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the alarm rang five minutes after I woke up , my mind and body are used to getting up at five o clock . I kick of the bed covers and walk to the bathroom were I undress and turn on the shower
fifteen minutes later I'm ready for work in my favorite Batman shirt one that king Nightshade gave me a few months ago . it was long enough to completely cover my ass so I wore a pair of yoga shorts under the shirt so I had the illusion of someone only wearing a shirt . you would think how can you present yourself before the king like this cookie. well in dauntless standards this is considered proper dressing.ive seen Greek and Roman guys bump into each other because there looking at dauntless asses . then of course there's me aint nobody would ever dare even smile at the Tough Cookie. i looked at myself in the mirror ,my father would be appalled by my appearance . A nose ring ,eyebrow ring dark purple hair and of course tattoo's . the only reminder i had of the girl from Liverpool is the butterfly necklace my dad gave me . I grew up with no knowledge of the real world . my birth was the result of a drunken one night stand between mom and Apollo .a month into her pregnancy she met dad and three months later were engaged five months later I was born they told everyone including me that I was their child and there was never any reason to doubt this . my dad was an American who worked as a lecturer in Cambridge , mom was a first grade teacher . my life was great for nine years then dad died and my mother hit the bottle pretty hard .she got fired and we fell on very hard times . why didn't my family help you might ask .the American wankers didn't give a rats arse about my family and mom was an orphan so she had no family . I decided to stop going to school and my mom didn't even notice ,she sold everything in the house to buy anything with alcohol.
one day on my tenth birthday I decided i had to do something before we starved . I took moms lighter and a bottle of petrol . and headed to the pub i knew it was empty because at twelve every day the pub owner came to fuck my mother with no money left this was the only way to afford booze. i had gotten used to the moaning and shouthing coming from Mom's room . i swiped the keys from him and put them in my school bag and walked to the pub . i got in and got to work with the petrol . when i was satisfied I lit the lighter and thats when a bloody had grabed my tiny hand . there was a man with a gaint wound in his side . i stood in shock at the man he just shook his head and mouthed no . this is hurthing my mommy i shouted not understanding that because of the placement of the petrol I would have burnt inside . i pointed at the spirits and gestured for me to bring him one to clean and disinfect his wound.of course i didnt know that . no it will hurt you too i shouted. name ? he wrote in blood. Astra kane i answered . when i woke up next in was dauntless . i had somehow sung him a song that healed him but left me energy less.the story of the little girl who saved the king spread like wildfire . a notification from my phone disrupted my train of thought . yes usually demigods can't use phones but that problem is solved by using a phone with celestial bronze insides . of course not everyone got one . i left my room and walked to the throne room . after geting my first tatoo at ten and not crying the boss said wow you one tough cookie and the name stuck ever since . i got into the kings office and was assulted by the sweet sent of night time that inexplicably clung onto him. i can't say when i started loving him mabe it was because he rescued me from the pub or the fact that he was the first person I healed . or that he gave me a new identity. or that for a decade he's been my teacher and i became his deputy. one mission three months ago we went as was a couple on a date our mission went south and we needed a distraction so the person we were garding could escape unseen and in frount of the whole restaurant he proposed and said some very wonderful words (the mist turns the rasp into a normal voice for them and the cloak into gods know what they see). about wanting to wake up to my smile evey day and how the beautiful sound of my voice intoxicated him and how he wanted to help me bless the world with more magnificent species like myself. i had tears streaming down my face everyone thought it was just tears of joy. but i was grieving what my life could be if he truly loved me then he kissed my hand . that small act made my body tingle in pleasure i pulled him up and pulled him close put his arms around my waist i would have looked into his eyes but he was as usual wearing shades so i leaned in but at that exect moments the lights went out and gunshots rang . talk about a ruined moment . my excuse for the stolen kiss would have been selling the act. i still have the ring he gave me on the chain of my necklace . i will be dammed if i let my loves grief for his sister destroy him like it did my mother . i will protect him in any way possible like i failed to do for my mother .i used to smoke but one day he passed me and said "sweetness (which is his nickname for me ) that will ruin your beautiful voice" I was not going to damage the only part of me he likes . unfortunately the king seems like he doesn't see me at all romantically . I do small things hoping to make him horny , like bending over in a unlady like manner but does he ever notice no . he dosent peek or stare .in all my ten years here I've never heard that he is in a relationship . Morning sweetness . i turn around to find him right behind me . its bloody rude to sneek up on someone . well you seemed lost in serious thought not to disturb.
