Pain and Sorrow

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"Hey, do think this is the right place?" asked Deajung to Hijau who was beside him. In front of them was a big house colored gray. They just rented it for their stay in this floor.

"Excuse me, I have a name okay and my name is Hijau Zahard, call it right!" said Hijau.

"Hijau. Only Hijau. You didn't deserve Zahard's name anymore," said Eun but still focused on his lighthouse.

"Tch!" Hijau flicked his tongue.

"Clara sure this is the right place, Deajung," said Clara.

Right now they were on the floor 67. It has been 3 weeks since the last time they saw Khun. They didn't even dare to ask.

Khun was with King Zahard, that was what Alan told them.

They still remembered the day when Khun was injured by Hijau, the floor suddenly been attacked by Zahard's army. It was kinda shocking because just because of a Prince, Zahard willing to sent an army led by Adori Zahard to captured Hijau. She has been stripped from her title as a princess as well. Even though she had the physical strength that stronger than any regular but she didn't get the respect that a Princess used to receive.

"This place looks kinda spooky, who going to live here anyway," Deajung said while his eyes scanning the whole house. It may be seen gloomy but on this floor, this house was the biggest house that able to contain more than 6 people. It may kinda expensive but points were not a problem for a crew that filled with ten of the greatest families member.

"We live here and it was nice. Hello, there new neighbors."

The voice that greeted them from behind was shocking. Hurriedly they turn back and saw a boy with both hair and eyes colored Yellow.

"My name is Jah Wangnan, nice to meet you," Wangnan said happily. Behind him there it was a tiny Khun family member standing there. Scanning and staring at them. His gaze looked sharper than a sword.

Everyone knows him. Yes. Everyone. He was in the top 10 C-rank regulars. Khun Ran.

"Hye! My name is Khun Marco Van Basten. This is Po Bidau Clara Khun, Hijau, Tu Perie Eun Ha, and Ha Deajung. We also have Alan Edrok and Yeon Hestia in our group by the way but they seem to still in an errand," introduced Marco.

"Wow seems your group is filled with Ten greatest family members. Nice," said Wangnan.

"Yeah, awesome right. If we said Prince also one of our teammates will you believe it?" said Hijau.

Hearing it makes Wangnan shocked. That was why they seem familiar! It was because they were Khun's teammate!

"Yeah, you're right. But since Prince is didn't with us for 3 weeks, I kinda forgot about him already," giggled Marco.

They keep laughing and joking about Khun without knowing the two people that the people they just meet, wanting to kill them. Especially the tiny Khun. Inside his mind, he really wants to take out his lighting pill and shallow it so he can kill all of them.

But the worst part was the dumb team that King Zahard just meet really unable to felt the heavy tension around.

"Oii, I just got a message from King Zahard that he will send Prince back– Who are you two?" Alan said.

"Us?" said Ran.

His body starts to create a lighting strike, looking at Alan with his deadly killable eyes.

Hearing what had Alan said earlier was really triggered him. How dare Zahard act like A.A was all his?!

A.A belongs to no one! No One!!

"Oh, I see. Khun Ran. Prince Aguero's precious little brother and Jah Wangnan, the Prince of Zahard. Former Aguero's teammate."

"Wait what?!" Shocked Marco and the other also Hestia who was behind him. But since Alan was a guide, she didn't curious how he knows it by the way.

"If you wanted to meet Prince, I allowed you to see him tomorrow. We are neighbors by the way. Don't worry, I'll cover it up for you since I'm a guide. And also tell that irregular, if he wants to meet Aguero, please do not blow up our house because we are too broke to pay it," said Alan and just passing through Ran who was looking at him with a killing aura around him.

"I'm sure Aguero will be happy to meet you guys too because he has been dying for too long inside Zahard's castle," said Alan calmly again.

This time the fact was shocking. That right, they never thought about what exactly happens to Khun inside Zahard's castle. The thought never crossing through their mind. They never cared about what had happened to Khun.

"I see. Sure, I'll tell Bam about it but promise me. Here. Tomorrow. Khun–," said Wangnan while clenched his fists. He wasn't able to control his sorrow and anger anymore. Right now he only wants to go back and locked inside his room and wait until tomorrow. So he hurriedly turned back and walked away from that dumb team who was with their confused face.

How dare they didn't know about their own teammate doing?

How suffered Khun had been there?

Seeing Wangnan left, Ran immediately followed him. His intention to kill them all he buried first. He knows if the all die, he didn't get a chance to A.A. He didn't have a chance to meet his beloved brother. The important person in his life.

Knowing they already disappeared from their sight, Alan finally able to release a relief sigh. Look like they don't have to die today.

"Guys! You should be careful with your mouth!" shouted Alan. For the first time, he was angry. He was mad. He was upset. If he didn't hurriedly go to them early, all of his teammates will become corpses all because of their stupid mouth.

"We are sorry. We didn't know they were Prince's former teammates." Clara said. Her eyes were a little teary. It not because of Alan, it was because of guilty.

Since Prince left, the responsibility of the team all went to Alan, since he had contact with King Zahard. His type of leadership was no different from Khun. Try to lift all of the burdens alone. It kinda bothered them by the way but Alan will always response like–

"I'm a guide so I know everything."

