Chapter Warnings: Sexual language, sexual actions. Mature.

Atsushi Otani POV

After climbing Mount Hakodate and watching the sunset with our friends, Koizumi and I were finally back in the guesthouse. Alone.

The sunset did look really cool. And Koizumi leaned over on my shoulder halfway through. We were both telling each other how awesome the lights looked. Nobuko went on and on about the views from the mountain. How it looked in the winter. Nakao listened to her closely, and the two of them stared out at the sun disappearing.

When I was sure Nakao and Nobuko couldn't see, I held onto Koizumi's hand.

The sun fell behind the skyline.

We broke away from Nakao and Nobuko once we got back to her grandmother's house. I opened the door to the guesthouse for Koizumi. She was trying to tell me some jokes about sunsets. "The sun set, set sun-denly."

She walked in, and I shrugged a laugh out, "I wanted to see the sunset, but I mist it."

"Ha!" She broke out into loud, heavy laughter.

Maybe I could feel some tension in the air, but she wasn't noticing it. She kicked off her shoes at the door and threw her bag on one of the coat handles. "That was a lot of fun, but I'm pooped!" She exclaimed, freely.

Stretching out her arms and back, she walked past the little living room into the tiny kitchen. I took off my shoes slowly, watching her. I wasn't sure exactly how to approach this.

Taking a leap of faith, and a big step over to where she was, I began talking to her, "Hey, Koizumi, do you think now, tonight, would be a good time?"

"For what?" She asked blankly, pulling at the handle to the fridge. But then her eyes matched with me. She suddenly started to blush. "Oh-" she almost sounded out, but I put my knee up on one of the stools at the bar in the kitchen. I pushed my body upwards towards her. Her hand slipped away from the fridge and she leaned in.

I kissed her across the counter. We were very close to making out, the amount of time we held the kiss. My eyes shut and it's almost as if I could feel that something was going to happen tonight.

"Come on," I said, pulling away and taking my knee down. Letting go of her shirt collar too. At some point, I had grabbed on to it, in order to pull her in. I motioned towards the short hallway that led down to the bedroom.

"Wait!" She called, "We just stepped through the door. You want to go already?!" She sounded surprised.

Was she that clueless?

Walking down the hallway, I turned back to her and shrugged my shoulders. My arms gestured like, duh this is obvious. "Uh, yeah!" I bugged my eyes out, making fun of her, then turned back for the bedroom.

I could hear Koizumi chase after me.

"So, you're not even gonna give me a second to prepare?" I could hear her complain, or uh, wine, or no that's not a good word either… nag… that's worse!

I knelt down on the floor next to our bed. I reached for my bag and started digging through it.

"No," I responded, "You'll just overthink everything if we wait right?"

She groaned, "Ugh, I guess." She hovered over me, "I just don't want to rush things either."

I ruffled through my bag, pulling it closer to me so I could see. "I know, I know, if you really need a minute, you can have a minute. I just don't want you to get caught up thinking something dumb."

"I do not think dumb things, you're dumb!" She yelled.

I chuckled, "Okay, well, it'd be so like, you to go to the bathroom for a couple of minutes, and come out crying saying stuff like I don't like you and I don't even want to have sex with you."

I found what I was looking for in my bag, so I peeked back and up at Koizumi. Her expression made me realize that maybe I had said too much or been a little too straightforward.

"Do you…?"

"What?" I answered in a knee-jerk response, fueled by reflex and panic.

"What are you getting from your bag?" She pointed and asked.

"Oh," I pulled my hand out, revealing the box of condoms I had bought a few nights ago.

She bent down, looking at them curiously, "Oh my gosh! Are these them?"

I nodded, "Mmhmm."

She turned to me, "Did the cashier say anything? Or did they give you a weird look?"

I laughed. She took the box from me and inspected it, which only made me laugh to myself more.

Her eyes tilted over to me, "So you do really want to…?"

