"I believe in you." Those had been his last words to her.
Helena wished there were a lot of things she could take back right now. She wished she could take back some of the things she had said to him. But most of all, she wished she could have prevented his death. Ra and the Ennead were the first to land a major victory over OblivAeon, and he paid so dearly for it.
A part of her also wished she had never been so close to him. That was what she got for flying too close to the sun.