A/N : Alright, an epilogue after this chapter and this one will be in the books.

Judy felt a pang of desire course through her body. This was the moment she had been waiting for, she knew it instinctively. She wasn't sure what Jen was in the mood for, but she was sure it was gonna be oh so good.

The anticipation between getting from the laundry room upstairs to the bedroom seemed to take a lifetime. By the time she entered the dark and quiet room she was practically panting with want. She would have to throw the pair of panties she was wearing in with the next laundry load because she was already soaked.

At first she didn't see Jen, and a jolt of fear washed over her like a cold splash. This text had better not be something else. She didn't think there was any way to misinterpret it, and Jen had to be feeling what she was feeling. Judy had been doing her best (seductively eating peaches, bath time orgasms, so much touching— come on!) to peel back the layers of Jen's repression and get to the juicy center.

Not that the work was hard, but the road had felt long and frustrating at times. Judy was hoping Jen's slot machine was about to hit the jackpot because for Judy touching Jen and seeing her in action was just as good if not better than being touched herself. In other words, she didn't want their sexual relationship to evolve as a one-way street.

"Jen, you sent me a message and I'm very intrigued," Judy gently padded into the room looking around, "Where are you?"

"I'm in the closet," Jen called back. "Don't come in yet."

"Well, that's fitting," Judy mumbled to herself as she took a seat on the bed and impatiently waited for further conversation.

"What are you doing in there?" Judy asked after she heard some odd cursing and a bit of rummaging around. Knowing Jen's colorful language she could just be organizing her shoes.

Jen peeked around the corner of the doorframe. "I bought something a few weeks ago, please don't laugh. You know how much I hate being vulnerable."

"Okay..." Judy craned her neck trying to see what Jen was wearing. "Are you going to show me or hide in there all night?"

"Um...well, before I...show myself I want to explain a little bit." Even in the dark Judy could tell that the other women was blushing fiercely, but her eyes seemed to be alight with a sense of excitement she had never seen before.

"You can tell me anything," Judy was dying. What the fuck was going on with Jen? Nothing was ever normal in the little world they'd built, but perhaps Judy preferred it that way. She heard Jen take a shuddering breath followed by a beat of silence. "I promise whatever you want, I'm not going to reject you, okay?"

"Fuck okay.. Judes. I haven't been the most forthright about my... needs, or lack... lacking of needs, but I've been thinking a lot and watching you...you are really fucking sexy and I, well, goddamn it..."

"I'm listening, Jen, I'm right here with you, and you're really sexy yourself. I think you know how I feel about that by now." Judy's ass was perched on the edge of the bed in rapt attention, she was nodding along. Her heart was beating hard as she tried to figure out what Jen was trying to tell her in this fucking monologue.

Judy inherently had all the patience of a saint. She happened to always be the friend who was called to sit outside the movie theater for a big opening night or for a long wait on a Black Friday sale. She sat outside a Sephora with an old girlfriend for 12 hours on the cold hard concrete in a line waiting for an Urban Decay make-up set one time. But her pussy was impatient as hell; she wanted what she wanted and the two Judy's were raging at each other at the moment. Judy bit her lip and crossed her legs, and then uncrossed them. She wished she had her crystal that gave her strength at this moment.

Jen went on, "I mean, I have been having a hell of a time, with the accident and the guilt... and thinking about things you said and how you've asked me about, you know, uh, penetration and maybe getting some strange guy to have a threesome with and all that... plus, the fucking peach kick you've been on..."

If anything Judy should consider this a positive breakthrough. This was the most Jen had shown any sign that she'd really been paying attention to Judy's mission and opened up about the topic in relation to Jen's own needs at all.

Maybe Judy had over done it with the peach thing. She couldn't help how juicy they were.

"...But then you encouraged me to go out with a dude and I was doubting, and then your boobs and the bath, and that was fucking hot...Judy, fucking Jesus. Then I really wanted you to touch me, but I wasn't sure if it was the right time. Henry needed us, but well, I bought this stupid thing and I just can't stop thinking about it, seriously, I'm obsessed. I can't take it anymore, so I have to ask if you want to try it?"

"Yes! Try what?" Judy jumped off the bed and tried to run to Jen to pull her out of the fucking shadows.

"Judy! Wait, you can't just say "yes"..."

"I know you told me to start saying "no" more, but this is an exception... it's a-a sexual emergency!" Judy didn't even know what to say, just that if Jen was obsessed with something and needed her help of course she was down to clown.

Was it a whip, chains, paddles? Was Jen wearing a full leather Dominatrix get up in there? Judy felt a little thrill at the thought of calling her "Mistress" and being made to crawl around on her knees, maybe Jen would spank her ass. Were they going full throttle with this shit? The flood of questions and possibilities was making Judy so fucking hot even if Jen wanted to put in a butt plug that looked like raccoon tail and eat cocoa puffs off her snatch she'd go along with it at this point.

