you kept influencing on him and found another way out. Sorry but that the way I see it. It was gross to see Gwen together with him; you two seem more like brother and sister, felt like you two we're implementing incest."

Gwen smirk, "wow, never heard you use big words suddenly. You also made valid points and I take no offense in the most clarifying words of directing shade towards me."

"Wasn't trying to pour salt on old wounds! But I saw it for what it was; an escape outlet. Once I had Paris; certain things just made more sense as time moved forward. I already had these thoughts; it just became more… uh what's the word I'm looking for?"

"Paris?" The women asked simultaneously.

"Oh yeah! My daughter, see."

"Aww, she looks just like you!" Gwen said as she saw the Lindsay replicate.

"Yes! My little twin!" Lindsay giggle while staring at more pictures of her daughter.

Hearing everyone converse in further conversation. Courtney went to the bathroom to freshen up. Lindsay words left an impact on Courtney that she just doesn't know how to deal with it. Sure, she also came up with the conclusion that Duncan used Gwen. But to hear it from another person just made it seem so obvious. As she inhale and exhale in deep breathes; Courtney strip to take a quick shower to clean herself off.

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Justin POV:

I knew at a young age that tradition meant everything to my family. Growing up in a huge family in Hawaii, dad was Native American or Indigenous American. Mom was Native Hawaiian; Kanaka Maoli. Decedents of the original Hawaiian islands before as my great grandparents like to call them, "white devils. They taught me the importance of knowing the history of our people as more than just weak peaceful folk that gave up their land. They we're a warrior clan whose name would disappear in the history books. My name Justin Bato, I am no warrior nor was I just a handsome face. My looks got me far in life, now that is something that can be admitted.

"Beautiful Justin, take five!"

From hours of posing in front of a camera. I left from my position to grab me a bottle of water. My life has been okay but became dull through the recent years. Since my reality tv debut; I debuted on my first magazine issue coverage. Became the new face for Calvin Klein. Humble and honor for the chance to model for such a well-known brand. But couldn't take away this feeling like he was not moving forward with my career. Like I was trapped in a never moving pace.

I asked my manager for more role opportunities than just modeling. Sure it is something I am good at, but I feel I can do so much more. Branch out into something new and different. But all that was said in conversation was, "I will look into it okay Justin." Yup that famous line again as I stand face to face with my adoring manager.

"You always say that," I rolled my eyes; "But when is it actually going to get done? I'm tired of being stuck at one spot Miriam." Miriam Young; she has been my manager for the past year and a half. My old manager was able to get me my first magazine coverage, he left due to a family emergency back in his home country. W looked for a replacement and found Miriam. Known to have launch all the top male models at the top of their business career. I had hope she can help me the same way.

But for some reason I couldn't shake the feeling like she was holding me back. This feeling started a few months back and it get stronger as the days continue to go by. "Miriam, I need results."

"So CK isn't results enough? They hired you for the job Justin and you want to know why? Because I worked my ass off to get you where you are today! That one little shoot was a start, now you are in the major leagues! Magazine shoots, clothing ambassador for a major brand, and let's not forgot who is invited for the fashion runway! You want results, well there you have it. Now where the fuck is that new intern, Mackenzie!"

I look to see a woman with baggy clothes coming from the crowd of staff members. Holding a cup of Starbucks coffee, Mackenzie hand the hot cup to Miriam. "What took you so long? I have been waiting for more than twenty minutes. And what did I tell you about coming to work, dress to impress. God I don't even want to be seen with you."

Wow, Justin figure Miriam was ruthless, but was it necessary to be a bitch too?

"I'm sorry aunt Miriam, it wont happen again."

"What did I tell you about calling me your aunt in public! You may be my brother spawn, but you are no family of mine. Don't call me your aunt in public; are we clear." Miriam walked off without a care, truth in the icy words she spoke.

What could I possibly say in this type of situation. From the rumors I recently heard, Miriam family comes from wealth. Her older brother was to be married by some CEO daughter, instead he choose love in a dinner worker. The family not being too happy disowned him and for what I'm seeing in front of me, his daughter will gain the same treatment.

Mackenzie stood unfazed by her aunt words, how long has she endured this kind of abuse? How can she retaliate? I wanted to say something, but what can an outsider like me say to someone who has no part in their family quarrel. "Justin, need you back for the finishing touches!" By the mention of my name, she finally walked away from my sight back into the crowd. It was almost like she was never their to begin with.

