Alex was unable to talk at the sight of the loft,it was practically identical to when he'd seen it last.It seemed a little emptier,the walls more bare as less pictures were adorning them,pictures of Alex and Jo together.This room was full of memories surrounding their relationship:it was their first home together,it was where he'd first proposed to her,it was where Alex had beat up Andrew,it was where they'd broken up,it was where Jo had proposed to him,and it was where she'd talked to him about embryos with Izzie.
Jo turned to face Alex as he looked around the room,pulling down her mask as she did so."I can't believe you kept this place,"Alex said in disbelief.
"You thought I'd leave?"Jo said quizzically.
"Well after..."
"Oh,well I didn't,"she answered.The two stood in silence before Jo made her way to the counter."Can I get you a drink?"
"Um yeah sure,"Alex responded,it was very awkward between the two.
Jo pulled out two mugs and retrieved a bottle of vodka from underneath the counter,filling the mugs shortly afterwards and handing him the drink.
"Still didn't get glasses?"Alex scoffed.Jo shook her head in response.Both drank away immediately in hopes it would suspend the awkwardness.
Jo caught sight of the only picture of her on Alex still on display that was on the table near the sofa,the rest buried in boxes with other things associated with the two.She immediately walked away from him nearing the other end of the loft.Turning to him she said in a loud,vulnerable voice,"Do you have any idea what you did?,Just leaving.You were all I had Alex."
"There was no other way Jo,"Alex explained himself.
Jo's voice was suddenly laced with anger,"there was no other way?"she questioned out loud,"Hell.There was about 50 million other ways that would've been better than what you did,"she spat.
"Jo how many times are we going to keep having this fight?"he asked anger and annoyance rising in his voice.
"Until I get a reasonable answer,Alex,you left me,you left me to fall apart and didn't care what it would do to me.You moved on with your happy little life and cut me out of it."
"Don't say that!"Alex yelled angrily,"You know it was the hardest thing I've ever done."The two were now walking towards each other through their debate,their steps fuelled with anger.
"Oh,"she laughed,"yeah you keep saying that,and all I can remember is how you said you had everything you ever wanted."
"I thought it was!"Alex yelled
"Exactly,you thought,you didn't even ask my opinion,I was your wife and you didn't even ask my opinion.What the hell did I do to deserve you clobbering me the way you did."
"I made a mistake,wanting to be with Izzie."Jo's rage only increased at sound of hearing her name.
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"A mistake is forgetting your car-keys,a mistake is taking the wrong order at Starbucks,hell a mistake is getting drunk and losing your car.A mistake is not leaving your wife,for your ex-wife,and doing it through a letter after you've avoided her for weeks."
The two were full-on yelling and practically screaming at each other now,they'd never fought like that in all of their years,usually it was only one of them being the dominant arguer, but this time it was an equal effort."This is just proving,that had I told you,it would've been worse,"Alex snapped.
"How the hell can you say that?How the hell did I even marry you?"she asked him furiously.
"This is exactly what I mean!"he exclaimed."You would've done exactly this,had I told you!"
"Well you never did that did you!"she cocked her head to the side,"You just left a trail of havoc in your place,like a coward,"Jo snapped in an emotionally void manner.It was getting to the point where the two were now just throwing insults at each other,hoping they'd hurt more than the last."God,I hate you."Jo furiously exhaled provocatively hoping it would hurt him.
"Well your the one who decided to marry me,"Alex sneered.
"God knows what state of mind I was in.Thinking of you makes me feel disgusted,thinking of being touched by you makes me want to peel my skin off,"Jo said coldly.
"This just proves you wouldn't have even tried,You would've done the same thing,"he said sharply.Jo immediately walked towards him as she slapped him harshly across the face for the second time since his return.
His head immediately followed the direction of her slap as his jaw clenched."Don't ever say that again."Alex stared at her,anger pulsing through both of them.The two stared at each other,rage filled in their gazes.
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Within seconds,the two were aggressively slamming their mouths together,Alex wasn't sure if he was kissing Jo or if Jo was kissing him,both fighting for dominance of the kiss duelling with their tongues like they were pistols,Jo winning the battle as she aggressively dug her hands deep into Alex's neck and shoulders,as she walked him back to the wall,pinning him against it.He lifted her up,anchoring her legs around his body and hips as she knocked of her high heels whilst in midair and spun around so she was pressed up against the wall.Alex's tongue hungrily entered her mouth as his hands roamed her body everywhere.Alex knew exactly how she wanted to be touched,and where she needed it,leaving behind a trail of electricity in their wake.
