Chapter Warning: Sexual terms and mentions. Sexual activities.

Risa Koizumi's POV

Gosh, I was so freaking nervous. I must have been shaking, but I was really trying to play it confident and cool. I hoped he couldn't tell I was super inexperienced and didn't know what I was doing at all. To hide my mental panic… Since I really did just want to have fun tonight- and maybe doing this in such a spur of the moment manner was helping my nerves- I rubbed my hands around his legs, getting over to the sides of his thighs.

I pushed myself up and leaned in between them. I had to move his legs apart from each other a little bit. He was kinda laughing at me, which kinda made me mad. But, then again, I couldn't really blame him. I probably did look kinda silly.

I wanted to move my head in right then, but his stupid underwear was still there! He totally messed up my move. It was supposed to be one swift motion, like in the video I took from my brother's room…. Wait. What?

But now I had to deal with his underwear in the way. I started very quickly losing my confidence. "Otani…" I mumbled staring at his boxers covering his crotch, "Can you take these off too?"

"Hmm?" He looked down at me and we matched eyes for a second. I felt so embarrassed. I was supposed to be acting like I knew what I was doing. Ugh, I wanted to kinda take the lead, after I made him do everything last time.

"No, wait!" I objected to my own question, "Uh…" I narrowed my eyes at the waistband of his boxers. "I'll do it!"

Rapidly, mostly because I was scared, I reached up and ripped at his underwear like I was tearing a bandaid off.

"Whoa!" He screamed, "Koizumi!" His legs curled up, like a knee jerk at the doctors. He grabbed onto my shoulders.

I pulled his underwear down, but he was still sitting so it just kinda bunched up on his upper legs.

Otani breathed out hard, relaxing, "Jeez, Koizumi, could you do that a little less violently?!"

"Sorry!" I shouted back and then became shockingly aware of the fact I could see his penis rising up out of the mess of underwear and pants. After a few long seconds of staring at it, I tilted my head up to look Otani in the face. I asked him, "Can I start?"

His face was red. He nodded yes, silently and slightly.

"Okay," I muttered. I positioned my hands on his legs and pushed myself upwards. I cranked my neck around, down near his penis. One of my hands came off of his legs and started moving towards holding it.

But then, I hesitated, I jolted my head up to look at him again. I rambled, "Listen. I don't really know what I am doing, so if I am doing it wrong or it hurts you can tell me. I'm sorry if its not any good, I just this is my first time-"

He laughed to himself, "Koizumi, it's okay."

I sighed, "Alright, I'm just saying you can let me know if it's not right."

He rolled his eyes, "Okay~" He spoke more seriously, but maybe he was still kinda joking around, "But, I'm sure you'll do great."

Either way, I smiled.

My nerves relaxed. And I felt my hand land around Otani's penis. For a moment I watched myself touch him. The longer I held onto him, the harder his penis started to feel in my hand. I knew what my next move should be. This was still just the same thing I did last time. This was a handjob, but I wanted to keep going- It was just taking me a minute.

I began to roll my head forward, down closer. Completely focused, I was almost paying no attention to Otani's reactions. I had about no idea if he was enjoying what I was doing or if he was hating it. As usual, we were a little out of sync. I was just trying so hard to keep my mind on getting through my next move.

Then, I touched my lips to the tip of his penis. Breathing out slightly, I hung there for a second. I slid my one hand all the way down. I might have heard Otani say my name… or something, but I didn't pay any attention. Instead, I opened my mouth a little bit more, pushing him in, between my lips. Slowly, the tip of my tongue touched his-

"Koizumi!" He shouted loudly, almost out of control. His hands were on my shoulders.

I peered up at him. His face was bright red and sweaty. I looked into his eyes as if to ask, "what?"

He huffed out, "When it happens, should I let it out outside or…?"

I back away, taking his penis out of my mouth for a second, "The white stuff?"

He almost laughed in my face, "Yeah the white stuff."

"Oh," I thought for a second, then made my decision, "Whatever you want is fine." And I smiled a little, trying to look cute… which I think actually worked for once. Haha.

At first, Otani seemed surprised, but then he shrugged and smirked, "Well ok, if you're sure you won't mind… I'll probably let it out in your mouth."