The way he ruled the team was the same as Khun. Sometimes they even think that Alan was mirroring Khun but that ain't wrong by the way. He really did. Since the day Khun said that he saw his guide, he started to admired Khun. So he followed everywhere Khun go and listen to everything he said. It was so cool.

"It's okay, don't worry about it. But next time make sure to be careful. Now, we need to clean up this house because Prince will join us again tomorrow," said Alan.

All of them just nodding their head and look at Alan who was far in front of them. Just looking at his back, reminds them of Prince.

Also without their awareness, there was someone who was eavesdropping all their conversation with his fists clenched tightly.

Bam the irregular

Wanting nothing but just all of them's death.

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Khun stares blankly at the mirror that has his reflection on it.

It was ugly. So so ugly. Since when he became this ugly.

His body was filled with bite marks, bruises, and hickeys especially around his thighs, wrist, waist, and neck. His eyes were sore. His hair was messy. He looked completely like a garbage. The white robe that he was wearing right now, seems to be so invisible. He never expecting this.

He never felt so dirty. He never thought that he will become such a slut.

He was a man with pride but now, he just a slut that be touched by Zahard more than a hundred times. This 3 week felt like a thousand years. Every second was a nightmare for him. He kinda glad when Zahard was away but when the night comes, all he ever wished was his death.

The day he spent there was nothing but just to become Zahard's toy. In the dining room if there was no one there, sex. In the bathroom, sex. In the garden, sex. In the balcony when Khun just wanted some fresh air, sex. Every time and everywhere.

Luckily, Zahard already decreased the number of people inside his castle so they have never been caught up for making out yet.

But until when they need to keep this relationship?

This isn't healthy. Not at all...

The sound of the door had been opened, startled Khun up. When he looks at it, it was Zahard with his full dressed not just a simple robe that easily been taken off. It kinda calms Khun. It looks like it was not the time.

"Your guide wants you to climb the tower together with them again," said Zahard with his serious face. It kinda scared Khun. Why did he look kinda mad?

"What is your relationship with him?!" shouted Zahard and made Khun flinched. His body was trembling and his shaky was slowly wiped his tears that dripping out.

"Have you ever slept with him?! ANSWER ME!"

"No!" Khun immediately answer. He was so scared to even speak but when Zahard shouted out loud his voice immediately come out.

"So why did he wanted you back?! Why did he care about you?!"

"I–"

"SAY IT!"

"I DON'T KNOW!" Shouted Khun and suddenly fall on his knee while covering both his ears with his hands.

"I don't know! I don't know! And I don't really fucking know!" Tears dripping out from his eyes. Pain, sorrow, anger, hatred, and rage at one time can create trauma. Yes at the moment Zahard just realized how Khun was traumatized by him. He went crazy because of him. If this continues, he will never taste the loyalty that Khun gave to the slayer candidate. The only reason why he keeps Khun beside him but now he was sure that not the only reason anymore.

The 3 weeks he spent with Aguero was like a paradise to him. When he touched Aguero's skin and buried himself deep inside him, it was warm and comforting. Aguero's voice and moaned was an angel's voice. Deep but soft and hoarse but calmy. He wondered if Aguero felt the same. Perhaps it was the opposite but a new foreign feeling rise inside his heart. It kinda the same as he looked at Arlene but more.

Did he love Aguero?

"I'm sorry," apologized Zahard and immediately went towards Aguero. He knows that he just scared Aguero but shouting at him but it was because... he was... Jealous. He thought that Aguero and Alan might be in a relationship since he knows that Alan was a good- looking guy. But before he can touch Aguero, he immediately screamed.

"DON'T COME NEAR ME! YOU MONSTER!"

Zahard's heart felt pain. It was been a million years since he felt this hurt. It felt so bad.

Not because Aguero called him a monster. It was because he was rejected him and having a mental breakdown. Zahard knows it was his fault so without cared that Aguero was kept pushing him away, he immediately hugged him.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please received an apology from the King. Please forgive me, won't you?"

Aguero suddenly went silent and after a couple of minutes, he finally adjusting his body in Zahard's embrace searching for the most comfortable place. Zahard buried his face on Aguero's neck and take a deep breath slowly.

It smelled nice. He thought.

"I wanted to climb with them," Aguero said and finally looked right to Zahard's eyes. He saw Aguero's blue tired eyes were blazing up hoping that he will allow it.

Of course, Zahard unable to say no to that. It was an eye full of hope and dream. He needs to be cruel enough to say no but unfortunately, when it comes to Aguero, his coldness and cruelness suddenly disappeared. Well, it was his luck by the way.

Slowly, Zahard sighed and immediately lifted Aguero to their bed which didn't really shock Aguero up. Place him gently and slowly kissed his forehead.

"Sure I will allow it," said Zahard finally gave his answer. Hearing it makes Khun happy but his happiness didn't last long. Zahard aggressively ripped off his robe so do his own clothes. Even a minute didn't reach and all both of them clothes were finally on the floor.

"But before I send you back to your team, I need to make sure that you are unable to walk until the next week," Zahard smirked.