I just wanted to drop this note to let you guys know that I have not abandoned my fics.
If I could be honest with you guys, I'm having a really shit time.
Covid came in like a wrecking ball to my life and career, so since earlier this year i've been trying to deal with it...I'm still trying to deal with it and the struggle of balancing everything all at once is very stressful.
Lost my job, lost my home and my dog; the whole 9 yards. My parents are in and out of surgeries, the rest of my siblings all seem to be having their midlife crisis's and my nieces and nephew are now choosing this time to rebel and wild out to a maddening degree.
I'm menally and physically ready to just states.I'm financially unable to and morally obligated to be the rock that is holding down my family's fort so that we might make it into 2021.
It has all just been really really draining and half the time I'm fantasizing about taking myself out of this world but deciding not to because my family literally can't afford my death.
I'm ranting and I apologize because my problems certainly aren't any of yours but I just wanted to let you all know that I have not forgotten my stories.
Many of them I'm making edits, including to this fic...it's just really slow. A paragraph here...a sentence there, instead of me just being able to knock-out whole chapters like: boom. bam. done.
Please just bear with me a little while longer, I know it's selfish to ask but I'm asking anyway.
Hope you all have a safe holiday!
Fingers crossed that 2021 brings us something better.