I may or may not have smirked too, "Whatever."

Getting back to business, I connected my lips to his hard penis again. My hand, holding at the bottom. Eventually, not without a few quiet moans from my short boy, I moved my mouth down his length.

When his hands grabbed onto the back of my head, I kinda knew what was going to happen. Pushing down deeper, I could feel him taking up the room inside my mouth. I wasn't sure just what to do with my tongue, but I could tell he was feeling good. It was like he kept getting bigger or something.

He pressed on my head and muttered my name again, "Koizumi," this time with a bit of panic and urgency. "I'm gonna…"

I braced myself, closing my eyes. This was going to be the first time anything like this had ever happened to me. In the end, I'm proud I took it so bravely.

"God," He puffed out under his breath. He pushed my head in and his hips forward. I felt his penis hit deeper in my throat. For a second, I was scared I might choke, so I sucked in a big sniff of air. Then, he released.

Liquid rushed into my mouth. Not an overwhelming amount, but like a decent amount. I didn't choke, thank god.

He backed away from me, taking his penis out of my mouth and letting his hand slip away from my head.

The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was his eyes staring down at me. He had a tired, but happy look on his face. Like he had just caught his breath and was starting to smile.

I must've smiled back at him just a little. He said to me, "Thanks Koizumi," and reached out his hand. He wiped at my lips, tilting my chin up, "Sorry if it tastes bad."

He pulled his fingers away and I could see some of the white stuff. Some might have spilled out of my mouth afterward I guess.

I gulped hard. Then, I was finally able to give him a big grin, "That's okay, I just hope it felt good!"

Otani chuckled and avoided the subject, "I just wished I could do something for you, but- Nevermind." He picked up his underwear and pants bunched you under his legs and shimmied them back into place.

I stood up. My hands fell onto my hips, "Maybe next time, okay?"

"Ha," he laughed, taunting me, "When's that?"

I folded my arms across my chest and turned dramatically, like I was all upset, "Well maybe you'd know if you cared-"

"What?!" He balked, "Come on, are you still mad I didn't let you tell your secret?"

"Yes!" I humphed.

"Fine," he stood up, his fly undone, and ran around to face the front of me. "What is it?" He stared up into my eyes, "I really wanna know."

Damn it. He trapped me. I can't even pretend to be mad at him for very long.

"Nobuko said Nakao is taking a trip to Hokkaido so they can see each other during the long weekend, and she said we could come visit with him and stay… in her grandma's guest house... If we wanted to..." I lifted my eyebrows to really cue what I was getting at, in case he was too dense to understand.

Which Otani definitely is way too dense! Our history has taught me that!

Atsushi Otani POV

At some point that night, my mom and sister came home. By that point though, Koizumi and I were back downstairs- with our clothes on. We were playing video games, but I was mostly watching her get way too into it and kick my ass. I wasn't really a video game guy. At least half of the games in my house were ones Koizumi left here in high school, so she could play them when she was over.

I hadn't been home in a while, since college started. Usually, she would come to visit me. My family dropped me off there, but besides that, it had been a few months really since I saw everyone. Now, Koizumi was saying we might go see our friends over the break. Honestly, I was kinda excited.

I mean, there were some other reasons I was excited besides just seeing our friends, but… well my mom was home now. I had to keep my dirty thoughts on the down-low.

Koizumi threw up the controller, shouting, "I won! I won!" She caught it in her lap.

I groaned.

My sister made fun of me from the kitchen, "Don't you ever win Atchan?"

"Shut up."

All of them started laughing at me. Typical.

Koizumi turned back to me. Her eyes lit up. "Can we play again?"

She looked so happy.

"It's getting late, you two," My mother added. "Atchan, maybe you should walk Koizumi home."

I got up off the couch. I grabbed Koizumi's arm, she sat on the floor unmoving. "Obviously." I pulled at her to get up.

She pouted, "Aw, I wanted to play one more round."

I looked down at her, frustrated, "Will you stop with the video games?!"

She started to stand up, "You're just mad I beat you every time."

"No," we walked towards the door, "I couldn't care less about your stupid video games, I'm not a loser like you."

"A loser?!" She slipped her shoes on, "Is that what you think of me? But… I won…" Her voice sounded upset.

