Sorry I have been offline for some time, I had some writers block and I also got a bit busy. Here is our latest chapter. I will have more soon, hopefully you enjoy this one, leave your reviews. Here is a warning, it does contain some Lemons, and if you aren't comfortable with it you can gloss over the beginning. Otherwise this chapter might not be for you. The direction of the story is starting to progress and hopefully you all enjoy this one, it's not a long one, but it's a foundation for what's to come between Bella and Jasper, and Bella and Paul. Thanks Guys :)

Chapter 10

BPOV

I couldn't control myself. Jasper, was being vulnerable with me. He was being open and strangely honest in his own way. And I gave in to what I felt. I couldn't deny the strange amounts of chemistry between us. And the way my heart pounded whenever he was around me. I don't know why I let it get to this point. He had gotten strangely aggressive, like there was some kind of force that had taken over him, I had hit him in the process. That's my defence mechanism. But then he broke down, and sobbed. And he was just. There's something about Jasper that I couldn't understand, but that something, made me feel warm inside. We were still laying on my bed kissing, and had been for the last ten minutes, only stopping to catch our breath. His touch, although cold, electrified me. He placed soft kisses along my collar bone, and I sighed. I've never kissed anyone before, and now I've kissed Paul and Jasper. I know I should stop kissing Jasper, I should stop what I'm doing, because I have kissed Paul, but I honestly can't. I wonder if being a normal teen was normally like this. Jasper moved from my collarbone to my neck. His hands were drifting from my hips to my waist and then under my shirt. I shifted in his lap, to give him room to move down my neck. His kisses were so soft. He tugged at the hem of my shirt and I pulled it off.

"Jasper," I whispered as he kissed down my skin and settled in between my breasts. He rested his hands on my chest and looked up into my eyes.

"You're so beautiful." He sighed. He took my mouth with his, and he slipped his tongue down my throat. I sucked on his tongue, and let my hand drift lower. I slipped my hand down his pants and his briefs. I wrapped my hand around him and tugged slowly. I had no idea what I was doing, but I figured I must have been doing something right, because Jasper was groaning like crazy. I picked up speed and his cock twitched in response. He threw his head back and breathed heavily

"Ungh Bella," he whispered. He slammed his mouth onto mine and his hands were ravaging my chest. It didn't hurt, it felt entirely right. I sighed into his mouth, and he took one of his hands and placed it between my legs. He lifted my skirt and slipped his hand down my underwear. I held my breath as he gently placed his fingers on my clit. I opened my eyes, and saw Jasper looking at me, his pupils were dilated and full of lust.

"More," I mumbled and Jasper smirked. He slipped two fingers inside me, and my wetness immediately soaked his hand. "Ugh, Jasper," I moaned softly. He muffled my moans with his mouth, and I felt his tongue down the back of my throat. We were like that for what felt like forever, until finally Jasper caved to the feel of my hands. I sped up my movements, and Jasper sped up his. We didn't leave each other's mouths, as we sent one another into climax. Our moans muffled by our tongues. It was … heavenly. By the time Jasper finished, I was still clenching Jasper's hand, and he sped up until finally, I let out my last heaving breath and my body collapsed onto his. He laid back, pulling me into his embrace and he kissed my forehead. We laid silently in each other's arms for a while.

"Bella," Jasper said.

"Yes Jasper?" I asked.

"There's something I need to tell you." He said. He was quiet, and seemed kind of, scared.

"What?" I asked.

"I'm not a normal kind of guy. You might have noticed, that I'm fast, and strong, I'm pretty cold to the touch." He said. The worried look didn't leave his face and now I was beginning to worry.

"I thought that was just a Fork's thing," I said. I was confused. What was he going to?

"It's not just a Fork thing Bella, it's a vampire thing." He said. I narrowed my eyes in confusion, and sat up.

"A vampire thing?" I asked.

"Yes Bella, you've seen a werewolf, but they aren't the only supernatural thing in Forks. I'm a vampire, and I'm not the only one." Jasper said.

"Not the only one?" I asked softly.

"Nope, my whole family is too, and James, he's one as well," Jasper said. Now it all made sense. "We aren't supposed to tell people about us, but I don't know how well I can keep this secret from you. You're very important to me Bella, I've never been good at emotions and stuff, and for the first time in a long time, all of my emotions, they make sense again." He said. I don't think I get the emotion thing, but I understand the vampire thing now.

"What do you mean, your emotions make sense?" I asked.

"I am an empath, some vampires have special gifts or powers you can call them. I can feel people's emotions, and I can change people's emotions. I sometimes have trouble reading yours. Which is why I thought that maybe you weren't human. That and beside the fact that you can hit me and I'll feel it, that you can actually fight James, and because you're alive after you were almost dying when I first found you, and you were completely healthy only a few weeks later, after you disappeared." Jasper said.

"Oh, I didn't think that stuff was noticeable." I said, trying to take the focus off of me.

"It's very noticeable Bella, well to someone like me it's very noticeable." He said gently. Now I know about him, I don't know if I am ready to talk about me. A vampire?! This town was nuts. What was I doing here?

