August 9, 2020

Legit thought I'd be back to work by now, but I guess I'll be back in school at least.

December 14th, 2020

Hey guys, uh sorry it was late. My parents have COVID. I thought it would be okay but now I'm just scared. The doctors are saying I have symptoms too. Please bear with me I'm doing the best I can.

I woke up before Namine did. I liked when we both woke up together. She dozed beside me and I gently pulled her closer to me. I nuzzled her warmth and gently grabbed her hand. She shivered and I pulled the blanket over her. "What should we do now?" I murmured We had all the time in the world, didn't we? With the money in the now accessible Organization Treasury, I was sure I wouldn't have to do anything if we spent carefully. If we didn't, I could always just kill a few heartless or do some missionary work around the worlds. No need for Naminé to get down and dirty.

"Namine, I murmured. I pulled down the blanket and exposed her little pink nipples. I gently took one in my mouth and started suckling. I couldn't get over how soft she was, how warm her skin felt against mine and how beautiful her breasts were.

I kissed down her naval and up to her face again. I kissed her lips, once, twice, thrice.

I pushed her legs apart and stuck two fingers in, Yeah, she was ready. She was so nice when she was sleeping. I entered slowly. She squirmed and I could see bruises from last night forming.

She was awake now. "Good morning." I smiled. Her warmth engulfed me. I thrusted slowly "M-Morning." She squeaked. I could see the fear in her eyes. It was nice. She knew I was capable of killing her and probably would if she annoyed me. Only kidding, I'd never kill her. But she didn't know that. She sucked in a breath and she was tight.

"Are you already going to cum?" I teased. "Just hurry up and finish." She spoke. "Grumpy, are we?" I said picking up her legs. I gave a hard thrust and she cried out. "Harder?" I asked. I didn't wait for an answer. I pinched her nipples and took one into my mouth my hand wandered to rub her clit. I heard her sigh. "Feels good huh?" I spoke. "Shut up." She replied. She moaned and shook. Her orgasm triggered mine and I came inside of her with a low moan.

I rolled over "Is this what love feels like?" I thought I wrapped Namine in my arms and held her closer. Warmth. She was warm and I wanted to protect her forever. She let out a quiet sob and I held her hand to shush her. I could feel my mind slipping into unconsciousness. Yeah, just a little longer I kept stroking Naminé's arms.

Suddenly I heard her scream and I felt pain.

"You're a fucking monster!" She screamed. "YOU FUCKING DRUGGED ME!" She screamed at the top of her lungs. "LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT!" She yelled picking up a chair from the little table near the stove. She threw it at me, and I picked it up and threw it back. "YOU RUINED ALL OF MY FUCKING CLOTHES! YOU ARE A FUCKING RAPIST!" She screamed. I jumped to grab her, and she swiped at me with one of the frying pans I kept in here. I pulled on my boxers and ran towards the kitchenette. "I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU KILL ME!" She yelled pulling a knife out of the dishwasher. Fuck. I should have put those away. I ran towards her She held the knife to her throat. I stopped. "Put it down." I ordered "N-No! Tell me how to get out of here!" She cried. "You're not going anywhere." I said "I hate it here! I hate you!" She screamed I tried to step closer. "I'll kill myself then!" She said "No you won't. You're not allowed to die unless I say so." I spoke. "I'll die! I'll die and you'll watch me!" She screamed. She went to slice her wrists open and I slammed her into the sink. She screamed and for a moment I was terrified until I saw the knife on the floor.

I picked her up and held her nude body towards mine. "Let me go please." She begged. I shook my head.

I walked around Hollow Bastion. I didn't see any suitable homes nor anywhere I could keep Namine.

I figured I could work out a kind of system, maybe a barrier charm so she couldn't leave. I could probably train her. Yeah, maybe train her not to leave the house without me and maybe only let her leave if she was getting groceries or doing laundry or something.

