Disclaimer: I do not own any of J.K. Rowling or Stephanie Myer's characters. Although at times I will insert my own original characters periodically to move the story forward.

Warnings: Strong language, mental health, sexual situations, nightmares.

Author's notes: This is my first story and I welcome all reviews, please be kind and respectful. This story takes place just a few months after the Battle of Hogwarts and moves the Twilight timeline back to 1998. I am writing in the first person from Harry's perspective throughout. Enjoy!

Note: Not as graphic of sex in this chapter, the last one is probably the most graphic I will write.

Chapter 13- Weekend at Edward's Part 2

MACUSA's aurors had arrested Edward for the vampire attacks in the area and I was pleading his case that the only reason that he had red eyes was because we swapped blood. They told me that I was just omitting details about how he was one of the ones responsible for killing all of those people. They sentenced him to death by burning. I tried to stop them, but the restrained me. I heard his screams as he burned alive pleading for me to help. I tried to help him, but the restraints had suppressed my magic and there was nothing that I could do. I started screaming for them to not kill him, begging them even.

I felt a cold hand shaking me over and over after the scene that I had just witnessed. "Harry wake up" A voice called, "Harry your safe, I'm safe, just open your eyes."

"Edward? I asked keeping my eyes shut tight against the tears.

"Yes love" he said, "just open your eyes."

"I don't want to" I said sobbing, "I'm afraid."

"There's nothing to be afraid of love." He said softly, "Just open your eyes and look at me, your safe in my bedroom and nothing is hurting either of us."

I slowly opened my eyes and turned in bed to face him as I continued to sob and cry. "You're alive" I sobbed

"It was only a horrible nightmare" He said softly kissing me on the forehead. "Are all of your nightmares that graphic, I mean I haven't seen you really have one since we have been together."

"Yes they are." I said softly and sadly as my tears started to slow, "You have been my good dream charm, but I just have so much of a fear that now that we are fully and completely bonded that you're going to be ripped away from me like so many other people in my life that I loved. Although with you the feelings are so intense, they make me nearly sick from just thinking about it."

"I'm not going anywhere" He said, "Not ever, I promise."

"I love you Edward" I said as the tears stopped

"I love you too Harry" He said kissing me softly

"I'm going to go for a run" I said softly as I got out of bed and started to look for my running clothes and glasses. "It helps to shake off the nightmares and clear my head."

"Do you want me to come with you?" He asked as I put on my glasses and found my running shorts and a t-shirt.

"No" I said getting dressed and summoning my trainers, "I prefer to be alone when I run, it helps me focus."

"Ok" he said as I laced up my trainers and slipped my wand into the special pocket on my shorts.

Esme greeted me in the living room as I was making my was downstairs and towards the door. "Where are you going this early in the morning?" She asked sweetly

"For a run to clear my head" I said leaning against the door frame and facing her, "I had a bad nightmare and I need to run it off."

"Ok" She said, "Do you want breakfast?"

"Yeah, thanks" I said, "I'll be gone for a while so just send someone to come and get me."

"Ok" She said

I walked out into the chilly morning air, it was only five thirty in the morning. I reached the end of the driveway and took off running at a steady pace down the road letting the pounding of my feet and the focus on counting my breaths in and out ground me in the moment. I started to run faster and faster the farther down the road that I got. I felt so free, almost like flying, maybe I could take out my broom and Edward and I can find someplace for me to fly this weekend.

As the sun was starting to peek over the trees I was getting hungry. I turned around and started my way back to the house, but when I was halfway back I started to feel my joints stiffen. Oh fuck, not now, just keep running Harry, you can make it. As I got closer to the house my pace started to slow to a fast walk, and then a slow feet dragging drudge as my joints started to seize up. I was almost a quarter of the way back to the house when I started to cry from the pain. I started to push myself harder and harder just to will myself toward the house. I collapsed not long after that and started to curl into a little ball and sob from how bad my joints hurt. I couldn't move and all I could do was cry it hurt so bad.