Reaching over, I took her hand. I began to stand up, bringing up back up with me. "Yes," I told her, rolling my eyes just a little, "And not just to have sex with you, okay?! You've been doing a lot for me lately, and I want to return the favor. I'm taking this stuff out…" I pointed to the condoms in her other hand and looked her dead in the eyes, "Just in case. If we get there, great, if not, that's okay. Alright?"

She sighed, taking a seat on the bed. She placed the box on the side table. "Alright." We smiled and just looked at each other for a minute. I stared into her big eyes, waiting for the okay. Then, she said to me, "You can do what you want."

I smirked, ecstatic, "Oh my gosh!"

Her smile got wider too, almost like she was laughing at me, but it's fine.

"I'm gonna jump ya!" I sprung into action, hopping up onto the bed and knocking Koizumi over too. She laid back and laughed and laughed.

I kissed her neck. She started to giggle. I just kept repeatedly kissing her, over and over so it tickled even more. I loved teasing her.

"Haha, stop! Hahaha!" She cried.

"Okay…" I said, suspiciously stopping. But then, I attacked her stomach. Tickling her all over with my hands.

"Ah! Haha!" Her knees bent up to kick me and her elbows came down to fight me off. "It's too much! It tickles!" She yelled, laughing between each breath.

"Mercy?" I asked.

"Mercy! Mercy! I give up!"

I cackled evilly and sat up, bent over on my knees at her side. "Fine, fine. I win!"

"You win! You win!" Koizumi looked up at me, laying on her back. Her eyes shining from the reflection of the light above our heads. She flashed a big smile.

And I couldn't help it. I just had to kiss her.

My head fell down. My lips crashed into hers.

Our kiss started heating up and getting more intense. I felt myself press down against her. My hand went over to hold her cheek and pull her in. I licked at her parted lips.

"Ot-" She stuttered, then stopped. Our tongues connected inside her mouth. I crept up onto her body, leaning over her sideways.

"Mmm," I could hear my voice come out, but I didn't mean for it to. I shut my eyes and kissed her hard… Before pulling away.

"Ha…" She breathed out, watching as I backed my head up. I had placed my hand on the bed by her cheek and pushed myself up over her.

Carefully, I brought my eyes down across her body. My gaze dragging along her long torso, until… I was staring at the buckle of her belt.

Her shirt had slipped up just the tiniest bit. Not enough to show her belly button, but just a peek at her stomach.

For a second I peeked back up at her, matching her eyes to mine. She seemed happy and almost calm. I really hoped she'd feel that way after. I was a bit nervous about exactly how I was going to do everything I wanted to do… to her… My moves probably were not going to be as smooth as I wanted them to be. But I tried my hardest. I wanted to be strong for her, I wasn't gonna let her know how nervous she made me sometimes.

"Koizumi," I muttered, bringing my hand down. I pressed my palm to her stomach pointing my fingers down.

"Yeah?" Her head tilted back a bit and her big eyes stared up at me.

I asked in a whisper, "Do you wanna undo your belt for me?"

My eyes flashed down to her waistline, where a stylish belt held up her jeans.

If she took the belt off, I could probably slip my hand under without having to make her see everything.

From our previous experiences, I knew Koizumi was a bit freaked out or uh, hesitant about letting me touch or see her private area. She had let me touch her boobs, and then she let me see them. So, I thought maybe it would be a good idea to put my hand down there first. Then, later, when she was more comfortable, I could actually see everything. I thought that was a pretty genius plan, not gonna lie.

"Okay."

I watched as her hands came down. She lifted the belt out of the buckle and threw the two ends to the side. Her hands stalled at the button of her jeans.

"Should I-?" She asked, a hint of shakiness coming into her voice.

See, I was right, the idea of taking her pants all the way off probably would freak her out. I'm so smart.

I grabbed one of her hands, comfortingly, "It's okay, just a little. I don't need to take your pants off."

