[Y/n Y/l/n's POV]
I went inside the guest room and shut the door. I leaned unto it, pressing my hand over my chest. He likes me? He likes me? Kim Taehyung likes me? A nobody like me? I flopped on the bed and pressed my hand on my face, smiling and kicking on empty air like an idiot. If I say 'yes' to him, then will he be my boyfriend? Just such a simple word will change my life? Whoo... I breathed deeply and calmed myself down. After a while, I ended up giggling. I just feel so glad. All of this are just an imagination that I had after reading thousands of fanfics. Being Kim Taehyung's girlfriend? It was just a pipe dream that I cry about every night knowing it will never be true. I felt tears roll down my cheeks in happiness. Omo... I have never felt this good in my whole life. I felt all the emotions weigh down on me as I felt fatigue take over my body. I slept on the bed, a while later.
I woke up and looked at the time. Oh. It's 12:07 PM. I went down after making sure my appearance doesn't look untidy and saw Taehyung cooking again. My heart skipped a beat. He looked so husband material... He looked up and smiled at me.
"You're awake. I just checked on you earlier. You look so sound asleep." he said.
"Ah... You saw how stupid I look when asleep." I muttered and he chuckled.
"Aniyo. You look so cute." he said and smiled.
I immediately blushed and walked over to prepare the plates and chopsticks. I feel my heartbeat racing being around his presence. Ah... I still feel so awkward about what happened earlier. Omo... Eotteokhae? I let out a breath and shook the thoughts away. Act normal, Y/n. Act normal. We ate after he finished cooking. I ate with shaking hands from the awkwardness. Uwu... I feel so nervous, I'm gonna die. We were halfway finished eating, when he called.
"Y/n." he called out and my heart almost jumped off my chest.
"Y-Yes?" I answered in surprise.
"Ya, you look so red. Do you have a fever?" he asked and leaned over to press his hand on my forehead.
"O-Oh? I don't feel ill." I answered.
"Yeah. Your temperature's fine." he said.
I bit my lip. I know the reason for this stupid red face.
"Oh, yeah. As I was about to say, have you thought about it?" he asked with a smile.
"Thought about what? Um... about what you asked?" I replied.
"Exactly. Is it a 'yes'?" he asked with cute and expectant eyes.
"Um... Obviously, I would never reject you, so..." I said and trailed off, feeling it hard to say the word 'yes'.
"So, it's a 'yes'?" he confirmed and smiled brightly.
"Um..." I muttered and nodded, avoiding his eyes.
"Yes!" he said and stood up, dancing crazily.
I also smiled and honestly, I wanna scream in happiness too, but I just bit my lip and suppressed it. He turned to me and smiled widely.
"I wanna hug you right now, but we're still in the middle of lunch so I'll abstain myself." he said and sat back down.
We continued eating with happy and awkward smiles. After a while, we finished eating and I took my plate to the sink. After I put it down, before I could even get the chance to turn around, I felt his arms around me. I felt my breath get caught in my throat, and I slowly turned around. I felt all the blood rush to my face at how close our faces are. His eyes are staring intensely at mine and I swallowed in nervousness. He slowly leaned over, his eyes starting to close and I felt my heart pounding fast. My eyes widened and I quickly panicked. I put my hands on his chest and lightly pushed him away, knowing that my mental state won't be able to take it if he tries to kiss me.
"W-W-Wait! I-I'm not ready, I'm sorry." I said quickly, pushing him away.
"Huh? O-Oh, I'm sorry. I just got lost in the moment, I'm so sorry." he said, and distanced himself awkwardly.
We both blushed and the air became really awkward. Was it a wrong idea to reject him? Oh dang, I'm so stupid...
[Meanwhile, Kim Taehyung's POV]
Was it a wrong idea to kiss her? Oh gosh, I'm so stupid. I thought it would be alright to do so... That she would just probably lean over too and kiss me back. I cleared my throat and gathered up my courage to glance at her. I should say something to change the topic.
""I'll wash the dishes.""
We both looked at each other. Did we just say the exact same thing? What a coincidence. Maybe I should go and let her do so. Maybe that's the correct decision. It would just take long if we get polite to each other and argue on who should do the certain chore.
""Okay, go ahead.""
We looked at each other again. T-This is getting really really awkward. We both looked down with awkward smiles.
"Um, m-maybe I should just..." she started.
"Um, yeah, I'm sorry. I-I'll just leave it to you. Thanks..." I answered.
"Sure, no problem..." she said and I left immediately.
Is dating really this awkward? Um, we just started anyway. But man, what a bad start. Maybe I shouldn't have really tried to kiss her. Argh, I'm so stupid. But, maybe if we get more comfortable with the new change and with each other, this awkwardness will dissipate. I should be the one taking the lead. I'm a man after all. I should try and settle this over. I think we were less awkward when we were still friends... What should I do? Shall I go and be sweet to her? Shall I break the ice? Shall I go and act normally like we were never awkward from the start? I waited in the living room for her to finish the dishes. After a while, she finished and came to the living room. I looked up and smiled. She smiled back and slowly sat beside me. As I opened my mouth and was about to say something, she interrupted.
"Tae?" she called out.
"Oh. Yeah?"
"Um, I would like to talk about what happened earlier." she said.
"Huh? Which earlier?"
"About what you said about me not to leave Korea."
She turned to look at me intensely.
"What about it?" I asked.
"You know that I have to leave right? That, we have to listen to Bang PD-nim?" she said.
