"I've got a better solution to the problem Jasper," I told him.

He put me down on my feet and looked me straight in the eyes. "What's that Darlin',"

"Change me."

Jasper's POV

"That's a conversation we need to have Darlin', but we need to talk about Victoria more. I tracked her to Seattle, she was changing a guy but she never came back for him. I think she intends to cause chaos by creating newborns. I killed one of her creations but that won't stop her from making more." I addressed the room.

"Great, an army of newborns, again," Peter said.

"Back to work, it seems," Char commented.

"But we can just go away," Bella insisted. "I don't have anything keeping me here besides you three and it hurts so much when you're gone."

"What did you say, Bella?" I asked.

"My chest hurts when you're away. I don't need to stay here. I can come with you anywhere. Let the Volturi sort her out, we don't need to do it."

"Your chest hurts too?" I asked.

"Badly, did yours?" Bella asked.

I only nodded and looked at Peter. Maybe he would have the answers.

"It's the mating pull, Major. It's trying to pull you and little darlin' back together again."

"The mating pull,"

"Yes," Char clarified, "That pain in your chest will change once you um, consummate your relationship. Then you'll feel a pull back to each other. I could find Peter with nothing more than the mating pull to guide me."

"But why can I feel it? I'm human?" Bella asked.

"Well, little one I'm thinkin' that it has something to do with that bite on your arm. It made you enough like us to where you can feel it too." Peter said, "But that's only a guess. You may just be a strange human."

This had sure given me a lot to think about. I guess since I'd never really thought a mate was out there for me I'd never paid much attention to mating and other things like it. I never imagined Bella existed, at any time during my long existence. Consummating our relationship would have the pain end for both Bella and me? I don't pretend I haven't thought of it. Having Bella's legs wrapped around me while I thrust into her has been an ongoing fantasy of mine. I feel my pants getting tighter. Or having her up against a wall, or in the shower or... I try to pull myself back to the present and out of my fantasies.

"Um," I clear my throat, "That's something we'll need to talk about later." I kiss Bella's neck and she shivers just the tiniest bit for me and blushes a mouthwatering shade of pink.

"Now, what are we going to do about those newborns?"

"Well, Peter and I can go keep an eye out if you'll stay with Bella?" Char asked. "That will make it easier for you two if you don't have to be apart."

"We have the little lady's phone number if we need ya, Major," Peter adds. "We'll keep ya informed on what's happening. Plus, we need to go out for a bite."

Char and Peter hold hands while they are walking out. I trust them to scout the area and keep me informed. Peter especially is good at that. I can keep my Bella safe and out of pain here. I pulled her over to the couch after they were gone.

"Now what's this about being changed my Bella?"

"I realized I don't have anything keeping me here. I don't have friends that I keep in touch with after school and my Charlie doesn't care all that much about me as long as his dinner is on the table. I can go anywhere, do anything. I want you to change me so I can protect you too. I can be with you. I can keep up with you and Char and Peter. I want to stay with you Jasper."

"In the beginning, Bella, you wouldn't be able to protect me. I'd have my hands full keeping up with you. Newborns are stronger than older vampires. Did you talk to Peter and Char about this?"

Bella looked down, "They think I should wait until after Victoria is handled, but what if you need to go back out? I can't stand for you to be away from me again."

"I think you should wait too. It's not going to take long to handle her, especially if she leaves a string of newborns in her wake. And I'll try not to leave you but you know I can't promise that I won't have to go out for a few days. I'll do my best to stay with you though."

I kissed her. I kissed her like she was air and I needed her for survival. She moaned into my mouth.

"I'm sorry I can't give you what you want this very minute Bella, but I will change you," I said. "I need you with me too. It was hell being away from you Darlin',"

"Kiss me again Jasper," Bella said.

I kissed her lips I kissed her cute little nose. I kissed her neck. I ran my hands over her body and she moaned for me again.

I pulled her up on my lap and she straddled me. I kissed her deeply.

I ran my hands over her breasts and her little nipples were already pebbled for me. Oh, how I wanted her.

Bella's POV

I wanted him. I wanted him to never stop touching and caressing me. His cold touch was so arousing. I found myself moving against him. His hands moved down to my ass and he pulled me tight against him. I gasped. He was large. I'd never been with a man, could he even fit inside me. I thought I wanted to find out. He shifted and I found myself underneath him. He was still kissing me and his mouth was sucking on my neck. I knew my pulse was racing. Was he going to bite me?"

If he did that was okay. He'd only start the change. I knew I could trust him with my body.

"Breathe, Bella," he coached. "I almost lost control there. We'd better calm down a little."

"But Jasper," Bella protested. "I need you. I've missed you so much."

Jasper pulled her top off and then her pants. "I can't take risks with you little one but I can at least give you a release."

"Release?" I asked.

"Bella how much experience do you have with men?" Jasper asked.

Bella calmed instantly and tucked her head into my shoulder. "This much Jasper. I've never been naked in front of a man before."

"Then let me make you feel good Darlin', If I do anything you don't like you just tell me alright," Jasper asked.

He unclipped my bra and my breasts were bare to a man for the first time. He ran his tongue over one and then sucked on it gently. Next, he ripped my panties, while he was still sucking on my breast. He moved his mouth down my stomach until he was between my legs. "Relax Darlin," he said as he licked at my core. My hips bucked of their own volition.

"Again, Jasper," I cried and he licked me again. He put a finger inside me and I could feel my muscles clamping down on him while he licked and sucked on me. When he put another finger in me I cried out because he started pumping them in and out of me. I'd never felt anything like it. My stomach tightened and I didn't know what was happening but it felt so good. He licked me while he was pumping his fingers in and out and I clamped down on him while crying out his name. He didn't stop, didn't slow. Didn't ease up instead he pumped his fingers faster and used his tongue to stimulate me even harder.

"Jasper, Oh... Oh... Don't stop..."

My core trembled around him and I screamed his name.

When I finally relaxed he removed his fingers but he kept licking me. "Better than any blood," he murmured. When he stopped I noticed he was still long and hard in his pants. I ran my hand over the bulge. "Don't worry about me, sweetheart. This was for you."

He scooped me up in his arms and carried me upstairs. I didn't understand at first when he started running the bath but I relaxed completely in the hot water. I hoped Jasper did that again soon. After he dried me off we went into my bedroom. I put on some sweats and curled up beside him on the bed.

"Are you okay, my Bella?" he asked.

"I'm wonderful," I replied.

"Do you think you can trust me, Peter and Char, to take care of Victoria before you change?"

I just laughed. "The way I feel right now I think you have an unfair advantage, but yes I trust you to take care of Victoria for me. Please don't leave me again though if you can help it."

He nipped my earlobe. "Good girl. I'll be right here with you as much as I can. We won't have to stay here much longer and then we can make a plan for wherever you'd like to go."

We relaxed there quietly in each other's arms.