Chapter Twenty-eight – Pillow Talk
John threw his head back into the pillows, his breath sticking in his throat. He keened, a high sound that Lin felt vibrate through John's thighs on his shoulders. His pale spine arched off the mattress, his hips lifting higher as he covered his face with crossed arms. Lin's name fell from his lips like a desperate plea, and the android swallowed deeper. He could feel John's feet, curled toes pressing against his back, thighs trembling as he pulled the android closer.
"Lin, please, I can't!" John cried, his breath stuttering as pleasure rippled through his body like water. Lin supported John's milky hips with one hand, squeezing assuringly. He grabbed John's hand with the other, seeing the teen reaching out desperately. The blonde moaned as the android bobbed between his legs, locking their fingers and holding tight. Lin watched John coming undone, enjoying the moans and whimpers breaking free, satisfied that he was one making him feel so good. "Lin! I'm." The blonde cut off, his blue eyes widening as Lin drank down his salty release.
The android shifted to grip John's thighs as he trembled and bucked, controlling the way he jerked against his face. It was easy for Lin to do this. His throat was an open chute that he could restrict as he pleased. It was perfect for milking the human's shaft. He'd never choke or gag. His human certainly appreciated his efforts, his cheeks flushed and his eyes dazed as he finally tired out. Lin sucked a few more times, cleaning off John's member as he drew back.
"How do you feel?" Lin murmured as he slipped higher up the bed to slide his arm around the warm human. He'd left his own sexual subroutines offline. He didn't want to exhaust John's weaker body with his endless amount of stamina, and it was nice. He enjoyed giving pleasure to his human, seeing him unravel with lust and need, and something softer. The teen's expression was gentle as he turned into Lin's embrace, one of his hands reaching up to press lazily against the android's soft cheek. Androids never had to shave, so Lin's cheeks always felt the same, soft and smooth. Lin often found John's were the same. His facial hair grew like fuzzy downy fluff, slowly over a few days. John rarely let it happen, and tended to shave every other day.
"Spoiled." The human murmured in response, the android stopping his wandering hand to bring it to his lips. It wasn't that he didn't want to engage the human. He'd happily sink himself into the teen's warmth every hour of the day, every minute even. The problem was the human's body couldn't take that sort of abuse. He was keeping a close eye on John's vitals, and he could feel the small ways the teen tensed whenever his fingers approached his entrance. He was clearly sore and overused.
"I want to spoil you…and I don't want to tire you out too much." Lin replied softly. John murmured softly about it being unfair for Lin to give all the time, but fell silent as a single finger rested on his lips. "It's what I want…Our desires are perfectly mutual." He added firmly, knowing that John was beginning to doubt himself again. John was always worried about using Lin for his own gains, always trying to give as much as he took. Sometimes more. John melted into his embrace as their lips met. He was fuzzy and content, completely sated.
"Doesn't it leave you…unsatisfied?" The human asked quietly as he looked up almost hesitantly at the man beside him. Lin let his fingers trail over John's pale upper arm, rubbing ticklish circles on the soft skin. He could feel the skin slowly prickling with goose bumps. Small, pale hairs stood on end, brushing against his synthetic fingertips. It was something Lin would never experience with his own skin since he didn't feel the cold in that manner.
"I don't think you understand how sexual desire works for us." Lin replied almost teasingly as he looked down at the teen. John looked up curiously, looking somewhat vulnerable as Lin rolled onto his body. He took John's hands and pinned them playfully to the pillow, linking their fingers and squeezing gently. "My need for you is insatiable…If I followed my own desires I'd take you again…and again…and again…I'd never stop." He explained, interjecting his words with small kisses across John's jaw, neck and shoulders. The teen shivered a little beneath him.
"Never?" He murmured.
"Never…I don't need to rest or wait for my systems to revive…I want you every minute…every second. The only time I don't feel that way is when I turn off my sexual subroutines, or manually dial down the intensity…That's normal for androids. We activate our sexual subroutines for intercourse, and then turn them off…Although I have found it…different with you." Lin confessed softly as he lowered his body against John's. The human was too drained to be revived so soon, and Lin himself had his subroutines switched off, so both felt soft contentment as their bodies pressed together. Lin loved the way the small, warm human felt beneath him, and John loved the security he felt from the android's larger, stronger body.
"How has it been different?" John asked curiously as he rested his chin on Lin's shoulder and nuzzled the side of his head. Lin returned the gesture, letting John's golden locks tickle his neck and cheek.
"Sometimes my systems will…self-activate." He replied.
"Is that normal? Is it safe? Maybe I should open you up and." John stammered, only falling silent as Lin's amused lips stopped his trail of thought. Lin's expression was soft as he drew back, leaning on one arm and caressing John's cheek with his free hand.
"I've run multiple diagnostics, I'm fine…I believe it is linked to my deviancy. I believe my subconscious desire for you triggers a conscious reaction from my software…Basically whenever I think of you there is a small chance that I will accidentally turn on my sexual subroutines. If I deem the time or place inappropriate, or your condition too fatigued, I simply turn them off." He explained, noticing how John seemed slightly trouble. "What is it?" The android asked curiously as John shifted his uncertain blue gaze to Lin.
"Does that mean you don't find me…desirable? I mean…would you feel the same physically if you turned on your sexual subroutines with anyone else close by?" The blonde asked, feeling guilty as Lin's expression became somewhat stern. The android leaned closer, looking at his human very seriously. He took John's chin for good measure, holding him in place.
"Johnathan Edwin Brown. Don't ever doubt my feelings for you." He ordered, moving closer as John's eyes dropped. "I mean it. I could turn on my sexual subroutines with a thousand other humans in the room and I'd still only be looking at you…My feelings work in a similar fashion to yours. Everyone has a different taste and preference when it comes to choosing lovers…It just so happens that we are compatible." He added happily, taking the opportunity to press a series of gentle kisses to his human's jawline. Lin could feel John's skin heating, his whole body humming happily. Lin was quietly amazed by his own happiness.
When he'd first deviated, lying on the ground with multiple boots and objects smashing his limbs and internal components, he'd never imagined feeling anything good and pure. He'd imagined feeling fear and despair for the rest of his free existence until shutting down. He'd especially never expected to feel anything but hatred and fear for humans. When he'd first seen John, and grabbed his throat, he'd never considered he'd end up like this. Willingly lying in his bed, unsure who was really in control. He knew he could manipulate John, making him melt with a simple touch, but the human had his own wiles. He could break Lin with a single look. The purest part was that John had no idea. It made Lin adore him more.
"I feel…fortunate, to have met you when I did." He added.
"You wouldn't be here if I hadn't met you…" John replied, a small shudder running through him at the thought as his stomach dropped. Lin held him a little tighter, reassuring him that he was still there. Lin didn't believe in such things as fate. It seemed too much of a human concept. Perhaps I do believe in luck though. "…Do you want to get up?" John asked eventually, every relaxed muscle in the human's body telling Lin that John was quite happy where he was.
"In a while…I'd like to hold you longer." Lin replied softly, and he could almost feel the contentment that flooded his human's senses as he curled into the android's embrace. The android wrapped his arms more firmly around John's slender body, tugging the teen onto his chest so that he could bury his face in his hair. He breathed in the human's scent. His usual sweet musky scent was covered with the light scent of slowly drying sweat. "A lot longer." The android added as he closed his eyes.