Bella, my best friend and sister, is about to die abs it's all our fault. If we didn't let Edward guilt us into leaving Forks, Bella wouldn't be planning to die. I pick up her letter and smell it before opening it and reading it.
(Letter) (thoughts)
Dear Alice ( Pixie)
Hey, once I see you again, Bella, I'm dragging you shopping as payback for calling me that!
I've tried so many times to get in contact with you but it's like you've fell off the face of the earth. At first I thought you hadn't got any internet to receive my emails, calls and texts but then I realised that Edward had told me that I have no soul and it'd be like you've never existed so you had to cut off all ties to me so that's why you never replied to me. I was an idiot for thinking that any of you actually cared for me. You only put up with me because of Edward, that's all I was to you, your brothers girlfriend and I bet he paid you to be friends with me because I've got no friends. You were the closest one that I felt I close to, aside from Edward. How is he by the way? Does he hate me? Of course he hates me. Why did he leave me in woods alone? He knows that I have a fear of being in the woods without him.
He left you in the woods when he knows that you're scared to go without him? I'll that son of a bitch as soon as Emmett had had his fun with him! He didn't pay me to be your friend, I did it willingly. You should know that no one could pay me to be your sister. Silly, little sister. Edward doesn't hate you, he's just concerned about you being around us for so long.
I wish you would've said goodbye. That way I could've prepared myself for a life without you which I now have. I really miss you and would do anything to see you again.
I'd do anything to see you again, little sister.
Alice, you know that you're my best friend right? As my best friend and sister, you were supposed to protect me, that's what you all said on the baseball field the night James and Victoria came. Remember when I got bit and James broke my leg? I knew that all of you would do anything in your power to keep me safe and you did until until Edward took me into the woods to tell me that you'd all be leaving town.
And that's why we had to leave: to protect you.
Why would you leave me? I've had thoughts but none of them seem believable. Ali, I need you, I'm on the verge of dying and I just want to see you and my family again before I die. You'll actually be happy knowing that I'd be dead soon. We all knew that it wasn't safe for me to know about you guys.
So my last question to you is this: why did you not deny that you were vampires when I discovered it?
We didn't deny it because you knew that we'd be lying and what kind of first impression would they make for you?
I love you, big sister. Please keep the family in line when I'm dead.
YOU'RE NOT GOING TO DIE, ISABELLA
Ali, can you see my future anymore?
I can see bits and pieces of it but that's pretty much it, I'm sorry, little sister.
I'll always love you forever, Alice.
Love you too, little sister
Isabella Marie Swan.
Isabella Marie Cullen.
I notice Bella's tear on the bottom of the paper, she was crying while she was writing this. I lean into my husband after I've finished reading. I can't believe she called me pixie, just wait until I see her. "Alice?" My mate whispers softly. I look at him, my lips quivering, Jasper immediately hugs me without question. "Shh, it'll be okay. We'll save her, I promise." It's just an empty promise. I won't believe it until it happens. "I don't know what I'd do if she died, Jazz, I just don't." I breathe in his scent as it relaxes me. It's Rose's turn to read her letter. We all know that Bella and Rose weren't exactly close but they were friendly whenever they saw each other. What's in her letter?