i blushed at what i had been thinking about .well sir lets get started on today's work . there was only one chair in the office (his chair )and an office couch i always dream of riding him on it .he has a long table (also good for having sex on ) . and a bunch of crazy office toy's on the table . he is in the full body armor that he wears around the other dauntless . he took of the helmet then the rest of the armor fell to the ground. he is wearing the shades that are always on him . I can instantly see that something is wrong with my love he looks different.whats eating at you suger? please Don't start drinking I whispered or take any other artificial solutions . if.. if you need to talk to someone im here for you. don't worry sweetness I would want to turn you into an arsonists . oh my fucking gods is that supposed to be a joke ? I was dumbfounded instead of being angry ,he is making jokes and calling me sweetness . I guess it wasn't funny. I giggled like a little girl ,that was a the saddest excuse for a joke I have ever heard .that's a dad joke . well I guess people grieve in different ways. you must be curious . well I've always been curious but the last few days have definitely sparked more questions . Zoe was my adopted sister so no im not a child of Atlas. and you godly parent is ? after a brief silence I realized this conversation is over . right we need to star planning Christmas .two years ago on Christmas day the boss gave me my dad's necklace, mom had sold it to buy drugs so I thought it was gone forever . seeing it brought me to tears I felt like a little girl again.I sat on the table( I never got myself a chair so I could sit on his table) I sat facing him with my legs crossed giving him a good view of my legs, sitting down the shirt just covered my ass . fist let's read the suggestions from the other dauntless. ok I said a little too enthusiastically I uncrossed my legs jumped of the table turned around and bent over to look for the pile of suggestions ,with my ass in his face. the yoga shorts I wore underneath shaped my ass perfectly . I took my sweet time finding them , when I finally got the papers I returned to my previous sitting arrangement. he's never thought of getting me a chair so hopefully he wants to see me like this .after about an hour of working he said let's take a break , and just flopped himself in his chair .he pressed the office intercom and asked Getty for pizza and a soda then add tea and crumpets for the lady please. the fact that he knew just what I wanted made me smile .you know I do eat other things besides tea and crumpets I teased. oh is that so ? sorry Getty please make I double beef burger for the lady. what no I was just joking , I don't want that abomination. do you know what i love about Getty .knock knock sang a beautiful voice from outside . that . i unlocked the door andin came Getty's daughter Rose ,Rose can only be described as a portrait of perfection , she is short and slender with the perfect snow white skin without any scars or tattoos, long shiny black hair and a smile that flashes like lightning . her small frame is frustratingly curved in all the right places . honestly I'm a little jealous.she is wearing a light blue summer dress . she doesn't need to wear certain clothes to make her look more beautiful , she looks beautiful in anything .One pizza for the gentleman and, one beef burger for the lady . she's says the last part with a question in her voice. Sweetness thought she would explore other flavors today .he takes a bite of his pizza then says coquus osculantur
which is Latin for kiss the cook . the only flaw whith Rose Wonderful body is that her porcelain skin turns pink at that remark and she cant hide the blush on her face . I've always known Rose has a crush on the boss I sometimes even think of talking to her about our mutual love interest .My condolences about your sister . thank you Rose . if you need anything else just let me know. at this he nods . she's nearly through the door when he says if you want to throw a proper punch remember that the strength comes from the hips . and you need this he throws her his bikers glove revealing knuckles with letters spelling P.A.I.N . now I am jealous that shes stealing my Nightshade time. i had never seen Rose look happier than she did now as she wore his glove then said it fit like a glove ( It definitely did not ) he handed her the other one exposing his knuckles written P.L.A.Y . remember the power comes from the your hips. i certainly didn't like the way he was so interested in her very attractive hips. maybe we'll continue this lesson when you're not wearing a dress. i could see her mentally curse the blue black less summer dress .Rose is a nice girl but were my Nightshade is concerned I fell like she's parading in front of him naked. I sat down on his chair and crossed my legs on his table a clear sign that this in my office. (I know what you're .thinking just chill cookie ). well it's because you've never seen Rose , compared to her I look like Bill Cosby. I could also read Rose's body language everytime she looks at me she thinks im so lucky to be able to spend so much time with him . i thought all the sexy spies in the movies fought in a dress and heels. im sorry to be the bearer of bad news Rose but life is not a James's bond movie. i can fight with a dress and heels i added.