John's p.o.v

Blue-gray twilight

I can, I can't express or explain myself very well

Go on and take the lead if you wish

Ridiculous necessary saving grace

A visit from the fashion police

Your prerogative

Extremely sensitive matter

This confusing complicated mystery novel

Waiting to see what you will do next

I want to exit the scene, but I can't just escape or shut down

Looking back in hindsight, is it your fault or mine that my life is a hot mess?

I can't fight away this uncertain depressing feeling

God only knows how my swansong will turn out

Hope is a bonfire

I desire to soar sky high