In the days to come, along with my exciting discoveries and practices, I had created a schedule for myself, which became more open once the winter break started. I suffered through, and found a way to drink in the embarrassing sensations that followed every orgasm I experienced after masturbation. I tried many new things and kept pounding away at them as best as I could, until they became regular choices to my repertoire.

I eventually could masturbate while pinching my nipples and massaging my chest. I learned it's not just for girls

I practiced masturbating while touching other parts of me as well, like caressing my face or my butt, and got some stimulation out of that.

I really enjoyed fondling my testicles, pinching and stretching my scrotum in different ways.

I really wanted to practice bukkake for my more extreme fantasies, it would also help me get used to the idea of tasting myself, but I was worried it would be too hard to wash out of my hair and everyone would notice. Honestly, I liked the idea of it staying there.

My fantasies expanded too. I soon found myself imagining not only masturbating, but watching hentai and porn while doing it. I imagined wearing all kinds of different outfits. And then, hehe, it wasn't long until I was imagining myself using toys.

I took an opportunity once to use a computer and surf a few sex toy websites, and I couldn't believe my eyes! Suddenly, I wished I was really rich. They had all kinds of stuff there! I found myself getting new ideas the entire time! I didn't even know there were sex toys for guys! I never knew what an ona hole was until now, and I liked it! I looked into the sexy wear section and more fantasies and ideas met me. Then I noticed the button on the screen that read 'anal'...and close to that, the one that read 'dildos'...

I took a quick peek around myself to make sure no one could see, though it would already be awkward for someone to catch me looking through a sex toy website, but dildos just didn't fit well for a guy. Haha, fit...

I held 'ctrl' and clicked the two links to open them in two new tabs. It was safe to say that I had a bulge in my pants while seeing everything up to this point, but now, it was throbbing like crazy, while I was looking at rubber dicks...

Naturally, I became worried again, that there might be some kind of hidden meaning here. I mean, I already liked dressing up as a girl, and now I was getting an erection from looking at huge penises on a computer. However, they were fake, so I couldn't really tell if I should be worried or not. It wasn't like I was suddenly compelled to google 'yaoi' and have my fill of that.

Would I have to come out of the closet to Chie at some point?

Something that should have occurred to me was that not only were they fake, but every time I found one with a new feature, or a couple features, I was more turned on.

I paused a moment. I checked around me again to make sure no one could see. This was not something I should be worried about at this point, if it was truly the case, there wasn't much I could do about it. So I filed the questions in the back of my head, and continued to drool over the wares, yes, drool. No kidding, I had to wipe my lip once.

This was also when my mind began tipping toward getting a part-time job. Oh how I longed for a computer and a credit card~

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