(i know i know im supposed to encourage the new kid not kill her self esteem but again she makes me fell like Mr bean ) after another growling three minutes with my love she finally left. He said nothing about me in his chair .you dont expect me to eat this abomination do you i pointed at the double beef burger. my dear ol mom used to say" Astra if you want to be a good whore you need to keep your waistline". and your mother spoke the truth ,loose women need that hourglass waist or else no customer's. this stuf will kill you i told him. nothing can kill me Especially not dead cows . he came and sat on my previous position on the table . if he peeked in a certain way he could see under the shirt . and if i sat in a different angle I could flash him whats under the shirt. I'm worried about him ,the anger on the day he heard his sister was dead was normal for him but this ,seeing him like this is actually scary . I expected him to at least kill Apollo for sending her on that death quest . but instead he looks calm and somewhat happy. eat . no this thing on my plate has more meat than I do. I'm trying to be healthy . you don't honestly believe you can be killed by unhealthy eating habits. im the doctor here. this my dear reader is the most conversation we've ever had that had nothing to do with work . i just thought he didn't like using an artificial voice. i smiled at a wonderful thought i had . how about i eat this monstrosity and you answer one question. whats the question. whats your favorite song . (i know what your thinking I could have asked who he has a crush on or something . trust me i know what im doing. ) nothing on the plate he extends his hand and and i shake it . what do i do if you pass out ? I have a few idears grope me ,fuck me ,undress me and admire my body suck my vagina. i didn't tell him this of course . I can tell he expects me to decide that his favorite song isn't worth it and quit. i took a gaint bite . delicious isn't it . i decided to do what i always do to distract myself i pictured him naked . it is unhealthy full of oils dont eat it my brain screamed. halfway through my mouth starts burning , this son of a bitch put hot sauce in my burger. he was pouring a glass of milk , I reached for it and he handed it to me . i threw the glass of milk at him , the amazing man he is ,he caught the glass but the milk landed on him with a satisfactory splash .the sight gave me the strength I needed to finish this abomination. I stood up and grabbed the bottle of milk drinking it all in a very unladylike way, getting myself all messed up. i sat down and looked at him ,you screwed me good and proper you you ...i smiled you obviously know you can tell a lot about someone from their favorite song .i can trust you to be completely honest cant I. te amo by Rihanna [ author's note: dear reader take a moment to listen to tae amo by Rihanna] I just stood there shocked into silence never in a million years had I thought that he would say something like that. i started replaying the song in my head and he more i did me more surprised I was . Thats a joke right ? I dont tell jokes. would you like to tell me why you like that song. no . sorry bout the milk . he just shrugged. guess today's work is done early . i guess so . sing me a song sweetness. now this statement caught me completely by surprise i didn't now what to say. come again I asked him. sing me something. now i realized he was serious he went and sat on the couch. now i thought of which song to sing him . I could sing him a song about my undying love ,or about unrequited love . but i decide to song something else. i cleared my throat and closed my eyes determined to make him feel me with my voice.
You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
Maybe in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby รข~cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because
When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath, I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh, eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because
When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath, I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh, eh eh eh)
You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come here to me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because
When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath, I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
Ella ella, eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella, eh eh eh, eh eh eh)
i opened my eyes to find that the boss had removed his shades and his eyes were closed .A look of almost pain crossed his face when he realized the song was over .
author's note
dear reader listen to Rihanna's umbrella (it's a great song )