Tae's POV
I'm enjoying this sooo much, but does Jungkook enjoy this as well? I never want this to end. I want to stay in this moment frozen in time.
Jungkook's POV
I don't know if I should be enjoying this or not. Part of me is electrified by this while the other side is worried about what people think. Why am I worried about what people think? I'm finally excepting that I'm gay. But is Tae really gay? Is he enjoying this? What if he think's I'm gross after this? I love this boy and I always have. Nothing will ever change that.
"Well, on the other note we have a surprise for you guys. As everyone can tell Christmas is coming up. So we've decided to fly your family's out! They'll be here tomorrow at 2. We're going to pick them up and you guys get the day off tomorrow to spend with them. They already have rooms at one of the local hotel's."
Tae's POV
Why did I enjoy that so much? What's wrong with me? What am I feeling? Am I feeling sick or something? Am I gay?
"Thank you soo much! We all can't wait for our family's coming over tomorrow. Thank you from all of us." Yes, thank you for this. How everything can be so much harder now. I'm going to tell my parents tomorrow when they settle in.
"Well you guys better get home and get some rest. Tomorrow you have off because your families will be in town. We'll go and pick them up at 2. Whatever you guys need to do, do it tonight. So go on ahead and head home."
"Thank you, goodnight."
At Home
"Guy's! I'm going shopping. I'll be back soon." Why do you have to go shopping now?
"Just be home by 12. We're going to lock all the doors and go to bed early." Tae please don't call me at 1 in the morning to let you in. I won't let you in. He'll probably call me and ask for help carrying his bags inside like always.
"Okay, but I might need help with carrying my bags. I'll call you ahead of time if I need help. Bye!"
"Bye! Be home on time please!"
"Jungkook we need to talk. It's about you and Tae." What do they want? Why are they making such a mad face? Well Suga always has a mad look on his face so noting there looks new.
"I need to talk to you guys as well."
"Okay, you need to start acting more like a couple. You don't kiss, hold hands, cuddle, nothing. You guys don't even flirt. Your not agreeing to the terms we made. We know it's only been a couple weeks, but you need to act more convening. We've decided every time we make a heart you and Tae have to kiss. No matter where we are." What? I haven't even talked to Tae to see if he even feels comfortable with this. What am I suppose to do now?
"Guy's, I haven't been able to talk to Tae about the whole dating thing. How am I suppose to just kiss him in public?" What the hell were they thinking? How is this going to work?
"That's no tour problem is it? You have to figure that out on your own." God, this isn't going to work out at all. How am I suppose to just . . . kiss Tae?
"Now what did you wan to tell us?"
"Tomorrow when my parents get here I'm going to tell them that I'm gay. At least I think I'm gay." I think I'm gay. The way I felt when I kissed Tae mad me think am I gay?
"Your really going to tell them?"
"I don't know for sure because my feelings are a little mixed up right now and I'm trying to figure it all out. But I think that if I tell my parents that it'll help me know for sure."
"It up to you Jungkook. Your the one to decide."
"But I'm so confused if I really am gay. I ha . . . . "
"You haven't kissed a girl have you?"
"NO! I have kissed a girl Jimin, just not in a long time. The last time I kissed a girl I was in 3rd year in junior high."
"So you haven't kissed a girl in a really long time? Well we can always get a girl and see if your straight."
"Ewwww, I'm not going to kiss a girl." Did I really just say that?
"Okay, than tell your parents tomorrow and talk to Tae about what we talked to you about. Goodnight everyone" Jeez. I hate you sometimes Suga.
"Wait for me Yoon! Jungkook can sleep with Tae tonight, is that okay Jungkook?" How can I say no to you guys? Your so much in love.
"Yeah it's fine. I don't care." They are like little kids. Always running around with each other.
Tae returns
Tae's POV
It's only 10! My quickest time ever! Okay no I just need to carry all my bags in quietly. Where is everyone? They said they weren't turning in tile 12.
"Hello? I'm home early! Hello?" Where is everyone?
"I'm in here Tae!" Ah! It's Jungkook! Rap Monster wanted me to talk to him about us being more like a couple. This is going to be weird. How am I going to talk to Jungkook about that stuff?
"How was shopping? What did you buy?"
"I bought some stuff for my family. And for myself." What kind of question is that? He knows I always buy stuff for myself.
"That's cool. Uhmmmm . . . . Tae I need to talk to you."
"I also need to talk to you. But you can go first. What do you need to talk about Jungkook?"
"Well the hyungs were talking to me and they uhmmm . . . want us to uhmm . . . start . . . . . acting like a . . . uh . . . a . . . uh . . . real . . . . uhhhh couple. He said that every time we they make a heart we . . . . have to kiss."
"You know what's kind of funny?"
"What?"
"Rap Monster and they hyungs said the same thing to me."
This is kind of weird saying these things to Jungkook with just of us here alone. I wonder what he's thinking right now? How does he feel about this?
"Well Tae I just wanted to make sure your okay with this before we start that kind of stuff. I didn't know if you felt comfortable with this or not."
"Yes, Jungkook I'm okay with it." Does that make me sound shallow? What is he thinking?
"Can I ask you something Tae?"
"Of course you can Jungkook."
Tae goes and sit next's to Jungkook. He keeps his distant a little. He doesn't want to get too close so he doesn't make Jungkook uncomfortable.
"I was uhmmm . . . . . . wondering if you . . . . . liked the . . . . . kiss. The one we had when management was threatening us." Why would he want to know? Did he not like it? Should I just answer honestly?