"Oh, alright," She shrugged, in a bouncy sort of way, and undid the button. With my hand, I pulled down the zipper about halfway.

"Try to relax, okay?" I half-joked.

"Okay, okay," she moved her hands away, down by her side, "I trust you."

"Heh," a little chuckle escaped my mouth, so I went with it, "Good girl."

The zipper down all the way and the top of her jeans opened, I was able to slip my fingers down into her pants. I stayed over her underwear for the time being and pushed my hand down farther.

"Otani!" Her voice spiked, "Can you talk to me? I don't want to freak out, I really don't, and I think it would help if-" Panic started sneaking up on her.

"Yeah, yeah," I replied quickly. My hand inching down, almost at her crotch. "It's cool, don't freak out."

I'll tell her what I'm doing. Maybe that'll help!

I brought my head up. I was going to have to go about this blind anyway, with her pants covering everything, so I might as well look at her the whole time. If it was going to make her feel better who cares. I wanted her to be comfortable because I really did think she wanted to do this too.

Her face was flushed. She seemed one step away from panicking, but she was trying really hard to resist.

"Hey," I spoke in my coolest, calmest voice possible, "I'm not doing anything scary, okay? I'm just gonna stay right here," My fingers stopped when I thought I felt what I was looking for.

A slight bump in her underwear.

"I'm gonna rub this a little, okay? Nothing major."

I pressed my middle finger into her underwear a little. My other two fingers surrounded the bump.

This had to be it, right?

I hoped it was because I had to play like I was super confident.

Koizumi was taking deep breaths, closing her eyes, and mumbling, "Okay, okay."

"Can you spread your legs apart a little bit?" I asked, "I think it's gonna feel good, I promise."

Her legs separated slightly. I spun the tip of my middle finger around the top of it, pointer and ring finger pulsed randomly on the side.

"Whoa," slipped out of her mouth.

I moved my middle finger out, still pushing in with my other fingertips, but now I was using my knuckle on top of the bump. I could feel an indent and a little bit of wetness further back on Koizumi's underwear.

I let my fingers creep forward, without telling her. My middle and pointer alternated touching the dip in her underwear.

"Mm," Her lips pressed together and she looked at me through half-shut eyes. Her nose flared. I think I had been getting this right. It looked and sounded like she was feeling good, well good enough. So, maybe I did actually find her clit on the first try, without even looking.

I'm cooler than I think.

I let out a snicker. "Hey Koizumi," my hand rubbing at her down her pants, above her underwear, and my head over hers. I was sideways across her body, looking down, "Have you ever…?

She shook her head.

"Never?" I questioned and doubted.

"No," her eyes shifted, "Not down there."

My pinkie finger traced the outline of her underwear.

She admitted to me, eyes almost glazed over, "I've only touched my boobs."

My eyeline drooped down to her boobs for a second, then I looked back at her. I could feel that I was almost squinting too, my eyelids felt so low, "Do you wanna do… whatever you do… now?" I think there was a cackle under my voice, almost like I was teasing her.

Her hands jumped up to cover her breasts, "What? Like with you watching me?!"

"Yeah," I continued rubbing my fingers up against her underwear. "So, I can watch you, while I do this."

Her eyes darted at me, like she was questioning why she would get in bed with a guy like me in the first place.

I nodded, doubling down, "I think you'll feel really good if you do. You can close your eyes if you need to." Her hands started going up her shirt, her protest did not last very long. "And Koizumi," I added.

"What?" She scolded up at me.

I tilted my head, cracking my neck a bit, "I think I'm…" my fingers tiptoed to the edge of her underwear, at her crotch, "I'm gonna start really touching you."

Her eyes went wide.

"But first," I laughed, "I wanna kiss you!"

She cracked a smile too.

"Okay!" She pierced her lips, ready for me to come down.

As I brought my head down to meet hers, I could see that her hands had reached the top of her breasts. Our lips collided. And I broke my fingers out and around her underwear. I held the string to the side with one finger and started feeling around with the others. She was almost there. Her tongue came up to meet mine. They brushed by each other as we kissed.

