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Spencer's point of view

It's late at night, or early in the morning depending on how you look at it, but it's dark outside so I'll call it night. Can't sleep! Too much to think about lately! So, I guess this is the part where I write about it as if I'm telling someone all about it? Even though, I know I'm not. Really, I'm just writing things down as I think about them. Maybe, things will slow down in my head if I get them on paper? I guess I should've started this by writing "Dear Journal"?

Anyway, a lot's been going on lately. Madison's suspension has been over for awhile now, but she hasn't been back to school, not that anyone's complaining. It's a lot quieter. Ash's says she's probably taking extra time off to recuperate from a boob and or nose job. They wouldn't need to use silicone or saline to enlarge her breasts, just take a little off her ass. There'd still be plenty Latin booty to go around. That would give a new meaning to the phrase tits and ass. Aiden swears she's in a mental institution. Might not be a bad idea. Actually, I'm hoping that some doctor, like in Switzerland has perfected personality transplants, and she comes back a new person. A guy can dream right? Well, not me because I can't get to sleep, but yeah.

Madison's former puppets, the cheerleaders have completely changed for the better without her. They're actually cool to hang with even Ash thinks so. I still can't believe how they handled the captain situation. Everyone assumed that Sherri would be named the new captain, but they chose Anna and Belle to be co captains. Openly gay girlfriends leading a cheering squad? Hell yeah! Unfortunately, not everyone sees it that way. There are still some people in and outside of the school that have a problem with it, but fuck them! Chill Spence! Why did I just write down me telling myself to chill? Maybe seeing it will help me do it? Anyway, news networks and papers have covered the story, and of course, there're activists and protesters on both sides. Why so much fuss over how people live their lives? The silver lining is the school is behind the girls and their choice in the controversy.

Kyla and Aiden are growing pretty close. I'm happy for them. They haven't officially came out and said they're dating, but a few minutes alone with them and you know there's no need for the words. Kind of like me and Ash. They're not as awesome of course, but it appears love is there. Thanks to Christine, no one knew she existed. So there's no way Aiden could've known during all that time he pining for Ash, but Kyla seems to be the Davies girl for him.

Then, there's this new TV show. Man, I never thought a TV show would take up so much space in my brain, but anyone who's seen it understands everyone else might think its crazy, but oh well. At first it was that cool show everyone at school was watching, but I try not to base my life on what everyone else is doing. So I didn't pay attention.

Ash and Kyla started talking about it. So, I thought there must be something to it if they like it, but I didn't watch it. Then finally, I saw a commercial for it, and was like holy shit! It did look really good. There's practically nothing a teen or anyone for that matter can go through that isn't in this show. It's the first show ever to feature two gay teens as main characters. So naturally there's homophobia. Also, peer pressure, military, racism, step families, sex, contraception, pregnancy, miscarriages, abortion, adoption, arrests drugs, drinking, hate crimes, domestic violence, cheating, college, religion, and death. As fast as my brain is going right now, I'm probably forgetting something, but the show is amazing!

A lot of it hits home, like every time someone starts drama with the two girls on there for being gay it reminds me of when Madison decided to spread that rumor that Glen was gay, and the backlash he got when practically everyone in the school believed it even though he's not. Then Anna and Belle came out, and the same things started to happen only this time is worse because they actually have to deal with being lesbians in high school. I'm glad there's a show like End of Innocents there for them! I'm proud of Glen too because of his experience he is always there to stick up for the girls! I wonder why the show is called End of Innocence. Probably because once you hit high school, any shred of innocence you had left from childhood is taken from you.

Tonight after dinner, I was talking to Mom about the show. Apparently, I've been talking about it too much lately, because she asked me if I was trying to tell her something. At first I didn't know what to say. It's not everyday that your mom basically asks if you're gay. I guess her reasoning makes since. I have been raving about a show that's main characters are lesbians. I told her that I care about the show because above all else it stands up against discrimination which is obviously something I can relate to due to my disability. I told her that I'm not gay, I just can't stand intolerance.

Raife did sell their old house and decided to follow through on his thought about donating the money he made from the sale to a charity. He asked his girls what charity he should donate to. Kyla loves the show so much that she told him about how one of the actresses's lost a brother to Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, and that her mother started an organization in his honor. Raife agreed that helping to fund research that could potentially end such tragedy, and help those who have lost children, brothers, sisters, nieces, or nephews cope. He donated every cent he made from the sale.

Additional Note: If you've read this story elsewhere, you may remember donation info being included. However, Gabrielle's mom's charity has closed. If you'd like to support efforts to end SIDS, Please look into other organizations.

The End