~~~~~~ Hello everyone, If you have been a reader since the beginning When the first chapter was published. Please reread I changed up a few things. I hope you like them.~~~~~~

EVIE'S POINT OF VIEW

I was laying there looking at the ceiling. Tara had just left after telling me what was wrong with my baby girl. If I needed anything right now it was Happy. I didn't care if he yelled at me or did not talk to me at all I just needed him near. I moved my hand across my stomach and started crying. Every time I help someone, I get myself hurt. I helped Sophia and ended up in a coma for 3 days and ended up having a seizure. Now I help Wendy and my nephew and I end up hurting my child.

"I'm a horrible mother I can't even keep my child safe. She doesn't even have a name yet." I said out loud.

"You're not a horrible mother little girl. Accidents happen. She's going to be ok. I'm proud of you for what you did. We can discuss a name for her. What were some names you were thinking of? Sophia went to see her I wanted to see you first. Have you met our daughter yet?"

"No Happy I wanted to wait for you? I wanted to give her a name and I'm ashamed of myself for putting her in danger. If I would have waited and not gone into that house. I would have been ok. Our baby girl would still be safe inside my womb and not in a damn incubator needing surgery for a whole in her goddamn stomach. I practically killed our daughter, and you are just standing here telling me that it's all ok and that she will be fine. Stop lying to me Happy tell me your mad at me tell me how disappointed in me you are. Tell me it's my fault that our daughter has a hole in her stomach. Tell me the truth." I yelled at him.

"No, Little girl calm down. I'm not mad at you. You did what you needed to. She is going to be ok the doctors gave her a 50 percent chance. That's amazing."

"Your lying Happy. Our daughter doesn't have a name and she's not going to make it. Just get out." I screamed.

"No." Happy growled back.

"Get out just fucking get out. I'm a fucking failure. I said get the fuck out."

"Calm down little girl. Evie. Evelyn." Happy yelled as I fought and thrashed in his grasp.

Tara ran in. "What's going on in here?"

"She started freaking out." Happy said as he pulled my shaking body closer into his lap. "She hasn't stopped crying."

"She needs to sleep. She has been through a lot. Keep her calm, someone needs to stay with her. We will keep an eye on her. She needs to be around people she trusts right now."

HAPPY'S POINT OF VIEW

I looked down at her when the shaking stopped, her crying was just a slight whimper. "Hey Doc, can I talk to you in the hall."

"Yeah."

I stood up laying Evie back onto the bed. She instantly curled up in a ball. I followed Tara outside. "She blames herself for what happened. She thinks our little girl is going to die. We haven't even given her a name yet."

"Tara, I know you know what this life is like. She's been through a lot. From getting attack to finding a family she never knew she had, her seizure to finding out she was pregnant. She grew up in this. She was raised in a clubhouse by a bunch of bikers." Jax said walking up.

"Jax." I growled at him.

"It's ok Hap. She was my old lady before she left me to become a doctor."

"Ouch Jax." Tara said with a huff.

"That's not the point. The point is we need to help my sister." Jax said taking his hat off and running his hand thru his hair.

"Sister?" Tara asked confused.

"Yeah, Evie's my baby sister. Found out about her a couple of months ago." Jax said looking at Evie's door

"Happy… Happy…"

"She's awake I'm going back in." I said walking back into Evie's room.

Walking into the room I found her sitting on the bed looking down at her stomach crying.

"What's the matter, little girl."

"Our baby girl Happy. Is she ok?" Evie asked between sobs.

It killed me to see her this way. To see her blaming herself for nothing she had any control over it's not her fault. She's been through so much from thinking she had a dad who didn't want her, her mom dying when she was so young, being attacked because of people she trusted, the pregnancy, having seizures, finding out about John, Thomas and Jax and now our daughter being born 8 weeks early. Damn, I have a strong ass old lady. I will do anything in my power to make sure my 2 girls have the life they deserve. Evie deserves the world, and I will give it to her.

"She's fine Evie. I was just talking to Jax and the doctor. Are you ready to meet her?"

"No, not yet. I want her to have a name first. I think I know what I want to name her."

"What are we naming her?" I asked

"I was thinking of naming her after 2 important women in our lives." She paused and looked at me.

"Well…"

"I want to name her Tristen Maria Lowman. I wanted to name her after her grandmothers. If that's okay."

I stood their shocked. I didn't know what to say. I thought it was amazing. I was honored for her to even consider my mother in this.

"Are you sure little girl? That's an amazing name. she's going to be so spoiled and loved. She's a princess of Samcro and Samtac."

"Yeah if she survives," Evie said looking down. I hated this. I hated that she was in so much pain. I wanted to take it all away from her.

"Tristen Maria Lowman Is waiting to meet her parents lets go little girl."

"Can we stop and see Able after if he's out of surgery?"

"Ok little girl. Let's go see our baby."