"I still don't want you to go, but..."
"Tae, relax. We'll see each other again. It's not the end." she said and held my hand, smiling brightly.
I squeezed her hand back and breathed slowly.
"Okay. I'll prepare your flight for you. You can go and start packing." I said and smiled.
"Okay. Thank you." she answered.
She went and started packing her stuffs while I booked her flight for her. The next day, we woke up early so I could take her to the airport. The car stopped in front of the airport and we both turned to look at each other. Sadness was visible in both of our eyes. I quickly wrapped my arms around her and she hugged me back tightly. I slowly pulled back.
"Can I kiss you? I-I won't if you still feel awkward..." I asked.
Her cheeks flushed and she nodded. I smiled and we both slowly leaned over. I kissed her slow and she kissed me back, hesitating a little. I pulled her closer and she shivered under my touch. Seconds later, I pulled back.
"I'm gonna miss you. Call me as soon as you land." I said.
"I will. I'm gonna miss you too, Tae." she answered.
"I love you. A lot." I said intensely.
She looked shocked at what I said and she finger combed her hair consciously. She smiled shyly at me and held my hand.
"I love you more." she answered before letting go of my hand and opening the car door.
She went to the trunk to get her travelling bag before waving at me goodbye. I watched her go inside the airport and I feel warmth in my chest. She sure is a good kisser.
I drived back home and the house feels weirdly empty. I miss her already. I long for her, but, I don't feel that sad anymore. We'll surely see each other again soon. We will live a happy ever after life. Oh yeah. I forget to actually tell the members that we were already dating! I should tell them. They will surely flip out.
[7 years later]
"So everyone, the song I wrote was all about-" I started when the door suddenly opened.
I turned to look and it was Y/n. She quickly put her hand on her mouth in surprise.
"Sorry. Am I interrupting? I should leave." she whispered.
"No, no. It's okay. Come in." I said and smiled.
I turned to the camera. I am actually in the middle of a Vlive. I was explaining to them about the song that I wrote.
"Ah. Sorry everyone. My beautiful wife is actually here." I said.
The chats exploded with:
"OMG! Can I please see even just her back?"
"Can I please hear her voice?"
"Please tell her ARMYs said 'hi' :)"
"Hi Tae-Tae's wife. Don't listen to sasaengs. ARMYs love you *kiss emoji*"
Bang PD-nim doesn't want us to reveal Y/n's information for the sake of her safety. Though, ARMYs want to see her a lot. Many accepted our marriage, but displeasure can't be avoided. Some posted a lot of "Omo, how I cried a lot. But I'm happy for them. :')" The social media was a real mess. Haha.
"You wanna see her back? Okay. Jagi, they wanna see your back. ARMYs are also saying 'hi'." I said.
"Oh? Okay. Tell them I said 'hello'." she answered and smiled.
She turned around so her back is facing me and I faced the camera to her.
"ARMYs, she said 'hello'." I said.
I faced the camera back to me.
"Jagiya, you can turn around now." I said.
The chats showed:
"Her back is sexy"
"Nice body *wink emoji*"
"Her back is pretty, how much more is her face?!"
"She said hello to us... Omo, saranghae Tae's wifeu!"
"She is so precious. Tae-oppa, please tell her how much we love her!"
I smiled and looked at Y/n.
"Jagi. ARMYs said they love you so much." I said.
"I love you too!" she answered with a smile.
I looked at the camera.
"She said 'I love you too'." I said.
The chats continued flooding and after a while, I continued the topic about my song. I ended the Vlive after 20 more minutes. I put down the camera and turned to Y/n who sat at the bedroom couch, reading a book.
"Y/n-ah." I called out.
She looked at me and I spread my arms, signalling her that I wanna cuddle. She smiled and quickly put down the book she is reading. She quickly walked towards me and I wrapped my arms around her, while laying down at the same time. She snuggled at my warmth and I kissed the top of her head.
"Y/n, don't you wanna sleep yet?" I asked.
"It's still around 9:30." she said.
"You should sleep early. For the sake of our little baby." I whispered and caressed her tummy.
She is pregnant, and the little cutie is still 2 months old.
"Oh yeah. For the sake of little Tae-Tae. I bet it's gonna look like you." she said and smiled.
"It's gonna look like you too. I bet it's gonna have your eyes. Or your cute nose." I said and nuzzled my nose against hers making her giggle.
"No, I want little Tae-Tae to have your eyes." she said and trailed her fingers on my arms until it reached my shoulders.
"But I want it to have your smile. The cute smile that has always made my heart race." I said and gave her a peck.
She giggled again. A while later, she stretched her back and turned to me again.
"Don't you wanna sleep too? You must have forgotten that you have a flight tomorrow." she said.
"Honestly, I don't want to go... Don't you think we have to tell Bang PD-nim about your pregnancy? So I could stay here and take care of you?" I said and looked at her worriedly.
"I'm fine. I know how to take care of myself. Plus, I could ask any of my friends to help me." she said reassuringly.
"But... *sighs* Okay. Take good care of yourself. I can't wait to see our little Tae-Tae." I said and caressed her hair.
"Give me a good night kiss. I'm sleepy." she said and smiled cutely.
"Aigoo. You don't have to seduce me with your cute smile. I will always give you your good night kiss." I said and grinned before kissing her.
She kissed me back and we slowly pulled back seconds later. She cuddled closer and buried her face in my chest as we slowly fell asleep.
