Time passed, they didn't even care for the surrounding bcoz there were busy in each other. They find solace in each other's embrace. Kavin placed a soft kiss on her hairs and broke the hug.

Kavin: (cupping her face) But how did you came to know about it ?

Purvi: (smiling) Your Diary !

He has an habit of writing diary every single day.

Flashback.

At morning

The sunshine which was pepping from the window, fall on Purvi's eyes. She started nuzzling in Kavin's neck. She opened her eyes to see him sleeping peacefully hugging her. His hands were wrapped around her waist with a duvet covering their body.

She free herself from his grip, wore her dress. She was staring at Kavin who was sleeping like a cute baby. She went near him caressing his hairs, placing a soft kiss on his forehead.

"I am sorry Kavin. But I don't deserve you. You deserve best. What will society think about you when they will come to know that you have married to such a girl who has a past. Rajat and I was never close to each other that way we were last night, but the people never stop their nonsense gossips. You have done alot for me, now it's my turn. I don't wanna to give you pain. I am sorry, I hope you will forgive me. I don't have enough courage to face you or else if I tell you, you never let me go that's why I am leaving a letter." Purvi said with a tears in her eyes and heavy heart to the sleeping Kavin.

Then she remembered about his unique book which she has seen in his library. She knew that he won't let her read that. But she was curious about it. Before she leaves from Delhi she wanna to read the book.

She decided to go back to the farm house and read it. Bcoz after last night there should be no secrets between them. She went to the farm house, headed towards the Library room. She found out the unique book which was beautiful decorated from outside.

She opened it. She was shocked to see it was the personal diary of Kavin, as well as it consists of her photos. There was something written on the last pages.

Diary

Hey diary,

I am Kavin... The great Kavin Khanna. Today I an gonna to reveal my all

scerts, I request you to keep it safe. Bcoz whatever I am gonna to tell you right now, is the thing I never told anyone.

I never talked to anyone not even a girl, bcoz I feel bit uncomfortable sharing my things, feeling, thoughts with them. Everyone things I am a rude guy, as I am the son of famous business man.

It was the first day of my college. I bumped with a girl, she lost her balance and was about to hit the floor but I wrapped my hands around her waist and saved her. I was paused for a min, I feel some connection with her. I don't know why ? May be she was just an attraction.

She left the place immediately, I did even got the time to ask her name. I kept staring at her till she was visible to my sight. I went to the classroom where I met her again. I was one of the topper, so she started taking my help in studies, I never talked with anyone else rather than her.

We became best friend in short span of time. I fall in love at first sight with her. One day I made sure to confess my love so I asked her to meet at the garden. We were sitting in the garden. Her phone rang, she immediately answer the call, she seemed happy. I was shocked when I got to know about her boyfriend.

I controlled my feelings as I was afraid of loosing her. First time I was crying from the bottom of my heart but didn't show her. As I was happy that she was happy with her boyfriend. After than I left from Delhi and join my dad's business. Keep myself busy in the work so that my mind will forget her. I also use to take sleeping pills at night. It has became an addiction for me. I wasn't able to sleep at night without taking the pills.

I became a famous business man. Everyone in the house started gossiping about my marriage, I wasn't interested in it. Because the one whom I loves, loves another person and also she is happy with that person. Due to my dad sake, I agreed to the marriage. I was very happy when I saw her. Which means she is my would be wife. I was on the ninth cloud. But when I got to know that she loves Rajat, I decided to sacrifice my love for my love's happiness.

My heart was broken into the pieces by learning her truth, but I still love her. I will love her till my last breath. She is MY HEARTBEAT.

PURVI

Purvi's eyes were full of tear, reading the end of the page. She went to his room opened his drawer to see the 6 packets of sleeping pills. She cursed herself for him.

SHE CURSED HERSELF FOR TRUSTING A WRONG PERSON AND BREAKING THE HEART OF a RIGHT ONE.

HOW CAN a PERSON LOVE AT SUCH AN EXTENT ! He sacrifice everything for my happiness and what I did ? I broke his heart two times. But I am angry with you Kavin, you didn't Confessed your love. Today, I will make you confess your love, it's my promise" She said in her mind, still lost in his thoughts.

She wiped her tears, started cooking his favorite food. She went to the library again to read the books. She sat down on the chair but due to the weakness, she fainted.

Flashback end

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