My dear little broccolis💚💚💚

💚 So, it has been brought to my attention that some of you don't have access to Facebook and can't read Clary's diary entries. So here they are, just for your enjoyment. Remember that this is a diary, that must be read in addition to Sweetie, Let Me Give You The Daddy

As promised, new entry of Ana's diary ... Hope you will enjoy this first one ...

‼️DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVEN'T READ CHAPTER 23 ONWARD‼️ ️

~ 22nd of January ~

Affirmation 1: I am happy.

Affirmation 2: All is well.

Affirmation 3: I am happy.

Christian is taking me to Dubai for my Christmas present, and I'm over the moon. Literally. I'm in the jet right now, with a smile on my face as he just dozed off next to me. I do worry that he's working too much. I know that I've always known him to work a lot, but all those years ago, he didn't seem so tired all the times.

I know that he took Jamie on to help with the workload, but … sometimes I'm left wondering if he actually wants to part with this pressure. Maybe he was happier before I barged back into his life. But he keeps telling me that he is happy, so … I guess I'll have to find a way to relieve stress for him … Not that it's going to be hard. Especially since we're going to be alone for two whole days. Maybe we can even stay one night out and make love under the stars in the desert … though that sounds uncomfortable now that I think of it.

Governor Marshall has tried to get me to work with me once again, but I just let him down politely. In fact, I'm thinking of just remotely giving legal advice to Brenda and Leo from now on. I just feel it would be easier for me. I don't think I'll be strong enough to fight at home to keep my family up float AND at work.

The SRBC keeps on gossiping about me. The latest reveal is that I'm sleeping with half of Christian's staff, starting with Jamie. After all, Christian was right, this is how people see it, no matter how we truly feel about each other. Apparently, Barbara's husband saw me coming to GEH, but not going to Christian's office. oh, and Milly (who apparently lives in Escala) sees many men coming in and out of the lift leading to our penthouse whilst Christian is away. I really hope Christian doesn't hear about that because this is going to cause him unnecessary worries.

However, this is going to stop me from going to the gym anymore. I really thought that before five no one would be there, but I met Trevor, one of our neighbours who mostly works nights as a surgeon and lets go of the pressure after his shifts.

He's quite nice, and he gives me the sense that I am not … I don't know. But if Milly hears about it, she's going to turn it into a sordid again. And anyway, why do I go to the gym for? I don't really need to do it. This was just a stupid habit of mine to take my mind of things and pretend I was healthy, but I remember my mantra.

Affirmation 1: I'm happy.

Affirmation 2: All is well.

Affirmation 3: I'm happy.

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💚Your thoughts and opinions are always welcomed💚

Love, Mina💚💚💚