I looked through a few apartment listings, and still didn't find anything. I wanted to live in a civilized world. I didn't want Namine to have to work like a dog like Wendy did in Neverland. I'm sure Wendy enjoyed it, but I don't think I'd want Namine to have that sort of life. Besides what if we lived in Deep Jungle and she got bit by a snake or something? I shook my head no. No, she needs to be comfortable. In fact, what if we- I bumped into a girl the papers she was holding flew around like confetti.

"Oh, I'm sorry." I said picking up her papers. "Oh no probs broski!" I looked up. "Xion?" I said She laughed. "Nah, I'm Yuffie. Did you want a flyer?" She asked. "Uh…" I responded. "Aw you're cute." She spoke. I coughed awkwardly. "OH! VACCINATE AND MICROCHIP YOUR DOGS!" She said shoving a flyer into me. "What?" I said, "Hollow bastion has had an abundance of missing pets and THE RESTROATION COMITTE IS FUCKING SICK OF LOOKING FOR THEM!" She yelled I stared back at her. She wasn't angry. I figured this must be how she talked.

"They'll be having a workshop at the pet store! Plus, if you qualify your animal can be spayed or neutered for little to no cost." She smiled. "Why would you put a microchip in your dog?" I asked "Oh! So, if the dog gets lost, we can track them, or the vet will tell you who the owners are. There's a really cool app on the app store, plus you can get a do-it-yourself kit too." She spoke. "Wait are you serious?" I asked. "Yeah, plus my boss is working on some technology to track them from different worlds. Once we were missing like a hundred puppies and we had to make this kid go look for them" She said. "Different worlds?" I asked. Yuffie shut her mouth.

"DIFFERENT WORLDS? HA HA HA HOW PREPOSTURIOUS THERE IS NO SUCH THING! HA HA HA WHAT A FUNNY JOKE! ANYWAY, I HOPE TO SEE YOU AT THE WORKSHOP BYYYYEEEEEE" She yelled and ran away. I could faintly hear her yelling about how "Leon" was going to kill her. A microchip likes for an actual dog. Could that be useful for Namine? No way, I'm above that. I shook my head and balled up the flyer and walked to the next apartment showing. Which to my displeasure was another disappointment? Hollow Baston was defiantly somewhere I didn't want to live.

I decided I'd just stop at Twilight town for lunch since it was on my list of worlds to look for places to live in. I wondered how Namine was fairing but figured she'd learn her lesson better if she was tied up until I got home.

I walked past a street that seemed familiar. Then stopped. I walked past an alley way and an open gate before climbing a hill. Then just before I walked into the plaza that led to the train station. I saw a building with a "For Rent" sign on it. I looked at my watch and figured I would have time for a tour.

I walked in and smiled at the elderly lady working the counter and asked for a tour of one of the apartments. She smiled and went back for a key and my head started hurting.

~ "I'm telling you. It's somewhere in this hallway. We have to get her. Xion says she's some sort of sex slave or something." Riku said. "Wow really? That's so fucking scary." Kairi shuddered "Ugh you have not seen scary; I remember reading on the internet about how people fantasize about cutting up girls and locking them in their basements." Riku said. "I feel like the infections would kill them." Kairi said. "How's your arm?" Sora asked "Better, it'll feel better once we get Naminé and Merlin or Fairy Godmother can use their magic to heal my wounds. Unless we have an Elixir or something you haven't told me about." Riku said Sora stopped. "What's up?" Riku asked "Is this it?" Kairi asked Riku nodded. "Let me do the honors." Sora smiled "You're a fucking show off Riku said as Sora picked up his keyblade and unlocked the door. ~

What in the fuck was that? I stopped and took a breath. Must be my imagination. "You need some water honey?" the elderly land lady asked. "No thanks." I whispered. "Sorry air condition is broken, supposed to be getting a new part later today, darn Moogle 'service never delivers on time." She grumbled. She led me up a slight of stairs, this seemed too familiar.