"I did. Did uhh . . . . like it Jungkook?" What if he didn't like the kiss and i sound like a total creep?
"I uhhhh . . . . . " Of course he didn't like it. Why did I even bother to ask? It's not like he ever would. He's straight after all.
"I understand."
"No! I uh . . . . I uh . . . . I uh did like the kiss. I just wasn't sure if you really did. Also, uhmm . . . I want to tell my parents that. . . . I'm . . . . uhmmm . . . that I'm gay." WHAT!?!? If he's telling his parents than he really is gay.
"So . . . you really are gay? Like I uhh . . . didn't know if you . . . were really . . . . uh . . . gay." Did I really just say that? What if his parents react horrible? What if his parent wont even show up tomorrow?
"Tae can I tell you something?"
"Uhmmm . . . sure Jungkook."
"I . . . . . . . think I uhhhh I love you." Did he really just say that?
"I love you too Jungkook."
The Next Day
Jungkook's POV
Today my parents are visiting. Today I'm going to tell them that I'm gay. What if they don't except them? What if they start to hate Tae? I wonder what Tae thinks about what I told him last night.
"Jungkook, it's your turn to cook breakfast."
"Okay, I'll make eggs and sausage. Do you want orange juice or do you want milk Jimin?"
"I want milk. The boys and I are going to go shopping or food this morning. We'll be back soon. We're leaving the whole dorm for you and Tae. We want details when we get back." Jimin winks at Jungkook before walks out the door.
What are they up too? But speaking of Tae, why isn't he up yet? I should probably go and wake him up. Everyone else has left with Jimin to go shopping for food.
"Tae? It's time to get up." Where is he? I can't see a thing in here.
"I'm turning on the light Tae. I can't see a thing in this darkness."
"Mmmmmmm. I don't want to get up." Here we go. Mentally rolls his eyes.
"Jimin and the rest of the boys went last minute shopping. I'm making breakfast right now. Do you want me to carry you?"
"Wait, we have the whole house to our selves?
"Well your wide awake now huh?"
"And yes, I want you to carry me."
In the kitchen
"Tae turn down the T.V." Why does he watch T.V so loud?
"TAE!!! Turn down the T.V!"
"I'm not in the family room."
Jungkook feels Tae rap his arms around his waist as he cooks.
What is he doing? Why is he doing this?
"Tae why are you doing this?"
"I thought we should start acting like a real couple. Since our parents are coming over today and are staying for a couple of days. I thought this morning would be a good practice." Really? Now he does this? Well at least I know he feels comfortable with this kind of stuff.
"Close your eyes Tae."
"Why?"
"Just do it."
"Fine."
Jungkook turns around and kisses Tae on the mouth.
"Hows that for acting like a real couple?"
"Hmmm, I like this whole couple thing."
"Hahahaha. Okay now go turn down the T.V. We're going to get complaints."
"Okay mom."
The boys get home and have breakfast. They than leave to go to the airport and pick up their parents.
"Hey mom. How's It been? Wait, where's dad?"
I've been good honey. Lets talk about your dad later. Well, happy Christmas!"
"You too." Where's dad? His he sick? Or did work get in the way of him visiting?
Everyone has dinner together that night. Everyone goes out after dinner except for Jungkook and his mom, and Tae and his parents.
"Tae and Jungkook, we need to talk to you guys about something very series." I wonder what's wrong?
"Mom, and Tae's parents, I need to tell you guys something."
"Okay, you can go first."
"Okay, I know you guys have seen that me and Tae are dating. But I wanted to tell you myself that Tae and I really dating. I wanted to tell you myself that I'm gay."
"We know Jungkook. We knew even before you knew."
"How could you tell even before I knew?"
"We could tell when You and Tae were only little boys. You and Tae would hug and everything. You weren't like normal straight boys. I talked to Tae's parents and they agreed."
"Oh. So you except that I'm gay? That I love Tae?"
"Yes, now about your dad. Your dad and I got in a fight recently. When he found out you and Tae are dating he was furious. He said that he would never except you as his son." What? Why would dad say such a thing?
Tae puts his hand into Jungkook's and lightly squeezes it. Jungkook finds this little gesture comforting.
"When your dad said that I was furious at him. I told him he would have to except you for who you are. He said that his son was never like this and he doesn't want you as a son." Why dad? Why do you hate me so much?Why can't you except me for who I am?
Tear start to blur Jungkook's vision. He feels someone rap their arms around Jungkook and hug him. He doesn't pull away. He just stays there.
"I couldn't live with a man like that. I told him to leave if he wont except his son for who he is. Following that, your dad and I got a divorce. I'm sorry Jungkook. I didn't want to have that kind of man around you. I wouldn't be able to live with someone who won't except his son for who he is. Again I'm sorry Jungkook."
What!?! My parents got a divorce? Why dad? Why can't you except me for who I am? Why do you have to hate me? What did I do wrong to make you not want me as your son? What if I wasn't gay, would my parents still be married?
"I'm going to my room I need some time to think about this whole thing."
"Okay, we understand."
"Jungkook, we both support you and Tae. We will always love you both."
"Thank you Mr. and Mrs Kim."
"I'm coming with you Jungkook."
"Okay Tae, but please don't say anything about him?"
"I won't, but . . . . . . I love you Jungkook, even if your straight or gay or anything else. You'll always be my Kookie." Are Tae and I really dating now? Or are we just acting? I'm so confused, but all I know is that I love Tae.