Chapter 11

"I know you heard that conversation." Sesshomaru stated before Rin was able to say another word.

She was at a loss for words. Her previous expectations of how this conversation would transpire were shattered. "H-how?" She stuttered.

"I smelt you coming all the way from the balcony." He closed his eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. He opened his eyes and looked at her. There was a seriousness in his eyes that she had never seen before.

"Rin.. I am a demon. A full fledged dog demon to be exact. I have been in this world for well over 150 years." He studied her face as he continued. "My father was the leader of the Taisho Clan. With his passing, I became the new clan leader. I am not exactly a CEO, nor do I exactly work in finance. I am the leader of the most powerful mafia clan on the east coast. " he finished, not once taking his eyes off of her.

Rin was in shock. "D-demon?! 150 years old! Ma-MAFIA CLAN LEADER?" Her mind was screaming, trying to wrap her human brain around all of this information. "Why did you lie to me?" She asked him coldly.

"It would have been a great risk to me if I had revealed this to you from the beginning. I simply did not know you well enough to entrust you with this information." He replied.

"Why tell me now?"

"I now know that I can trust you. I know that you will not run and tell everyone."

She thought for a few moments before speaking again. "Am I safe?" She asked. She did not know much about the mafia, but she did know that they usually brought trouble with them. She needed to make sure that she would be safe in her current situation.

"Yes. Of course. This apartment is a fortress. This is the safest place you can be." He said. "Luckily for you, you are living with the Clan leader. We are under 24 hour surveillance to ensure my, and in turn your, safety." He hoped to ease her mind. Rin relaxed back onto the couch.

"That's a relief." She was quiet again. She was still trying to wrap her head around all of the information she had just received but each revelation generated more questions in her mind. "What's your products?" She asked.

"I beg your pardon?" He raised an eyebrow at her.

"You're the leader of a mafia clan. Surely you are involved in some kind of illegal activity, which is usually either drug, gun, or human trafficking." She took a deep breath and swallowed at the thought that he might be trafficking people. "Which activity do you partake in?"

"Drugs" He informed her.

Rin let out a sigh of relief. "At least it's not humans." She thought to herself. "What kind of drugs?"

"That I will not tell you."

"But why not? You've told me so much already!" She exclaimed.

"Because ignorance is bliss. With every little bit of information you know, your liability increases. I prefer to keep you as in the dark as possible. The only thing I will say is to think of what city we are in." He explained, still watching her intently.

Rin gasped. "heroin..." she whispered. He nodded slightly. She suddenly stood up. "Why didn't you tell me sooner?!"

"I already explained-" He started to reply but stopped when the smell of salt hit his nose. "Rin.. please don't cry."

She touched her cheek, feeling the precipitation descending from her eyes. She hadn't realized that she had begun to cry. "How long have you been doing this?" She asked desperately as she sat next to him on the couch, gripping his forearms.

"I cannot tell you." He sighed.

"But why not?!"

"I already told you why." He tried to keep his voice calm.

"But you've already told me so much! Why can't you just tell me a little more?" She shouted, tears cascading down her face.

"You cannot know." He finally looked away from her. His voice started to become shaky. "You cannot know how much of a monster I really am."

"Why do you care what I think of you?! Surely I'm just one of many lowly humans who you've been with in the past 150 years! Why should my opinion matter?"

He growled hearing her call herself a lowly human. He never once thought of her as such. "Why are you speaking about yourself in such a manner?" He lowered his face to where his forehead was resting in her shoulder.

"It's true." She proceeded to sob. "I'm not important enough to know. My life is only a fraction to yours." He gritted his teeth. She continued, "You probably don't even want to waste your breath on me…" He abruptly grabbed her face and gazed at her once more, this time with anguish in his eyes.

"It is because I love you." Rin gasped as she looked at him with wide eyes, her brain trying to comprehend his words. He continued, "I.. I am afraid that your opinion of me will change. I have never loved anyone before, let alone a human." He closed his eyes and rested his forehead against hers. "I am scared to lose you." He swiftly caressed her cheeks with his thumbs.

