Chapter Warnings: Sexual terms and mentions. Sexual activities. Also, its just a long chapter so strap in!

Risa Koizumi POV

Haha. I knew something Otani didn't. My plan was to evilly keep him guessing the whole time we were going out this weekend.

When he would come back to our hometown for the weekend it was awesome, because we could do stuff both days, Saturday and Sunday, because he could just stay the night at home. We couldn't hang out like in private at either of our houses, but we could at least see each other both days without someone having to travel back and forth.

Since school had started in the spring he'd only come back about one time and was kind of busy with family stuff. So, this time I was hoping we get to spend time together.

Over text, we made a deal: he'd pick out what we were doing Saturday and I'd decide on Sunday. I chose the last day so I could wait until then to tell him what Nobuko told me. Haha.

He, of course, decided on the usual karaoke and arcade hopping. The literal only thing he ever wanted to do. Which was fine since I enjoyed it so much too.

The whole time he was asking me, "What was your good news? What was the news?" And I just wasn't answering hahaha.

At one point he said, "I'm not buying you a soda unless you tell me!"

And I just started giggling. I got up out of my seat and teased, "Okay, then I'll buy it, cause I'm not telling~" I reached into my pocket for some coins, but nothing was there. "Oops. I didn't bring any money…" I cringed at him sitting down across from me, "Guess I'm not thirsty then."

He rolled his eyes. He pulled out his wallet from his back pocket, "Ugh I swear, you're so scatterbrained."

"Shut up!" I yelled back, "You're the stupid one who doesn't know the news!" Glaring, he handed me some money.

"Just get me one too, alright?" He tilted his head up, shooing me away.

Giggling, I told him, "Okay!"

That night, after he had walked me back to my house and before we parted ways, him and I hovered at my front gate. We had been talking about something, but I can't really remember what anymore. It was probably about music or something, but clearly, it was unimportant.

I looked lovingly at him ahead of me as his sentence came to an end. His hand was holding mine. As he stepped up onto the curb to open the gate, I squeezed his hand a little.

He turned, and I stared into his eyes. My heart was totally falling. I loved being around him so much. Even if we bickered the whole time or he called me stupid and scatterbrained. Even if he labeled me a giant or a giraffe, I wouldn't really care. Maybe I was just a big fool. But, I really loved him. I wanted to spend all my time with him.

A little confused, Otani met my glance. At first, he looked at me like something was wrong, but then a small, happy smirk appeared on his face. He pulled me in closer. His other hand fell on my arm.

He was a bit more boosted up than usual, standing in the curb, but I was still definitely taller.

Otani leaned in and up, and gave me a passionate kiss goodnight. I sighed out as I kissed him back. I wrapped my hand around his side, curving him into me.

After a few moments, he broke the kiss. He held me in a hug. His head resting on my chest. Squeezing me close, he muttered, "Night Koizumi."

"Goodnight," I whimpered, but I felt like I could start sobbing. "I love you!" I cried out.

His hand rubbed my back, soothingly. He spoke into my shoulder, "We'll see each other tomorrow. It's okay."

"Okay…" I whined, digging my face down into his neck. "I just…" I took a big heavy breath.

Up and down, he gently stroked my back as we hugged and held each other. "I know."

I let out through holding my tears back, "I want to be with you every day."

"I know," he repeated, almost in agreement rather than understanding.

I grabbed him tighter, and asked a question I had never flat out asked before. Usually, we danced around this topic in jokes and codes, "Don't you wish we could see each other more?"

His face pressed into my body, like he was hiding from me. Or maybe, he was seeking comfort from me. Not sure… Then, before ending the night he answered, "Yeah, I do."

For a moment he just stayed there.

I was forced to believe what he was saying. Figuring Otani out has always been so hard for me. Rarely does he express his feelings towards me. Usually, it's in our most intense moments. Like when we got back together right before his finals, Otani told me, "It turns out I love you more than I thought." And he hugged me just like this. Even though he was not the kind of boyfriend to be proclaiming his love for me every day, when stuff like this happened, how was I supposed to doubt him?

I figured he probably loved me, but you know it would be nice to hear it a little bit more.

And it'd be nice if he didn't try to take it back the next day!

The next day, Sunday morning, I woke up all excited and ready to share the information Nobuko told me. I decided our date today would be a picnic! I spent the last night and that morning preparing lunch for both him and I. Then, I called him and told him to meet me at the park.

The date went well. We were having fun talking about basic stuff, like people walking by or the flowers around us. He told me about this past week at school and I filled him in on my life. Eventually, he asked again, "Dare I ask… what this news you were gushing about over the phone?"

"I was not gushing!" I smacked him playfully with my chopsticks. "But…" A huge grin appeared on my face, accompanied by evil laughter.