This was going perfect!

I thought to myself, proud that I had made things happen this well. I half expected Koizumi to be crying by now, so the fact she wasn't was quite the accomplishment… for both of us.

Risa Koizumi POV

Oh my gosh, what the heck was going on?!

Everything was happening so fast, but not in a bad way. It was like Otani was washing me away and I didn't care. Maybe I was freaking out a little bit, but I felt way calmer than I thought I would have been in this situation. Otani was kissing me and it felt so good. There was no way I'd be panicking, I loved him way too much to be worried.

I was so focused on our kiss that I didn't really notice Otani's fingers touching me down there. Before I realized it, he was actually touching me! Not just my underwear.

For a second, I thought about kicking him off and yelling, but then my hands just went around my tiny-little boobs. I pressed one hand across my chest and under my bra. There was a lot of extra padding going on. It was kinda tight. Don't tell Otani, but I was wearing a push-up bra. Maybe I did suspect something might happen tonight. Even though it was our first day in Hokkaido.

I couldn't believe we had gotten this far, and that he had told me to essentially touch myself right in front of him. Was he crazy?! And I couldn't believe I was actually doing it. Feeling up my own breasts- when he was right there! Like, he could see me doing it, if he broke away from our kiss.

I must have been crazy too!

I cupped my boob, and my other hand fell down by my side. I brushed by Otani's arm, heading down into my jeans. This all felt so weird, but so calming too- in a crazy, stressed out way.

He pulled away from our kiss. I could feel my head tilt up after him as he left. My eyes fluttered open. Otani was looking down at my legs, then his eyes wandered back up to me.

I was very confused.

Why'd he stop kissing me?

"Wha-what's wrong?" I questioned softly, in an unexpectedly sweet voice.

He shook his head. His sightline went back to his hand in my pants. He looked so cute hanging over me. "Nothing, nothing's wrong." His other hand, the one that was against the bed, came up and brushed my baby hairs out of my face. Otani's eyes met mine. He looked so dreamy. "It's just…" he spoke, "You're so wet."

Instantly, I hid my face in my hands. Pulling them out from under my shirt. My cheeks had to be bright red.

How embarrassing!

Otani laughed. His hand came down to my face. He took my wrist and my hand drew away, revealing my face. "Koizumi, it's okay," he said between teasing laughs.

"No, it's not!" I cried, moving my other hand over my eyes to hide.

"Come on," He comforted me, and I felt another hand come up and grab the one across my face.

When I looked up, Otani was now completely over my body. His knees bent on the bed around each side of my stomach. He held my wrist back, exposing my blushing, embarrassed face. He wore a big smile.

I whined, "It's gross!"

His face fell, more serious, staring down at me, "No, it's not." He shrugged, above me, "Come on, Koizumi, enough with the cute act."

I shook my arms, in the air, held in his hands, "It's not an act!"

"Oh," He gave one little snicker, "Then, you know you're cute, right?"

His face came closer to mine. He was winding me up and he knew it. My heart was about to explode. He had so much control over me.

"Ah!" I turned my head away. "Stop, you're gonna kill me!"

"Haha," He pushed my wrists back, pinning my arms back against the bed. My attention snapped up at him, my eyes wide.

How did he look so cool?

A smug smile across his face and his eyes gleaming. The light hit the back of his hair and shined around him. "I'm not gonna kill you, hehe," he couldn't keep a straight face as he delivered a dumb line, "But I'm gonna take you to heaven."

A smile broke out across my face, how could it not?

We both chuckled, looking at each other, and finally, I said, "Fine."

"What?" He asked.

I rolled my eyes, "I'll take my pants off."

His hands let up. And he let my wrists free. He scooted back, so he was kneeling over my knees. My legs dangled, bent over the side of the bed. He might have touched his feet to the ground, so he could hold himself up.

