I sigh as I reach fir Bella's letter. We were fools for letting Edward guilt us into leaving her without protection. Who knows what she's been doing?
(Letter) (thoughts)
Dear Rosalie (blonde sister)
Oh, Bella, you're so getting your ass handed to you once I see you again.
You're probably thinking "why the hell is this little human chew toy sending me a letter?" Well let me clear it up for you. I'm going to kill myself in two weeks because I can't bear living without any of you in my life. I'm going to jump from the highest bridge in Forks and let the water drown me. I've dreamt that when I wake up after a nightmare or in the morning, I'd find Esme, Carlisle, Jasper, Alice, Emmett, you and Edward all in my room, sitting on my bed with me, telling me that these 7/8 months were all a bad dream and none of it was real but every time I woke up none of you were there and I'd break down crying because you weren't here anymore. Laugh at me for being stupid and sappy, it's okay, I deserve it.
No, No, you can't jump off the bridge! You'll kill Esme and us all over again!!!
I know I've intruded on your lives but I didn't mean to. Can you forgive me or at the very least forget that I ever existed?
That's not going to happen because you didn't intrude on our lives, so you can drop that right now.
Even though you don't like me because I'm human, I promise if I wasn't going to die, if I'd had a child of my own, I'd give it to you and Emmett to raise because you deserve to a life that you were robbed of. I'm so sorry that I won't be able to make your dream come true, Rosalie, I really am.
Oh, Bella, you won't have to give me and Emmett your baby because yes we want one but we're happy just the two of us. But thank you, little sister.
I can't imagine why you got hurt as a human. I mean who would hate such a beautiful, striking badass girl? I know I wouldn't, no matter how much you annoy me.
Oh so I annoy you now, huh?
I've always seen you as a big sister, no matter how much you annoy me, you're my big sister and that's never going to change, Rosalie Lillian Hale-Cullen. You've taught me to value my life because you never know how quickly it can be taken away from you.
But your life won't be taken away from you, I promise.
Rosalie, I am truly sorry for everything I've put you and your family through, just know that it wasn't my intention for any of it: me transferring to Forks, meeting Edward, finding out that you're vampires and falling in love with Edward, those were never my intentions.
Maybe so but you and Edward falling in love was a blessing and a curse in disguise, little sister.
Rosalie, you deserve every ounce of happiness and love you can get. Please please tell everyone that I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused them.
You've caused none of us pain, Bella.
I love you forever, Rosalie.
Isabella Marie Swan.
I look at my mate. His eyes are wide. "What's the highest bridge in Forks?" I practically yell at Emmett. She cannot jump. I hear Esme gasping for the breath she no longer needs. Carlisle has lifted her into the counter and has her face in his cold hands, telling her to follow his voice. "Esme, look at me. I promise, I promise you that she will not jump off that stupid bridge." Esme is in shock as it's how she got turned into a vampire. This must bring back a lot of back memories for her. Carlisle crushes his wife into a tight but gentle hug. Me and my siblings are looking at Edward who is the last person to read the letter from Bella. We need to hurry before she jumps. We don't know when these letters were written so we're just hoping that she hasn't jumped yet.