I felt a cold hand on my shoulder, "What's wrong Harry, are you ok?" Rosalie asked softly above me.

"It hurts" I chocked out, "I can't move and it hurts so bad."

"Well come on, let's get you to the house so you can lie down somewhere more comfortable until you feel better." She said trying to help me to my feet, but I was so locked up that I couldn't move from the little ball that I was curled up in. "Come on Harry, let's go."

"I.. can't… move…" I sobbed in pain. She tried to move me again, but no luck.

I felt her pick me up and start to carry me. "Let's get you back to the house where we can see what's going on with you."

I was screaming and sobbing hysterically from the pain as she laid me down on the couch still frozen into a little ball of tears. "What's wrong, what happened?" Edward asked as he rushed over to my side.

"Po..ti..ons" I ground out, "I..need..my..po..ti..ons"

I heard him run off at vampire speed up the stair, and when he returned with my potions he picked me up and put each one to my lips. I drank them like I was dying of thirst. I continued to scream and cry in pain for I don't know how long before I could start to move into a more comfortable position. When the pain had lessened to where I stopped crying and sobbing I tried to sit up on the couch, but Edward gently pushed me back down onto the comfortable cushions. "Why didn't you take them before your run?" He asked softly

"I didn't think I would be gone that long" I said weakly, "But when I saw the sun coming up I realized that I had run father than I intended and tried to beat the arthritis locking up my joints back to the house. I got three quarters of the way back from where I saw the sun breaking over the trees, and that was where Rosalie found me."

"What caused you to have such bad arthritis." Rosalie asked softly across the coffee table that Edward was sitting on. I told everyone about what Yaxley and Dolohov did to me causing me to be this way. "If I ever find them I will tear their fucking heads off!" she screamed when I finished.

All eyes were on Rosalie now; I had no idea that she was feeling so protective of me. "They are in Azkaban now, life sentences." I said as Edward gently pushed me back onto the couch.

Everyone else in the room was in agreement with that statement, then Esme appeared with a tray of breakfast for me. "Thank you Esme, but I'm not hungry at the moment."

"You need to eat something" Edward pleaded, "Please, for me."

I slowly pulled myself into a sitting position and began to pick at some food; it was delicious, but I was so drained from locking up so bad. After a few more strained bites I could feel that if I tried to eat anymore then I would be sick and throw up. "I'm going to go lay down until my stomach settles, the last thing that I want to do is get sick and throw up my potions."

"Ok" Edward said gently helping me up from the soft couch. He helped me, mostly carried me, up the stairs and I took off my trainers, shorts, t-shirt, and glasses as he helped me under the covers. "Do you want me to lie with you until you feel better?"

"Yes please" I said softly, he kicked off his shoes, jeans, and shirt and curled up next to me. I applied a warming charm and turned to face him. "Now I feel better, not enough to get up out fo bed, but better now that you're here."

He kissed me softly, "Is there anything I can do for you love?" He asked softly

"You're already doing it" I said kissing him softly.

I turned around in bed and curled up next to him. His bare skin on mine made me feel warm and safe. He has such a calming effect on me; I never want to move from this spot ever again, and I doubt that he does either. I slowly drifted off to a dreamless sleep feeling all warm, safe, and loved.

When I woke up I really had to pee, so I gently climbed out of Edward's safe arms and made my way into the bathroom. I was still pretty stiff, so I decided to take a nice hot shower. As the hot water ran over me I heard the shower door open and felt Edward's cold body wrap around me. "Want some company?" He asked softly

"Sounds good to me" I replied yawning and enjoying the hot water. "I'm still a little stiff though."

"I can fix that" He said getting on his knees in front of me. He took my cock in his mouth causing me to moan his name softly. As he went up and down on my cock I told him what I liked and he quickly accommodated me. I called his name softly as I came in his cool mouth; I immediately felt a whole lot better afterwards as he stood up to kiss me deeply. I reached for him, but he intertwined his fingers in mine and moved my hand back up to his chest. "You just worry about feeling better, I can wait until you do."