I picked a jacket off of the hooks. "No, I don't think you're a loser, gosh."

"Oh, okay," I handed Koizumi her jacket, then went back to get mine.

"You're so weird," I stated. And we were both ready to leave, "Bye mom!"

"Bye everybody!" Koizumi waved as she walked out, and I followed behind her, closing the door.

When we stepped outside, she was laughing to herself. "I love your mom! And your sister too, they're great!"

I walked a little faster to stand beside her, "Ok, weirdo."

"What? I just miss going over to your house."

I chuckled, "You don't go there when I'm not home?"

"No!" She objected.

"I wouldn't put it past you," I teased her, "You did come over and attack me when I was sick once!"

"That is so not what happened!" She threw her arms out.

"I know, I know."

I took one of her hands in mine.

"Besides," she said, "It's not like that anymore, right? You didn't have a fever this time?"

"No Koizumi," I rolled my eyes, "You don't have to ask every time we do anything if I have a fever."

"I know," She smiled and kicked her leg out a little bit. We walked silently together for a little bit. The sky was pitch black and we were walking between the light from street lamps. Even though it was night, I was feeling hotter than I expected.

Koizumi sighed happily, she told me, "It's so warm out!"

"I guess it really is almost summer."

"Yeah."

I looked straight ahead of us, "Hey Koizumi," But I could feel her eyes looking at me, "When we go on that trip, with Nakao and Nobuko… how long will we be away?"

"Oh," Koizumi paused, "I don't really know. I guess I could ask her. I would think a couple of nights. She said long weekend, so maybe Friday to Sunday or Monday?

I nodded, "Okay, so like 3 or 4 nights?"

"Yeah, I mean, I guess."

I rubbed my thumb on her hand, "And you're okay staying with me that long?"

"Um… Yeah, I think so."

"Okay," I tried to show I could be understanding, "If you need to stay with Nobuko, it's alright, I won't get mad at you."

Her walking paced slowed down, but I kept pushing ahead, "Okay… but I don't think I want to stay with her. I think I want to stay with you, so what's the problem?"

"There's not a problem, Koizumi," I turned back to face her. Her hand slipped out of mine. "It's just I thought you felt weird staying with me overnight, like last time-"

"No!" She cried out, desperately, "Not anymore, okay? I trust you."

We stared intensely into each other's eyes. Only half of her face was lit up by the lights.

"Okay," I stated seriously, maintaining eye contact, "We don't have to do something every night."

She glanced down at my hand, then back to me. She nodded and stepped forward, taking my hand again, "Okay," I grabbed on to her and we walked, "But, I think I might be ready."

I whipped my head to the side to look at her. I tried to read her expression, but we were in the dark between street lamps. "Ready?" I asked.

"Soon," She responded. "Maybe. Like if summer break is a few weeks away, I think I could be ready by then." She took a second, "Maybe."

He laughed a little under my breath, "Okay, there's no pressure. Alright?"

She laughed too, "Yeah, I know, but…"

"Yeah," I breathed out, "I wanna do it too."

The light flashed back on her. I looked over her face, but she was staring ahead. "Koizumi," She turned to me, "Lean down."

She bent over and I pushed myself up. I leaned in and gave her a kiss.

When we parted, I told her, "Keep working hard until summer break, okay? Then, we can just have fun."

She smiled, her eyes opening back up slowly, "Okay." She pulled her hands in close to her body, so my arm was out to keep holding her hand. "And you'll work hard too right?"

"Yeah," I said like it was obvious, "But I'm not the one I'm worried about."

She rolled her eyes, "Yeah, yeah, I'll work hard. Leave me alone. It's easy when I actually care about the stuff, like with fashion. It's just my stupid classes and professors that are so annoying! Like why should I do the work if you're boring me to death?!"

I laughed out, loudly.

Koizumi doesn't really change, does she?

Even if she is ready to let me touch her, or even if she is ready for sex, she's still gonna be the biggest loser I know.

"Hey!" She threw her arm up, taking my shoulder out with her, "Don't laugh at me!"

"Sorry, you're just too funny!"

"Gah! Wait! Let me try to be sexy!" She called out.

I was uncontrollably laughing, "No, god please don't."