John's p.o.v
Blue-gray twilight
I can, I can't express or explain myself very well
Go on and take the lead if you wish
Ridiculous necessary saving grace
A visit from the fashion police
Your prerogative
Extremely sensitive matter
This confusing complicated mystery novel
Waiting to see what you will do next
I want to exit the scene, but I can't just escape or shut down
Looking back in hindsight, is it your fault or mine that my life is a hot mess?
I can't fight away this uncertain depressing feeling
God only knows how my swansong will turn out
Hope is a bonfire
I desire to soar sky high