Blank faced, his mouth and eyes went flat, "...What…"

I snickered, then spoke in my version of a flirty and super mysterious voice, "I know a time that we can be alone together," then I leaned in, down near his ear, and tried to whisper, but my excitement got the best of me, "~in private~"

Ruining any sex appeal, I laughed right after I said it. But, I caught Otani chuckling too, into his hand.

I wrapped my arm around him, "What's so funny?" His laughing got louder.

He waved me off, "Nothing, nothing." Putting his lunch down, he turned and looked at me, almost suggestively. I hadn't seen him this way before really, maybe it was a little like the second time he kissed on the roof, right after the first time. He told me, with a hint of playful doubt and hopeful sarcasm, "I know somewhere we could be alone right now," his eyes glanced down at his legs, "Not for long though, so there would be no worries about going too far…"

Oh.

He was staring back up at me.

Hmm.

I didn't think that was coming.

"But…" I whimpered, "Aren't you curious about what I know?"

He let out one big laugh, "Yeah, of course I am! Ha. Are you mad I stole your moment?" He giggled.

I squinted my eyes at him, "Ugh. Where's this place you know?"

He answered simply, like it was nothing, "My house. My mom and sister are at a play." He shifted his shoulders, "They won't be gone forever, but it's a little time, if you wanted."

He left it up to me.

"Okay, fine," I bugged my eyes out and folded my arms, "But I'm not telling you about my thing until after. You're gonna be dying to know."

Packing up his lunch and wrapping up mine for me, he said half-standing, "Oh yeah, totally." He mockingly begged me, "Please tell me!"

I rolled my eyes, but we were both laughing as we got up and left the park en route to his house. I don't know how I agreed so fast, but I didn't feel nearly as scared as I did last time. This weekend I wasn't expecting anything to happen between us. So, maybe the fact that I did not have all week to overthink everything really helped calm my nerves.

This time, I decided, carrying our boxes of half-eaten food away, I would just try to have a good time.

"Otani," I mumbled his name, while we walked side by side. He looked up at me and I turned my head to him.

"Hm?"

Smiling, I told him, "Let's just have fun this time."

A grin beamed across his face, "Yeah!"

Atsushi Otani POV

I brought Koizumi back to my house. It was a kind of risky move. I knew my sister and my mom would be out for quite a while, but if anything happened, like I don't know the play was canceled or the trains shut down, we'd be in big trouble.

It was around 2:30 now, and they said the play started at 3. So, maybe we'd have until around dinner time. I don't know. Everything was such a gamble. But I made the move anyway.

Koizumi and I had been alone in my childhood bedroom dozens of times. Hell, that's apparently where we had our first kiss. Not that I remember. My freaking fever!

Stepping in with her this time, I couldn't believe how much had changed since then between us.

Back then I was telling her, "I mean look at us. We're all alone in my bedroom and I'm not feeling any urge to make any kinda move on you." I remember adding in a, "And that's a pretty big problem."

Whatever my problem was, I definitely got over it, because here we were in my room so many months later and I was dying to put the moves on her. Maybe I finally got over my break up, or maybe Koizumi finally won me over completely.

She had kissed me one more time after that, while shouting at me. It was then, in the classroom all alone, she told me that I had stolen her first kiss. And then, and then… she grabbed me by my collar and kissed me, as she yelled at me about how she was quitting.

Her words played through my head for the longest time, "'Cuz even when you were all hot and dizzy with a fever you didn't see me as a girl. Not even for a split second." All I could think, stunned on the ground, was how that wasn't exactly true. She was crying, "No matter how long I stay in love with you nothing's gonna change between us, is it? Then I quit."

She was screaming at me. I couldn't get a word in and I didn't know how to say what I might have wanted to, "I quit! I'm through with this! I'm gonna quit being in love with you, so there!"

In my bedroom, I took a glance over at her. She was placing the box lunches she made on the table in the middle of my room. One hit the side of the table and bounced onto the floor. Koizumi bent down to pick it up, muttering and cursing to herself.

Suddenly, I felt the urge to hug her from behind. Wrapping my arms around her waist, she questioned me, "Huh?"

"Thanks for not quitting on me."

She chuckled, looking at the mess on the floor, "But I did quit."

I laughed too, "Yeah, but not for long."

She swiped at the box and picked up. I let her go, standing back up. She turned to face me after placing the box on the table and dumping the crumbs inside.

We both breathed out giggles. I looked over her. I'm sure I had a dirty-perverted kind of expression on my face, because Koizumi folded her arms over her stomach and said, "What?"

"Nothing," I smiled, lips shut and breathing out my nose.

She blushed, "Well, you're staring at me!"

I laughed lightly under my breath, then moved my eyes to my bed, which I actually made for once. How lucky! Or maybe… I did realize something like this was a possibility this morning and thought ahead.

