"Rose, what are you on about?" It was Dimitri. It had been about a week since we picked up his family and some things had happened. Dimitri andI had spent a lot of time with them, Olena had been like an extra mother for me and super supportive of us, watching us train, she had been wonderful. Katarina had she too been supportive and got along with Lissa a lot. Viktroia had been keeping up her training by joining me and Dimitri, she was great and I could see that Dimitri was proud. Paul often followed Dimitri everywhere, he found Christian and Eddie so cool. Sonya on the other hand had been a bit hostile towards me, not talking to me and when she had to she had an attitude that could almost rival mine. This morning when I was getting back from training I heard a voice that was speaking in russian. Sonya was standing around the corner speaking on her phone. I did not understand but hering the name Tasha and Dimitri got me curious. Sonya started talking in english, so the other person thought had a hard time with russian or she was talking to someone else.

"Tasha you need to make an outer try... Because he can't be with someone like that... HE only thinks he loves her, she has brainwashed him…Oh come on Tasha… Yes she is that bad, a tramp… he wants kids and she can't provide that… grate, see you soon" the call ended. I could not let her see me, not after that call. Tasha, was she trying to get rid of me and get Tasha into Dimitris life. I ran back to the gym hoping Dimitri had not left yet. I saw him just as he walked out of the gym with his mother.

"Dimitri!" I called. I ran right up to them and told them what I heard. And that is why we soon found us in the guest house, in Sonyas and Katarinas room. Sonya did not deny anything. Her reasoning was that, with Tasha Dimitri could get everything he wanted without shame of it being me.

Dimitri was not happy with her, speaking fast and loud in russan to her.

The outer in his family let us be for now, letting us talk to Sonya alone.

"Comrade," I said calmly. He turned towards me questionaly.

"She is doing this for you, all she wants is that you get everything life can offer you. I get it, I wish I could give you Children, a family and not be the reason for you to lose your reputation. Even if I don't agree or want to be separated from you I can understand her" I said. Dimitris eyes soffend.

" I know Roza, I do understand. But I don't like the Idea of them conspiring against us. I know there is no ill will in it but I have made my choice and it will always be you Roza'' He turned towards Sonya agein. "I understand way you did this but you have to understand that I made my choice and Roza will always be that choice. No she cant give me children, but as long as they are not hers I don't want them. I love her with all my heart and nothing could or will change that."

"I understand Dimka, I am sorry. It's just that I want you to have everything you ever wanted. I just don't like the fact that she is your student and if this comes out you, both of you, will fall for it and I don't like it. I am sorry Rose, I don't dislike you, I am just worried." Sonya said.

"I know," I said.

"Rose, I think I should talk to my sister alone. " Dimitri said.

"Ofcourse" I said. I turned to walk when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"I know that it hurts you, that you can't give me children but as I said, if they are not your I don't want them." Dimitri said and kissed my cheek.

I knew this, Dimitri and I had talked about it once before but it was even now a bit of a sore subject.

"I know" I told him before walking out of there, letting them talk alone. I did not know what to do now. I did not feel like going to the rest of his family and I did not feel like talking to Lissa right now. Yes she was my best friend but after this afternoons adventure I feel a little emotionally raw. I walked slowly back towards my room, thinking about the fact that I being a Dhampire and Dimitris student could destroy his life if this came out, I could not give him the most fundamental wishes, to have children. It hurt like hell that I could not give this to him, I had never thought about having children before Dimitri but now I could not deny wanting them with him. I got to my room without really realising that I had walked, so in my own thought. I lay down on my bed, I could not stop the self destructive thoughts. I did not notice when I fell asleep but soon I found myself in a mansion with big windows. The sun was shining.

"Something is wrong" Adrian stood beside me but watched me rader then out the windows.

"Not wrong exactly just something I can't do." I said.

"Talk to me Rose. We are still friends" He said. Should I tell him, will he look down to me, would he understand.

"Dimitri wants kids and I can't give them to him. Being with me stops him from getting something he really wants. Of Course he knew this and actively made a choice to give up children to be with me. He gave it up for me and I don't know that I can live with feeling like I am taking this away from him." I told him. I must have caught him a little off guard, not realising I would answer his question.

"Rose, I watch you two, all the time. I have never seen two auras fitting more together than yours. Dimitri never looks as happy with anyone as he is with you. It was my heart to know that he loves you so much. He made his chise, don't question it, it cant have been easy for him but he did make a choice. You are not worried that he will be hurt, you are worried that he will realise that you aren't enough anymore and leave you. I can't say that I understand but I what I can tell you is that if I ever would find a love like the one you two have I could never let it go" He had hit the nail on the head with this.

"Thank you" I said.

"I should let you go back to sleep. Take it easy Rose. If he ever left he is the loser." Adrian said before dissolving the dream.

I soon woke up from a knock on my door. I took myself out of bed, over to the door. Dimitri stood there looking at me. His face not showing anything. He took a step inside and I let him.

He did not say anything for a time, I did not know why but a feeling inside me was telling me that something was wrong.

"Adrian found me" Dimitri said and turned towards me. "He told me what you had said. I will not question your fear, I can see why. I can't say it does not hurt that you question my choice. What I will tell you is that there is no one else for me Roza. You are it, you are everything. I got the choice to have children and I still choose you, you have my heart and my soul in your hands. I could never give you up without killing myself." he said and pulled me into his arms, holding me hard to his chest. "You my Roza is everything I ever could want. When I say that I chose you I meen all of you even if we can't have kids. You are mine, my all and my life." I felt tears run down my cheeks. I never cried normally.

"You are my everything too" I answered him through my tears. He soon took me to my bed, laid down and held me to him.

We laid there for the rest of the night, holding each other, in eachothers arms.