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Sierra POV:

In the passenger seat, I was feeling exhausted and overwhelmed. I knew that the reunion was today, wanting to see everyone again after such a long time. Just lack the energy to deal with people today; not really feeling like myself completely. Pulling up to the hotel, exiting the car I found my husband and gave him a loving embrace. As we walk inside hand and hand, the lobby manager greeted us. Escorting to the presidential suite, my loving husband walked to the bathroom and started a bath for me. I look at him with admiration, as he turns the faucet off, walks towards me and gave me a chaste kiss on the lips. Help assist me out of my clothes, now in my bra and lace panties. He gave my ass a hard smack as I giggle with glee. I kiss his lips with more passion that I could barely contain myself. I may have very little energy, but I am never too tired for my husband. Both his hands have a firm grip on my hips, as he lifts me up bridal style in the tub.

I watch in anticipation as he strips off his clothes. God, I do love this man. He treats me like a queen, I only wish I could give him what we both yearn. Four months prior I had another miscarriage, my third one in the last two years we have been married. I blame myself for not being able to carry a child at full term. Broke my heart to see him trying to support me and act brave in the whole ordeal; when I knew he wanted to cry too. He might not say it, but I know he blames himself. Which is not true. I am the one at fault. I lost our children. Our second child hurt the most. It was the only one that we lost knowing what the sex of the child would be. Sometimes I would dream about her. A female version of my husband; with my cheerful outspoken attitude. I was in a depressive state for six months. My husband scheduled a marriage counselor to try and help with our grief. For what it's worth, it did help me. Until I found out I was pregnant again. All that confidence build up, just down the drain.

As his member penetrates my center, I moan in pleasure. Sure he may not be the biggest, but he fills me up fully. He speeds up his trust which left me heaving for breathe. Abruptly sense my uneasiness, he slowed down on his fast love making and took me slow. But I didn't want to go slow, I wanted him to take me faster and faster. He picks up the speed again and went back going slow. Driving me crazy with want. He pulls back slowly, now feeling cold, he maneuver himself to my second hole and pierced me open with no lube. "AHHH FUCK!" Knowing I like rough anal; he made me quiver with delight.

Going slow at first due to the tightness, he picks up the speed and went deep as he has me leaning over the bath tub. "OH YESSSS! Fuck my ass! OHHH Shit…." The last straw was when I felt a hard smack against my left ass cheek. My climax made me feel like I was in heaven and drowsy. Minutes later my husband came as well, coating my asshole with semen.

Helping me clean off my body, carrying me back to the bed like a cherish flower. Wrap in a bath robe, he placed the covers over me as he kiss the top of my forehead. He exits to the bathroom to clean the tub; I felt myself drifting off to sleep. Dreaming about my dear husband, Cody.

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Courtney POV:

When did our love fall apart? why did you drift away from my grasp so coldly? Used to share a loving embrace, now we just argue and debate. I am all for debates but the fighting must come to an end at some point. It would have been easier to punch, kick and scream. But when your heart in pain it takes a toll on your body. Random thoughts flood my mind as it shifts to the past. Having only four boyfriends in my lifespan, none invaded my all my thoughts more than Duncan Matthews. Maybe it's because he was my first lover? Scott doesn't count in my book; sleeping with him once was good enough. Size was also a major factor since he was very much different than Duncan's. Foreplay was absolute garbage. Just everything was wrong with Scott, which later lead to the break-up.

After Scott I dated someone for six months. It all started as friends with benefits type of relationship; and those benefits was worth it. He was a little older in age and the experience shows it. He made me feel things again I haven't felt in a long time. She missed those simple moments but at last though the fairy tail ended. He was still hung up on his ex, which is understandable. I also still linger feelings for my first love. Heart yearning for a certain green spikey haired delinquent.

Those thoughts would have to disperse, let the flame die. They had to go before the feelings go deeper than necessary.

The ladies left for the pool a few hours ago while I was putting on my new bikini. Still lost in thought about our previous conversation. Couldn't help but think about the past and how happy I was. What change and how could it be different. I live my life with no regret. But it seems my life is just full of them nowadays. Putting on my rip jean shorts and an oversize t-shirt over my swimsuit. A touch of my mocha lip gloss and I was ready to go.

Exiting the room I made my way to the pool for some relaxing fun. As I turned the hallway corner for the elevator, to my surprise I bump into Duncan. "For heaven sake, been here for more than ten minutes and already your everywhere I go." I complain, the tip of my nose sting from the clash of his hard chest. Images of him without a shirt graced my thoughts for a brief moment.

"Nice to see you too Princess."

"Don't call me that!" I blushed at my old nickname. He always knew a way to get under my skin.

"Heh I will always call you my princess." Damn him! Calm down heart, do not beat for him.

"Ayo Court! We heading to the pool, is Bridge down there?" Geoff asked as DJ and Trent came into view.

"Hi again Geoff. Yeah she should be there with LeShawna, Gwen and Lindsey" I explained.

"Lindsey?" I giggled at their expression especially Duncan's.

"Turns out she is not such a scatter brain. The years really treated her well."

"Well that's awesome to hear." DJ expressed while his eyes was glued to his phone screen. I heard he got married from Bridgette, unfortunately I couldn't make it due to my busy work schedule when I was working at my parents law firm.

