Close To Me

by MisZ AnArchy

"Your words, not mine –'It would just be sex'." She says as she stares me down. "You don't know what you want!" She yells at me, tears streaming down her flushed cheeks. "You think you're the only person that's going to lose everything if this became anything more than what was agreed?" She asks and I sigh as I reach for her, but she turns out of my reach.

25. Chapter 25

Close to me

Chapter 25: Chapter 25

Close to me

Category : Anime Fairy Tail

Author : MisZ Anarchy

Language : English

Rating : M

Disclaim – Fairy Tail belongs to Hiro Mashima.

Chapter 25

"Know your enemy, prepare mentally, get the sticks and the weaponry" 7kingZ – Welcome to the War

There has been a string over power outages in our area for the past few weeks. It was really starting to become annoying. Traffic lights off, computers not working, no charging of phones. It was annoying.

I walk out of the bathroom and see our captain talking to Lucy, she looks to me and there is this smile on her face. How she acted like absolutely nothing happened was beyond me. "Could you drop me off at home before going home?" my captain asks and I look to him.

"Sure, I'll drop you off in the state vehicle. There after I'll head home." I say and at this Lucy looks up and she smiles.

"I'll come along." Lucy states and at this I frown but I wasn't going to deny the blonde. The drive to my captains home was quiet and we quickly dropped him off, Lucy swiftly took his place next to me and she buckled up instantly. "You have been quiet." She finally breaks the ice between the two of us. We haven't really spoken since the call.

"Just busy." I say as I start to drive back towards the station.

"Do you feel awkward about what happened?" she asks and she looks to me her eyes big and full of wonder. Yes I felt slightly guilty about the call and my wife almost walking in on me. But that was on me.

"No." I say as I pull out a cigarette and place it in my mouth.

"Natsu if you want to stop then it's ok." Lucy states and I look to her as I pull out my lighter and light my smoke.

"It's not that. Just have a lot on my mind." I say and at this Lucy places her small hand on my thigh in a reassuring way. "You said you and Chaise broke up?" I ask and at this she looks down.

"Yeah." She replies pulling her hand away and then placing her hands in her lap.

"What happened?" I ask.

"After Vega's he ghosted me… And then…" she goes quiet, he voice breaking a bit at the end, I look to her but she is facing the window. "He ghosted me for the last 6 weeks and then when I logged onto Facebook I saw he ended the relationship without saying anything." She continued and I am astound that that had happened.

"What?" I ask and she glances towards me and just shakes her head.

"Would you mind if we didn't talk about it?" she asks and for a moment I think I see a tear rolling her cheek but I could be wrong. I nod my head even know this was a sensitive subject but I would love to know what have happened. Because surely the idiot wasn't so stupid to really ghost her and just leave her, something might have happened and she wouldn't tell me. It made me want to know more. "With how many woman have you been with?" I am taken aback by the sudden change of subject and the question.

"Huh.." I know that was a dumb way to answer but it caught me off guard.

"What's your number?" she asks as she continues to look out the window.

"Five… and yours?" I ask answering completely honest.

"Eight." Came her answer. "How can your number be so low?" she asks as she turns to me her eyes full of wonder.

"I don't just fuck people and fuck off, all of them were relationships." I say as I take a puff of my smoke and I roll down the window.

"Well the same for me, I don't do one nightstands." She replies as she fidgets with her hands in her lap, she almost seems nervous.

"So eight guys?" I ask and she looks to me with wonder in her eyes.

"Yeah. My ex-husband was number 6. Thought I was done after him." She replies and she looks out the window it almost seems that she is deep in thought. "Any regrets on those five?" she asks and for a moment I contemplate.

"Not per say. Besides I haven't been with any other females in the last five years." I say, then I continue "But there was this one girl that would just lay there lifeless and do nothing. Not even moan." I say and at this she giggles. "That relationship didn't last long honestly."

"Yeah I get that. Some people just should not have sex." Lucy says as she rolls down the window and she pokes her hand out. "Anything that you're really good out?" Lucy asks and I eye her.

"I have good sex game." I reply to which Lucy smiles but it doesn't touch her eyes.

"Not to brag but I give great head." At this I chuckle because this is the second time I have heard this. "But overall sex game is good as well," she continues and I nod. "Ever got a blowjob while driving?" she asks and I almost swerve to the right at the complete surprise but her question. Giving a blowjob while driving. What the hell, this was the first I ever heard of it.

"I would love to get one." I say and at this she chuckles and she turns to me.

"Sure maybe when it's not day light and we are not driving a police car." At this she giggles and she shakes her head from side to side. "You know I find myself very relaxed and myself when I'm around you. I don't have to act or be someone I'm not." Lucy states and at this I raise a brow.

"Why would you even want to act? You are a great person." I reply and she looks down again.

"People judge, and I don't want to be judged. I like being me, when I'm with you." Lucy replies.

"I wouldn't want it any other way." I reply smiling to her.