"Did you just start working here?" I asked, "Oh well I did work here part time, my late mother owned the building, and she passed some time ago." She said unlocking an apartment door.

~ "Jesus!" Sora said. He glanced at my handiwork. Namine was chained to each of the dowels her hands and her feet tied to one of the four posts. She was stark naked with nipple clamps on. He couldn't see but I knew she had a butt plug inside of her and a vibrator on the highest setting in her cozy little cunt. Sora gulped. I could feel his arousal, but it was shaking off with immediate disgust.

Riku pulled Sora so they turned around and Kairi pulled the blanket over Namine. "See this that shit Riku was talking about! CSI and SVU shit! Oh! Oh! I wanna be Benson! KAIRI YOU BE STABLER!" Sora screamed putting up his finger guns. He stopped and turned around; his eyes met Naminé's "Don't I know you?" He asked." Sora this is Namine." Riku said Sora tilted his head "We can save the introductions for later." Kairi said. ~

What the hell was that? I shook my head. God it was almost like a dream… But I could feel Sora's emotions. How could I do that? Were we long lost twins or something? No, I must be watching too much Tv. It must have just been a dream or something…. "This one here dearie." The Elderly woman smiled. She gently opened a door and I felt. Like I was home.

"Can I take a look around?" I asked. The woman nodded. I walked towards around the big living room to the kitchen. The kitchen was separated from the living room by a bar. The kitchen was a modest size with a stove and a refrigerator. Next to the kitchen was a hallway and in the hallway were two bedrooms. The first one was small and the second one was a master bedroom with a spacious bathroom and shower. I opened the window to gaze outside and my head started hurting. God this all felt so familiar*

~Kairi gently removed the ball gag from Namine and unlocked the handcuffs with her keyblade. "Sora's eyes wandered and landed on the plate of Paopu. "Holy shit… Holy Shit Namine… Fuck Namine did you eat this?" Sora yelled. "He…He forced me." She spoke. "We have to get you to a doctor! LIKE NOW! I've heard there's a pill you can take for the side effects!" Sora said "Here... why don't you go into the bathroom and remove… the… remove everything." Kairi said as she wrapped Namine up in the comforter and helped her to the bathroom. Namine came out and looked relieved. "Great! Let's get going!" Kairi said

Namine nodded. "Is there anything here you actually care about?" Riku asked. "T-The diary. He's ruined all of my dresses. If you have any, I'd love to borrow them." Namine asked Kairi. Kairi picked up the diary and grabbed a tattered dress. "Would you mind terribly wearing one of these shirts until we get back to the ship?" Kairi asked. "If you don't want to you can wear mine." Riku said. "Hey dude you can barely move with that broken arm. She can wear my shirt." Sora shrugged. "Hey, no, your shirt won't fit her. Kairi asked me because she wanted my shirt to cover everything." Riku rolled his eyes. "IM TALLER THAN YOU! I CAN PROVE IT!" Sora yelled stretching. Riku rolled his eyes. Namine sat down and winced in pain.

"This is uh perfect, I'll take it. Can I go ahead and pay a year's worth of rent now?" I asked. "Why of course if you'll just come back to the office." She smiled and we walked down to the office. "Just sign these here papers and we'll be ready to go." She smiled. I passed her a bag of Munny she counted it as I signed a contract basically agreeing I wouldn't destroy the place. I signed and she rummages through the back for the key.

"Are you alright?" Riku asked "My legs hurt… It's worse on my thighs… My upper back. "Is it okay if I move the blanket?" Riku asked. Namine nodded. He pulled it down. "Bruises. Kairi It's black and blue." He spoke.