The bell rang for the elevator, as we stepped in I found myself next to Duncan. Why oh why can't I escape from him? As we left the enclosed space, to the hotel pool. Making it to our destination, notice Duncan strip off his white shirt and lord and behold the abs. He wasn't muscular, more muscle lean body type, still very handsome.

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Duncan POV:

Courtney was a stubborn woman, that much I can remember. As I watch Courtney strut around in her bikini, gained all male wondering eyes irking my nerves to a boil. Should have never teased about her t-shirt cover making her look like a spencer. A moment he wished his mouth was shut closed; because the moment he spoke his jaw dropped. The mere vision of her ridiculous figure, tone abs, hourglass waist, her always alluring thick thighs that doesn't stray away from her plump ass. Oh how he missed those juicy cheeks bouncing against his; "Hey sweet cheeks! You new around here?"

Thoughts ruined by the Jersey accent of a scruffy looking guy talking to Courtney. Started to crowd around Courtney along with his boy band friends tailing behind him. Courtney held her ground as the men pick-up lines had no affect on her. Seeing her dismissal having no affect on them, I intervene with my arms around her shoulder. Feeling her tense against me made it hard for me not to tease her. "Hey princess, who are your new friends?"

"Mind your business buddy! We were just havin' a pleasant conversation."

"Well now it can be even more enjoyable with me included."

"Listen fucker, don't cut in on my action. Who are you any's way?"

"Someone who maintains my entire heart and soul..." That caught me by surprise. I didn't expect Courtney to respond in such a way that made me question whether she spoke truth or not. And I wanted her words to have meaning of truth.

"Whateva' the bitch aitn't worth it."

Those words made me loss my cool. As I was about to grab the guy and beat the livin' shit out of him; Courtney decked the guy with a right hook. Feel bad for the poor guy, her hits pack like a hangover on a Saturday night. God she is turning me on. Courtney grasp my hands as she escorted me away from the crowd.

Out of sight away from the pool deck, I felt her glossy lips kiss my cheek. "That is only for helping me with those morons. Don't overthink this simple little gratitude as for something else entirely. Got it!"

This was a moment I was happy to see her scurry away from me. My heart rate quickens as I felt my face flush with delight. I was defeated in the realization that I was still in love with Courtney Marie Daniels.

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Normal POV:

Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry...

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always

"Beautiful..."

Mackenzie was shocked to hear someone behind her, actually listening to her hidden talent. Seeing that it was Justin made her heart stop. She followed his career from the very start, she was the first to start his official fan page. Tho' she would never admit her admiration to him, it was a shocker to find out later in life he would be standing right in front of her.

"Justin, why are you here?"

"I came to check up on you... I mean with that whole situation with Miriam-"

"It's okay. I am used to it. Besides I am not the first person to be fired by a family member... In front a crowd of people." Mackenzie just had an embarrassing moment with her aunt. All because of one mistake, ended up jobless and will suffer those terrible job interviews.

"Still isn't right. All that aside, you have an amazing voice." Justin and Mackenzie blush at the compliment.

"Thank you... I have to go, don't want my aunt to see me loitering around." Mackenzie grabbed her bag getting ready to leave. Mackenzie thought back to a romantic movie she watched with her mom one night, with a boy and a girl talking on a staircase, begging the girl not to leave. Unfortunately this was not a movie.

"You don't have to leave" Justin stated.

"... Goodbye Justin Bato, it was a pleasure to meet you."

Sorry to cut the interaction between Justin and Mack early. Wanted to leave it at a sweet moment of farewells.

Merry Christmas all!

Fun fact this chapter was suppose to be out during thanksgiving week, LOL. But I was having trouble closing the chapter. Here is a character BIO along with a sneak peek of the next chapter. :)

Sierra Alisa Barbosa

TD Appearance: TDR - My Story (Total Drama World Tour)

Born: December 31, 1988

Relationship: Married

Age: 23

BIO: Sierra, a woman who only had eyes of admiration for one man alone. Cody was her world, entire reason to live. Her obsession lead down a dark path of self loathing when coming to terms Cody may never love her back. During a family vacation to visit her grandparents in Cape-Verde; she encounter Cody. That was the best vacation she ever had since that was when her and Cody shared an official kiss of mutual love. From their they started dating for a year before Cody asked Sierra to marry him. As they walked down the isle of matrimony, Sierra found out she was three months pregnant. That same month of the honeymoon stage, they lost their would have been pride and joy. It was a tough year for them. Months after their greatest lost, Sierra was pregnant again with their second child, a soon to be little girl. Six months of joy was stolen when the sight of blood cripple Sierra into fear. Her depression was sicken to watch, now with three miscarriages under her belt. Sierra gave up all hope of having children. Cody than became her pride and joy again, her slight sunshine of happiness.

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