His eyes shot open when he suddenly felt her lips on his. She slid her hands up his arms and into his silver mane. He moaned and closed his eyes again when she deepened the kiss, moving herself so that she was now straddling him. After a few moments, he glided his tongue into her mouth, their mouths now fighting for dominance. A few minutes later, she released her mouth from his, gasping for air. "I love you too." She responded softly. His eyes widened before he relaxed his gaze.

"Hold on tight." He instructed her as his hands slid underneath her thighs, standing up, causing her to panic slightly, wrapping her legs and arms around him tightly. She took the opportunity to leave a trail of feathery kisses down his neck, a slight growl escaping his lips as he carried her to the bedroom, kicking the door closed behind them. She released her hold on him as he laid her back onto their bed. She glanced up at him, her dark, lustful eyes met by his heated golden ones. He straightened his back and slowly unbuttoned his shirt, keeping their eye contact. Rin bit her lip as she watched his hands go lower and lower down his chest in her peripheral vision. She felt her body begin to heat with passion. She slid herself back on the bed, allowing his bare chested form to crawl to her, the whites of his eyes flashing red. His lips caught hers as he settled himself between her legs, his right hand caressing her thigh. She let out a breathy moan as his lips trailed from her mouth to her neck, leaving a series of reddened marks down the pale canvas of her neck. His hand found the hem of her shirt, swiftly gliding it off of her body. Her bra quickly followed.

His mouth slowly made its way down to her breasts, deciding to visit her left nipple first, a hand fondling the other, causing a few moans to escape her lips. After a few more moments, his lips returned to her, kissing her passionately once again. She took control of the kissing, thrusting her tongue into his mouth as she felt his hand slide down her body. She gasped, releasing his lips from her as she felt a finger enter her. She let out a series of moans as he added another finger and continued. She opened her eyes, not realizing that she had closed them, when she felt him withdraw his hand. "Why'd you stop?" She whined.

"To take these off." He replied as she slid her pants and panties off, leaving her fully exposed. He then removed the rest of his own clothing, doing so slowly in an attempt to tease her.

"Hurry up!" She complained as she wrapped her legs around his hips, pulling him closer to her. "Stop being a tease!" She giggled. "I'm ready." She told him as she could feel his erection pressing against her entrance.

"Oh are you now?" He asked as he rubbed the head against her moist fold, causing a moan to escape from her lips.

"Yes Sesshomaru.. Please?" She begged. He smirked as he lined up and slowly entered her, causing them both to moan.

"fuck…" He moaned as he began to slowly thrust into her. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, gripping them every time he completely sheathed himself. He began to increase his pace, her moans becoming louder and louder with every thrust. After a few minutes, he fully withdrew. "Roll over." He ordered and she happily complied, rolling over and getting onto her hands and knees. He admired the viewbefore him and gently rubbed her ass before gripping it and thrusting himself into her again, making her arch her back and gasp loudly as she gripped the sheets. He stayed still inside of her for a couple moments, enjoying how tight she felt around him before thrusting again. She could feel him deep inside of her. She tried to arch her back more, allowing him to go deeper. She looked over at the window and could see their reflection, the sight turning her on even more than she already was. She continued to watch them as they continued, focusing on the pleasure that his face was emanating.

Rin began to grip the sheets tighter as she felt her own release building. She found herself throwing herself back onto him as he continued to thrust into her, wishing he would go a little harder. He began to do exactly that, almost as if he read her thoughts. It was only a few moments later before she climaxed, her walls spawning around him as she let out an array of higher pitched moans. She felt him release himself into her a couple moments later, a deeper moan escaping his lips. He remained inside of her and caressed her behind for a minute before pulling out. She frowned as she felt his withdrawal. He grabbed a towel and wiped himself off before handing it to her. She smiled and cleaned herself up before laying back onto the bed next to him, still trying to catch her breath. She looked over at him and found that he was doing the same. He slid an arm underneath her and pulled her over to him so that her head was resting on his chest. She felt his lips kiss her forehead. She gazed up at him before extending her fist, silently asking him to give her a fist bump. He was taken aback but cautiously complied, pounding his fist with hers.

"Good game." She laughed before kissing him gently. He gave her a confused look but did not question it. He reached over and grabbed their comforter, pulling it on top of them.

"Good night, my love." He said to her before closing his eyes.

"Good night babe." She replied before following him into a deep sleep.