Instead of really looking at him, I focused on the top of my jeans. I brought my hands down and slid my pants down with them. My thumb caught on the waistband of my underwear for a split second, but I left them there, pulling just my jeans down.

I stopped just before I reached where Otani was. I probably could have taken my pants all the way off with no problem. He wasn't actually sitting on me or blocking my way or anything. But maybe I kinda wanted him to-

"I can help," He stated. His hands coming down to meet the middle of my jeans. He pulled at them, taking them down to my shins. Then, from there, I was able to kick off my pants.

We both kinda cackled. Maybe we were a little nervous. Or maybe the whole situation was just silly at this point.

There I was laying in just my underwear. And I hadn't realized it, but the bottom part was mostly pulled over to one side. He probably saw most of me right then.

Otani leaned forward and he told me, "I'm gonna take these off too."

My eyes shut and I nodded.

I could feel his hands drag my underwear down, along the sides of my legs.

This moment felt so tense for me. Like there he was actually, for real seeing me. I was naked, I mean I still had my shirt on, but this was like basically what naked means. Otani could be looking right at my vagina.

His hands, one cold and one a little warmer from touching me before, fell on my thighs.

"Koizumi…" He spoke, his voice low and kinda husky.

"What?" I asked, my eyes shut.

"Could you look at me, for just a second?"

"Mm…" I groaned and allowed my eyes to peak open.

He was sat up, his head kinda far away, over my body. One of his hands drifted away from my thigh.

His lips kinda puffed out as he informed me, "I'm gonna put a finger in…" His voice trailed off. His head dropped down closer to my hips. He turned his hand around, in front of my private area. He continued, his hot breath hitting my pelvis, "...Try not to cum, just yet."

"Huh?!" I questioned, but he had slipped his middle finger in at the same second, "Ah!" I let out.

"Whoa!" He exclaimed. "Are you good?" He asked looking along my body, up at me.

"Yeah, yeah," I muttered, suddenly breathing heavy.

"I'm gonna move around some," He told me, then started to wiggle his finger a bit, inside of me. I had never felt anything like this before. It wasn't like it tickled, you know, but it did feel so weird. It was hard to tell right away if it felt good or not, but he kept going. And I kept letting him.

He pulled his finger out a bit, the lights shined off of it, then he pushed it back in. This time going a little further.

I didn't know how to react anymore. I started to feel kinda crazy, and a bit silly. My head tilted back and my eyes shut. Then, I felt his tongue. He grazed over top another part. I knew my voice was about to sneak out, but I couldn't stop it. I let out an audible moan.

I held my chest. My fist balled up and my eye scrunched closed.

"A little more," He announced to me, taking his finger out completely. His tongue licked down to fill its spot. The sensation of his wet tongue connecting with me down there was too weird to figure out, it was so overwhelming.

"Mm...Otani!" I said suddenly in alarm. It was like I knew my body was on the edge of something. I was aware that my hips had started to buck forward as he moved his tongue around inside of me.

He kept going for another second or two, "Oh," he muttered as he took his head away. He backed himself up, till he was sitting straight again. His butt fell lightly back on the bed, his legs hung over my knees and his calves folded back across my thighs. He didn't feel heavy or anything, so I didn't mind. I bet he was holding himself up a little with his legs too.

Slowly, my eyes opened, "Are you done?" I asked, kinda wanting more.

I watched as he looked around. His eyes spotted the box on the nightstand, then darted back to me.

"Are you ready if we go all the way?"

I held my hands together on my chest, close to my heart. I could have almost started crying right then. I didn't really know the answer. I didn't know if I would ever really feel ready. But, I knew I trusted Otani. And I knew I loved him. And if I ever was going to be ready to do this with anyone, it would be with him.

So, I nodded my head, and sighed, "Yes."

A/N: Alright guys! Hope you liked that chapter! It was a long one. Thanks for reading. Leave a review, follow and favorite! :) There's still some more story coming.