Ah, shit, Jen had gone silent while Judy was running the fucking weird scenarios through her mind. She really didn't want to go back to the forest so she was hoping Jen wasn't about to come out dressed a furry.

"Jen, if you're a furry—"

"What? Fuck, no...Judy, oh, my God. Do you even know me?"

Judy shrugged, and held her breath.

"I -I realized I don't want dick, I want a dick," Jen finally stepped out from the closet and let Judy take it in (so to speak). She was wearing a black corset thing (hot!) and a decent-sized light blue strap-on jetted out like a flag pole from her hips.

With this turn of events maybe Judy should have been seductively eating bananas this whole time.

"You better plan on fucking me senseless with that," Judy didn't recognize her own voice when she spoke, it had dropped like a full octave. She saw Jen visibly shiver. "Are you planning to let me touch your pussy though?"

"Uh, I don't know, Judes... can we start with the cock and stop if it's like awful for either of us, and then pretend this never happened?"

She took Jen's hands and led her to the bed, she motioned for her to sit down side by side. Jen was staring at the dildo between her legs and Judy was too. It was like the elephant in the room for a minute, neither women quite sure how to make the other happy or comfortable. Jen suddenly grabbed a pillow and put it over her lap to hide it.

"Hey, I think it was smiling at me," Judy moved her hand to Jen's thigh and rubbed it gently. "Now that you're talking will you tell me what about this appeals to you so I can be sure I know how to fulfill your fantasy like a good girl?"

Judy licked her lips and blinked innocently watching with a smirk while Jen's eyes went wide as saucers. She noticed that Jen was nervously rubbing her foot up and down the back of her calf.

"It's not really something I can pin point, but when you were talking about fucking Steve, and then just other times- like at the grief retreat with Nick- I kind of started to have this unknown rage whenever I thought about you plus another dude's dick."

"Rage?"

"It changed from rage, anger, whatever, into something else over time. I thought it was jealously, maybe it is penis envy, so stupid."

"What is your feeling now? What changed enough to lead you to not being able to wait any longer?" Judy was feeling it, she was already making some plans for that blue cock of Jen's.

"I haven't had an orgasm for like years, Judy... whenever I think about this," Jen motioned toward the dildo, "with you, being inside you... I get so turned on, I think this will do it."

"I want you to fuck me," Judy said plainly looking her right in the eye. "I want you and only you inside me. I'm so wet and ready for your cock."

Jen's breathing rate immediately increased, her pupils looked like she'd just taken a substantial amount of 'shrooms they were so dilated with lust. Judy knew that look, she'd seen it many times, she knew Jen was a visual person and she also happened to be very good at people pleasing—and in her humble opinion—cock teasing.

Standing up, she took off her robe and tank top in record time as she bossed Jen around a little bit.

"Lay down, let me see you."

Judy ripped that pillow off of Jen's lap and tossed it behind her head as the other woman scrambled to lay back in position. Judy kept her panties on, thinking Jen might want the privilege of taking them off herself. She started slow, despite the fever-pitch desire and energetic shift in the bedroom.

This is really happening. Judy wanted to squeal, but that would probably ruin the mood.

Instead she locked the door and switched on the stereo for some background noise. Kids were home, albeit probably asleep, and the house was well-insulated, but Judy didn't want Jen to have any distraction or unnecessary discomfort about being interrupted or heard.

Plus, she had survived Jen's monologue about wanting to use a strap on, might as well build up a bit of anticipation for a minute (Not too long though, she didn't want Jen to start in with the self-doubt.)

Judy recognized how much Jen was trusting her with and how vulnerable she was being in admitting she needed her and wanted this. The thought that Jen had actually been secretly thinking about this for months and had gone out and bought the toy and harness ratcheted up Judy's level of arousal.

She planted some soft kisses to Jen's legs, as she smiled looking up to meet her eyes and check in with her. Judy let her hair trail over her quivering thighs as she slowly crawled up Jen's body like a predatory animal. She paused at the dildo and gave it a light kiss, watching Jen. She was pleased to see her squirm and swallow a lump in her throat.

Judy came closer she kissed her way up Jen's clavicle, to her neck, whispering how fucking sexy she looked before kissing her mouth properly. Jen returned the kiss eagerly, pulling her close, raking her fingernails up and down the exposed skin of Judy's back. She felt sexy and so loved. Jen knew exactly how to kiss her: the pressure, tongue, softness. It was glorious.

She let herself meld up again Jen, letting out a moan when she felt Jen's hands kneading her breasts, and gently plucking her nipples. God she really treated her breasts right. Judy whispered that in Jen's ear, and she whimpered back, "I want to suck on your fucking nipples."