She whipped her back to look where I was. She noticed the bed and I saw her face fall.

Crap! Was she getting worried?

Her eyes looked back at mine, wide and jittery.

"Koizumi," I gasped, my face painted with concern.

Out of nowhere she shook her head no.

I held my hands out to her, ready to comfort her, "It's okay, it's okay- we don't have to-"

I touched her arms, she whipped away a tear falling from her eyes.

"No, no," She said rapidly and sucked in her snot, "That's not it."

"Hey," I tried to speak softly. I recalled how nervous she was last time. How she wanted me to take the lead and how she wanted to put her shirt back on. "I really like you, Koizumi, I want to do things like this with you…" I came clean, "A lot."

She sniffled and brought her face up. We were staring into each other's eyes, and I could tell she was cheering up. "Okay, I'm sorry. I really do want to have fun," She chuckled, "No more crying." She gave me a weak smile.

I hugged her quickly and tightly, then backed up. "It's alright. You're a crybaby." I went to sit on the bed. "I already know that."

She joined me, "Well," Her eyes squinted at me, "You're annoying, I already know that!"

"Okay, Koizumi, whatever." I put my hand on her hand as she sat down next to me. I pushed into the bed as I leaned up to kiss her. She twisted down and kissed me back.

We made out for a little bit, but as we were I felt her hand fall on my leg. As she moved in even closer to me, I could tell things were heating up. I broke away, and jumped up onto my knees. She seemed very confused.

"Hey Koizumi," I started explaining myself, as I shifted my body around on top of the bed. "What if I go behind you and…" I sat behind her, throwing my legs to her side, my feet dangling off the bed. Her body between my thighs, sitting on the bed. Before I expanded upon my idea, I slipped my hands under her arms, "...and touched your boobs from here."

She laughed, "What?" More laughter, "Okay. If you want to."

"Oh, shut up," I mumbled. I wanted to make her feel good. Last time she got me off, but I was not able to do the same for her. I was pretty sure she wasn't going to let me touch her down there today either, this being a spur of the moment thing and all. So, my solution was to try and pleasure her as much as I could just from up here.

Reaching around her, I cupped her breasts in my hands. Obviously, she was a pretty flat-chested girl, I don't know if you knew that, but she got small boobs. Not that I really minded of course. Like, come on, I was still touching a girl's breasts and they weren't nothing either. They still felt really cool. I wasn't exactly sure what I was doing, but… I hate to admit this… but, when I looked at porn this week, I paid special attention to what the guy was doing to make the girl act so weird- I mean feel good. Haha.

I started off slow. I didn't want to freak Koizumi out by going full force all at once. For a little while, I just rubbed on top of her shirt with my palms. Then, I began to squeeze some.

She let out a little whimper. I whispered up to her ear, "Can I go under?"

After she nodded, I moved my hands down to the end of her shirt, then right up inside. Instead of going through the motions of taking her bra off, I pushed the whole thing up, and her boobs fell out from underneath.

"Otani!" She objected, whipping her head to look back at me.

My hands wavered barely a millimeter away from her breasts. I turned up at her, "Is it okay?" I asked and her face flushed red.

"Yeah…" She sighed out, shyly.

I stared into her eyes. My hands connected with her bare skin. "Come down," I told her.

She leaned her head down to mine and we started kissing again. This time, noticeably more desperate, as we reached for each other.

I kneaded her breasts, moving them around, trying not to be too rough, but also trying to make her feel good. Her hand slipped and slid back closer to my thigh, against the covers of the bed. She leaned significantly closer into me, to the point I was titled back a little. We weren't completely laying down yet or anything, but there were hints it might go there.

Taking a chance, since I felt like maybe she was enjoying herself, I used my fingers, rather than my palm and pinched at her nipples. I didn't do this really hard, mind you- It was like a slightly little press between my thumb and my pointer finger.

"E-Ah," She moaned out, and stopped kissing me. Her body backed upright, but my hands and fingers were still on her the same way.

I had to do something to save the move and make her feel okay. So, now that she was sitting up again, her head turned not all the way back around, but to the side, I moved my head into her neck. And right then, I kissed the side of her neck. A strong attack.

No longer could I see her reactions, but I heard her whisper out an, "Oh." So, hopefully everything was okay.

I felt her body turn back more as I kissed her. I hoped she was feeling some sort of pleasure from what I was doing with my hands and from how I was kissing her neck. But, how am I supposed to know what a real girl sounds like when she feels good? What if Koizumi acted differently?

"Otani…" She moaned my name this time, not like she was telling me to stop or that something freaked her out. It sounded like she said it in a good way, because then she huffed out a heavy, hot breath. She turned so much that I had to stop kissing her. Her leg went up on the bed, resting against my knee. It was almost like she was sitting sideways, leaning up on my leg, but she kept herself steady with her other foot planted on the floor.

