I'm being watched more carefully. Dean came into my room to check on me yesterday and caught me cutting my wrist. I didn't get deep enough to do any real damage. I barely broke through the skin when I was interrupted.
Suffice to say the boys are keeping a close eye on me now. I've just been so overwhelmed. Everybody has been so busy tracking down Amara and figuring out how to kill her and Chuck. I've kind of fallen to the wayside.
But I don't really want to talk about that now...