"Sora would you mind carrying her? I don't like the bruises on her legs." Kairi said
"MY LADY!" Sora smiled doing a mock bow before picking up Namine. "Okay fucking Chat Noir let's get fucking going before Psychopath McGee gets back." Riku groaned rolling his eyes

.~

I stopped. Fucking hell. "I'll be back!" I yelled and ran into the street casting a dark portal. "This is a dream This is an all a fucking dream." I whispered to myself. Namine was going to be there when I got back. I was going to untie her. I was going to give her a bath and tell her about our new apartment. She'll be excited, I'll tell her we can't move in right away, but I'll bring home some catalogues and we'll pick out furniture and I'll get whatever she wants. Fuck she has to be home. She HAS TO.

I ran down the hallway. The door was open, just like they'd left it in my dream. No…

I ran to Naminé's room. She was gone. I checked under the bed. I checked in the bedroom and in her bathroom. The room was almost exactly how it was in the "dream." Dream? I should say vision. I choked and quietly picked up one of her tattered dresses. I held it to my nose and inhaled her scent. No no no no no… I screamed I picked up my keyblade ready to smash everything to bits, but I dropped it. I couldn't destroy the bedroom I had built for Namine; I couldn't destroy the bed where I had made love to her and had slept beside her.

I felt so empty, she was gone. There was no point in anything anymore? I wanted to stay with her forever. I was a nobody. I wasn't sure how long forever would be in the first place. Xemnas seemed old as fuck. But Zexion once had told me about how he remembered being a child.

I shut my eyes and tried to see if I could do it again. "Come on! Ugh!" I screamed into nowhere. I couldn't recreate it. If I could, I could kill Sora, I could find Namine and kill Sora, then… Then she'd love me. She would have to. I would make sure she only knew me and me only. I would make her love me.

This time I would have to take more drastic measures. Maybe worst ones. Maybe I would have to chain her up somewhere and give her basic needs as a treat. I was too nice with her. I must have been.

It was very nice to think she could have been a Susie homemaker, to make her think all she had was me and nobody else in the world.

If… No when I got her back her new life would be very different. Perhaps I'd keep her in the castle dungeon and only visit when I needed her and leave afterwards. I could almost see her naked and dirty with her foot chained to the wall. If She were good, I would give her a blanket. If she was good. If not, I would whip her. I would whip her until she was bloody and pour hot wax over the wounds. If she would beg me for forgiveness and promise to never mention Sora again perhaps, I would let her out one day.

It was kind of hot to think about her naked and chained up. I would for sure miss her warmth at night, but I would have all of that and more one day. Of course, I would have more than that. I would have my revenge against Sora, and he would be dead. Nobody would ever compare me to him ever again.

All of a sudden, I felt tired and dizzy. Goddamnit. I must be pushing myself too hard. Yesterday fighting with everyone. I still had wounds that hadn't healed. I was still experiencing complications from the coma. Without even bothering to strip off my clothes I laid in Naminé's bed. I curled up into a ball and inhaled what was left of her scent. I could almost feel her body next to mine and hear her breathing.

I woke up and saw Namine beside me. I smiled at her and she smiled back. I rolled over so I could kiss her and feel her skin on mine. She accepted the kiss and let me pull off her dress. "Let me get on top." I whispered and she allowed me to.

As she cried out under me, I felt something inside of me began to change. I looked up and there was a mirror, and in the mirror, I was Sora. Sora began laughing horrifically and the mirror shattered.

I was myself again. But I couldn't find Namine.

Suddenly I was at a church. *

Kairi smiled at me and handed me a big pink flower. "Are you getting married?" I asked. "No, my sister." She smiled. I hadn't even realized Kairi had a sister. She led me to a seat, and I sat down next to Xion. "Where's Namine?" I asked. This wedding seemed important. I wouldn't want Namine to miss it. Sora sat near the alter with Riku next to him. Riku was adjusting his tie giving him a pep talk.

Suddenly music started to play, and I turned around and saw Namine dressed in a lovely wedding dress. There seemed to be lace everywhere and she walked down the aisle. "Namine." I called. But she couldn't hear me. My voice sounded like It was underwater. She smiled and Sora held out his hand and she took it and smiled at him.