Jo quickly discarded of his suit jacket and began undoing his bow tie with her nimble fingers,letting it drop to the floor when she was done,not breaking their kiss for a second.Alex began tracing his fingers up her leg,through the thigh slit and moved to kiss her neck feverishly as he gripped her thigh,keeping her in the air releasing moans from Jo.Letting Jo come down to the ground,she immediately flipped them so Alex was against the wall,and once again began kissing him aggressively.What they were doing could barely be considered kissing,they were devouring each other,taking away all the righteous indignation that had been brewing in the two of them for a year,especially Jo.
Jo eagerly tugged at the collar of his shirt,and began unbuttoning it at speed.Alex aggressively kissed the sensitive area around Jo's collarbone,his stubble nipping it as he planted kisses along her shoulder and quickly pulling on the fabric of her dress but letting it stay on her.Jo muffled a moan as she felt his hands find her heat,sliding a couple of fingers inside of her,it was no shock to Alex how riled up Jo could get but he was surprised how wet she was considering the short amount of time they'd been together.Alex didn't even have to try,he knew her body so well and everything that turned her on that she was moaning in ecstasy and having an orgasm before he'd even removed her dress.
He began walking the two over to the bed,not breaking contact from her lips for a moments as he pulled his fingers out of her,his attention now on removing her dress.He did so quickly,almost tearing it down as he unzipped it eagerly as she grazed her hand down his hard abdomen.Alex kissed her neck,sucking her,cupping one of her breasts with his big hand,as she yanked of Alex's already open shirt.The two continued kissing as Alex cupped Jo's breasts,circling them with his thumbs as Jo worked on unbuttoning his trousers and trying to get them off.
After a little struggle,Alex managed to kick off his shoes at force,as he assisted Jo with his trousers now pulling them down leaving him in his tight boxers.Alex once again lifted Jo up,allowing her to wrap her legs around his body as he gripped her neck and head ferociously as he kissed her.
He sat the two down on the bed,Jo still wrapped around him and on top of him kissing his neck.Jo pushed Alex down he'd on the bed and straddled him before once again rejoining their lips.She could feel Alex's erection strained in his boxers against her body as she tugged on them urging him to get rid of them.He did so allowing his erection to spring free.Alex quickly flipped Jo underneath him,pushing her further onto the end as she moaned into his mouth.Alex moved his head down,planting kisses down her neck,kissing and cupping her breasts and moving down to her abdomen.Alex began kissing her thighs,moving inwards kissing her pubic arch through her black,lacy underwear.Alex began kissing fleeting kisses to her most intimate area,but quickly with urgency wanted more.
Alex quickly pulled down Jo's underwear flicking her heated clit with his tongue causing her to whimper loudly.As Alex began working on her and kissing her clit,Jo hooked his head with her hands implying for him to look upwards at her."Alex,don't tease me."Alex obeyed immediately entering her with his tongue causing her to whimper and moan as she gripped the bedsheets around her as she bit her lip,attempting to keep the volume of her moans to a minimum,and then without warning Alex stopped releasing a sigh of displeasure from Jo.
"Alex-"she began to say before he smothered her mouth with his kissing her aggressively preparing to enter her.When he did so,she moaned loudly into his mouth as they kissed.Jo felt her body perfectly mold onto his,at first he began with a few slow strokes but very quickly began pushing inside of her with more speed and intensity,both knew they wouldn't last long.Alex began quickly pumping inside of her with speed and ferocity,right now Jo couldn't stand Alex,it was almost far enough to say part of her hated him,but that only made her want him more.Jo's body was melting into the mattress and she dug her nails deep into Alex's back as he simultaneously bothered her clit with his thumb.Within minutes Jo felt her orgasm coming on strong,a particular deep stroke from Alex triggering it,her walls around him tightened as her eyes rolled back,this then caused Alex's orgasm to come on to,his lasting particularly long.Immediately,Alex rolled onto his side and off of Jo,the two panting out of breath hazily.
