Chapter 11: Intuition

The feeling was there again.

That overwhelming feeling that something big is about to happen.

I've been feeling weird lately. Numb. Waiting.

Jasper thinks i'm just finally used to who i am, what i am. And that bothers me deep down.

Emmett thinks i'm just overthinking things.

Carlisle thinks i'm homesick. Missing everything from human life.

I'm so confused.

I miss Edward.

Crazy, huh?

But he would know whats going on in my head better anyone.

I miss Bella.

How long has it been since i last saw my friend?

They have been gone for so long.

Maybe, i am homesick.

But at the same time, i feel so conected with this life. This life style. The New me.

Is it possible for someone to change so suddenly?

So thoroughly?

I've become something i've never wanted to be.

And, yet, look at me now.

I feel physically incredible. Strong. Fast.

I feel visually amazing. Beautiful. Majestic.

But mentally, there is something missing.

A part of the puzzle that i have yet to find. The part of me that is missing.

I have to find it.

I want to be whole for once.

I've never been completed. There was always something missing.

Not this time.

I'm going to find the missing piece.

I love the darkness now.

I crave it.

I don't know what is it, that makes me feel so comfortable in the dark forest behind the Cullen's house.

Probably because even though I am in the deepest of darkness, with my vampire sight, I can still see clearly.

Something that used to be haunting, to me. Now is just, a part of my daily life.

I've been training non-stop with Jasper, everyday.

Aprimorating my skills, learning tactics, hunting, turning my body into a weapon.

Something big is coming our way, i can feel it more each new day.

Whatever it is, this time, when it comes, i will be ready.

I feel Carlisle's presence before i can smell his scent. He comes my way in a human pace, with no rush.

He doesn't need that. The strength. The agility.

He is the most human of us all.

"You know, I used to be afraid of the darkness. Terrifyed actually. But now, i'm standing in the middle of the forest, in the night time. And still, i can see everything so clearly. It's not scary anymore."

"You used to be repulsed to the thought of becoming a vampire. But now, you have already surpassed even an old man like me in skills."

"People do change." I deadpan.

"That's not always a bad thing."

I smirk then, playful. "I'm not complaining. I'm done feeling sorry for myself."

"What ails you then?" He asks. Visibly bothered by my dark mood.

"Not knowing, i guess."

"You still feel like something bad will happen to you?"

"I know it will. My intuition never fails me."

As if on cue, the air around us gets colder, and the atmosphere darken. If i was human, my body would be full of goosebumps.

"Love?" He looks at me concerned.

"It's happening. It started."

As if it was waiting by my call, Emmett comes running from the house, eyes wide open and scared.

"Emmett, what happened?" Carlisle immediately moves to his son side.

"It's Alice. She is seeing something. It's like she is catatonic. She won't say anything that makes sense."

I don't wait for them, i run inside as fast as can. I find the rest of the family in Alice's room surrounding her. Emmett was right, it does look she is catatonic. Her eyes are wide open, but she is not looking at anything.

"I can't see." She keeps murmuring.

Carlisle and Emmett enter the room two Second after i do. Carlisle goes straight to Alice, talking to her quietly, calming her down a bit.

"Alice, talk to me?" He pleads.

"It's all so confusing. I can't see her anymore." Her voice is so low we are only able to hear It because of our vampire skills.

"What do you mean?"

"Her Future. Is not there."

"Who?"

Realisation dawned on me and i answer in her instead. "Bella."

Alice stops. Her eyes still not focused in anything.

"Has anyone spoke to them recently? Do you even know where they are now?" I demand.

Everyone looks at each other, hoping someone had the right answer. No one does.

Right on time, Carlisle phone rings.

I am able to read the name on the screen before he can answer.

It's Edward.

It started.