"Namine, Namine I love you and I want what's best for you. I will do anything and everything for you and our child." Sora said gleefully as he rested his hand on Naminé's abdomen. She giggled and smiled gratefully. "I'll do whatever it takes, using all of my powers as the keyblade master." He spoke.

I ran over to Sora and pulled Namine from his grasp. "Namine, you're making a mistake!" I yelled. "Roxas no." She screamed tearing away from me. From somewhere a security guard came. I pulled the gun from his holster and slammed it into his head.

I gripped the lace from Naminé's wedding dress, "If I can't have you! IF I CAN'T HAVE YOU, NOBODY CAN!" I yelled. The spectators screamed and I shoved the pistol in her mouth and blew her brains out.

Naminé's lifeless body fell bloody was all over her beautiful wedding dress. I held her to me and breathed in her scent.

I moved some hair from her face and lovingly stared at her corpse. "We'll be together forever." I smiled as I kissed her. I started waltzing with her corpse and hummed along to the music as I put the bullet to my temple and shot.

I awoke from my dream with a start and started frantically patting the bed before realizing Namine was gone. I moaned softly and remembered the magic mirror. I picked it up from its place in the dresser.

"Show me Namine." I said into the mirror.

Namine was laying all snuggly under her blanket. "NAMINE! NAMINE WAKE UP RIKU IS MAKING BREAKFASSTTT!" Sora yelled. "Sora shut up! Xion is resting and we ought to let Namine sleep in!" Riku yelled. Namine smiled there was a loud crash. "If you wake up Xion, I will murder you." Riku declared. Kairi slipped into the room. "We stopped at Yen Sid's tower while you were sleeping. We wanted to wake you, but Yen Sid insisted you had a lot of healing to do and he would talk to you when you awoke. The good fairies did heal most of your injuries, they healed Riku as well. Xion's too. I brought them one of the torn-up dresses and they were able to duplicate them. When you come back, they want to design you some nice clothes though." Kairi smiled. Namine thanked her.

"I also bought you some underwear last night, just cotton panties, a few bras too. I don't know if they'll fit." She spoke. "Oh, they're so colorful." She smiled. "I have some old makeup and hair stuff for you too. I figured you'd might like it." Kairi smiled. "Thank you!" She said as she began sorting through the box.

"Riku is making pancakes, I'd get dressed if I were you." Kairi said kindly. "Thank you." She said Kairi went to leave. "Will you uh, will you teach me how to apply make up?" She asked. Kairi laughed. "I don't really wear makeup but if you really want to learn." Kairi smiled. "You don't?" Namine said "No." Kairi replied. "But…. But you're ever so beautiful!" Namine whispered. "Beauty is very much on the inside, now please come on before Sora eats all the pancakes like the heathen he is." Kairi smiled. "I heard that!" He yelled "HEATHEN!" Kairi laughed

Namine dressed and showered quickly. She came into the rounded kitchen "Good morning." Riku smiled as he poured batter into the waffle maker and flipped it. "Do you need help? You're injured after all." Namine asked. "Not quite." Riku said. The arm that had previously been in a sling was in a brace and he was using it to hold a bowl while he stirred eggs.

"Nah, Thanks for asking though. Have you been to Disney town before?" Riku asked. Namine shook her head. "This pancake maker is from Disney town. It makes three at a time and it's served just like the waffles they make there." Riku smiled* The waffle maker beeped and Riku used tongs to pull out three perfectly shaped waffles. "I THINK I'VE FOUND A LUCKY EMBLEM!" Sora screamed coming into the kitchen, "Oh joy the village idiot's here." Riku teased. Namine stared at the waffles "What a curious shape." She said looking at the smiling silhouette of a mouse. "They're shaped like King Mickey. Disney Town is really supportive of their Royal Family. At first these sorts of waffles were only served for the King's birthday and other special occasions. But with increased tourism they decided to make them every day since every day in Disney Town is a special day." Riku said as if he was an official tour guide. "Yeah, Riku's gay for King Mickey if you couldn't tell." Sora laughed. Namine laughed too. "Sora, I will be fucking murder you." Riku smiled "Riku Stop! Don't deny who you are! I promise we'll always love you!" Sora said in an over dramatic voice "Boys stop scaring Namine." Kairi said