Suddenly, I could see my hands under her shirt. In a decisive motion, I picked up her shirt and wedged my head down to her closer breast. "Don't freak out," I muttered right before I touched my mouth down to her boob.

Koizumi jumped up. She got right the hell off of me. Standing up now, she faced me, her arms against her hips.

"Hey!" She yelled, then looked oddly disappointed, "I wanted to do that to you!"

What?

Sitting, my legs spread wide apart, I chuckled to myself, "Koizumi… I don't have boobs…"

She rolled her eyes and pouted with her arms pumping down, "No! Not like that. It was gonna be my big surprise!"

I was taken aback, "What was?"

Her eyes looked down at the ground as she mumbled, "That I was gonna use my mouth…"

"Huh?!" I gasped loudly. "What do you mean?"

"Well…" Her gaze shifted back and forth, then landed on me, "Could you take your pants off again?"

My eyes widened, and I'm sure I smirked some. I questioned her a bit, wondering if I was being pranked, "Really...?"

She nodded her head. Her hands landed on my legs, "Yeah." Bending down, she looked up at me, and stated softly, "I wanna try."

Acting out of body, I felt my head nod along eagerly, "Okay." I shifted my body up on the bed, so my feet were touching the ground again. I was going to get up to take my pants off, but-

"You can just slide them down, right?" Koizumi said, avoiding eye contact. I saw her bite her lip and roll her shoulders.

"I guess…" I put my hands down to unbutton my pants, "You don't want me to take them all the way off?" I asked, kinda rudely, I can admit that.

"No," she shook her head, staring past me at the pillows on top of my bed, "It's just… Well, you can stay there… and I'll go…" She knelt down on the floor. Her hands resting on my lower thighs, she sat up on her knees.

Watching her, I really started realizing what she was planning to do. Her mouth. My pants. My legs spread out, her kneeling.

She's gonna suck my dick?!

"Oh," left my lips.

She was kneeling on the floor beneath me, while I was sitting up on my bed. This whole situation was crazy. I never thought she'd be actively doing this.

But, then again, Koizumi was kinda bold. She was always surprising me- or attacking me rather. She confessed to me, when I didn't even notice. She kissed me… out of anger for accidentally taking her first kiss. Yeah, I would describe her as bold, even if she is a crybaby a lot of the time. She has told me what's on her mind and snapped me out of my own slump more than a dozen times. So, maybe I shouldn't have been so shocked that she was making some moves too.

She pressed her hand against my leg, leaning some of her weight on me. I could feel her arm shaking, as she watched me and waited.

But, I was too stunned to really do anything. I hovered at the zipper of my pants. I was ready to pull them down, but just her being down there was enough to psyche me out.

What if I have it all wrong?

My plan had been to focus on her, but when she's making crazy moves like this how can a guy not get excited? Damn, I wish I had the willpower to resist her.

Her head tilted up at me. She half-groaned for me to hurry the heck up, and half-bit her lip out of nervousness, "Otani… Come on…"

"Right!" I stuttered. Too fast, I tore my pants down, hitting her hands on my legs. My pants bunched up there.

Her hands stayed there for a moment, curled up underneath. Koizumi started to ramble, almost speaking to herself. She was talking very quickly, like she was possessed or something. Her eyes stared down at my pants crumpled up on my thighs, by her hands. She said, "I don't really know what I am doing, so it's okay if you have to correct me. I won't care if you tell me something isn't right. I'd rather you tell me if I am doing something wrong. I've never done this before, but I kinda want to try. I hope that's okay-"

I cut her off, "Koizumi," by grabbing her hands under the folds of my partly taken off pants, she began to calm down. "What are you talking about?"

"Hmm?"

"I just…" My confusion became apparent. "I'm not sure what you're wanting to do."

"Well," her face flushed bright pink, her posture sat up, "I was going to try doing what we did last time, but using my mouth this time."

"Oh?" I might have smirked a bit, "You know what that is?"

Her eyes jerked up at me, wide. She shook her head, "No! No! No! I-I- My brother!" She screamed in defense, but I just laughed.

I pulled her hands out, and they dropped on my legs, above my pants. She was touching my skin again. I gave her a smile, "I don't care," snickering, I told her, "I was just teasing you…. I wanted to hear you say it."

She glared at me and grunted, "Screw you!"

Cocky, I laughed, turned my head. I threw my hands up behind my head like a king, and cackled, "Who would've thought this morning that you'd be offering to give me a blow job?"

A/N: Thanks for reading! This was kind of a long one, but it made the most sense to break it up here! Hope you enjoyed it!