Chapter Thirteen- Both Truths in the Same Night

Weeks had gone by and Rey hadn't got any closer to becoming what she needed to be. Luke had been ignoring her and the very few times he spoke to her it was to tell her to go away or that she was wasting her time. Rey knew he was probably in shock, Chewbacca had helped her a little, that was when Rey had told the Jedi that Han Solo had been killed. Luke had the same routine each day, and Rey followed. She had not learnt much, only that when she had mentioned Kylo Ren, Skywalker had stiffened, he completely froze when she had mentioned Ben Solo. It made the girl ponder over the idea that the master did have something to do with his nephew's turning.

"Master Skywalker?" Rey asked every day.

"You're wasting your time kid" Luke said.

"Your sister, Leia, sent me, I'm from the Resistance" Rey continued.

"So?"

"So, we need you to return and help us" said Rey.

"Look, kid. I'm not just going to run off this island holding a laser sword and take evil down forever, that's impossible. I came to island to die, and that's what I plan on doing." Then he simply just walked away.

Rey was getting nowhere, but every night as she lay outside the rock buildings where Luke stayed, and formed a plan in her mind. One day, she decided if Master Luke Skywalker wasn't going to train her, then she would train herself.

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Morning had come, and Rey was facing a vast boulder that towered above her head on a cliff edge, it was where the girl had chosen to train. The wind sped past her face like it was running from the war that she so desperately wanted to win.

Long and hard Rey trained, controlling her skills against the rock. She used her scavenger staff when she trained, but one day she looked at it differently.

Rey was training like usual; she had begun to adopt her own routine on the island and even though it was painful and tiering, she would not let the light side down. The girl was so focused on her control of the staff and the breeze flowing through her hair like the force was right next to her, that she jumped when everything went silent and her eyes could only see the one thing she had been longing to think of.

Kylo Ren was in front of her. Though she could not see his surroundings, he was not wearing his mask, Rey guessed that he was in his chambers. His face was the one thing she had been waiting to see. His handsome ebony hair fell across his face just enough to show his deep brown eyes of wonderous darkness and light.

"Ben" a sweet smile spread across the girl's face; she was delighted.

"Rey" Kylo looked pleased and his frown moved into a straight line, he wasn't smiling but Rey knew it was a good change.

"You don't know how pleased I am to see you" said Rey.

"Yes, I do. You know that" replied Kylo. "I warned you Skywalker wouldn't help."

"I don't need help. I have everything I need right here" said Rey, holding up her staff and knocking it against the rock.

"You are not going to be fighting in battle with a stick" said Ren.

"Then what do you propose I use; this is a desolate island" said Rey.

"You know what to do" spoke Kylo.

Rey was about to answer but suddenly the connection faded away. Rey was just staring out to sea, btu she knew what to do. The girl took her pack that lay by her feet and pulled out the familiar lightsaber that she had rescued from the cliff edge Luke had thrown it onto. She rested her staff against the rock and ignited the sabre, blue for hope, for Ben Solo.

It was a magnificent sight. Rey spun the glowing weapon with such control that before long she could use her legs for kicking and spinning and lift little pebbles from the ground at the same time, she was mastering the force at a speed, Kylo could have been an extraordinary teacher.

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"My parents are dead."

"They're not coming back."

"I'm alone."

These were the words that should never have escaped her lips, but one night they did. She was sleeping on her usual bench outside a hut, it had been a grand day of training and she was still smiling from her conversion with Kylo. As she sank into her sleep, the smile faded away and was replaced with terror. The nightmare showed Jakku and her parents, she was speaking what she knew was true, but what she hated to believe.

As her eyes snapped open her mouth shouted the last words she remembered.

"LUKE MADE REN" she screamed the words and then clamped her hands over her mouth. It was the truth. Before she knew it, she was beating the door of Luke's hut and shouting at him to get out.

"SKYWALKER!"

"What?" Luke threw open the door and his face met Rey's fuming one.

"It wasn't his fault!" she shouted.

"What are you talking about!"

"Kylo Ren, you created him, didn't you? You are the reason Ben Solo is gone, you are the reason the light suffers, you are the reason Han Solo is dead, and you are the reason that Leia is heartbroken from losing her son, partner, and brother. You are her other half, and you are killing her. Did you know she was in a coma for almost a month? No, you didn't, because you are here busy being a coward! Tell me what you did! Why he is gone!" She might have said different words if she wasn't occupied with the thought of avenging Ben Solo. She truly cared for him more than anything.

"He told you then" said Luke.

"He didn't have to" snapped Rey.

"Well then, you didn't find out the whole truth" began Luke. He sighed as he saw Rey's expression unchanging. "When I took in a new generation of Jedi to train, I took in my nephew, Ben Solo. He was strongest, the best, the most focused, but I could sense something different as well. One night as he slept, I went into his room to visit him, he was different then, wearing white like I use to, I was his master, his example, but I failed him. For one miniature moment I saw what he would become, I saw that the darkness had already taken him, as I looked over the sleeping boy a second came when I thought I could save everything. I drew my sabre, but I stopped as I held it above my head. The moment had passed, I looked down, and the last thing I saw was a terrified little boy whose master had failed him. I remember seeing him clenching his fist after he had drawn his blue lightsaber and met mine. He used the force to collapse he room on top of me. He must have thought I was dead, but I came to, and by then Kylo Ren had formed, slaughtered my students, and taken the others." Luke came out of his daydream and was met with Rey, horrified, saddened, and looking almost as broken as Kylo Ren. "But I did not turn him. He had already given in to the darkness."

"No" said Rey. "There was still light in him, Ben Solo was still there, not even that far down, now it pushed down even further. I see Ben Solo deep inside Kylo Ren, he is fighting for breath, and I intend to help him. The question is… will you?"

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"I don't like to see you like this".

Kylo's voice was in Rey's mind as she wrapped a blanket around her. She was in one of the stone huts sitting on a log around a fire. She had hardly noticed the force connect the two, and she didn't care.

Rey was still trying to process the thought of Ben being betrayed like that. She wished that the force didn't connect them by the mind, but by the heart so they could sit with each other in person.

"I can't believe he would do that to you" whispered Rey.

"You know then?" Kylo said.

"Yes" said Rey, looking up at Kylo. Water was forming in her eyes.

"Don't go down the same path, Rey. Please don't" Kylo spoke, walking closer from his ship he stood on.

"I thought you wanted me to join you, so we can bring the balance" said Rey.

"I did, I don't anymore. Now, all I've ever wanted… was you" spoke Kylo, it sounded more like Ben.

"Ben, I-" Rey was cut off by the man's head turning at something that had walked into his room. "Ben?"

Kylo turned back around, a new look in his eyes. He had something new.

"I am going to make this right. I promise, Rey. I could never let you down." He spoke.

"Whats happening, Ben?" Rey was starting to panic.

"Snoke was not wrong when he said I had fallen in love, and I don't mind, I'll even say it" Kylo was trying to speed up the conversation. "Rey, I would do anything for you for right now, and I am going to make this alright. Love you Rey."

And with those last heavenly words, the force connection passed, and Rey was breathing as heavily as her heart bled with love.

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