Terra sat and listened to Sam explain the birds and the bees with wide eyes and mouth agape. When he got to the actual intercourse part, Terra flinched and started to pant. She jumped from the chair and ran to her room slamming the door behind her. Dean walked in the door a moment later, back from a supply run. He handed Sam a large bag with several packages wrapped in butcher paper.

"Sam, your cow hearts!", Dean said with his nose wrinkled in disgust. Sam pulled one out of the bag and put the others in the fridge, before walking to Terra's room. He heaved a sigh and knocked on the door. There was no answer. He knocked a second time and there was still no sound at all from inside the room. Sam started to get worried.

"Terra?", Sam called. "Are you alright?" There was only silence. He turned the knob, but it was locked. Sam panicked and kicked the door in. Wood splinters from the door flew in all directions as Sam ran into the room. He found Terra huddled in that same corner again. She was violently shaking her head at him. Her mouth was wide open, but no sound came out. "Terra! What's wrong?"

"NO! NOT AGAIN!", Terra screeched. "I CAN'T GO THROUGH THAT AGAIN! PLEASE SAM!" Sam sat down next to her on the floor and she threw her arms around him. "I CAN'T...!" She broke into a loud sob and Sam just held her. "HE HURT ME SO BAD, SAM! SO BAD!" She was clutching his shirt like she would fall to her death if she let go. Sam felt like real shit and he would feel even worse later.

"Terra, look at me", Sam whispered. Terra looked up at Sam with tears streaming down her face. "It wouldn't be like what Corbin did to you". She looked away and Sam stuck a finger under her chin and lifter her face back up to look at him again. "What Corbin did to you was wrong". I will make sure that he never hurts you again, OK?"

"OK Sam", Terra said, nodding and hugging him again. She felt so safe with Sam and she believed him. He seemed to genuinely want to help her. Not like Jody and Maurice who raised her, only to throw her to the most vicious and vile monster on the planet. All they wanted was to use her.

"Sex doesn't have to hurt, Terra", Sam said softly. "It can also feel good. For the man AND the woman". He lifted her face up to him again and looked into her eyes. He didn't want her to be afraid of what he was going to have to do later.

"It...it can?", Terra said with a trembling voice. Sam smiled and nodded. They just stared at each other for a long moment, neither of them moving. Should he see if she will accept him? He didn't want to frighten her. He had never dealt with anyone so inexperienced. He decided to start slow.

Sam leaned down and pressed his lips gently onto hers. She stopped breathing for a moment, remembering that Corbin had done the same thing to her at first. But when his kiss remained gentle, she let out her breath in a soft sigh, relaxing in Sam's arms. Sam's kiss became more passionate, but never vicious like Corbin's.

His tongue licked across and between her soft lips as his warm breath blew on her flushed skin. Sam pressed his tongue on her teeth, but Terra wasn't sure what he wanted. He continued to press with his tongue, now running it back and forth slowly and she finally understood, opening her mouth.

Terra moaned softly when his tongue caressed hers. He stroked the back of her head and Terra laid her hand on his shoulder, instinctively pulling him closer to her. Dean laid his other hand on her hip, rubbing up and down the outside of her leg softly. When they came back up for air, Terra was panting. She had never felt anything like this before and she was having trouble keeping her thoughts straight.

"SAM!", Terra said breathlessly. Sam groaned into the side of her face as he kissed her jawline and down the side of her neck. She shuddered when he began to suck on the soft flesh just below her ear and she growled softly deep in her chest when he started licking up and down her throat. When his hand slid up her side and touched her rib cage, she jerked herself backwards out of his grip and slammed into the wall.

"DON'T!", Terra growled. A vicious snarl rolled up her chest and out of her mouth. But it was cut short when she realized what she was doing. She sat there panting, staring at the floor, her hair covering her face. "Don't do that", she whispered. Sam crawled backwards about a foot and just sat there on his knees with his hands out placatingly.

"I'm sorry", Sam said quietly. " I didn't mean to frighten you". He hadn't planned on going that far but, he was a man after all and, well, he lost control . He was breathing heavy and his heart was racing. He stared down at the floor trying to get himself back under control. He slumped over against the side of the bed with his head leaning back against the mattress and his eyes closed. Would she ever trust him enough to let him touch her again. He hoped, for her sake, that she would.

"Sam...I can't...", Terra breathed. "I just can't..." Sam looked over at her and her face was filled with fear. She was trembling and she had her arms wrapped around her knees. Her mouth hung open like she wanted to say more, but nothing would come out. Her head dropped into her lap and she hugged herself tighter. "I can't!" It came out muffled, but Sam understood. He closed his eyes again and dropped his head between his knees.

"I know, Terra", Sam said quietly. "I know".