"We're gonna do some training at Yen Sid's." Riku said as Sora began shoveling a whole pancake in his mouth. He started choking and Riku slapped him on the back. Sora swallowed and shoveled food into his mouth like nothing had happened. "Shouldn't we stay in the gummi ship? Can't Organization Members do the spooky vortex thingy?" Sora asked "Yen Sid has a protective barrier. Nobody comes in without his permission. He did the spell after Maleficent and Pete broke in." Kairi said. "You can watch. Or I can teach you how to ride on my keyblade!" Sora said.
Riku shook his head and chuckled. "You better teach us too!" Kairi said "Erm… Riku?" Namine said. "Oh, what's up?" He asked. "May I speak to Xion?" Namine said. "Yeah, I was about to drop off her breakfast. We have to be quick though, Yen Sid wants to finish healing her later today so she can fully recover." Riku said. "I though curing healed anyone immediately." Namine said. "Normally yes, for example my arm." Riku smiled showing her his brace. "See, my arm is technically one hundred percent healed." Riku said. Namine nodded. "But Yen Sid is a firm believer in the natural order of things. See, things like cuts and bruises can be healed instantly with no repercussions. But let's say you healed a broken bone like mine, if you're not good at certain healing magic or perhaps I had my arm angled a certain way and it healed like that. I'd be fine on the outside but on the inside, I could get an infection that would leak into my bloodstream and kill me." Riku said. Namine gasped. "Hey hey no worries. That's why Yen Sid does staggard healing on big injuries. So, when Sora breaks every bone in his body, he'll be okay…. Well at least physically. Yen Sid hasn't figured out how to fix his brain." Riku laughed. "HEY!" Sora yelled.

Riku laughed and took his dishes to the sink. "Don't worry about the dishes. Me and Sora will get them." Kairi smiled. "We will?" Sora asked, "Yes we will." Kairi said. Riku picked up a breakfast tray. "Follow me." He told Namine. She put her dishes in the sink and followed Riku to his bedroom. He peaked inside and then walked in. "Xion?" He called. Xion was laying in their shared bed. She looked sort of pale but a lot better than when I'd seen her in Vexen's laboratory. She smiled and rolled over to see Namine and Riku

"Xion?" Namine asked, Riku gently moved her forward and Namine walked into the shared bedroom. Xion sat up. "Hi Honey." She smiled and winced because she had moved too fast. "Yen Sid said it would still be tender for a minute, take it easy Xion." Riku said setting up her breakfast tray "Will she be okay for me to talk to?" Namine asked. "I'm okay." Xion smiled. "Xion… I-I just want to say thank you. I don't think I would have survived much longer if you hadn't sent someone to save me." Namine said.

~End of Part 11~

Hey guys!

This chapter didn't change much. Just a chunk of it removed and I decided to change it and write it when I was more motivated.

Y'all can go ahead and thank LiterallyPTL for this chapter update because her review gave me the motivation, I needed to finish this chapter.

Dear LiterallyPTL, your review made me laugh and gave me such a happy feeling that I decided it read it four or five times just to feel happy again. Please continue ur amazing reviews.

*This Is Roxas's apartment from Twilight Town

*The waffles machine Riku is talking about is real and can be bought at Shop Disney and they are the kind you get at Disneyland. I really want one but now especially with the pandemic money is kind of tight. If you're looking for a cheaper alternative, they have one on Amazon, It's kind of weird because they're like pancakes but waffles at the same time? I own the Minnie one and if you want the link please message me.

*Fun fact, this dream sequence was based off of an actual dream I had.