Hadrian smiled as he saw two redheaded men come toward him. He was backstage and warming up his guitar as usual when they popped up seemingly out of nowhere but Hadrian knew better, they invented something that mimicked his cloak of Invisibility. Hadrian and the twins kept in touch over the last five years, he never had anything against the twins and actually had come to think of them as brothers. Fred started speaking "Harry-kins, dear brother, we heard that dad had-"
"Divorced dear old Molly, you wouldn't," George continued.
Fred finished off "have anything to do with that, would you?"
Hadrian grinned knowingly, though he was surprised Mr. Weasley actually divorced the screeching witch. He had sent a letter to Arthur a week ago and explained what his wife and two youngest children had done and that he would press charges on all three during his hearing on December fifth. Arthur had sent a letter back begging to him to meet up with him and to talk, and he, Arthur, had no idea about any of what they had planned. When Hadrian met with the man with Sev by his side as usual, Mr. Weasley was frantically apologizing to him over and over. He had calmed the man down and let him talk. Mr Weasley told him he would deal with them as well and that Hadrian would be welcome to press charges. Hadrian left the meeting feeling happy that it wasn't the whole family planning his demise and stealing from him, just the mother and the two youngest.
"Nope." Hadrian smirked at the two. They knew he did, they knew why he ran. He had told them right before the train pulled into King's Cross Station. To say they were shocked was an understatement. They actually spoke in full sentences.
Flashback
Hadrian looked up when the door to the compartment opened revealing the twins. He was writing a song he had in his head, hiding his notebook in his hands from the others, hoping beyond hope that he would one day sing it to the world. Granger, Ronald and Ginerva were all sitting in the compartment with him though he pretended they weren't, they left him alone thinking he was shook with grief for his godfather. "Harry-kins, Can we-" "borrow you for a minute?" George finished off, ignoring the looks of confusion from his siblings and Granger.
Hadrian nodded, he sent an owl to them that morning to do precisely this, explaining he had something he wanted to tell them about. He saw them sneak on the train while he was getting on, they fit in quite nicely even though they left school a few weeks early. Hadrian left with the twins to an empty compartment near the end of the train, quickly placing a silencing charm on the door along with muffliato to keep others from eavesdropping. "We got your letter-" "Harry, what is going on?" Fred finished seriously.
Hadrian sobbed quietly before quickly straightening up and acted like he didn't just cry out, startling the twins who quickly pulled him into a hug. Hadrian spoke up about his plan to leave Britain, confusing the twins, they knew Harry had gone through a lot since coming into the wizarding world, even more than the most experienced Aurors, but they had thought he was doing well. Fred and George looked at each other having a silent conversation coming to the same conclusion, even though Sirius died, this is much more than that. Hadrian nodded knowing what the twins were thinking and explained what he had heard and what Dumbledore told him. At the end of the explanation the twins looked at him in shock making Hadrian think he told the wrong person the twins might not believe when they shouted at once. "My own little brother and sister! Who knew they were such asses!" "I don't blame you for leaving Harry!" They finished together with, "keep us updated, you are more our sibling than those backstabbing assholes." Hadrian smiled and promised before leaving while over hearing George say to Fred "Hey Fred you thinking what I'm thinking?" "Yes George, let the one-sided prank war commence!"
Flashback End
They did, Hadrian heard all about their pranks pulled on the trio in every letter he received from the twins and even some from Sev, leaving him in tears from laughing so hard with every letter he received from the twins. Hadrian smiled at them again before inviting them to sit down, they hung out until it was time for him to go on stage luckily he finished his voice exercises before the twins arrived and continued to tune his guitar while they were talking. He gave Sev a kiss when he appeared and another before he got on stage, winking at him in a way that promised things to come when they returned to their room tonight which led to the twins fake gagging behind him. Hadrian smirked at them before turning around and getting on the lift to the stage. Hadrian was dressed in jeans and white short sleeve shirt showing his scars he usually kept under a glamour, he wanted to show the world his struggle and not hide it anymore, yeah,he wrote songs about it but he never actively revealed his scars from cutting. Hadrian wanted people who cut to know they weren't alone and it isn't the end of the world. He wanted them to know that you can get help, people won't think you crazy.
I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cuttin' yourself with the jagged edge
I'm tellin' you that it's never that bad
And take it from someone who's been where your at
You're laid out on the floor and you're not sure
You can take this anymore
So just give it one more try
With a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reachin' out to let you know
That you're not alone
And you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Please let me take you
Out of the darkness and into the light
'Cause I have faith in you
That you're gonna make it through another night
Stop thinkin' about the easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you're not done, you're far too young
And the best is yet to come
So just give it one more try
With a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reachin' out to let you know
That you're not alone
And you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Well everybody's hit the bottom
And everybody's been forgotten
Well everybody's tired of being alone
Yeah everybody's been abandoned
And left a little empty handed
So if you're out there barely hangin', on
Just give it one more try
With a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reachin' out to let you know
That you're not alone
And you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
He finished the song, fans screaming and chaos started when people noticed his self harm scars on his arms and then the cheers started. His fans were happy he showed them another part of himself. "This next song is about the love of my life, I know I've been doing this a lot lately but Sev will you come out here?" Sev steps out, confusion on his face. Hadrian smiles, walks over to his love and grabs his hand, he had something big planned. "Stay out here for this song babe, I wrote it just for you." Screams start and die after a couple minutes, Hadrian starts the song.
You're feeling isolate
And all kinds of frustrate
But I love you as you are
Love you as you are, yeah
And don't worry about the hate
It don't fit in those boxes they create
And it's tearing you apart
It's tearing you apart, yeah
And when you build those walls to keep you safe
It's like a prison you can't escape
You tear them down, you just might hear me say
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are
You can come out of the shadows
They only scared of what they don't know
But I love you as you are, love you as you are, yeah
Yeah, you waged this war within yourself
Wasting time dying in a shell
They don't define you
Just know they never will
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are, yeah
I love you as you are, yeah
You're feeling isolate
And all kinds frustrate
But I love you as you are
Love you as you are, yeah
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
And when the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you
I love you as you are
I love you as you are
When the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
'Til it's gone, 'til it's gone
I love you as you are, yeah
I love you as you are, yeah
When the whole damn world
Don't know what they got 'til it's gone
I love you as you are
Hadrian ends the song as he drops down on one knee, Sev looks at him in shock. "My love, you are my world, my rock, my lover, and more importantly you are my soul mate, will you bond with me?" Sev was shaking though only Hadrian noticed, he was holding back tears. Sev nods and Hadrian pulls out the ring, it was like a simple silver wedding band with several tiny emeralds carved into snakes all the way around it, and puts it on Sev's hand smiling the whole time. The whole crowd screamed the entire time. Sev pulled Hadrian into a passionate kiss before whispering to him "I love you."
"I love you to Sev."
OK it has been a long time since I updated this. I kinda got swept away with Christmas and I have surgery coming up so what better way to recover then writing a story. Songs in this story include Lullaby by Nickelback As You Are by Daughtry