I leaned up against his now warm body and let the hot water flow over us. When we exited the shower he went to hand me a towel, but I just waived my hand casting a drying spell over the two of us. I felt a lot better, but I was starting to stiffen slightly from the cold of leaving the hot water. "Damn, that was amazing, but I had a feeling that once I left the hot water I would stiffen back up some."

He started to rub my shoulder and massage my neck causing me to relax slightly. "You just need a good massage." He said, "lay down on the bed and I'll take care of the stiffness."

When we entered his room I called over my wand and transfigured the couch into a massage table. He helped me onto it and I transfigured the lamp into a small table with different massage oils on it. He took my wand from me and placed it back on the nightstand as I tried to relax on the cool table. I heard him apply some massage oil to his hands, and then I felt it on my back as he started to slowly work his firm cold hands into it. "Where does it hurt the worst?" He asked as I relaxed under him massaging my shoulders.

"Everywhere that muscle connects to a joint." I moaned into the face hole of the table, "but that my back and lower is the best place to start right now."

I felt his hands press into the area around my spine gently and I could feel how tight things actually were. I winced in pain causing him to have to quickly move onto the next location all along my spine, but it was just too tender so he moved down to my ass. It was tender as well, but not as much as my spine. He tenderly worked until all of the surface muscles were starting to relax, and then he started to move down my right leg. My knee was so sore when he got there causing him to have to move to my calf; it was still tight from my run. My foot and ankle were the tenderest of all, but the arch of my foot felt really good as he massaged it. My other leg was in just as bad of shape and he had to move back upward to avoid all of the tenderness around my joints. "You are in such bad shape that I don't know if I can do anything." He said sadly as he moved his way up my shoulders and onto my neck. I winced in pain as he made contact with the joints in my neck. "Sorry" he said, "I know your joints must be screaming still right now."

"Yeah" I said sadly, "Although I've never had a massage before, so it does feel really good. Your touch is calming in any situation though."

He continued to work on the parts of my muscles that weren't up against joints, but we both quickly realized that there was where he needed to work but couldn't. "I'm going to go and see if Carlisle is home from the hospital yet, he may be able to do something about your joints so I can release the muscles."

I heard his slip on some clothes and felt him throw a towel on my ass and he walked out of the room shutting the door behind him. When I heard the door open I heard him enter with Carlisle. "Tell me what happened." Carlisle asked gently. I told him the full story that I told Edward last night, and what happened this morning. "I see, well let me take an exam then." His cold hands moved gently as he felt my neck, spine, and other joints all over my body. "This is extremely dark magic that caused this."

"Can you do anything for me other than just potions?" I asked hopefully

"I can try" He said, "I know a few muggle techniques from my work as a surgeon. I even studied chiropractic joint manipulation techniques as well." He continued to examine my joints for range of motion and stiffness. "Stand up for a minute please, if you can Harry."

Edward helped me off of the table and handed me a pair of boxers to put on. Carlisle pulled out his wand and transfigured the massage table into a chiropractic table. Edward helped me onto it and Carlisle picked up my feet moving my legs around gently. When he sat them back down on the table he paused for a minute. "This is going to hurt like un-holy hell I'm afraid." I tensed and panicked. "Don't worry, when I get done you will be extremely sore, but maybe Edward can massage you muscles to get them to release before you lay back down for a nap. Are you ready?"

"Yes" I said scared of the pain as he grabbed my right foot. I screamed in pain as he yanked on my right foot causing my ankle to pop and relax immediately. The whole way up both legs was torture with each snap and pop of my joints causing me to scream in pain every time he adjusted one of them. My hips were so bad that he had to adjust them in about four different directions, and then he started up my spine. It was so sore and locked that I was constantly screaming causing Edward to lay a calming hand on me.