"Why are you not freaking out about this Bella?" Jasper sat up and looked at me. We had just shared something so intimate, so personal, and he just admitted that he's not human, in fact he's actually dead.

"I'm not even sure I'm processing it normally to be honest. Everything happened so fast just before and then you completely opened up to me and dropped some serious truth. I think I'm yet to process all that. My mind is going a thousand miles a minute. I'm new to this town and yet somehow, I've gotten tied up with a vampire and a werewolf. I came here to try to be a normal teenager. How am I supposed to do that now?" I asked. I was starting to panic, so much information, and emotions were boiling around in me and I couldn't figure out how to cool them down.

"I guess it is a lot to drop on you. I don't have the best track record of taking a slow pace." Jasper said quietly. "But you're taking it so well for a mortal. That is if you are a mortal," his tone changed, his eyes darkened, and I suddenly felt the urge to move away from him. I breathed slowly, and eyed him down.

"Jasper," I whispered. He moved closer to me and there was no denying the sudden dread I felt in my stomach. His emotions were everywhere. Flashes of anger and sadness hit me and I don't think he was controlling it.

"This was a mistake." He said forcefully. I couldn't figure out his sudden change of mood. "You and I, we aren't a thing. Stay away from me Bella, and the next time James comes for you, don't count on me protecting you." Jasper stood up. And jumped out the window, taking off into the shadows. I sat on my bed very confused, and slightly annoyed. How dare he touch me like that, and then just run off telling me to stay away from him? What was his problem? If he wants me to stay away then I will.

JPOV

My emotions were uncontrollable. I couldn't control them. I couldn't control myself and what I would do to her. I had to get away. Why was this happening to me? I finally got to touch her. I felt so many emotions in that moment. She was mine. And I wanted more of her. Even now, I wanted her. I was hiding out in the forest. I had been running and swinging through the trees for hours, trying to get myself under control. The more I thought about her the more my emotions went spiralling. UGH. I kicked a tree and it went skittering smashing into the floor with an earth shattering CRUNCH! I heaved heavily. I crouched low listening to the night, in a stupid attempt to calm my emotions. Night owls softly hooting, leaves swaying in the breeze, and footsteps? I focussed on them, and tilted my head to smell. No blood, no heartbeat.

"Jasperrrr." The low twang told me exactly who it was. I turned around to face him.

"James," I spat. "What brings you to the Forks Forest, shouldn't you be out preying on unsuspecting humans for fun?" He laughed a deep rumble that smacked me.

"I should, HA, but there's something I want more." He narrowed his eyes at me. "Bella." he whispered. My blood starting boiling and he could sense it. "What is it about her that gets you so flustered? Is it her warmth, or is it that she's a challenge? Maybe it's because she's something more to you Jasper hm? Maybe it's because she's the first human you've ever felt something for, something un-vampire like? You don't want her for her blood do you? Even though she's so irresistible? I know what it is about her that entices you Jasper." He said smirking.

"What are you even talking about James? Get out of here." He was getting to me. He knew it. Why was I just letting him stand there? I should just remove his head from his shoulders and light him up right here right now, but I couldn't bring myself to let the rage out, I couldn't this whole forest would be flattened if I did. And I was trying to learn to control my anger.

"She's your mate Jasper." James said cockily laughing. The words, they wouldn't register. But then they did. And I fell to the floor. All the emotions from earlier on when I touched her, held her against me, felt her, they flooded me. She was… mine. Whatever she was, whatever past she had, I didn't care, not anymore, she was mine. Truly mine.

"Problem is," James went on. "I want her to be my mate." He laughed again. And everything as I knew it, went black.

JPOV

My eyes shot open. The world's colour was coming back into view. I looked around. It was early morning. My phone buzzed. A text from an unknown number.

THIS ISN'T OVER JASPER, you may have bested my last night. But Bella will be mine and then you will regret everything.

Must have been from James, but I don't even know what happened last night, the world went black. And Bella? I ruined everything with her, only to find out from my biggest enemy, that she was my mate. Everything made complete sense, the way I couldn't control my emotions around her, the way I was beyond protective of her despite barely even knowing her, the way I could easily throw myself into kissing her and not even think of any consequences, the way I just pour myself out to her and reveal a secret that could have massive repercussions. What will my family think? I stood up from the floor, and sniffed the air. The forest was still intact, so I must not have gone full God of War on James. But I certainly went Major Whitlock on his ass. I smirked thinking about it. What do I do about Bella? Will she forgive me? Why do I even care? Oh right, she's my mate. Have to remember that a bit more often. And I need to get my emotions in check. And to do that I have to get away. I have to give myself a chance to get everything under control before I face her again. I can't tell her she's my mate, she won't understand. Plus she probably hates me after last night. Getting away, will give her time to forget about what happened, so that when I come back, she won't hate me when I try to talk to her. I texted Carlisle, saying I won't be home for a while, that I need to go hunt, and need some time for me, to control my emotions after they've been going haywire, and I don't want affect any of the other students or our family. He understood that I need time to resolve my issues, so I was in the clear.

I took off deep into the forest, and made my way south, avoiding the land of the wolves. When I get back. I'm going to sort everything.