Happy to oblige, Judy braced herself and pushed her breasts into Jen's face, and let her go to town. She moaned in contentment, her nipples had always been very sensitive and Jen seemed to really enjoy that. She felt Jen graze her teeth over her left nipple and the slight pain sent a dizzying zap of pleasure through her body. "Oh fuck."

"Too much?" Jen stopped immediately.

"No way," Judy reassured her, "here, let me try something." Judy kissed her and smiled and crawled down Jen's body making sure Jen could see Judy whetting her lips in preparation. She slowly wrapped her hand around the dildo and started to suck on it and lick it up and down. Jen reacted by squirming and swearing up a storm. Visual woman, Judy had her pegged perfectly.

"That is so fucking... God, it's like I can feel your fucking tongue, Jude."

"Do you want to go inside me?" Judy asked as she pulled her mouth off with a pop.

Jen nodded vigorously and clamored to get up and change positions. Judy threw herself onto her back in delight, as Jen adjusted the strap-on, making sure it was night and tight on her hips.

"You won't hurt me, just don't throw your back out, probably don't wanna to explain this injury to the chiro," Judy said lifting her head and noticing Jen's look of uncertainty.

"I have a strong core," Jen responded confidently. Judy like Jen with a dick.

"I know you have a gorgeous stomach."

Jen was on her knees between Judy's legs, and stroked her hand over Judy's soaked panty clad pussy. "Wow, you are—"

"—drenched," Judy breathed as Jen hooked her thumbs on either side of her underwear and shimmied over her hips and down her legs. Then it was back to business and Jen looked very serious as she began to softly stroke her fingers through Judy's folds.

"I promise you I'm ready for your cock," Judy's pussy was very impatient, but in a move she hadn't anticipated Jen bent forward and buried her whole face in her pussy, licking her up and down, and fucking her with her tongue. Her back arched into it and she had to fight to keep from squeezing her thighs around Jen's head in a vice grip.

Pussy suffocation death would be a rough way to go- not to mention the public obituary. Jen hummed or moaned into her and it was like a fucking sonic boom of sensation. Judy was wantonly humping at Jen's face eager for more: deeper penetration, more clit stimulation.

Jen sat back on her heels and grinned, obviously pleased with herself for her muff diving adventure. Then without further ado, she grabbed Judy's hips and canted them forward a bit and slowly guided the tip of the dildo against her pussy. At first she just rubbed it up and down against her gathering and spreading wetness.

When will the fucking teasing end? Judy wondered in silent torment. Then she inched it inside and both women moaned in relief. Jen pushed herself forward leaning over Judy's body and wrapped her legs around her hips in attempt to get her in and pumping.

"How does it feel?" Jen's voice was ragged with arousal.

"Your cock is amazing," Judy nodded clutching her face, craning her neck to kiss her. "You can go harder, I won't break. Fuck me like you've been dreaming of."

Jen shivered and moaned at that, and practically collapsed on top of Judy, pushing the strap on in all the way to the hilt. Judy's greedy cunt seemed to suck it right up, and in the moments before she started to really get into a rhythm and still had her front lobe functions Judy thought that Jen was so thoughtful in picking out just the right sized dick. It really fit - no pun intended.

And damn did it feel good when Jen started to push it in and out, her body melding with Judy, bed shaking slightly back and forth.

"Yes," Judy burrowed her face against Jen's neck and licked the sheen of sweat off that had formed there. "Kiss me," she begged. Jen pushed her tongue into Judy's mouth and she could taste her own desire. The kiss was hot and filthy as Jen mimicked fucking her with her tongue just as she was doing so with her dick.

Judy really tried to draw her orgasm out longer, and to wait for Jen to give an indication that she was done fucking, but something was dragging against her clit with each thrust and the little blue dildo that could was rap, tap, tapping right at her g-spot and Judy couldn't hold it. She fucking came all over Jen's dick and head thrown back, eyes closed, shuddering and shaking - the fucking works. Maybe that's why Perez called her a "riptide" cause that's sure what it fucking felt like.

She barely registered that Jen was cursing and shaking herself, her body felt so hot and she had unintentionally latched onto Jen's shoulders with a death grip. After a few shaky moments, Jen collapsed on top of her still shuddering and cursing under her breath.

"Did you cum?" Judy asked when she regained her faculties, gently pushing a stray blonde hair out of the other woman's eyes.

"Ah, yesss, fucking finally... like it's literally been years...Judes. Fuck, I forgot how fucking amazing that feels," Jen was grinning with her eyes closed while noticeably drooling on Judy's shoulder.

"Yeah, people tend to enjoy orgasms," Judy laughed at the obviousness of it. Why did Jen think she had been campaigning to get her pussy in the program?

"Shut up, I want to do it again. You okay with getting on top?"

Okay? Ppp-sshah. Judy was fucking ecstatic.