After he adjusted my shoulders and lower neck he had Edward help me into a sitting position that hurt every time that I moved. It felt like Carlisle was going to snap my neck off and was breaking my skull as he slowly worked his way upward unlocking the joints. He adjusted my shoulders again at the new sitting angle, and I cried and sobbed even harder as he unlocked my elbows, wrists and hands. I felt like I would be unable to eat for a week after he unlocked my jaw and facial bones. He gently laid me on my back on the table and I felt like I would be un able to walk for just as long as he unlocked my feet. He had Edward gently lift me up causing me to scream in agonizing pain as he transfigure the table back into a massage table. He helped Edward to gently, but agonizingly lay me on my back. He disappeared and reappeared in a matter of minutes and I moaned in pain as they sat me up for Carlisle to give me various potions: Pain relief, muscle relaxation, more of my arthritis potions. I let out a cry of pain as they gently helped me onto my stomach situating my face in the table's hole. Carlisle gave Edward some tips and traced on my back where to start, and then he left us alone.

Edward slowly applied some massage oil and started to massage me gently as the potions took effect. "How are you feeling?" He asked gently massaging my back careful to avoid my spine until the potions had fully took effect.

I couldn't speak because of the pain in my jaw. I decided to use a skill that The Professor had taught me in his training sessions on non-verbal energy channeled conversations. "Everything hurts." I thought to him reaching out with my energy.

"I thought you couldn't lower your occulumancy." He said shocked stopping the massage.

"I can't" I thought back to him, "The Professor taught me how to non-verbally communicate through channeling energy. I can't have a non-verbal conversation past the distance of your bedroom, but I can communicate especially well if I'm touching the person I'm 'talking' to. I use less energy that way." I projected my thoughts to him about how my jaw hurt too much to speak, and how I was afraid that I couldn't eat for a few days.

"It's ok" He said gently massaging my jaw muscles, "I'll take care of you love."

I showed him how scared I was, and how much his touch was soothing me. I also showed him a couple of the things that I would do to him once I felt better. "I love you" I thought to him.

"I love you too" He said gently massaging my jaw still. "How are you feeling now?"

"Better" I thought, "The potions are starting to kick in, you can begin to work my joint muscles now."

After he finished with my backside he gently helped me flip over and started art my jaw and head. I tried to speak, but he just put his finger over my lips and said to just think it to him. "I enjoy hearing your thoughts." He said working his way lower. After he finished with my feet, they took the longest other than my jaw, he started to trace my balls causing me to moan. "Show me what you want."

I showed him exactly what I wanted him to do to me, and guided him adjusting what I wanted as he started to stroke my cock. I moaned in pleasure, but when I started to speak he stopped touching me. "Play by the rules or I will stop, no speaking out loud." He said. I moaned in frustration, but showed him that I will 'play by the rules'. As he continued to stroke my cock I guided him along, and I reached out with my energy to him and caused him to moan as I stroked him with my energy. "Fuck Harry, that feels…." He came quickly onto my side, I didn't last much longer after that before I shot everything up onto my stomach. "You are a dirty little boy aren't you?" He smiled down at me as he cleaned our mess off of me. It was then that it hit me, I had to take a shit. I showed him that I needed to get to the bathroom.

After I finished and cleaned myself up I felt like I had pissed out a gallon, and by the looks of the toilet bowl I set a world record for taking a shit. I walked out of the bathroom and leaned on him as soon as I opened the door. "I feel way better now" I thought to him as he guided me to the bed and helped me under the covers. "I haven't been able to shit like that in a month, you really cleaned me out in more ways than one."

He laughed softly as he helped me take the potions that Carlisle had left me for sleep. "Good to know" He said softly as he helped me lie back down and curled up around me. I wandlessly and nonverbally cast a warming charm and as soon as the potions started to kick in I fell into a dreamless sleep curled up safe in his arms.