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thanks a lot :)"Peter!" he looked up. The team was looking at him.worried.
Tony put his hand on peter's shoulder,making the boy shiver, "peter,are you alright?"
it took peter a moment to comprehend what was going on "uh-yeah yeah,sorry, I'm good, I'm fine,really" .he looked up at tony,meeting his concerned eyes,"sorry",he forced a smile onto his destressed looking face.
"then what was that about?" Natasha crossed her arms,looking at peter with genuine concern.
He tried to think of a reason.He didnt know what it was himself.But he didnt wanna make a big deal out of it after all.
"oh,that.Yeah that was just uh-just a headache.Nothing serious."
"are you sure? or should i check it out real quick?" Bruce asked peter, while also looking at Tony who nodded along and said "yeah i think that would be for the best."
He got up and signaled for peter to come with him.
"no, i'm fine mr.stark okay? everything is just fine.no need to check,really" he tried to look as believable as possible.
Tony stood still for a second.He then let out a long breath and rubbed his forehead."look.kid.I really think you should let bruce check it-"
"mr.stark i said I'm fine!OKAY?!" peter interrupted, speaking up.
Tony loooked at the boy.
Peter had never raised his voice at him.Or at anybody else to be honest.
The others also stayed silent,in shock.They had never seen Peter talking to tony like that.
Or,ever,seen the boy getting agressively loud with his voice.
Peter also didnt know why he raised his voice.It was just like an instinct.Tony didnt listen to him.He said he was fine!
He felt anger coming up inside of him.
Tony felt there was something wrong with peter. He would never raise his voice at him like that. So he tried to talk to him.
"Pete.I understand that you-"
Peter felt so different.Like something in him had changed.All he knew he wanted to do was to shut that man up.
"i said..I'm fine mr. stark! look, there is nothing wrong okay? so just stop with the talking and with the 'pete'.Its not going to change the fact that i said no!"
Peter didnt realise that he had gotten up from his chair.He was standing there,next to the table, finger pointed at his mentor.When he turned around he saw the orhers staring at him in disbelieve.
They couldnt believe their eyes.What just happened?!
"you saw that too right?" Clint asked out loud. Natasha let out a short "yes" .Clint swallowed- "good.cause i was starting to think that i've gone crazy."
After a minute of staring tony shook his head, cleared his throat and started "uh.Peter?what exactly was that right now?"Peter walked over to the kitchen.He knew they were all staring at him.
He stopped and rubbed his face with his hands,leaning on the counter.
He had no idea what just happened.The feeling of anger was gone.What had just overcome him? why had he been so angry? it was like he had no control over his actions. But now it was gone again.it faded away.He had no idea how to explain it but he knew that he felt awful for shouting at tony like that.
They would surely think he was crazy if he told them that he didnt know what that was either.
He cleared his throat and sighed.
"I..." He began.But he didnt know what to say. How should he continue?
what is wrong with me?
Tony took a step toward him.
Peter sensed that the man also didn't know what to say,how to continue.
Peter felt his eyes starting to tear up.
He lowered his head. It was just too much.Everything was just too much. So much had happened. May died.He had to go through yet another funeral.He had to adjust to his new life and try to go through school with evervthing that had happened. He got kidnapped and tortured.He didnt have one full night of sleep since, the nightmares hunting him still.He had to sleep with the door open and a small light on in the room because he couldnt handle dark closed rooms anymore. The pitty he got from others-he hated it. He felt like such a loser.And now this? !
Have I gone mad?!
Tony saw his boy starting to tear up.That only worried him even more.What was wrong with his son?
"peter. Is...I mean.I dont know where that came from but..Can you talk to us please? what's happening? I have no clue what's going on and you're worrying me"
Peter brought his head back up.
Looking at Tony,his father.The man he would do anything for. The man who would do anything for him.And he would tell him everything.
But this time,he didnt know how to help it.
He didnt know how he would still be able to face him anymore.After what he had just done.Even though he himself had no idea why he had done it.
But he couldnt get himself to talk. He didnt know where to start.
He just wanted to fall into the man's arms.To let Tony hold him tight and tell him that everything is going to be okay.
He straightened himself and took a step forward.
When felt a sudden dizzyness. He started to see black spots and felt very tired.
He shut his eyes closed for 2 seconds and opened them again.Just to see even less than before.His legs started to give in.He could feel his knees not holding him amymore.His limbs getting all wobbly.
He started to tumble and fell to his knees.
The others were with him quickly.
Tony already sitting by his side "peter!"
"FRIDAY alert dr. Cho now!"
"We need to take him to medbay asap! -Tony said,holding peter's face in his hands-pete! hey,boy! stay awake! you need to stay awake okay? you can do this!" Peter's eyes slowly started to close.
"no! -Natasha ran her hand through peter's hair- stay awake spider! "
But Peter couldnt stay awake.His body weakened and exhausted.
"shit!" Steve called out, looking at the boy fall unconcious.
They were all gathered around his body laying on the ground.
Bruce And Dr.Cho took him down to medbay as fast as they could.
The others stayed.Tears in their eyes.Asking themselves what just happened in the past 20 minutes.